A few years ago I started experiencing insane coincidences. Themes repeating all across multiple facets of life - conversations, social media, etc. it’s like I became overly sensitive of the surrounding zeitgeist which commanded every living thing around me.Then, that zeitgeist started speaking to me like it knew I was aware. My head would develop a buzzing sensation, and I would start to hear normal language in conversation as if it were figurative language. I was drawing dual meaning from everyday conversations as my mind would extract personal revelations. This zeitgeist wasn’t kind though, it was very dark. Mentally it brought me to rock bottom in a state of complete apathy. I’d constantly catch myself arguing with it while in normal conversation. I’d have to remind myself of the conversation at hand, and not get caught up in the muse. I started speaking back to it in figurative language, and it would only make things worse. On top of this, electronics all around me were going haywire, lights would flicker like crazy around me, wild situations would take place around me, and I started receiving meaning from the Bible with a different perspective (not right or wrong, just different). I thirsted for God like never before, and as I trusted God, my faith increased and I found peace in the chaos. Whatever thoughts I would have started shaping mine and others reality. Whatever I focuson becomes the zeitgeist, and it’s tiring.I still retain the change in perception in which my mind can easily draw alternative meaning from something, but not in an overwhelming way. Every so often I’ll get that buzzing feeling in my head and sense the “zeitgeist” trying to communicate with me, in which case electronics go haywire and lights flicker. It’s tempting to speak back to it, but like Eminem says, “..My soul is escaping, through this hole that is gaping, it’s mine for the taking, make me king of this order, new world order, a normal life is boring…”
idk but anyway since there's no tulpa thread rn:FUN TULPA FUNTIME!!!make an ouija board and get a planchette, and get your tupperware to spell out funny words on the fun wordy board. try it. it works.for real, it actually works. see if your lame ass furry loli fictive can spell competently!!
>>41113940A-non, you followed the trail of a synchronicity all the way until it became the threads of fate! well done, but as without so within, your are a lens that discretes isolates transforms and broadcasts the constants of this world, your own nature will be reflected in the world in turn (skizo speak off, if you can synergistically synchronize synchronicities your neural networks synchronize and connection in a compounding and functional manner with the external world synchronicities) thus if your temple is unpure, contaminated with pathos so in turn will you synchronize the world as such. suks2suck.but, its not all bad news, just purify your mind and body and chase the threads of fate again.
