For those who saw my document and felt tl;dr, I converted my most significant experiences into greentext. I hope these help you to believe that the supernatural world, angels, and God are all real. Also, enjoy this Nichijou-style picture of Ducky! I don't know why I never tried making her Nichijou style before, it's very similar to the way she actually looked in my mind when I saw her...>me>months of nonstop prayer, mix of Jesus Prayer + Guardian Angel prayer>start having dreams and visions that feel more real than waking life>Dream 1>hear heavenly music>see glowing sheep with head of ancient wrinkled woman>voice: “protector of spirits”>Dream 2>meet radiant female angel>tells me negative traits like depression are “deleted” at death>taken to heavenly library, see book titled “The Harmony of Infinity”>Dream 3>book suddenly flashes divine words>“WE ARE 212,000 ANGELS”>cry, body filled with ecstasy>Waking Vision>reading Bible after 8 months of depression>God’s love floods my body like electricity>see angel: giant eye with wings, vision lasts an hour>Choir of Angels>pray “Glory, glory, glory”>imagine choir singing, suddenly REAL, booming thunder-drums>clouds part, sunlight shines on me>orange-haired angel with duck beak appears>says “I am your daughter waiting for you in Heaven”>Ducky>crystal clear vision, tells me: “Now you really are an Angel of God!”>warns me demons are coming>next day, I literally see demons, including goat head made of writhing bodies
>The Touch>while praying “Is God good or evil?”>invisible finger brushes down my back>dog asleep, no one behind me>proof of unseen world touching me>My Wife>in mania, she touches my back in patterns like she’s “rewiring” me>felt like cords and switches being adjusted inside my body in base reality>made me feel like this is a simulation and others can be taken over by a higher power to rewire you>Adam’s Apple>wife grabs my Adam’s apple, slides it upward like a physical switch>my voice actually changes to a higher pitch for the rest of the day>defies all known physiology>Baudelaire Dream>told in dream I’d give a lecture on angels + Baudelaire>never heard of him in my life>wake up, google>real French poet, wrote multiple poems about angels>Seraphication>dream voice repeats word I’ve never heard before: “Seraphication”>later discover it means turning into a Seraph, highest order of angel>Boy Pointing Up>most lucid dream ever>ask boy “what happens when we die?”>he points skyward and says “You go to Heaven!”>so vivid, specific, felt external not internal--->all this>visions, angel messages, demonic encounters, wife literally flipping “switches” in my body, external confirmations (Baudelaire, seraphication)>not random delusions, not just imagination>there IS a supernatural reality woven into our lives
>>41087233i need a nichijou ducky angel gf
What is an Apostle, if not an incarnate Angel? Both words mean messenger, and both seem to involve a commitment to a certain kind of chastity (hence Paul's "sister wife" clarification in 1 Corinthians 9:50).
It's okay if some of you doubt my experiences. I doubt them too at times, even the most significant ones like when I was touched on my back. When I look at individual experiences I tend to doubt them, but when I look at the larger picture of my combined experiences, it seems like there's a pattern and something supernatural is really happening in my life.
>>41087806It's ok not to know for sure.
>>41087233So were you raised Catholic or did you convert only after your experiences with Ducky?
>>41088330I was raised atheist, didn't start to feel God in my life until my early 20s. Converted after my experiences with Ducky. I chose Catholicism because of all the demons I saw, and because Catholic Exorcists believe in the true reality of demons as well.I was thinking of dropping out of becoming a Catholic by quitting OCIA (the Order of Christian Initiation of Adults), but then I had a dream that I was in a classroom invitations to OCIA were being passed out. I took one, and a man tapped on the paper and simply said "Guardian Angel". That's all I needed to know that OCIA/Catholicism was the right path for me.
>>41087806I 100% believe that God reached out to you.>Matthew 5:8: Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.This is Gnosis. The particular details you take away from the experience may not be universal or generalizable. For example, I don't believe God has a favorite denomination. But the path that inspires you is the path you are meant to take. There may be some twists and turns ahead, so don't feel you have to lock-in to one doctrinal perspective. Keep reading and meditating and growing spiritually. The journey is always progressing, with perhaps a few challenging detours along the way.
>>41088774Thank you for your kind words anon.
>>41087233ive seen you post these threads for almost a year, and i always realize that im sharing this website with a bunch of braindead kids who should have their internet acess taken away from them
