I have this idea in my head, but im such an alcoholic that idk or not if its delusion, am i being influenced? ive kind of always wanted to do this one trick since a kid lol, but anyway lol would you believe that this idea is just alcohol influence? i think even after 5 years sober this idea would still pop in my mind
>>41019039I think you should honestly kill yourself. Nothing ever good haas ever come from an alcoholic. Growing up around them and seeing the abuses and "I'm so sorry" the day after that meant nothing because they'd go right back to the bottle...how do you not hate yourself with a deep burning passion? Or is that why you drink you sad sack of shit.
>>41019059lol i love myself, but do you hate yourself to tell someone to kill themselves? ive also never hurt anyone under the influence