Who else here has reached the state of being totally fine with death? In fact, I look forward to it since I firmly believe in the afterlife and God. If I were diagnosed with 6 months to live I would smile at the doctor and say with joy "Really? This is great, I'm getting out of this world in 6 months!"I also have bad anhedonia. I can't find anything I enjoy in this world, I've tried everything you can suggest so don't bother. Death is the only thing I crave. I want to be with God.That being said, I do not condone suicide and think it has bad spiritual consequences. Boy, this world sucks and has so little joy in it! I cannot wait to die!!>“If we find ourselves with a desire that nothing in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that we were made for another world.”― C.S. Lewis
>>41171943I’m at this stage too. But I know I must accomplish something important otherwise I will be sent back here for another round of Being Human ® by my higher self.
>>41171943>anhedonia>I can't find anything I enjoy in this worldI dunno, man. Anhedonia isn't equanimity.
>>41171943Death is the final liberation. Only fools fear it.
I want to die
>>41172186You have a point. I'm not sure if what I have is anhedonia or just being tired out of all things this world has to offer or something else. Just can't wait to die.
You can still have the fear of dyING though. Your cells are programmed to panic at dying. Perhaps by design. But ya still need to respect the physical body, and other people who have the fear. We must seek to understand, rather than transcend
>>41171943THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP AND KILL YOURSELF.
>>41172400t. guy afraid of death triggered by this thread
>>41172405>t. doesn't know how to quotei said kys
>>41172362>You can still have the fear of dyING thoughI dunno, I think it will just be like having a bad flu and fever plus a lot of chronic body pain, doesn't sound too bad.>>41172646t. grammer nazi
Buddy death is horrifying after you realize what it is. This isn't anything new for people ''in the know''.
>>41172692bruh you're so retarded it's almost based. tell me your age and nationality
>>41172764>bro i took dmt and can tell you that life is just 2 giant faggots dressed as clowns playing with you like a ragdoll
>>41172871I'm not the guy who posted the image, but that's a depiction of salviaCompletely different chemical with a very different mechanism of actionStrange how they both produce the jester imagery
>>41171943I’ve died once. It wasn’t bad, it wasn’t great.I wasn’t worried before, I’m not worried now.
>>41171943Absolutely. I'm alive now and I'll do the best I can to make the world a tiny bit better, at least for people I'm personally involved with and care about, but I can't wait to die. When the time eventually comes I think I'll be very relieved.
>>41172307Anhedonia sounds close enough to how you describe yourself. Having said that, we all gotta reckon with death one way or another.
>>41172245No, thats true deathNormal death is not escape
>>41172362>But ya still need to respect the prison of soul, and dumb animals who have the fear.No.> We must seek to understandThere nothing to understand, fear of death is just instinct and if you let yourself controlled you are nothing but dumb unwashed animal
>>41173394Buddhist BS. There's no such thing as reincarnation, it's a misinterpretation of 'you' existing in different times as different people/animals, all occurring at once. Once you die that's it, unless you can learn to survive past death but I honestly don't see the appeal.
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>>41173434>unless you can learn to survive past death That's the whole point, it's to access non dual light and stay whole. Otherwise your soul melts into the cosmic waters of samsara. It's still you though, the real you, the fundamental you, the part that desires, wants, its basic ways of being and reacting, that goes on.
>>41171943Did you show absolute obedience to Yarweh and Jesus' promises of eternal life? If you listen to rock and roll like me you're not getting his promise. Good fortune though in the old testament hell doesn't exist.Your god of the jews didn't turn people in pillars of salt for daring to disobey him, or burn them alive for strange fire offerings. It's all a lie.In fact Lucifer was talking to me a few months ago and playing music videos on my tv when I was in another dimension.
>>41171943I’m at this point too
