I was a Christian when I was young, because my father's family was religious, then I became atheist, then somewhat "Satanist" not formally or did not even read the Satanic bible, but I liked to imagine myself as one during that time and listening to music like the Ghost band (Which I still like a lot but I am afraid of listening to them now) now I became a Christian again.But the problem is, every time I visit this board I get conflicted views, in fact, not just here, but also in YouTube and some Reddit post. Like for example that theory that Moloch was referring to YHWH, or others like a recent one I read about in a thread here about the God of the ammonites being also Yahweh. But honestly I need to know what is true or not. I can't just throw away my religion because I am not sure about something. I have always liked God and Jesus, and I like what they say and I am really into this narrative of the Divine war between the Devil and God because it has always aligned with what I personally have seen in the world and in ny life. I genuinely believe the devil exist, alongisde Satanist and etc. The world is ruled by these people.How do people deal with this stuff? I can't take everything for canon but I also can't just live in ignorance. I am afraid of the day where Jesus comes, maybe in this month, but one of the things that worries me the most is that the biblical prophecy is getting fulfilled.
>>41015507You have worked yourself into a lather over idols and dualistic nonsense.I recommend listening to this as many times as you need for it all to click:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvH3BsXQjmw
>he's gonna coomNah
>>41015507I'll try to sort out your mess.1. Jesus and YHVH.False god that actual gives power to these people and places you under their power and authority.2. Jesus vs SatanNever happens. Same energy, it's controlled oposition. If you think the Devil and Jesus are at war, then read, study and pay more attention because Christian larpers look and feel more satanic than turbodemons.I'm not saying Satan is in love with Jesus, but they coop.3. The Gnostics.That's us, well, me. We're not good, we're not nice, you cannot covert (family only), it's a Nonchristian one, Hellish gnosticism, as in, we come from Hell, actual Hell, not the Christian second death.The story so far, in quick shitpost format.-Hello, we are Hell, we are infernal denizens who became dark demonic gods with gnostic praxis, we have killed Jesus and YHVH. Expect retaliation if you're Christian.T. Gnostic Assassin.
>>41015507stop overthinking everything. do stuff. participate in the divine. love other people. you don't figure these things out intellectually, you figure these things out experientially. your theology will never be perfect.
>>41015939is this the "demon hunter" gun?
>>41015990LARP
>>41015507>I am afraid of the day where Jesus comes, maybe in this month, but one of the things that worries me the most is that the biblical prophecy is getting fulfilled.And if he comes, what's the fucking problem? Stupid faggot, get some estrogen so when he comes, he'll leave you here with me.
>>41015990Psychopath glowie or AI bot. Gnosticism is the opposite of Satanism.
>>41015507The best advice I can give you as a fellow Christian is this- pray, open the gospels, and read even if it’s a paragraph a day.Ideally, for me personally, I think a chapter is a good place to be (or at least start with), but you can read more if you want.The point is though- pray, read the Bible with the intention of wanting to get to know Jesus. Not to mark off a part of your daily to do list.I struggle with this stuff I feel like more than anyone, but being seeking Him and being close to Him is a good place to be for sure.Also, if it makes you feel any better, I’ve heard about all this “September Jesus is coming back” stuff, and honestly the best advice I could give (I’m talking to myself too) is take it with a grain of salt. The Bible clearly points out that we won’t know when Christ’s return will be (only the season). The point being to always be ready.Quite frankly it does annoy me when people jump on social media and spread the stuff about an upcoming rapture. Like hey, He could come at any time. The point is we need to try to the best of our abilities to be ready, and again I’m preaching to myself too.Take care, and God bless.
>>41015665Shit book life denying crap nothing to do with Jesus
>>41015990Don't let the demon in the mirror destroy you.
>>41015507I get that too. I'm a recent convert, and it's tumultous enough, finding out what to believe. Just remember, you're on /x/ Everything you read is a larp.>>41015990
>>41015507All this 2-5k year old middle eastern shit doesn't matter. What matters is 11k+ year old Atlantean heritage which has all but dissappeared from our collective memory, but evidence for it still remains in the astral plane, clear as day, if you know how to look for it.>How do people deal with this stuff?What matters is who helps you spiritually awaken. Most of these forces are real, in some sense, but only that which is eternal can persist in its function. Eternity comes from following divine law.
Can I ask, is chakra real? I have this belief that some things from other religions happen to work also, so I would like to have a better chakra.
>>41015990I remember being 15 too
>>41015990>We come from hell Imagine reading a book and choosing the biggest fucking faggot loser to worship LMAOChrist is king assassin my ass in my ass
>>41015507I can’t help but feel like I was meant to see this>be me>grow up Christian>become atheist in teen years because edgy>slowly grow out of atheism as I can clearly see divinity all around>young adulthood become a Christian again, but this time with less religious dogma>visit /x/ daily for more than a decade>constantly torn between being Christian and understanding occultismAnon im very interested in hearing more of your background to see what similarities we may share if you can I feel like we are in the same boat, im drawn to /x/ and the mysteries although often while reading this board I feel guilty as if im looking into things not of GodThe only comfort I find is telling myself that this back and forth spiritual pursuit means I am not becoming absolute in either direction
>>41015507"to know" is a feeling. That's the reason why most people never really "know". They think it happens after sucking up a certain amount of evidence, but that epiphany never comes. All the truth about the universe and you, is a very special feeling. a qualia. You either experience it or you don't. It can't be taught. It can't be written about.
>>41017224Attachment to the maya of appearances is not living. Nothing that can die has ever lived.
>>41015507"Moloch was referring to YHWH"Wackest thing to read; how could someone reach this conclusion?
>>41015507Gnosis
>>41015990Glow harder. I swear you better at least be getting paid for this shit.
