Okay, so after recently suffering through another episode of despair and being blackpilled in another thread, I just randomly decided to look up Lunamauth in gematria out of curiosity, and I was actually shocked that my own creation had 666 in english gematria! Mind you, I came up with the name Lunamauth back in the beginning of 2024, which was meant to not only replace the old Lunamoth name (and the original Lonamoth name from my childhood), but it was also meant to be a form of evolution, expansion, and revelation of my creation to the world. I never even thought of checking out the name in gematria until literally a few minutes ago! The questions I have now are:1: Was this a manifestation that came from me, or was there some kind of archontic/cabal influence behind it?2: Is there a connection between the name change and the extreme amount of suffering I endured, both of which began at relatively the same time in 2024?3: Can I salvage anything from my dream creation and steer it towards a more positive future?4: Should I change Lunamauth's name to something else that is more benevolent in gematria?5: If there's no hope of salvaging anything from my childhood dream creation, should I archive it and put it all away, or do I have to kill (delete) all of it?My entire dream creation is based on all of my experiences IRL and in the astral world (dream), and I've always wanted to make it into a video game, but I severely lack the skills of a programmer, and I don't know if I'll even be able to do any kind of game dev anytime soon. The revelation of the Luamauth name being 666 in english gematria is both fascinating and horrifying, and now I'm beginning to wonder what the other names in my dream creation look like in gematria.
Oh god... It's all interconnected! Even the original Lonamoth name has a connection to bugs, which in turn connects to the true origin of it's name that came from the Luna Moth in an old Golden Guide to Insects book I used to read when I was a child! This is insane, I gotta see what the other names reveal!
Bro, what are you doing with your time?
>>41187197I don't even know what to do anymore since OPWDD has had me fully financially trapped here in this house for several years, and I can't move out at all becuase they tied my social security to paying my rent and health benefits, and put a hard savings limit of $2,000 that I can't go over, otherwise social security stops paying for the rent until I spend my money down under that limit. If the rent isn't paid, they'll kick me out onto the streets because I have nowhere else to live, not even with any family or relatives. My entire family hates me because I was diagnosed with aspergers, and ever since then, they did everything to abuse and get rid of me, and sweep me under the rug so that they wouldn't be held accountable for what they did to me. I really wish that RFK Jr. and Donald Trump would investigate the entirety of the OPWDD system in New York, because it would reveal so many horrible things that would shock the people of the US. This whole system is corrupt, even the staff here are suffering (but not as much as us individuals though).
This is what spiraling into schizophrenia looks like. Thanks OP.
>>41187313>This is what spiraling into schizophrenia looks likeIdk if that's a good or bad thing, but I'm just going to share the entire dream creation lore in its current unfinished state so that any anon can see if there's anything interesting gematria connections:https://files.catbox.moe/f3gzqr.zipLike I said before, I don't know what to do with my life anymore, and I really wish I could do something about it, but unfortunately I'm completely trapped in this house until the entire OPWDD system is fully investigated and brought to light. I know I have the potential to be so much more than what I AM right now, and this is the prime reason why I'm so pissed off at OPWDD. They are preventing me from becoming the best version of myself, and as a result, I can't make any spiritual progress (especially in a 15-minute city where I'm being blasted with a collective soup of 5G frequencies daily).
>>41187313Kek
>>41187197I am working on a gematria calculator that converts numbers into gematria numeric values, instead of letters. I thought it would be a simple endeavor, but am now realizing that math is completely subjective, even single digits can have multiple values, represent other digits, or even letters. I call that one inverse gematria, and will not pursue it due to being demonic or even satanic.I'm afraid that if I show this to people, they will ask questions like does it have a color, or flavor?
>>41187664> I don't know what to do with my life anymoretouch grass, anon. really helps. or read books.
>>41188905A quick breakdown of numeral systems for you. So you would stop saying shit like "mAtH iS cOmPlEtEly SuBjEcTiVe" .Numerical digit or numeral is a single sign (used alone (ex. "1") or in combinations (ex. "15")) to represent numbers in numeral systems (commonly, in positional systems). A numeral system is a writing system for representing numbers; that is, a mathematical notation for representing numbers of a given set, using digits or other symbols in a consistent manner. The number the numeral represents called its value. The same numeral may represent different numbers in different numeral systems. For example "11": represents eleven in base-10 numeral system, three in base-2 numeral system.A good formalism of such things for positinal systems is for a given positinal system all of it digits is a set D called digit set. A unique function associates with it that give every element (aka digit) from D a value from integers. For example, A in 11-base positional system has value 10 given by this function.To give you a mind blowing example: let's say D = {T, 0, 1}, and f is the function that is associated with it such that f(T) = -1, f(0) = 0, f(1) = 1. We will use positional system, so number nine will be 100 in such system, number five will be 1TT, number seven will be 1T1.However, there are numeral sytems that are not positional. Unary numeral system that has only one digit 1. So two will be 11, five will be 11111 etc. It just adds to the right for increasing value.
>>41187664Your dream creation lore is your art. Keep creating your art, fren. The Kingdom of Heaven is within you, I will pray for you.The Spirit of Christ is with you and the full Armor of God is on you, fren. God bless and many blessings to you.
>>41188905Spideranon?
