Anyone else going insane?I delved too deep, I peeled away too many layersI see how everything intertwines, even the most minute, innocent act is steeped in blood and anguishI can't handle existance, it's just too muchSomehow, knowing what I know, I'm supposed to function as a normal human being.I need a total disconnect from everything
>>41107918you have to go even deeper. true masters are able to change their own reality and the realities of the people around them. you ain't even halfway there. truth is it is going to become much much worse before reality gets to be awesome again. good luck brother.
>>41107918Why can't God just answer me
If I could just get more than 3-4 hours of sleep every night, I wake up and start worrying about shit and I am constantly dead tired. I feel like this is doing irreversible damage to my brain
>>41107918Distance yourself from this stuff for a while. Find a way to block /x/ and political brainwashing on both your phone (Bulldog Blocker) and computer (Cold Turkey). I've done it plenty of times myself and honestly shouldn't have come back. The internet at this point is THE battlefield over the minds of the public.
>>41107998Could it be that he isn't real or doesn't care? No he's just giving you a shit test like a women and will torture you forever if you don't believe in him despite a complete lack of evidence. Still the ultimate good though, lol, lmao
>>41107998What is your question? God knows how to answer while keeping it subtle, so His help looks like a lucky accident.>>41108003Start drinking beer, 1 liter / 34 oz of 5% beer is enough to get a good quality sleep. You can also mix it with melatonin 1-3 mg.
>>41107918No. Jews are cursed to hell.Why would that make me insane?
>>41107992>true masters are able to change their own reality and the realities of the people around them.That's just schizophrenia, anonI don't think I wanna go there>>41108035Yup, genuinely considering a total disconnect from the internetI just... I care too much, manI have to stop caring for a while
>>41108043>JewsOh my how little you know...The Jews are small time, anonThey're nothing, they're part of the whole but they're not the wholeUs humans, we need a figure head, we need a symbol, we need someone or something to point at when shit hits the fan, we need scapegoatsThey're the scapegoats for now
>>41108045Though the overall best option, totally disconnecting from the web is quite difficult. It's something you need to ease yourself into while you work on both self-control and how you view yourself. When I started reading Carl Jung I soon began philosophizing for myself and finding answers within. Inner work will lead to great personal breakthroughs for yourself.
>>41108150I'm going to continually expand on this if that's alright.You've spent a lot of time discovering the darkness of 'truth', but now is the time to trust in your own intuition; Philosophize and discover the good truths within your own mind. You'll be amazed at what you will uncover all on your own, but the thing that makes it all work out is to leave at least 1% doubt in whatever you think is the truth. That tiny bit of doubt leaves an opening for wisdom to come through and the real truth is unattainable without wisdom.
>>41108045no, it's the ability to use symbols and speech like magic in order to captivate an audience. true masters are people like hitler, crowley or marina abramovic
>>41107918> For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. > Ecclesiastes 1:18anon, my heart is with you in this moment. it is ok to take some time off /pol/ or 4chan in general. we will still be here when you are ready to return. everything you need is within yourself and the key.. the good news... the gospel, the Bible is the only guide you need to dig you out of the pit and to build your house upon a rock. you are precious and deserve to take care of yourself.> I will like him until a wise man which built his house upon a rock;> and the rain descended;> and the floods came;> and the winds blew and beat upon that house> and it fell not;> for it was founded upon a rock.> - Matthew 7:24-25
>>41107918>going insaneI did over the past ~9 months or so, but I got better.Now I'm starting to stop searching and asking, and instead aim to synthesize my insight and publish it. The challenging part is to make it innocuous enough to retain some semblance of mass appeal while at the same time utilizing my full power level, but given the kinds of communities that exist on the internet that's probably a problem that almost exclusively exists in my own head.
>>41108278>marina abramovicRhythm 0 haunts me, more than anything the others did.
>>41107998who are you? you are talking about the literal God of the universe, the Creator of all things, the person who invented every idea and the way the synpases in your brain function. why do you think you can put God in a box and tell him to perform in a way that you want Him to? the gift of life is the miracle you should be grateful for, you get to experience all the amazing things on earth. whatever problems you have are manmade
>>41108337>>*asks a question about god*>*autistic screeching*Christianity!
>>41108342>asks a question about God>gets a response about Goduhh, yeah, what were you expecting? some kind of gay gnostic "u must search within yourself" cryptic nonsense?
>>41108357You're a good Christian, because you hate yourself and thus consequently treat everyone else like shit as well!
>>41107998God is dead. Slain by His betters. He became more terrible than He was worth
>>41108150>>41108242>>41108310I've been putting this song on repeat for the past half hourhttps://youtu.be/PAFHtobE1ns?si=KAiXzmOr1euavGOAGod is good, anons
>>41108372>projecting some random cope because you hate religionwhy do you think i hate myself? why do you think i treat others like shit? no idea where you invented that from, you don't even know me or what i believe, you are just making assumptions and putting me in a box based on your pre-suppositions about christianity. in fact, i agree that religion is a control tool and was a total mistake, that doesn't mean scriptures aren't true and we don't have a God however
>>41107918Sometimes. But it boils down to quiet acceptance and releasing fear. It's okay to feel fear, it's a natural feeling, but we should not give in to it. No matter what happens in a moment, no matter how little or how much we know or understand, the world is going to roll onwards merrily.
>>41108388>i agree bla blaNo one stated any of what (You) agree with anywhere in this thread.
>>41108456it just seems like you have a deep rooted hatred for christianity, probably due to childhood trauma. its clear that you just want to lash out and not actually have any meaningful discussion, you simply want to show everybody the weakness in your own heart and your inability to stay unemotional when it comes to the topic
>>41107918You're just doing that as an excuse to confront your ego you don't truly know anything and your goal towards it is also an illusion. You haven't gone deep that's why you feel this way.
>>41108466No, it does not at all seem like that, but I respect your decision to believe in the coherence of your interpretation. Have a nice equinox and so on!
As the person who posted both >>41108150>>41108242I do want to apologize if I made it sound like some sort of Gnostic jargon. Philosophy and inner working did eventually bring me back to church and help me have a deeper understanding and relationship with God. People really do need to start thinking for themselves and sorting out their own issues though. The more we understand ourselves the better we are at handling whatever life brings our way.
>>41108003For thousands of years men have carried all the burdens of providing and everything that comes with civilization. Now it's women's time to pick up the slack and carry civilization forward.My plan is to be a neet and for women wagies to pay their fair share by providing for me and everybody else in society for the next six thousand years.It's time for men to sit back, relax and take it very easy for the next two thousand years at the very least. We earned it after all.
>>41107918Damn, sounds like ur gay. Maybe you should eat something or go for a walk, try to get that gay shit to go away.
>>41107918That moment when you can't stop thinking about the karmic debt gained from eating fast food
>>41108060>Us humans, we need a figure head, we need a symbolHow about yourself? No need to wait for a "saviour" when you have that power.
>>41107918This is how I feel. Felt bad killing an ant the other day too and I've been having an existential crisis thinking about the 'afterlife' a lot.
>>41107998Did you even try meditating? Decalcifying your pineal gland? Anything?
>>41107918Yes, I was on the brink of psychosis - then found Christ, the only exit from this world.
>>41107918>I see how everything intertwines, even the most minute, innocent act is steeped in blood and anguishCare to explain that to us Anon?
>>41107992I often wonder if this reality is shit on purpose to force us to relearn that we can un-shit anything we put our minds toI often wonder if the magnitude of this shit is really worth it
>>41107918Read your bible for 30 minutes and you'll calm down. Trust me
>>41107918>>41107998>>41108003Try going outside and getting lots of sunlight exposure safely everyday to help boost your mental health and outlook on life positively. It's helped me out before whenever I had thoughts similar to yours, so I hope it helps you too. Good luck, anons, and please stay safe and take care.
>>41107918>>41107998>>41108003And consider taking antidepressants too. If not that, try natural and alternative medicines instead. And eat a nutritious diet. Good luck!
