I have so many questions about my life, the universe, the earth and so much I want to learn and no answers are given. I THIRST for it yet I'm dehydrated and near death.I HUNGER for truth and knowledge yet I'm starved and emaciated.It's almost so unbearable that to me, In my life NOTHING else matters unless I can get these questions answered. Not my wellbeing, Not my life, Not money, not anything. I don't care about anything else but knowing the truth.How do I fix this? Is there some sort of technique? I believe I am willing and ready to accept it if there is a way. I will do ANYTHING.
be content in not knowing
Before the truth of the material world can be comprehended the truth of oneself must be made abundant.To obtain the latter one must spend more time than usual in reflection; this process is best done alongside some kind of spiritual initiation -- any work that truly splits one's perspective and initiates that perpetual force of being/becoming.Read, read and read. Esoteric works, alchemical works, become au fait with every religion -- if all of this is too syncretic for you then you need to look inward because this perspective will severely limit your progress.
>>41035109Read these:https://www.ccel.org/index/genre/gen-MYS
Read this:https://sacred-texts.com/chr/cou/index.htm
>>41035109Cringe.
>>41035824>Read, read and read. Esoteric works, alchemical works, become au fait with every religionOh god please don't follow this terrible advice.I can read faster than anyone I've ever met. I read Les Miserables and wrote an essay on it when I was only 8 or 9 years old. The book sucks btw.I read so many occult books over the years and I can tell you that they're 99% hot air. Egotistical ramblings of mad men. Anyone can pick up a pen and write down bullshit, and sell it as truth, if he has enough wealthy friends.
>>41036070It's less about 'reading to have read' than it is reading to have something for the mind to chew on in its contemplations. There is no better way to expose yourself to foreign ideas than to read. You speedread a bunch? Great. That doesn't discount the transformative experience people who don't consume like you have had.
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Hello, if you can question yourself from that perspective, it means you need to understand what lies beyond death. In this regard, you must meditate on your pain and fears to psychologically understand your subconscious weaknesses (demons). Later, through persistent practice, you will achieve a will within your soul (necessary to differentiate what is real from what is illusory). Finally, with that will (as a means), you will have to understand death (the guardian of things and your body). If you can adequately symbolize this emptiness within you, then your sexuality (libido) will begin to guide you toward a deeper understanding of life and yourself, good luck.
>>41035109Just watch the turtles bro. That's what I did.
>>41035109look up psychic mediums near you or chakra healers and visit one
Just read books man. Philosophy. Anything. Some anon recommended Immanuel Kant, but that's probably a little too wordy (by all means read it if you can understand it, I for sure couldn't get past the wording.)There is meaning in anything if you can get the hang of it, but it's a feeling that you have to "get", not one that anyone can impart on you. If you have "that", true sincere conclusions will trickle down like nectar from everything you read and watch and it will be a pleasure to discover the world. Try reading something to see if you have "it". But make sure to watch out for false conclusions. Keep an eye out for them always. Always critique yourself, always seek out the opinion of others. As another anon said, 99% of all "esoteric" books and ideas are hot air made from selfish self-serving or self-validating places. They may seem like an easy way out or a path to "true knowledge", but they never are, and will only slow you down in your path or keep you from it forever. True knowledge comes from within, from sincere and beautiful realizations. Always be sincere. Always critique yourself. Be good, and you will understand.
If you want us to tell you The Truth of This part of the Universe, just say so. You are in a Hell realm. How you got here? That's something you'll have to figure out. Everyone trying to feed your information or truth are just trying to yoke you. Including me, but my yoke is easy and my burden is light. Take that however you please.
>>41035109>How do I fix this? Is there some sort of technique?Read this important post:https://www.reddit.com/r/Retconned/comments/1m0px7o/attention_at_least_one_rapture_has_already/Alt URL (easy to remember; redirects to the post):https://www.truth-now.orgYou seriously need to wake up. Considering it's now September 2025, time is short.
