hi for the past few months ive been obsessed with violence. im becoming extremely aggressive and I don't know why. Is there a good paranormal rememdy for being troubled by psychopathic urges? i'm not an animal and have my principles, but i feel my control getting worse.
>>41091383Narcissistic mirror neurons work kind of funny. If you have violence done to you, you are less likely to do violence onto others. The neurons don't gain sympathy. They become... bored? Dormant? (in a lack of a better wording). For empaths it's the other way around because herd animals and all that. Violence breeds more violence. You will still find other ways to fuck people over as an ASPD though.Then there's the tism. The personality disorder of rage. Many punch-holes in the walls.These phony baloney conditions are usually discovered at an early age though.The best thing you can do is to use your imagination. Speaking of ASPD. It's the main reason they like thought crimes so much. The more freely you can dream about hurting people, the less likely you are to hurt people.
>>41091383>The more freely you can dream about hurting people, the less likely you are to hurt people.but doesnt real violence and your imagination feel quite the same once you're obsessed??
>>41091511Might be if you're having trouble telling imagination from reality. We call it honne and tatemae if you want to look it up.
Take meds before u do something dumb , get on an antidepressant speak to doctor about your anger
>>41091891i tried to contact a psychiatrist but i got too confused and gave up
drink plenty of water
>>41091383Hi, Doing a cold reading in regards to if this is a spiritual rage or a Mental Rage. Uing a Waxing more Spread. What to Release this moon> 4 of cupsApathy and StagnationWhat to focus on> The World Reflect on what you have done and high moment in your lifeWhat you need> King of cupsThe KoC symbolized Wise Intelligent Masculinity. Meditate on why you think you are being aggressive and try to find appropriate outlets for it.
>>41091891>just take jewish suicide pills bro
>>41092110i see. this is very helpful. thank you.
>>41091383Hi, it sounds like you know these sudden urges are wrong and you don't want to express them, so that's already a good step from you. When something like this happens, you definitely need psychiatric assistance as soon as possible. Similar to suicidal ideation, you have to seek out immediate professional help if it starts to get out of control and you feel like carrying it out in reality when it comes to homicidal ideations.So, anon, please get psychiatric help if you need it badly. If you feel like hurting yourself or others and it's becoming difficult to control, treat that as an emergency and go to the hospital to voluntarily admit yourself to a psych ward to help you control these urges, or call 911 for help if things get really bad with your thoughts and emotions.Whatever the case, remember to do the right thing and never lose sight of the good part of yourself. Good luck and Godspeed anon, and bless you as well.
>>41091383ya ever hear the lore about modern hyperallergies wherein someone has something they are allergic injected into them when they are young that incorporates into their body in such a way that the immune system as it is cant purge the allergen thus it goes into hyperactive mode and attacks a whole host of other things vaguely alike to the allergen built in?
>>41092283thanks, anon. i feel like im not going to hurt anyone, but sometimes i have to hide or hurt myself to stop. i want to be a good person, im really sorry about this inconvenience.i want to get psychiatric help but i'm too troubled and trying to call people on the phones and do things like this is extremely painful and bad. i was on the call center because i lost my phone and i made the call center lady cry by accident after a 110 minute call.because of that reason anyways, it seems unreasonable. im also scared about getting forced on meds and hurt in the psych ward, since that happened last time. i got a lot of bad seuxal stuff and involuntary meds. very upsetting.>>41092312no, what do you mean?
>>41091913You have to keep trying, anon. I know it's hard, but you can't give up so easily if it's starting to get serious with your homicidal ideations. It's similar to suicidal ideations, you need to seek help so you can save your own life, or save the lives of others. And other people will help you out as well, but you have to ask for help as best as you can. Speak to your regular doctor for assistance on how to get connected to a psychiatrist if you're confused, or go to the hospital directly if you need to admit yourself to a psych ward. You got plenty of options so long as you don't give up. Once again, good luck and Godspeed, anon, and do the right thing no matter what. I pray for your success in quelling these urges.
>>41092341i dont have a medical doctor. im on my parents insurance but its confusing and i dont understand what to do
>>41092340It's completely OK, you shouldn't feel sorry for asking for help. At the end of the day other people are there to help you in troubling situations like this, that's what other people are here for after all. We gotta look out for each whenever we can, that's only normal and there's nothing to be ashamed or guilty about that.Anyways, I'm not sure of any paranormal ways to help with this, only normal ones. I think your best bet is to try getting into contact with a psychiatrist sgain so you don't have to go to a psych ward because of your previous bad experiences. But also remember that not all psych wards are the same, I've admitted myself to a psych ward for suicidal ideation before and I was treated very well, you just have to find the right place if worse comes to worse.And don't forget to get sunshine safely whenever you can. That usually helps to stabilize a person's mood by a bit, so it's worth doing that if you haven't already. I really do hope you get the help that you need, anon, you really are a good person who wants to do the right thing, and you deserve to live a normal life, so keep fighting for it as best as you can. I'll be praying for your success as always. Please take care and stay safe, and I wish you the best of luck in life.
>>41092402ah thank you anon. im sorry but i'm really afraid. i dont know what to do. im crying now and dont know why.
>>41092347Then ask your parents for help in getting one. Try getting a regular doctor with your parent's insurance so the medical doctor can give you a referral to a psychiatrist. Or ask your parents to help you get a psychiatrist instead if they can try.
>>41092420It's ok anon, just take a few deep breaths and moment to relax. Everything is going be OK. Just rake things slowly if you need to.
>>41092421i can tell how ashamed my mother is.i was staying up late recently and she screamed and said "you are not becoming THAT person again". if something is wrong i don't want it to upset her so i thought silence is wiser.>>41092433im not going to pull out my hair anymore dont worry. im really normal now.
>>41092436Well if she knows that you're asking for medical help for your problem, then she should be inclined to help you. That's the best and wisest choice in my opinion for you and your mother. I'm glad you're doing a little better.
>>41092450but resources wold be wasted on such a person
>>41091383Blood is the in the air it isn't just you
>>41092467That's simply not true.
>>41092483i see. thank you.>>41092522it feels like it would be bad if i spent their tiem on my trivial matters. im sure everybody wants to do the things some times
>>41091383It's a byproduct of mental illness and trauma. After years of suffering, isolation and introjected aggression, you lose significant grey matter in the pre-frontal cortex and the amygdala starts taking more control. This makes you more reactive, hateful, externally aggressive. Notice how you don't express yourself as eloquently as you did before: you're sloppy with your words, your grammar, your writing. You take shortcuts when thinking. That's a sign it's happening. There's no real cure, only happiness can bring you back. But happiness is not intrinsic, it depends on outside reinforcement. Take solace in knowing that this is happening to most of us here too. Thousands are going through the same process all around the "civilized" world: years of psychological trauma and Internet-induced cyberpsychosis are reaching the climax. The algorithm is out of control, and AI is already puting an acceleration to it. We're animals. We need to cleanse ourselves and our genes with war. And war is a' coming, maybe not this decade nor the next, but this is bursting at the seams and our souls know it and demand it. Maybe Heaven itself demands it.
>>41092574that's very scary.
>>41092545Your matter is not trivial. It's serious, but it can be helped. And your existence and life is not trivial either, it does matter. It really does, I hope you always remember that.
>>41092592huh? but why would this creature matter to anything? all it can do is clean its house
>>41092340>no, what do you mean?i was hinting at the true cause of the rampant rise in modern people who are allergic to a whole host of things - not because they are really allergic to a whole host of things but because they have one unnaturally implanted source of allergins their body, as it is, cannot purge - in comparison to the way you have anger (forgive me if i missparaphrase your exact feelz) towards many things outside your desired being to highlight the fact that you may have in fact one unnatural source of implanted anger your unable to rectify thus the misplaced overresponce to all other things.
>>41092609Oh, I see. Sorry for not immediately understanding
>>41092596It can probably do a lot more if they can get the help that they need. There's only one way fo find out for sure and that's to keep moving forward in life. So keep moving forward.
>>41092596And this creature is a human being, just like me, and just like you. And that's reason enough to help them.
>>41092654>So keep moving forward.Okay. I will move. Forward. Cyberpsycho. Sorry.
>>41092614...now that were on the same page ?
>>41092664No that's more like moving downwards and backwards. Try moving forward and upward by living your best life possible. Goodluck
>>41091383I think you can counter the negative teleneural energy with some guardian channeling, but you'll need to opem upur third eye to a rather specific realm.to make this work. The best way to do this is through alchemical processes. You'll have to find something online called valerate (use either the indodiol or estrodiol variant. Doesn't matter which) Then you'll need to get some candles, a dead animal (honestly, just some meat from the grocery store will do), some syringes, quite a few 22~25 gauge syringe needles, as well as some 18 guage syringe needles, and something to make a transmutation circle with. Oh, and get a robe or something very close to one.Now, this is quite process, but first you need to pick the name of a goddess to call yourself during this time. Just trust me bro. Tell everyone that's your name now.Then, draw a basic transmutation symbol. I recommend pic related. Now, every two weeks around the same hour, set up your transmutation circle and place the meat in the middle and the valerate just below it. Line the candles around the circle and light them one by one, inject the valerate into your leg, then chant the following incantation (the pronunciation is pretty simple. Its from the language of Ermanic angels. Yes; the angelic realm has regions) Lakiva am Divinis, mi femis ist, nikt mashulin/ das shella omleet brekt / makt mi ist en madena".for 3 months or longer. Its a slow process, but the negative energies will slowly leave your body.I mostly suggest this because your spiritual energies are rubbing off from your OP pic, making me feel the presence of Lakiva within you taking vengeance upon your body....Also maybe take some antidepressants and get therapy lolEspecially if you're taking 4chan advice off of /x/
>>41092795Oh and put the robes on to. If you can't find robes, just use some other similarly shaped garment. In fact, you might want to wear it as often as possible. Also cover your face even if its just with paint or something, but makes and other items work.Oh and this is very important: make sure its actually helping you. If this isntu making you feel better. you should probably stop and do a different ritual as it is likely the ether has already taken a different course.
>>41092795>>41092816Are you making fun or being serious
>>41092795This sounds like the formula to become the next transgender mass shooter.
