I want to become whole but I have parts of myself who are polar opposites, on one hand I'm a porn addict with really weird fetishes and on the other I want to live a virtuous life and practice semen retention but both of these sides clash
>>41051238Make the virtuous life your goal and accept the porn addict side of you as your cheat days when you give in. Just have some balance and realize you are human. Sometimes extremes lead to downfall, being extremely into semen retention can lead to unhealthy repression and when some give in they feel shame or guilt and give up. Spending all your time watching porn is bad too.
>>41051238Read the mystics.
>>41051238Serious question... have you've been baptized in Christian churches.
You are not the current interpretation of the self, you are the axis upon which these definitions find context and basis. Your love, hate, comprehension, emotions, wisdom and many others thing we erronously believe integral to the self, are actually ephemeral things resulting from the instinctual interpretations of the senses by the axis.To understand this in a more succint fashion, I heavily recommend meditating upon the void or sunyata, and do be aware its might be harder than first thought as your mind instinctually try to think and ponder if it has no stimuli, which you must actively fight against by disregarding these attempt at filling the void you intent to meditate upon with tengibility.
>>41051238stick your pp up your butt
You must seek wise and powerful sorcerery! Hidden secret knowledge known only unto masters. Esoteric tombs of wisdom, exlirs of power, and practices of sacred arts. For your addiction I reccomend the milk of magnesisa.
>>41051238>Asking /x/ for lifestyle adviceFFS
advancing spiritully makes you more attractive which means you can switch from jorking it to using cum dumpsters for your urges when they arisethis gets you off porn and associates pleasure with the noise some grievances of the woman whom you will grow tired of and leave behind if you continue the spiritual journeyafter that its pretty easy to not even want to coom anymore
>>41052084>advancing spiritullyHow can I do that? I'm pretty dumb and low IQ
>>41052166perfectjust eat a lot of magic mushrooms and do a lot of yoga and meditation, both sober and while on themif that gets too hard at any point just lay down and breathe until you don't feel like a little bitch anymorepardon my french btw
>>41051238I realize you might be a troll but I'll briefly bite> parts of myself Porn is not a part of your self as much as cancer is not a part of your body.https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/
Truth, Virtue, Interbing, and light guide you whoooa whata gaunja is easy to do for now, eat papaya.
>>41053916I get that but think about it, why do some people have specific fetishes? Why are some into trannies, or furries or femboys etc... I think our fetishes tell us things about our subconscious
