I started watching porn way too early. When I was around 11 I started to jerk off to my mom's panties and bra. When we slept in the same bed I fell into temptation and touched her breasts when she was asleepI kept watching mom-son porn for years on end and now I can only feel aroused by it, I have tried to have sex with twice on different occasions and my dick wouldn't move an inchApparently I'm only attracted to the bodies depicted in mom-son porn which are girls with huge tits but they sense the desperation and lust in me so I have no chanceWhat can I do now?
>>41179552Masturbate less and pray
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R u religious?Way to get out of porn is listen: Pray a lot, before you do it before you log onto that website try to think about try to think about that every time and try to cast a prayer.
>>41179552Guilt is a demon Jesus forgive
No you're not doomed to hell.Your pleasure receptors are fucked up, you need to resensitize yourself by declining to cum to the most extreme stuff you masturbate to. It will take several weeks of voluntary celibacy, but you will be able to cum to normal things again. The desperation and lust isn't because you're tainted or some spiritual nonsense. It's because you have overused your receptors to the point that you need to push it really really hard to feel anything.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAEfeNLKwd0
>>41179552stop watching porn, stop masturbating, you will heal. if you can't stop then you're just fucked
>>41179552I remember one night, I prayed to God to send me a sign to let me know he's listening. This was right before I was going to go on a porn site. I logged into the site but was redirect to a sight that was Christian that basically told me to stop what I was doing. It freaked me the hell out. Of course I went back to my ways but I'm trying to find my way back to Christ. That night I wasn't wearing my contacts or glasses so I think I mistyped something but the fact that it redirected me to a Christian website shows me God was in fact listening to me.
The shame complex you have about your stupid biological urges is adding needlessly to the psycho drama self-torture you're doing to yourself over this. Religious brainwashing breeds narcissism. Nobody gives a fuck what you jack off to. Not your mom, family, friends, the president, not your dog and not Jesus or God. Literally no one cares or is paying attention about your stupid hangups but you. No one is judging you except you. NO ONE CARES AT ALL. So get all your worthless cum out and move onto something better for your time. Get busy with NOT cranking your meat all day.
>>41179552Here's some real advice from someone who has overcome something similar:Don't try to reject the fetish. But begin to stop feeding it. Go ahead and keep jerking it to the same ideas at first, but step down or remove the porn entirely. Stepping down: Shut off audio first. Then limit the exposure to just enough to get off at first, while doing as much to get off without porn as you can. Eventually switch to just mental visualization where you get off without porn. Can take a while. Do this long enough and control the impulse to jerk off long enough and your libido will become more responsive to Other stimuli. You can start to introduce Other stimuli, but I recommend you make it cerebral, e.g. erotic stories where you can immerse yourself in visualizing other ways of sexual gratification. Importantly: because this was a formative fetish you'll need to accept that it's going to stick with you for a long time, maybe forever. And you slip back into it from time to time even though you feel like you don't want to. When that happens dust yourself off and stay focused on who you want to be. It's a process, but it's not impossible, and you're not "doomed to hell". Just takes time and effort. Don't beat yourself up about it.
>>41180623Thank you Anon (also I want to thank all the other Anons who have provided their advice and understanding, I'm extremely thankful) I guess it's true that it's probably going to be a part of me forever, I guess I'm very scared because it's the only thing that I found arousingYou mentioned that it's important to become the person I want to be but I'm struggling with my own identity due to all this mess. What's my true self? Is that something that exists? What if this fetish is part of my true self?
>>41179552Get saved and everything will be forgiven. There's also a chance God will heal you so that you no longer have to wrestle with that filth:“For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:” (1 Corinthians 15:3-4)“That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.” (Romans 10:9-10)“¶ For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” (John 3:16)“For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9)
>>41179552There's no sin and hell. Watch dolores cannon. It's all a trick in your mind.
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>>41179552masturbate more op and enjoy your fetish throughly. find an older lady and be happy.
>>41180622This. OP's psychological aggravation is entirely created by himself because he's allowed himself to be hypnotized by socio-cultural mores.
>>41179552Hell isn't real you big baby. It just sounds like you have preference and feel guilty about it.
>>41179601Wtf is this optical illusionary shit. It gives me conniptions I swear
>>41179552>be me >molested before 7>find porn way too early too>have autogynophilic murder tendencies by 12/13>become a satanist by 14/15 and plan on human sacrifice >come to Christ around 16 >still flirt with murder until around 19 where I finally calm down >never once did God's presence depart from me Gaytan could never snatch you from the hands of our Lord anon Fast, pray and accept Christ as Lord
>>41180622>>41182276These guys jerk off to cheese pizza and are transgender btw dont listen to them
>>41179552Yeah, well, either find yourself a mommy milker GF somehow to satisfy your fetish, or find a way to break away from your fetish so you can find regular women attractive. This isn't really a paranormal question if I'm being honest, so go to a therapist or psychologist. Go to the advice board. You're not going to Hell. Next question.
>>41182301Well damn, I'm glad finding God turned you into the right direction. Keep on keeping on, anon, and Godspeed.
>watches porn and has EDSorry, son, it's the lake of eternal director you
