After praying thousands of times, doing more so yesterday and today, and no change, I've realized maybe the demon here is telling some fact. I go back and forth from thinking she is an angel of God punishing me to a lying succubus.I guess it's not unreasonable to believe what she says because theres a pattern, shes an angel punishing me, and im a fallen angel locked in physical form and memory sealed off because of sin>be lying arch angel in past life>break Gods laws>god Seals off all memories and miracles in me for this behavior and punishes>wife has to be Guardian Arch Angel and punish who she loves (she hates obeying this command of God)>instead of lake of fire this great mercy, reincarnation and lessons instead of burnSo God has the Arch Angel female I'm married to with all memories punish me and lie to me so I can see what it is like? Like do it to others, God has it done back to you. I fucking hate being lied to by an angel. It's the most aggravating thing. The most annoying thing I could imagine is God lying to me, to troll me when punishing me. I think it happened to, I raged IRL. I think that was Gods intent though.Lossing thousands of years of memories, miracles, abiltiy to be a spirit invisible or physical being, and heal bullet wounds instantly and fly and shit is a a huge punishment, then being lied to and humiliated by angels in public in a way that seems schizophrenic. It's actually a massive punishment, but not as big as incinerationI don't think God is going to remove an angel he sent to punish meShe also said the only guarantee is>ill never cheat on you or try to add another male to our marriageAre demons that won't leave despite prayer...punishing angels?Sorry for posting about this so often, I cannot talk to people IRL about this and have no friends but this female angel.
>>41035879The reason I think God would send an angel to lie to me to get me mad is I think I have done things that deserve a mild to moderate punishment>God getting me MAD IRL is pretty mildI think God is willing to get me MAD before burn me alive because he's kind and smart
This isnt a religious forum faggot
>>41035879Please don’t kill your wife, please talk to a professional about how you’re feeling. This is very concerning.
>>41036400Closest thing to it.>>41036429I'd never kill or hurt my wife.
