The old village world is not coming back , unwanted pregnancies ? u have to get laid in the first place as an average man and over 50% of zoomers ain't even getting that far. Spiritually, I see all the damn these older shit heads literally pound their way through the city and all of sudden "it wasn't fulfilling me - I turned to Jesus!" and all of a sudden as long as they are attractive the whole tribe accepts them. This is my story and frustrations: >>>/adv/33704933I know what I really crave is physical freedom and I'm conflating desires, I can see satan greasing his palms and yet...it still feels like the path of most growthIt almost seems better to have your fill - realize its not the be all end all and turn to god with a clear mind after that's over
>>41147257What consequence am I really risking from a spiritual perspective?
>>41147257Why do you want sex so bad? Ironically that's why you're not getting it. And also, deep down you know you don't want sex yet. You're just working yourself up into a tizzy trying to convince yourself you think you deserve it/want it. But you know you don't. You had a choice in your life, and what you chose is to go without. What you mention at the end is trying to decieve God/hypocrisy - having your fill and then at the last minute repenting. But contrary to what modern Christianity teaches, this doesn't work. To repent, you have to truly regret your vices and wish you could have turned back time and never done them.
>>41147257>>41147408Alright, now that I've read more I'm going to give you some advice. Keep being a goody two shoes, because that's inherently who and what you are. That's what you've chosen so far. But you don't have to be miserable in this predicament. You should find happiness within your marriage. Do you think life is just about choosing between miseries? It's about complying with the law of the land and complying with God.
>>41147408>>41147423Alternatively, if you really don't want to get married right now, you could continue to live your life in celibacy until you and your parents reach a conclusion about some other prospect or just remain celibate for the rest of your life. It's not so hard and you know that. You being a virgin at 25 is proof that it's not the end of the world. I say this not to gaslight or aggravate but to provide you peace. You want these things because you think you're being deprived of them and I'm letting you know that you're not. Sex means nothing in the greater scheme of life and some people aren't meant to have it.
>>41147408>>41147441>>41147423>You should find happiness within your marriage. Do you think life is just about choosing between miseries?The problem is im jaded from being online , being single for this long makes you questionable of every womans motives. I trust a bitch about as far as I can throw them and IRL hasn't been tooo much better. I don't want to ruin someone else's life with this energy. > Why do you want sex so bad?I don't care about sex , its about emotionally connecting in a sexual way. I want it cause everyone can seem to do it but me. I want it cause I do have attraction to them , I've even checked to see if I swing the other way and this is some weird repression but nope -- big titties and hips do it > That's what you've chosen so far.And what if I choose differently now? I agree with the take on the hypocrite btw but what if u do feel sincere repentance later though?
>>41147257The internet has rotted your brain.At your height you can get jacked easily with weight lifting.That alone will increase stature, voice, and chemical imbalance in the brain.Your parents tried to help you achieve knowing the world wasn’t going to be easy and you resent them because you didn’t want to work harder.Your current life is the consequence of your previous actions.It sucks but it’s true.However, now you have the opportunity to position yourself for a much better life.#1 work out.#2 keep working at school.#3 understand your limitations and try to break through them, this may mean therapy (it’s not a bad option, but better to work out for 3 months first).#4 don’t use the internet outside of the bare minimum needed to ace your classes.#5 keep going. You’re stronger than you think.Ps women don’t understand dimensional analysis, they think 5’6 is 5’10 and 5 inches is like 7.
>>41147943Coveting what others have is a sin and you can't feel severe repentance if you want to do it right now lol. You can't troll or outsmart God. That's now how it works. Not averting your gaze is also a sin and you should stick to the bible and listen to your parents more often.
>>41147257Marriage was designed for among other things population control1 man meets 1 woman, they take no other partnersReligion itself seems to be us struggling against our ape instincts. Like you said, the beautiful man who steamrolls the whole village is forgiven by basis of his looks, you have wisdom. Likewise the devil came as an angel of light, he was the most beautiful and perfect of all the angels. This mirrors the modern Chad. Like Satan, he was always the first to be forgiven and the last to be blamed. Even still the way I find people being able to dislike him is if he's depicted as a short fat red goatman with a pitchfork. If he was depicted as is, women would be simping. It makes me embarrassed to be human. Beauty is a trap, looks can be deceiving. Polygamy is base monkey shit. If there wasn't anyone telling us to do otherwise, we'd all be carriers for STD's, mounting one slut to the next with little care, and there'd be more bodies than earth.
>>41147257Heaven has tons of hot sweaty sex.
>>41147257>What is the crime of cheating on my gf if she doesnt know? >If you rape a dead animal and no one sees it did it really happen?>how does this affect you personally >my body my choice >sex work is real work
>>41147257Christianity makes it a sin because people are going to do it anyway, and the cult needs to keep people in constant guilt so they'll think they need to be saved.
>>41150991This guy thinks he can be in the perfect place with a perfect God just by his flawed efforts what a jabrony
>>41147257What is premarital sex?Sex is the marriage, the joining of two bodies. There can be a ceremony before or after, Bringing vintage back would be fucking in front of your guests. If you have had sex with 5 women, you married 5 times. Simple as. Why are people so fucking retarded on basic principle of anything, even shit spelled out for them for centuries. Dur dee dur dee dur.
>>41150282and there'd be more bodies than earth.WEF wants depop. for this reason alone.
>>41150282>Like you said, the beautiful man who steamrolls the whole village is forgiven by basis of his looks, you have wisdom.thanks anon >>41151129>>41150282I think u guys are HALF right on a spiritual level , problem is if both single parties mutually agree to what it is , was anyone or anything truly wronged or violated?
>>41147257>turn 30s and it all hits at oncebasically me anon, turned 30 this yearno life exp and parents kept me on a close leash long enough that I learned helplessness at an early agespent high school and college being scared of everythingI read a book recently, Mastery by robert greene if your curious but it wasn't too importantThere was a part at the beginning that I did take to heart though, pic related is the basic jistI spent a long time after reading that pouring over my youngest memories and then tried digging even deeper then thatto keep it short, I learned a lot doing this and spent all my time since then hardening my resolve to be betternot sure if this is very helpful or not, there was some spiritual aspect as well but that was the most pivotal point
>>41153395wise words anon, best of luck
