>>41186970 (OP) #
ALL PREVIOUS THREADS:

https://archive.4plebs.org/x/search/subject/Semen%20Retention/

>In case of urges:
- https://imgur.com/gallery/g4eGH

- Don't peek and Hold your breath for as long as you possibly can. The urge usually pass after that. If not, repeat.
- Horse stance or chair pose: Do it while clenching the abdomen and all legs' muscles, raise arms for extra blood flow redirection. Works both for killing erections or urges.
- Any physical activity.

On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones") and more.

>Advices:
- Mental Purity 1.1: Semen Retention acts as a bio-electromagnetic amplifier. Watch the quality of your thoughts because your inner state will get amplified and manifested. Lust is the Ojas killer. Do not engage with Lust.
- Mental Purity 1.2: Keep a journal as a tool for introspection.
- NEVER watch porn of any kind.
- Remove triggers from your life. Masturbation is a bad habit. Break that bad habit.
- Focus on achieving a goal. An art, a craft, competing, etc.
- Meditate and/or Pray Daily. Try a minimum of 5 minutes to start off.
- Exercise/Gym/Sports/Martial Arts. If it is something social even better.
- Good habits like healthy eating, water fasting, dry fasting, sun exposure and cold showers do seem to speed up the process.
- Sublimation: literally using the energy.
- Transmutation: changing the quality of energy to something different. (Surya Namaskara, 8 brocades, Tibetan rites)
- Avoid stimulant drugs such as caffeine or adderall

Bump

Keep in mind that the efferent nerves attached to your testes means that any lustful thought, image, or sound is a command to your junk to produce sexual fluids and this is the reason why celibacy is first and foremost of the mind.
The root of this entire matter is the mind - without conquering the mind, celibacy is a futile effort. The signals from the brain happen on the subconscious autonomic level
This is why any lustful thought, image, or sound is necessarily a command to the sexual organs to produce sexual fluids (the more intently you look, the higher amplitude of a signal gets sent: body > afferent nerves > brain > efferent nerves > body)
Therefore "Conversion of sexual energy to something" is a HORRIBLY inefficient process (Not to confuse with Sexual Transmutation)
Fluids will be reabsorbed, but the energy and materials cost to make it vs how much is "taken back" via reabsorption is SEVERELY unbalanced and super net negative
Sexual fluids are made from the cream of the crop of the body's resources - constantly generating them means that you are constantly draining away your resources.
Taoist writings said that the sexual organs will even take primacy over nourishing your other internal organs at some point. (Thus, doing a spiritual practice as a coomer is a surefire way to die faster).

>/SRG/ interesting reads
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"Returning fire to (it's) origin." Used to calm sexual energy, obtrusive thoughts etc. There are several methods, none of them are over complicated, as far as qigong goes. One basic method is to massage the yong quan point (kindney 1) a few hundred times before bed. The feeling is that the sexual energy, rebellious qi, nervous energy, lustful thoughts, settle / sink into a sort of container where they don't cause problems, and instead generate a calm powerful energy. Give it a try.
>https://www.acupuncture.com/education/points/kidney/kid1.htm

It’s always good to remember why /x/ is the most accurate place for this topic: semen retention is one of the clearest paranormal inducing thing of all the other topics discussed on /x/. It’s a sacred practice that has been the one of the main focuses in every major religion or spiritual practices. The mystical side of it is what we try to focus on in here.

Semen retention can be political issue too and it would then belong to /pol/. The porn industry is a tool made by the jews to deterioate the societies and corrupt the people. The porn works in ways that program new sets of behaviour in its audience and the audience is hooked to it because of its strong addictive qualities. The most important goal for porn’s male audience was and is the releasing of their semen. As we now know, the disadvantages of cooming are heavy: a man becomes less of a man, he gets sick and weak, his mind numbed, he will have impotence issues etc. Also his spirit almost dies.

Semen retention is beneficial to make one healthier and stronger, more fit, if you will. So the topic could be discussed on /fit/. Anyone looking for more ways to get fitness gains would benefit hugely from the SR.

Also the SR has so many other benefits that it could be discussed in the /adv/ board. These would be topics how it improves one’s social life, mental state, makes more time to be more productive etc.

But I think the biggest benefits of SR are something mystical in nature and the whole practice is fundamentally something very close to spiritual side of things. All the other topics in here /x/ are left far behind and SR actually makes this board of any relevancy. This is also known by the enemy and they make strong efforts to suppress, hijack, twist and end this discussion.

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LOCK-IN

I just came.

You guys are pathetic

>>41206444
Hope you enjoyed youself and it was a stiff fountain coom, was it to an asian bitch? asking for a friend.

Tiers of Retainers:

>Coomer - 0 days - hasn’t developed any self-control yet
>NoFapper - 1 day to 1 month out of the year - Does it for the trend or to get female attention without caring much about how it works.
>Semen Retainer - 2 weeks to a year - Is aware that retention is powerful, recognizes some of the benefits, might meditate and/or spiritual texts if smart.
>Celibate - A vow of complete abstinence from sexual activity, for life. Likely engages in deep meditation and transmutation exercises daily. No longer chases women or material success.
>Brahmacharya - Renunciation of all sensory pleasures. Compete devotion to Brahman. “Monk mode” in its truest form.

9 days in and life keeps kicking me while I'm down. Is this a test? Does god think it's funny to punish those at the bottom of the totem pole and reward the ones who lie and cheat their way to the top?

>>41206533
>9 days in
You’re still recovering. Give it time. Don’t edge or look at pictures of women at all.

>>41206547
I'll try. Haven't been edging or touching myself at all, just been peeking the last few days to feel something for a bit. I have no urge or temptations to masturbate like I did during my other attempts. I'll give it some more time.

>>41206533
I don't know. How the fuck is jacking off going to make it better though?

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The /x/ Great Escape Challenge

No porn, soft porn, onanism or semen release until January 1st. Let's ascend together. If you fail, you're out. If you join the server which was just made, consider yourself IN immediately. Your consciousness is your guide.

CWZeGK58

>>41198660
Also on day 10 and also lucked out on a financial situation, wtf. Now I feel obligated to never nut again because I don't want to suffer the SR penalties. I also have academic applications in the works which I need luck to be on my side for.

I now understand why many people say SR puts you on a self improvement feedback loop. Once you start stacking Ws in life, the downfall prospects become too terrifying to ever look back

>>41206618
>I know it won't but I feel like I'm getting fucked in the ass over here. Just venting I guess.

>>41206467
I am not proud of myself.

>>41206671
>Once you start stacking Ws in life, the downfall prospects become too terrifying to ever look back
Clean streak SR bros know. The universe will basically make you infinitely ascend until you're either Nikola Tesla or some warlord that conquers the entire planet, but most will get filtered by some woman when the magnetism finally kicks in

>>41206366
>Avoid stimulant drugs such as caffeine or adderall
Have any of you bros done before/after comparisons to your progress after cutting out stims? I got sick last week when starting my streak and naturally didnt have any coffee (I hate how stims feel when I'm ill), and naturally my urges are way more controllable. I know many people report their "magnetism" switching on the moment they cut out the caffeine

>>41206671
Yeah its pretty crazy. Im the anon you were replying too, and even with the benefits you receive, and the setbacks that follow with relapse, its still insanely difficult to stay the path. The fact its this difficult tells you that you are on the right path. Nothing worth fighting for comes easy. Stay the path.

Day 1 of 7

>>41206920
Why only 7

SR is literallly impossible for me. After 3 days of this I either have a wet dream or a "dry" wet dream, I wake up confused whether I orgasmed or not. I officially QUIT, this shit is impossible.

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>>41207354
I'm a high-level coomer, my philosophical bent has shifted to where I want to enjoy porn and coommaxx as much as possible for the time being, its part of my journey right now, that being said its not* impossible. I've retained for 8 months straight before twice in my life (the 2nd time with one lapse ), and if your disciplined you can do it. Wet dreams don't count as a failure, even the Buddha didn't count it against his own bhikkus. Its only when you psychologically and willfully goon that you fail, that how you have* to see it if your gonna make it in this game and reap the benefits of SR which are very real.

>Theres this story about a mother and daughter playing chess where they're going back and forth and the daughter is seemingly winning taking all of the mothers pieces without sacrificing her own, and then whoop the mom checkmates her yet lost nearly all of her other pieces and she says "this is how it is in life, if you want something very badly you have to sacrifice everything else for that one thing"

And this is how it is with SR, if you really want to succeed you have to go all in and sacrifice everything to win. You can't mind-goon to the slightest thing, you cant even look at a woman unless your speaking to her, you dont get to watch movies with your friends and look at all of the hollywood models, watch big titty anime, read or digest anything that turns you on in the slightest way, because if you delight in the visage or idea of a woman for even a moment, you get one step closer to losing the game, do you see it now? You have to be all in and you have to be willing to sacrifice EVERYTHING. It's not a joke but if you succeed, if you can outwit the genius-gooner in your mind and detect it when its trying to bait you, trick you at every turn develop counter strategies to defeat it , you can ultimately TRANSMUTE the energy and WIN

Just wait until week 3 so micro dose of DMT kicks in. Those fags will throw women at you just to stop you from entering their realm.

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>>41207454
I find wet dreams very demoralizing, it has the nocebo effecf for me where it derails the streak COMPLETELY. No matter how disciplined I am, this problem persists.
>Its only when you psychologically and willfully goon that you fail, that how you have* to see it if your gonna make it in this game and reap the benefits of SR which are very real
Well I "willingly" coom in my dreams. It's not just some fluid or precum coming out when I wake up. It's full blown orgasms that releases chemicals in your brain. Even dry wet dreams where no fluid or precum comes out, you STILL release the chemicals in the brain. You might argue it's marginal amount of endorphins and prolactin being released but when this shit happens every day? THAT's going to ruin your SR streak. I'm tired of waking up in paranoia whether I coomed or not, it's complete torture for a perfectionist like me. This is the end of the line for me semenbros. Good luck

>>41206358
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oby08eHpIOw

>>41207729
>Well I "willingly" coom in my dreams.
Sort of, your operating on a subconscious level where your personal agency is much more limited. Keep in mind that the Buddha wouldn't even let his monks be in the same room* as a woman, if they were it constituted breaking a vow. Even he* the fucking Buddha didn't count wet dreams as a legitamate violation of their celibate vows. In a dream state your operating under the propulsion of subconscious tendencies. Its really not on you and its normal for everyone in the beginning. Part of SR is training your subconscious to respond immediately and urgently to any arousal in the mind first when awake, and then when dreaming. Everyone who has practiced SR for a considerable length of time has mastered the skill of waking themselves up from a wet dream before they climax. I invite any retainers who know what i'm talking about to add their experience with this to the thread.

>Thats going to ruin your SR streak
Again, not really. Its a journey not a destination and its important to keep in mind that SR isn't a black and white magic system where your streak number correlates to your power level exactly. As you maintain a streak the seminal energy gets retained and TRANSMUTED into higher conscious brain energy. Once that energy is transmuted your vibration raises subtly but surely over time. One coom lapse doesn't reset you to a 0 power level, it takes you back a bit, but doesn't take you to 0.

>This is the end of the line for me semenbros. Good Luck
Thats fair if you want to go that route, I'm coommaxing myself and enjoying the licentiousness of it all, asian porn is really such a delight, my lifestyle is consistent with my current goals, abject hedonism and pleasuremaxxing spliced with (soon)metta meditation. That being said it might be worth a go for you, especially if you want to a attract a genuine baddie, they are irresistably drawn to long term retainers. They are pulled to you with the force of a literal magnet.

>>41207729
cont.

Maybe give it a little longer before throwing in the towel. It really could drasticallly* change the quality of your life and attract that beautiful special lady into your life and give you an enriching relationship experience. If you change your mind and do go down the SR route keep in mind one thing, when you coom with that special waifu you want so badly, your power will weaken to a degree and the only way to keep your vibration from descending to the level it was at before is to very carefully not abuse* your opportunity to have sex by doing it too often. If you do you will demagnetize your spine, mind, and body and she will* lose interest in you. A good rule of thumb is no more than once a week, at most*. Any more than that and you will fuck yourself right back to power level 0. I want to add one last thing that a lot of SR gets wrong

>cooming by yourself is the same as cooming with a woman as far as its energetic consequence on your vibration
The reason this is wrong is that when you climax with a woman there is an exchange of masculine and feminine energy when done with genuine goodwill that causes a portion* of the seminal energy to be raised up the spine into higher consciousness/positive emotion and a portion* to get wasted as is normal. So the sex if done correctly will somewhat raise your vibration and maintain your magnetize if done moderately, but ONLY if done moderately. If done frequently it will demagnetize you she will lose respect for you and start to see you as a beta. Good Luck with whatever you choose anon, I'm gonna go delight in the sight of some asian mommy milfs, see ya!

>>41207454

Moshe devised a new type of shill for this thread, it seems.

>I'm part of the SR journey where I coom every day. I'm enjoying the hedonism and pleasuremaxxing. And that's OK!

LMAOOOO

>>41207729
How long is your streak? I'm on day 400 now and had one WD at day 30 and another at day 80. None since.

Now, I still have sex dreams (maybe once every 2-3 weeks), but I simply don't coom. I'll either wake myself up before it happens, or it'll just be one of those "frustrating" dreams where I'm trying to coom in the dream but can't.

Regardless, it does get better. Watch your thoughts during the day.

Remember - everything that happens to you while you are on SR is a blessing.

When you are retaining your seed, you switch to an alternate timeline where everything goes your way - so don't get discouraged.

If you don't get the job interview? It's cause a new, better opportunity is coming up.

If your GF breaks up with you? She was a whore and a better girl is just around the corner.

If you get sick? Your body is detoxing from years of abuse. You will be healthier on the other side of sickness.

This is alchemy and transmutation.. And it's one of the skills you learn on SR. You turn water into wine. Negative events into positive ones.

Remember - Every single event in your life is a blessing, so never get discouraged and keep going!

>>41207471
You watched the red magick guy didn't you?

Day 35

Why has my ex spent 3 days harassing me about me knowing her email address for 3 days just to go "haha I have a new guy he treats me better than you ever did You should move on too (??)" Provoked out of nowhere, I was ignoring her, then viewed me 20 mins later on a dating site. Why the fuck do weird things only happen to me on retention

>>41208043
there is more to this world than flesh and bone

>>41207870
>>41207905
>TL;DR it’s cool to coom in a woman once in a while
Ignore this demonic blogger completely.

>>41207959
>Everything that happens on SR is a blessing
Based and correct.

>>41208209
I'm also dominating markets with my businesses and media
I'm also helling all evil everywhere

Who are you again?

>>41206358
Nealry two months here. Despite not peeking or having erotic dreams I keep waking up extremely aroused.
Most of the time I don't have an erection it's just an extreme desire to look at pornography.

I hear two months is basically the amount of time it takes to fully reset your brain, are these the last efforts of the addiciton to come back before it's gone for good?

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>>41207313
I'm counting every day as the first because every day is its own battle

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>>41208231
you ok there bud?

>>41208226
>I hear two months is basically the amount of time it takes to fully reset your brain, are these the last efforts of the addiciton to come back before it's gone for good?
This is not a healthy characterization of what is happening. Rather than thinking of it as the addiction coming back, think of it as the part of you that loves porn coming back. The addiction is you, just a part of you that you don't like. But you won't change it unless and until you realize its you. If you don't you will suppress it and it will definitely come back sooner or later, because it is you.

27M here. I practice semen retention and have been asking random women on the street to show their tits to me. My streak is past 200 days. How fucked am I?

Day 4, first time doing SR. Any experienced ex coomers want to tell me if you also lose interest over time in the disgusting fetishes you developed from chronic cooming?

Does the brain damage get healed over time?

>>41208288
I'll be honest. I really don't know what to do with this information beyond " continue to not watch porn or whack off."

>>41208318
Sometimes by force of years of habit I almost get dragged into it, but then I find it disgusting and even habit can't make me do it. But this was not just retention, this was through evaluation of my unconscious and shadow work

>>41208326
Thats the first step. For many people, when they supress or repress a desire, they also go on binges whenever they break. I hope that's not the case for you but I'll share a strategy that works for that. When you get those extreme urges which we know come from a darker part of your own self, just invite that part of yourself in, as if you're having a schizo conversation with yourself. Say that if it can justify the urges using reason (NOT emotions and urges, which is the language of the unconscious), then you will consciously indulge. Obviously there is no justification based on reason to watch porn,

The reason I think this is effective is because it is the opposite of repression and you are actively grappling with the very present part of yourself that wants porn. And because you invite it in for discussion and force the discussion to be based on reason, you are able to shine the light of reason onto a dark and impulse-based part of your unconscious that does not generally apply reason. It has been a very powerful practice for me.

>>41208209
>Ignore this demonic blogger completely.
It really all depends on you're goal in retaining. There isn't a one-size-fits-all answer to this question. If you're dharma pilled and want to retain and transmute to achieve right gnosis, knowledge of spiritual mysteries, enlightenment etc... Then you have the ideal of a bhramacharya and you shoudn't under any circumstances coom or even have* a girlfriend. If* on the other hand you're goal is to attract a waifu the situation is entirely different. An intimate relationship requires intimate contact, sex and orgasm, unless you and you're partner are highly evolved beings(and lets be honest, none of us here are), you're not going to coom only* to procreate. The sexual contact and mutual climax will be necessary to maintain a healthy relationship and frankly unavoidable. The question is how to maintain a high opitimum vibration while moderately cooming in your girlfriend, without demagntetizing your self all the way back to power level 0 when you were a serial masturbater. Respectfully anon, i don't know what you're education level on this topic is, if you understand transmutation, or how the "streak" translates to higher vibration, how sexual energy is transmuted through sexual or nonsexual means, if you've studied Qigong, buddhist tantra, hindu tantra, yogic energy systems of any kind or if you're source on all of these matters is just other anons on 4chan who haven't done their homework, or worse something like the Bible, but you really sound like someone who knows next to nothing on this topic, respectfully.

>>41206533
Yea anon. Are you me? 9 days in, life constantly getting kicked while down by life, seeing layers, cheaters and scammers prosper all around me…. Life is a bitch

>>41208365
>If* on the other hand you're goal is to attract a waifu
Then you’re in the wrong fucking General you dumb nigger brain demon. Stop making compromises and interjecting your “but what if” bullshit here.

>>41208380
>Then you’re in the wrong fucking General
I've lurked around these generals enough to know all the motivation for SR here boil down to either long term wife, enlightenment, or in some cases raw biblical zealotry.

> you dumb nigger brain demon
Real articulate there...

>>41208424
>I've lurked around these generals enough to know all the motivation for SR here boil down to either long term wife, enlightenment, or in some cases raw biblical zealotry.
It is only the first option, really. This general should be on /pol/ or /r9k/ from all places. No retentoor is looking for enlightenment, else they would deploy their seed into some egregore. As for biblical zealots, none of these are humans, they are all bots.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oby08eHpIOw

someone posted this earlier, and its the most interesting shit i have seen. Shame that the audio is kinda weak.

>>41208380

Just ignore him. Its (((shills))) they have been here as of late passive aggressively trying to deter people from Christ and living in biblical virtue while trying to direct people here to (((other))) beliefs. Meanwhile Jesus Christ, God who came in the flesh, was the ultimate retainer both physically and mentally.

It wasn't until I began researching & practicing some of the mystical aspects of Christianity that I had experienced many of the types of supernatural effects that many here are seeking. Orthodox monks writings, Philokia, & others eliciting a union with Our Lord God Almighty, The Holy Trinity through interior ceaseless prayer.

I have found some other activities that seem to help the process along and SR is definitely part of it.

A state where your entire being becomes of the prayer. A point where each of your heart beats gives praise, worship, & glory to God.

>>41208569
God isn't real, grow up

>>41208582
Oh FFS I need a Faaaahhhaaahhhaahhhahhg

>>41208582

No He's definitely real. If you seek Him you will find Him and it becomes undeniable. Its one of those things where faith is required first THEN evidence is given. Once you experience His presence and glory you can never go back as its permanent change.

I hope you find Him and all I can suggest is speak with Our Lord God Almighty in earnest prayer in the name of Lord Jesus Christ. Even if it feels weird just give it a try. Tell Him your cares, concerns, and ask of Him anything.

Godspeed

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>>41208621
ok I was just being a dick, I'm sorry.

I often visit the Esoteric Christianity threads here on /x/ and there is some interesting discussions happening there.
I'm currently reading pic related and enjoying it very much.

>>41208639
>ok I was just being a dick, I'm sorry.

All good brother

>>41208639
>I often visit the Esoteric Christianity threads here on /x/ and there is some interesting discussions happening there.

I've never heard of the book and haven't checked those threads as I always pass them. If I had to guess its probably littered with lots of Gnosticism, which I've covered in the past and don't personally subscribe to, but I suppose that is an assumption and can't know that without checking the threads.

In case I do hope you try and pray. We have the ability to communicate directly with the Source of all Creation. Don't abdicate this precious gift!

>>41208504

>It is only the first option, really
I know i've seen my fair share of dharma pilled brahmacharyas on this general, they are a minority, but theyre around. Most of them I agree are looking for a waifu, yet there is still a dogmatism thats taught that you shouldnt even coom in/with your wife/gf unless your trying to procreate which is just... well i've already addressed it on this thread.

> No retentoor is looking for enlightenment, else they would deploy their seed into some egregore
Are you meming or serious? If you want me to I can take a stab at dharma pilling you or shedding more light on this topic, but only if your interested.

As for biblical zealots, none of these are humans, they are all bots.
>>41208569

>>41208670

Are you suggesting I'm a bot?

I also wrote these three replies

>>41208569
>>41208621
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Use God-fearing as a reason to extend your streak when you think of breaking it. What if the day you break your streak, Jesus comes back, and because you fapped you go to Hell? You can't risk that. Extend your streak to infinity. Prepare your house for the return of the Lord, for you will not know the day or the hour which he will return but you must be eternally ready for His arrival.

>>41208704
>What if the day you break your streak, Jesus comes back, and because you fapped you go to Hell?

That doesn't send you to Hell. One should try to embrace virtue over sin as much as possible but faith in the debt Lord Jesus Christ paid for all is what is required. This isn't a license to sin at the same time though.

>>41208716
>This isn't a license to sin at the same time though.
How is it not? Sincerely asking.

>>41208670
Why is it ok to coom with a wife anymore than by yourself? I've been married for 10+, and the times I've been the biggest coomer has been in a relationship, and I don't recall any energy difference between cooming from sex than by fapping.

>>41208716
My house will be ready when the Lord returns and I will make no excuses to break my streak. Join me, join team Infinity Streak. I just *know* I am never going to fap every again, so I am declaring myself a member of team Infinity Streak.

>>41208703
No, I meant to qoute that other anon, who said
>As for biblical zealots, none of these are humans, they are all bots.
>>41208569
>>41208504
citing your comment as proof that you were in fact a real person and too articuate to be a bot. There are in fact christ-pilled biblical zealots on this general, and you are proof of that, respectfully.(really I respect Christ, I just think the majority of yall don't understand what he actually taught and that he was fundamentally dharma-pilled and taught rebirth, freedom from birth and death, enlightment, nirvana, moska etc..) I can go into more detail and substantiate my claims with scripture if you want me to, but I won't go down that road if you dont want to.

>>41208744
Because joining of the flesh between a married couple is the way that God intended for sex to happen. Onan, the man who lied to God and ejaculated on the floor instead of into his wife, is where the term "onanism" comes from referring to masturbation. Don't be an Onan. Join team Infinity Streak.

>>41208762
Than why be on SR at all and not just nofap?

>>41208789
Cos none of us get pussy mate

>>41208380
It's entirely possible to practise SR with a desire to one day to find a loving wife and start a family. God blesses those who do this successfully, the reason why doesn't need to be explained, it's self-evident.

It is you, who is not welcome here. The ugly biowaste, the decrepit old fucks, who are jealous and resent men of youth and power, who are capable of attracting women. For you, it is impossible, you are a low value male whose best chance is with a whale, so you disguise your resentment in this way. SR to you, is not about spiritual growth, it is a form of self-flagellation that you tell yourself is noble.

>>41208789
It's not discussed much, however it is perfectly possible to have sex and not ejaculate.

>>41208344
>>41208365
>>41208904
We literally have Satan ITT telling us to invite the demons in and coom whenever we feel the urge.

Something something must be over the target?

>>41208744

>Why is it ok to coom with a wife anymore than by yourself?
I already addressed this but ill do it again. Whether or not it is "ok" is entirely contingent on whatever your goal* is in retaining. There can be many reasons for retaining, from psychic powers, to enlightement, to improved intelligence for the purposes of money, raising vibration and consciousness generally, devloping courage and grit, and attracting and maintaining* a waifu(or wife) etc etc. For the purposes of this discussion i'm only going to talk about maintaining the waifu. If that is your goal, to have a happy, healthy, matrimonial, maybe even spiritual relationship, coop cooming is a must* for most people(in moderation). Theres an extremely small subset of couple in the populations who feel deep spiritual love and intamacy for each, exist harmoniously and also* only have sex for the purposes of procreation. Chances are if your on this board, you're not one of those people advanced enough to have a relationship that mature. To answer you're question I have to address the topic of transmutation, which is ultimately the purpose of SR. If someone only* retained their coom, they would actually end up as a sexial deviant or maybe even pedophile, its because people retain and then transmute* the vital essence or chi, energy into higher matter and conscioussnes vibrationally that they gain increased magnetism, more positive emotion, higher default happiness etc etc.... There are too many ways to transmute lodged sexual energy to list them all, but some of the common ones are exercise, making art, meditation, prayer, thoughts of goodwill, service to other etccc. This all raises your vibration. So does marital or committed sex under the right conditions.

>>41208744
cont...

If you have feeling of goodwill and compassion toward your wife and you coom in her, theres an exhache of masculine and feminine energies, that transmutes a portion* of your vital essence, coom chi whatever into higher vibrational matter, positive emotion, magnetization, and contributes to spiritual growth. That being said a portion of the coom chi is lost, but this doesn't matter that much if your having moderated sex, once every week or two(yogis have different opinions on this topic, some say once a month). The reason it doesn't matter is that once a coom chi, vital essence, is transmuted into higher matter in the spine, body, mind, brain its not like some kind of point system where if you lose your "streak" you "lose everything and have to start all over". When the matter becomes transmuted into higher energy it doesn't leave you after a single coom and this is where moderation comes in and balanced transmutation. Your SR "powers" or whatever they call it will only leave you IF YOU ABUSE THE SEX FUNCTION, if you over-fuck your wife it WILL demagnetize your spine and feel no different than any ordinary coom. The answer is to make sure when fucking your wife that your intention is tantric, to develop character matrimonial harmony in fucking and to moderate to the point that you don't demagtetize your own spine, weaken your nerve-matter and lose what youve been working for.

I want to talk a little more about the "streak" hysteria on this general, again I can;t stress enough that people are getting their information from other anons as opposed to reputable buddhist tantra, hindu tantra, Qigong systems, Yogic energetic systems ands texts. Or as I said earlier worse, the bible. Its not a straightforward streak power scaling system where your "reset" everytime you coom. Its not even a good idea to count the days because it doesn't fucking matter and you may as well live in the eternity anyway.

>>41208744
cont..


One last note, it is worth mentioning that the spiritual, vibrational, and magnetic ceiling is ultimately higher if* you are a bhramacharya and never* coom point blank and manage to transmute all of it(which isn't possible for a lot of people but thats a convo for another day), thats the straight path to enlightenment and super einsteinian levels of spiritual genuis and earthshattering magnetism that usually only monks or saints end up having.

>>41208987
This is not the place for you to cope with being an incel. Leave.

>>41208987
You didn't read my post, but I didn't say to coom, I offered a practice for dealing with the part of you that wants it. I actually said there's no justification for cooming. Try reading next time

>>41209016
>There can be many reasons for retaining, from psychic powers, to enlightement, to improved intelligence for the purposes of money, raising vibration and consciousness generally, devloping courage and grit, and attracting and maintaining* a waifu(or wife) etc etc
Human reasoning. What you described are the positive side-effects that you experience along the way of retaining. These positive side-effects get better with time. So, a human might perceive that there are different reasons/goals here, but there's really only 1 goal.

It's kind of like a road trip with the final destination being the ultimate goal, but you're getting hung up on the tourist traps or even getting sidetracked by other activities. Marriage, kids, money, etc.

Sure, you'll attract women at some point. Sure, you'll increase your intelligence a little bit later on. But those aren't the things that God/Brahman really wants for you. In this lifetime or some future lifetime you'll be called as I have been called, and the desire for worldly things will evaporate.

>>41209033
>incel
Incels are mostly right though. It's foolishness to pursue women.

>>41209059
>In this lifetime or some future lifetime you'll be called as I have been called, and the desire for worldly things will evaporate.
Stop coping. You have not succeeded in the male hierarchy and decided to cope with your lowly status by claiming you've heard God. God loves those who actively participates in creation far more than copers.

>>41209073
>not succeeded in the male hierarchy
Lol what does this even mean?

>God loves those who actively participates in creation
He loves those who take a step back from creation and give admiration, devotion and respect to the Creator rather than being enamored by his creation.

man, i just wanna rekindle things with my ex, get her back on implanon, call her to come over here, and lick her fucking butthole and cream inside her vagina raw over and over...

>>41209072
Do you think God is an incel?

>>41209082
>Lol what does this even mean?
It means you're low value. Men have to create value, and you haven't. You believe your passivity and inattention to life is noble. Peak coping delusion.
>He loves those who take a step back from creation and give admiration, devotion and respect to the Creator rather than being enamored by his creation.
Wrong.

>>41209085
Why? For fleeting pleasure?

>>41209086
God is the Rememberance of Fullness.
He lacks nothing such that he would pursue a woman. Men who pursue women feel that they lack something, but women don't have this thing they seek.

>>41209091
>You believe your passivity and inattention to life is noble
I don't think of it as anything. I don't identify with my path. It just happens.
>Wrong
If you say so.

>>41209122
>God is the Rememberance of Fullness.
>He lacks nothing such that he would pursue a woman. Men who pursue women feel that they lack something, but women don't have this thing they seek.
I asked you a question. Is God an incel?
>I don't think of it as anything
Well you should. Attuning the intellect to divine intuition is step 1. Everything stems from there, and without it, you are entering a world of illusions, rabbit holes, and mirrors.

>>41209136
>I asked you a question
I answered it. You just didn't comprehend the answer apparently.
>Well you should
I should label my path in life with human qualities? I don't think so. You're not understanding most things here.

>>41209152
>I answered it. You just didn't comprehend the answer apparently.
It's a closed question. Yes or no. You use flowery language because you lack grounding
>I should label my path in life with human qualities?
I said you should think about your path. Question yourself. You live with your head in the clouds out of a pathological avoidance of the grim reality of your path. Spiritual copium is the most lethal form, because it gives you this sort of cowardly arrogance.

>>41209161
>It's a closed question.
Oh ok, well I guess I can't answer it anymore then lol.
>I said you should think about your path
No, you accused me of following a path because I felt that it was noble. I refuted that claim and you're now going off on a tangent about a different subject altogether.

Your narcissistic, condescending and lecturing language about anons you've never actually met says so much about you. It shows that you're filled with anger, resentment, an inability to control your own life, and a general degree of extreme ignorance. You've had no success with your path which is why you're here, still angry.

>>41209175
>Oh ok, well I guess I can't answer it anymore then lol.
You can answer the question, yes or no, then provide your reasoning. You failed to answer yes or no.
I wonder why? Don't worry, I know. Your type is so predictable
>I refuted that claim
Wrong. You deferred to "magical thinking".
>erm err well I just do it i dont think
When I expose your cowardly mentality for what it is, you throw a bitchfit.
I am making you dance like a silly monkey so other anons don't follow for the same cowardly arrogant way of thinking you have.
This convo began you said it was foolish to pursue women. Your way of life, involves not involving yourself in anything in life because you're above it. Don't get a wife and kids, because you're attached to sexuality. Don't get a job, just be a NEET, because you're attached to money.
Meanwhile, you dont live a renunciate life. You use the internet and participate in the world.
You are nothing more than a coward, and a leech to society. You are biowaste. You cope with your failure by living in a delusional prison you built in your head, and when challenged, you drop the act and start bitching.

>>41208504
>dogmatism thats taught that you shouldnt even coom in/with your wife/gf unless your trying to procreate
But that's the correct assertion. If you dont want to fap you dont count the days without fapping, you just stop fapping and you stop actively seeking women. And you dont engage with the female image anymore, even in thoughts.
If you are counting the days, you are just a /pol/cel and wants to procreate and form a family. And this is the wrong premise, because you are looking for a magical solution to a problem you didn't create. If you can't mate it is not your fault, the blame falls on the zeitgeist.
This is what separates the monker from the coper. It is called the dry path for a reason.

>>41209121
fleeting pleasure is so gay when you think about it

>>41209203
>Your type is so predictable
LMAO I love how you pretend to have a database on every anon you talk to here.

You're too angry and hostile to even take seriously.


Back on-topic for everyone else. Here's some spiritual reading to digest:
https://ocoy.org/monastic-life/practice-of-brahmacharya/chapter-one-present-day-degradation/

>>41209216
Do you think you're the only anon on /x/ that purposefully avoids answering questions by pretending it's above reason and logic, and defers to some vague "god logic"? No, you sewer rats are a dime a dozen here, and it's easy to make you squirm.

>>41209059
I ultimately agree with you completely, i'm just referring to the goals that people have on an individual level that incentivize them to take up SR to begin with. In the end it all leads to to Nirvana, Moksha, Brahmin, God-Consciousness etc.. A lot of people on here don't even have a conception that that is* the direction they're going, or at least that it could be. You can use SR to psychically mind-control weak willed women with vocal tone and adjustments and body language, thats very evil energetic karma that will take you away from Brahmin, not toward it. On a technical level you could argue that every action leads to God in the end, even evil ones, but that that doesn't mean evil actions, or goals in this case can't make your road to god longer and paved with horror and death.

>>41209234
>You can use SR to psychically mind-control weak willed women with vocal tone and adjustments and body language, thats very evil energetic karma
On the contrary the hindus wrote texts about becoming a masterful lover
The Aryans hated liars. they believed lying was THE greatest sin. But they gave 2 exceptions, you can lie to stop war/save life, and you can lie to women.
God loves those who make an honest woman and have children with her, who grow up to be strong warriors for Gods cause. In that process you will grow a lot, and then you can attain moksha with that wisdom.

>>41209230
>Do you think you're the only anon on /x/ that purposefully avoids answering questions
Do you really care this much about such a rhetorical and useless question? or are you just grasping for things to troll about now?
>Is God an incel?
The answer is No. Now you can die happy.

>>41209255
>In that process you will grow a lot, and then you can attain moksha with that wisdom.
Not in the same lifetime.

Once a man has children he's tied to his offspring and basically bound to be reincarnated, unless he spends the last 1/4 of his life detaching from them.

>>41209264
>Do you really care this much about such a rhetorical and useless question? or are you just grasping for things to troll about now?
I care as much as you do, since we're both replying.
>The answer is No.
Great. So God's loves the men having a wife and kid. You agree. Thanks for playing. You can die.

I think this is my seventh day on SR and I need some guidance or advice from experienced anons. The first 6 days were pretty easy. Throughout the days I only briefly glanced at lust provoking images on accident, and I quickly stopped as soon as I realized they were having an effect on me, and If the lust was growing more strongly, I did circular breathing until It subsided. I just woke up today and had at least 2 very lewd dreams of sexual fantasies I never had before, even when I was constantly consuming porn.

I even had to wrestle back control right after I woke up to stop indulging in the fantasy in a semi-conscious state. I had a raging boner and an unusually strong urge to masturbate but didn't.

Is this the fabled 7th day testosterone spike? Is this normal? What can I do to manage lewd dreams? I also started dry intermittent fasting at roughly the same time If that helps.

>>41209276
>I care as much as you do
Are you a bot? You asked me the same retarded question 3 times. I clearly don't give a shit if I moved on before you could.

>So God's loves the men having a wife and kid. You agree.
Yes?
>You can die
Relax or begone, demon.

>>41209285
>. I clearly don't give a shit
> Still replying
Go on. Reply again. Click the post button. Good monkey.

>>41209274
You know who definitely won't attain moksha?
The guy who abandons worldly duties, doesnt become a renunciate, is a NEET, an arrogant prick who looks down on people clearly much happier. He probably ends up in hell.
Something to think about.

>>41209302
>ends up in hell
Silliness.
>NEET
I have a job.

>>41209312
My condolences. Still attached to money. Maybe there's a buddhist monastery that specialises in incels for you?

>>41209324
>Still attached to money
lmao so I'm either an incel or attached to money. Got it. Pearls of wisdom right here folks. Very angry pearls.

i'm brewing cummies in my balls rn

>>41209333
Righteous anger against old fucks that resent young men

Has anyone noticed strange side effects of reaching around the 8th-9th month of semen retention? Like:
1. Having homosexual sex in a dream even though it may've never happened before.
2. Lusting after Black females when you don't normally do so (at least most of the time).
3. Intensely masturbating (really getting into it like it's a workout; rapid breathing; like satisfying a craving) to Internet erotica while in front of an Internet connected PC in a dream (although it was possibly an Astral dream since the monitor was a CRT).

>>41209361
>old fucks
34 and decrepit, walking with a cane now, you figured me out

>>41209420
Yep. Peak of youth is 25. Your body is giving up on you slowly. And you're hellbent on ensuring all other men miss the boat too.

>>41209452
>Yep. Peak of youth is 25. Your body is giving up on you slowly.
Agreed.
>boat
Is this boat in the room with us right now?
Do you REALLY believe that I refrain from expelling my vital essence as physical attack against younger men?

>>41209470
>Do you REALLY believe that I refrain from expelling my vital essence as physical attack against younger men?
I believe that you discourage young men from pursuing healthy relations with women because you missed out on youthful love. Yes. Luckily, the will of God, and the power of Love, overwhelms the spirit of young men in a way your copium wont.

>>41209481
>missed out on youthful love
I wish. I had so much drama in my high school life related to girlfriends. Got me into a lot of trouble. Then when I was in college a younger girl tried suing me for supposedly taking advantage of her, but it was a false allegation courtesy of her nutter Dad and eventually went away. but it would have been so much worse had I actually done something with her.

A lot of young men in my class also had children that they didn't want and they never made it through high school. A few of them OD'd on opiates several years back. I'm sure they're happy they rode that boat.

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Day 32: willpower alone won't be enough, I have to desexualize my brain.

>>41209534
>Got me into a lot of trouble
>a younger girl tried suing me
So... no love then.
Maybe whip up a quick story now about your first love quickly, and cover your back?
Either way, my point stands. You resent men with youth. The spirit of youth, is quite literally eternity. To young people, in love, making child, that child is blessed, often given great purpose in life by God. You missed out. Sucks to suck.

>>41209255
>On the contrary the hindus wrote texts about becoming masterful lovers
I wasn't suggesting that sexplay was evil. That wasn't my point at all with that statement.

>God loves those who make an honest woman and have children with her, who grow up to be strong warriors for Gods cause. In that process you will grow a lot, and then you can attain moksha with that wisdom.
I agree that a lot of spiritual growth happens in child rearing, coupled with daily meditation coulld be on track for moksha within a few lives, maybe even one. No meditation and rearing kids? Thats a long road to hoe.

>>41208299
depends. did it work?

>>41208789
/thread

>>41209581
The vast, vast majority of people are going to take a few lifetimes to complete this, but with full effort, multiple lifetimes is still a blip
>I agree that a lot of spiritual growth happens in child rearing, coupled with daily meditation
Agreed. Alongside having a partner too. If that is a divine coupling. Men worry if they will ever marry or not, we should be worried if we marry the right person or not. With the right woman by your side, and the energetic exchange is pure, thats a fast track.
Better to try than not try I suppose.
> No meditation and rearing kids? Thats a long road to hoe.
No meditation and not rearing kids is worse. Doing nothing? Now that's something you'll have to answer for.

>>41209571
LOL, you do realize that once you have a family and children you essentially pass the torch? Your goals, aspirations, and dreams are no longer once you have that. Just remember your children didn't ask to be born and if you aren't giving them the best life possible, you're a horrible person. And I know you're just trying to spite that other anon and make him feel bad but I've been in many relationships and unless you've found a rare unicorn of a woman, she's just gonna suck all your time energy and money because most women only care about themselves and what you can do for them.

Truth hurts but good luck with your relationship goals. Imagine playing a video game where the hero's main purpose is to get a woman. KEK

>>41209631
>Just remember your children didn't ask to be born and if you aren't giving them the best life possible, you're a horrible person.
Typical life-hating, infantile anti-natalist faggotry. Grow up. You're supposed to get over this by 18

>>41209571
>The spirit of youth, is quite literally eternity. To young people, in love, making child, that child is blessed
Or ends up in a troubled home, or is mediocre or otherwise misses the mark. You never know what you get until you get it. You also arent your full self when young so it happens plenty of times that people arent really a great fit.

The spirit of the crone is as much a sign of eternity: loving a gnarly spirit for their energy and will isnt part of the spirit of youth and more telling of where "eternity" would lead. Blanket terms are a bit one dimensional.

>>41209383
Your spirit can act on impulses and desires,hence the saying that desire is the root of suffering: you have to pull your parts back. You need to understand your psychological shadow, which contains elements of your desires, impulses, flaws and hidden qualities which you deny or arent aware of. Just like in puberty you end up experimenting randomly so does your unconscious.

If you start any form of self purification things like this will inevitably surface. Acknowledge and sublimate these things. Ultimately the end result should be very simple: sexual impulses presented to you which arent directed at your authentic self should run off you like water off a raincoat. Deluding yourself that some woman in porn is directing themselves to you degrades your inner.

>>41209697
You can catastrophise everything, live in fear for the rest of your life, let demons wreak havoc on you.
I choose not to. God made man to participate in creation, he loves the strong, and despises the weak and cowardly.

>>41209631
his purpose is to get the woman and ejaculate inside of her vagina and lick her anus

>>41209743
How do you sublimate these impulses? I had a similar experience here:>>41209280

some of you read a few tidbits about non-dualism and get one-shotted. completely missing the essence, you warp the concept to reinforce your negative traits and continue living like you do.
if the concept of non-dualism doesnt inspire radical change in you, you're doing it wrong.

>>41209776
the incels wont like it but one way is to have pure intimate relations with women.
the sexual urge is quite literally billions of years old. there since the beginning. its a primordial urge. Understand and accept it is gargantuan.
if you wish to go the pure way, then you need to get a book like initiation into hermetics, Mastering the Core Teachings of the Buddha, Golden Dawn, whatever. This becomes your entire life. By doing hardcore practise, you are rewriting your nervous system, and upgrading it into an entire new pathway, and new way of being

>>41209085
Why is she your ex

>>41209830
i hit her and called her names for a few years and to get back at me she bought shit fraudulently under my name and social. i got it all taken off my name and beat her in court for other financial stuff too that she tried pulling to get back at me, that fucking cock sucker

>>41209813
>bro if you want to get over your base animal impulses just give in to them
Lol
>you MUST buy a book and follow a predefined school of mysticism
Lol

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>>41208744
Spilling seed with a partner that you care about is even worse than doing it alone since the orgasms cause habituation to your partner - lower dopamine response each time. This is why couples try to "spice things up" trying new things, because dopamine is all about novelty. It's a losing battle, however, which is why infidelity, porn use, etc. are the norm in marriages. Orgasms cause partners to irritate each other, initiate fights - it's the result of the dopamine and oxytocin falling, the hormones that are the foundation of your feelings of love. Couples who have more frequent orgasmic sex are more likely to break up than those who have less. After some years together nature intends for you to split and seek new partners to spread your genes - this is the evolutionary purpose of sexual habituation.

Anons in this thread should read "Cupid's Poisoned Arrow" which explains this in detail and the methods to avoid habituation, as well as methods to increase bonding with your partner.

>>41209869
Do you fantasize about revenge-sex...?

>>41209968
>jerking off to porn is the same as having sex with a woman
lol
>im just gonna freestyle my path. i know better than the ancient wisdom, the wise sages of old. The greatest fruits possible can be attained just by vibing it. Ill just pray
lol

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I’ve been drinking alcohol, dipping tobacco, and jerking off almost every night for the past couple of months, and getting little sleep as a result.

When I have to turn on my camera on for meetings or go into the office a couple days per week I look like shit.

I feel like Nick Cage at the beginning of Leaving Las Vegas. I need it clean up bros….

>>41209085
Based. Is she hot? For some reason I’m picturing her as a 300 pounder

>>41210361
Drink alcohol only moderately, cut down on the tobacco, which is a stimulant, avoid caffeine completely and never jerk off. Cultivate inner peace.

Focus on looking good, being healthy and getting money.

>>41210080
>Spilling seed with a partner that you care about is even worse than doing it alone since the orgasms cause habituation to your partner - lower dopamine response each time
Stfu about this stupid book by a hole. Why would you listen to a woman's advice about how to use your dick?

>>41209631
>your children didn't ask to be born and if you aren't giving them the best life possible, you're a horrible person
What if your children are lazy shitheads that dont know what to do with the opportunities you give them?

>>41209383
>Having homosexual sex in a dream even though it may've never happened before.
>Lusting after Black females when you don't normally do so
>Intensely masturbating (in a dream)
All of the above. I try to tell people shit gets weird on long-term SR. I also had a weird thing for fat Asian women at about 15 months. I couldn't be near a fat Asian woman without almost melting from lust. I have no idea why any of this is a thing.

Day 4 for me, not bad at all, Meditation and mindfulness breath focus is feeling a bit more intense already. Hoping to reach 90 days as my first goal.

I almost busted

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>>41207930
>my journey
It sounds like a woman are there female shills now

>>41208231
This is what happens to your brain when you coom repeatedly

>>41210106
>i know better than the ancient wisdom, the wise sages of old
Yes because your advice to just coom when one feels like it is pure wisdom. Faggot.

>>41210514
I'm going to keep posting about this book.

>>41210955
Sex with a real woman isn't cooming, incel

>>41211004
>Sex with a real woman isn't cooming
Yea, it is, retard. Stop coping just because you're addicted to sex. Honestly no one should be having children right now and it's pretty selfish to want that, but you really just want a wet hole to use for masturbation.

>>41211037
kys incel

>>41209280
>>41209743
>>41209383
>>41210557
Depending on how many years you consumed porn and the type of porn you did it will take from a couple of years to several to get your entire system back down to normal levels.
Meanwhile your brain/mind is going to be shuffling around through all sorts of imagery until it finds what triggers you, the homosexual stuff? Yeah, there is something inherently homosexual in being aroused, touching your penis and orgasming and cooming while you watch another man's crotch pumping a woman.
Disgusting? Totally.
To top things you might have all sorts of mind/energy/spirit parasites feeding off your sexual energy and conscience.
>>41209776
>How do you sublimate these impulses?
Unfortunately there are no shortcuts, if you really want to get out of *it* you will have to man up and make your stand, engage in physical, mental and spiritual workout and find arts and hobbies that make you feel fulfilled as a person.

An anon used to post a lot of about the dangers of porn but they got hushed by the resident reli-cucks. You can still find the info in the archives.
TLDR
Stay away from porn 110%

>>41209302
Slave mentality.

>>41211037
This. If you are into semen retention just to have sex with a 3DPD hag, you will not succeed in neither. You'll have to choose if you want to run after pussy or withdraw in the dry path. Stop the count.

3 pages and 158 and there is barely anything worthwhile, very little more than a bunch of bots arguing among themselves plus a few religious schizos preaching to the choir.

YIKES!

I'm so bored nowadays. Gotta find a hobby or something.

>>41211305
The arrogance of NEETs needs to be studied. You are biowaste.

good deep dive on this stuff
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LcV0CY6Xerw

exuding negative words/energy/thoughts also sap your energy
so when you say cruel things to others you are basically defeating the purpose of this practice
I see a lot of loose negativity in this thread, demonic vibrations
might as well be gooning
heed my warning brothers, this is for your own good

>>41211688
It's a difficult job, cleaning up this thread. Whether it's the delusional incel, who uses this place to cope with his sexlessness, or the christcuck that bible bashes incessantly, someone needs to do it. I've been on and off here for a long time, and there used to be many of us doing clean up. Many gave up. I didn't.

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>>41206358
Damn, I relapsed on day 17, the ntotally lost my way and been gooning for hours for the last 2 days. I feel dirty asf I need to kms

>>41211772
>delusional incel, who uses this place to cope with his sexlessness
Why do you hold such high regard for having sex in a community where sex should be mostly avoided unless they're trying to procreate?

Your comments reek of narcissism in general.

>>41211772
Negativity begets more negativity
better to say a prayer for them, ignore and move on
that is what I will do anyway, do as you will, I am just sharing what I have learned

>>41211950
Only incels hold sex in such high regard, precisely because they've never had it. Outside of this place, theyre considered lowly, but here they believe their incel status actually makes them more moral, and it is noble. SR is no longer a spiritual practise, it is a way to cope, and their delusional arrogance ruins discussion here. These types come out with some of the most delusional statements, and generally very sexually dysfunctional.
Sexual dysfunctionality is antithetical to SR. If you've never had sex, you can never do SR truly, because it always comes from a place of lack.

>>41211966
I respect that. I'll bear it in mind. I'll grow tired of this im sure. But gatekeeping is important.

There was a time here where christcucks kept the bible bashing to a minimum, and it was well understood that incels cant really do SR. I'd like to return to that.

>>41211971
Well ok, incel

No, you will jerk off. You've never had sex, and that hurts your ego. You will go on a streak, then relapse, then streak, then relapse. Eternal cycle.
Break the cycle. Go outside. Have sex. Fall in love. Then, and only after then, are you ready for SR.

>>41212004
I see, personally I am just peering in from the outside, have spent very little time reading these threads, just the general vibe I'm getting is a lot of angst and negativity considering this is a path of purity and love (IMO)
I am not accusing anyone in particular, just seems to be the vibes don't match the path

>>41212173
>angst and negativity
Apart from the obvious shills there's 1 anon in particular who's just extremely angry and argumentative who shits up every thread thinking he's some kind of holy janitor. It didn't used to be like this.

I've found this video on sexual transmutation that could be useful for others on SR struggling with their newfound energy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAYSxjc-8ro

>>41212004
>>41212173
There's been a lot of negativity and endless arguing the past threads, but there's some nuggets of really valuable info. It reminds me of that image about how likely It Is that what you're talking about is of real importance. If your idea receives excessive push back there might be some merit to It, assuming It's well reasoned and In good faith. I've just started a few days ago and I think I'm already feeling some benefits from It. Keep going.

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bros, I think after 60 days im starting to get it
checked today and bags under my eyes are almost gone
also whoever the anon was that posted the way of a pilgrim, thanks, its giving me a lot to think about

any anons got some bible verses they like to read

>>41210080
>After some years together nature intends for you to split and seek new partners to spread your genes - this is the evolutionary purpose of sexual habituation.
Evolution is a lie and we aren't monkeys, go away with your polygamy shilling.
ONE PARTNER FOR LIFE, THATS IT

>>41206905
Like an hour or two after I sent this I relapsed. The devil will come and get you if you show an ounce of pride and start to encourage others to keep going in this new life. Sorry faggot devil, but im back on day 1. Day 2 coming up. Learning to rely on God instead of myself because I cannot do this on my own.

>>41212330
Evolution is true. We are monkeys. This isn't shilling polygamy, this is promoting behaviors which make monogamy more likely to succeed.

Last time I did it I was really honry so I asked this older woman in shop about something she told me she's prostitute so I told her I need dick sucking. Ever since then I have her on quick call and pay her 40 euros for hour long pipe polishing. She's pretty unskilled made me doubt she's actually prostitute.

>>41212080
ultra fuckin based

man i just want to pull up some spread ass amateur porn and start cranking it but we all know the end result of that, purely loss of semen which makes everything else shittier

>>41212184
fucking dip. i only have issues with women like >>41212173 who multiline post for maximum attention. ronnie mcnutt yourself, retard

>>41211971
if anyone here is an incel it's certainly you with your incel insights into things. anyone can do sr, doesn't matter their background, dumbass. all anons that flock to here have urges to ejaculate, otherwise they wouldn't be here nor give a fuck to stop in. i fucked my ex a couple thousand times, got tired of her and left her. i'm single now and that's why i'm here, so i can grow as a person when i'm isolated, so i can learn not to rely on shit just to feel better

>>41211971
>Only incels hold sex in such high regard, precisely because they've never had it.
This

>>41211037
>Honestly no one should be having children right now
Literally fucking kill yourself.

>>41212701
>t incel
your mom bring you down some tendies earlier tonight, incel?

>>41210998
>I'm going to keep posting about this book.
Then at least be honest. "Her" ideas mostly arent hers and she advocates the left-hand path. She also viels her actual beliefs behind pseudo-science and advocates for basically a form of Manichaen, Gnostic Goddess worship (the whole DeRougemont/chivalry discussion in the book was beyond your jeet brain to comprehend). Some points about brain chemistry are valid, but there is a massive difference from married people pulling out the whips, nipple clamps, and under-the-bed leather restraints and basing the entire relationship on sex and having a meaningful sexual relationship with your wife with whom you occasionally share orgasms. That's not to mention the potential use of the orgasm in the context of sex magick ritual. It's an interesting book, but should mostly be disregarded and the product of a mediocre hole.

>>41212184
>1 anon in particular who's just extremely angry and argumentative
There is more than one anon calling out the bullshit in these threads. Its hilarious you'd blame the people taking issues with the idiotic, off-topic posts instead of the morons who posts stupid shit here. Stuff like:
>going to the beach today to goon. SR going to get me a hot foreign babe to fuck. SR superpowers are awesome! Wish me luck jeet brothers!
You faggots use this general like its some kind of stupid incel online social club instead of actually posting quality information.

>>41211664
Back to the cage wagie. Your opinion doesn't matter.

>>41212695
>>41212761
what in the flying fuck is this? same post but thirteen minutes apart, dipshit? am i in the fucking twilight zone dumb fuck?

>>41212765
neet you have to close the bathroom door when you squeeze a brown turd out of your bunghole because otherwise your mom will see you mid turd falling from your hole, just shut the fuck up dude

>>41212129
He could pay a hooker as well. When I was young I used to fuck prostitutes, did stuff from the movies with them.

>>41212772
Wagie mad because I called his slave mentality. Many such cases.
Go to sleep wagie, boss will be angry if you later tomorrow.

>>41210820
I busted it's over

>>41212781
that's embarrassing. imagine having to fuck a prostitute. are you an ugly third worlder?

>>41212792
nice going, buddy. if you have to run any errands this weekend i'd probably postpone that because you'll be scaring all women away from you for a while as they sense that shit

>>41212795
I'm not ugly, but I was always a shy guy.
It is not embarassing, I had many experiences with prostitutes. And once you had the experiences you dont need to worry about it anymore.

>>41212769
It's called fixing a typo you fucking retard.

>>41211221
No dude, you dont understand. Its not porn related. Its not a brain issue. I can tell authentic posts from people that have actually done long-term retention instead of people that larp because they pick up on things the jeet larpers dont. Stuff like lights flickering, electronic devices failing, or in this case, odd sexual dreams. When you get to a certain point, you can literally feel energy around you. No part of my soul is attracted to fat Asian women that smell like egg rolls. But for some reason, I was hit by an energy and I literally felt its heat and it was accompanied by intense sexual lust for that kind of woman. It's batshit crazy but it was a thing. The other anon talked about intense homoerotic dreams at the 8th month. I experienced that too. These energies are external energies. Experiencing them made me believe in Archons, or beings that can control and influence our thoughts. Retain long enough, build up enough sexual energy, and you will attract these base energies like moths to a bonfire. The fact you attribute this to porn use or latent thoughts tells me you havent been beyond the 6 month point. Shit gets weird long-term on SR.

>>41212854
how many wet dreams have you had leading up to the eighth month, anon

>>41212795
>that's embarrassing. imagine having to fuck a prostitute.
Getting your dick sucked for $40 is steal. Its better than jerking off (which most of you faggots in these threads are still doing) and its far better than divorce rape. Its the smart move if you arent ready for kids or if kids arent an option for you. Retention is preferred, but it's better than
>welp fellow jeets, back to day one again. this time I will retain for at least the next 9 years

>>41212863
Honestly, none. Those started for me around month nine.

>>41212881
so you failed around month 8, not bad. your body reached a peak which you couldn't handle, and as such the energy leaked out through your wet dreams. with that said and to clarify, you shouldn't be counting your streak since you lost your load during sleep. it doesn't make a difference when you lose your load. if you disagree, then every anon here could edge to porn for twenty hours straight every single day without busting and then just bust during his wet dream he'd have that night. just do that over and over and exploit the loophole. you lost your semen after month 8. now you are starting over but with newfound experience to carry you further than month 8 this time. surely you didn't think your streak would continue after losing semen, right?

>>41208744
None if these jets have ever had sex. They make the partner part up.

>>41212900
that only applies for you, raheesh. now stop projecting, your posts are abhorrently annoying

>>41209383
You are supposed to impregnate women
Your brain thinks you might be gay

>>41212898
>so you failed around month 8, not bad. your body reached a peak which you couldn't handle
Nigger, you have no idea wtf you are talking about. The stuff I posted is the least crazy paranormal shit that happened to me. Make it past 60 days and then try to give people advice.

>>41212943
that's what i was thinking but didn't want to bother telling that anon since he wouldn't get it. if a person has gay dreams, that means they're gay and that's not up for debate

>>41212854
>The fact
The fact that you attribute your own sexual fantasies to "archons" tells me you have unresolved sexual issues.
>>41212997
>Make it past 60 days and then try to give people advice
Oh boy...what are you trying to accomplish here anon, are you trying to form a cult around your ego or some shit?

day 0
What could've been day 3000

i got like 5 oral surgery patients tomorrow morning and im over here with a horseshoe of dip gooning to ultimate subjective maidens dominated by lust
i want what i cant have and have what i dont want what the fuck are we even doing on this planet?

>>41213005
What the fuck are you even talking about? One anon asked if I had experienced what he experienced. I responded that I had. You jumped the fuck in and pretended to know what's happening. You don't. Kindly fuck off.

>>41206358
What is the science on edging with no release?

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>>41211971
Truth. Incels shouldn't even attempt to do SR since they won't gain anything from it. They might as well just jerk off untill they can get laid and prove themselves. You think god will reward you with benefits when you can't even get laid? This is why we keep seeing "day 300 no benefits" cause its incels who are incapable of doing SR.

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Is doing a no-wds streak, really worth the effort that stopping wds would entail? I could possibly stop wet dreams "indefinitely" if I started sleeping only 2-3 hours ,and this is in a prone, semi-seated pose...which would require tremendous mental patience, bodily discomfort, initial agony from adjusting to less sleep...
IS it worth it? what's Pure Retention like at 100, 200, days?

>>41213976
>Is doing a no-wds streak, really worth the effort that stopping wds would entail?
From my experience, probably not. You can control them by doing an extreme "clean" streak. Avoid all forms of stimulation (coffee, video games, porn, etc ). Avoid extreme work outs (too many endorphins). Meditate daily. Avoid emotional extremes and people who will get you emotional. Stay even keeled. What will the benefits of that effort be? Not a lot. If you are doing monk-mode past a year, it might make sense. The benefits of long term SR hit different and it isolates you from others. For most, quitting porn and normalizing your brain by avoiding repeated quick dopamine release is enough and that's where you will see most benefits. Controlling WDs requires an lifestyle change most people can't do because of bills, child support, family, etc. Monasteries exist for a reason.

>>41213780
Dig into brain function and energy production. Look at how neurosignals are powered. That will answer your question. Basically, your brain has "super mitochondria" and it consumes a larger portion of your energy than the rest of the body. So, if you are trying to consume a ton of energy, edging is a means of doing that. Also, Im pretty sure sex hormones are released during the arousal process not just the ejaculation process, so that's a negative as well. Spiritually it's up to your beliefs. If you are trying to feed a demon or an archon, edging would do that. And edging is part of some sex magical rituals I've read about. Regardless, edging will probably drain you.

>do sr for like 2 weeks
>Feel no noticeable benefits
>"Oh, this sr thing must be bs"
>Go on a giga-gooning bender for 5 days. Goon to terrible AI things that I'm ashamed of
>Cheek breaks out in headless, blotchy pimples that won't fuck off
>Centre of my brain feels like it's tearing apart
>Eye floaters way more noticeable
>Speech slurred a bit
>Zero motivation for anything

Ok maybe there is something to this

>>41206358
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oby08eHpIOw

>>41213969
>Trvth Nuke
Why do Satanic demons replace the “u” with a “v” when they write Truth? Some weird form of communication between subhuman minds here.

Day 455

There seems to be an impenetrable shield of calm detachment around me now. I can barely feel any anxiety now even during what I used to consider high stress situations. My intuition is stronger than my need to over analyze everything now. This results in a calm way of life. My mind is quiet, under control, easily dismissed when it starts chattering about ego things.

I was with my first gf from high school for 7 years. She ended up cheating on me and wanting something more so she moved to Chicago. Got herself covered head to toe in cheap looking tattoos of cats and musical instruments lmao. So I feel like I dodged a bullet there.

Women aren’t the answer. Don’t listen to the anti-SR shills espousing intimate relationships with wives as some kind of treasure to chase. Everyone knows that after a while you stop having sex as much, it becomes duller, she becomes more picky and less enthused, etc. lt happens in most relationships from what I’ve been told.

Sex is for the animals, and even they do not indulge like degenerate humans do more than what is necessary for reproduction. The idea that sex with a woman is something to chase is the fool’s path.

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>>41214071
Because I wrote 'cvnt' to dodge a wordfilter and the cumbrains were busy jumping on every deviation from the norm as evidence of brain damage or some shit

Also Romans used V instead of U, not that it matters

>A0 MGK

>>41212753
>She also viels her actual beliefs behind pseudo-science and advocates for basically a form of Manichaen, Gnostic Goddess worship (the whole DeRougemont/chivalry discussion in the book was beyond your jeet brain to comprehend).
She is not advocating anything like this. In the book she simply compiles various traditions, eastern, western, ancient, recent, which practiced sexual restraint in some way. These chapters are interspersed with chapters of scientific, statistical facts as well as personal anecdotes. What she actually advocates is non-orgasmic sexual practices for which she provides a step-by-step how-to guide at the end of the book.

>>41214130
>Because I wrote 'cvnt'
No, you wrote “Trvth”. It’s some sort of veiled communication to other demonic entities here. Funny how the show “V” is all about evil psychopath demonic aliens taking over the planet and here you are doing that shit. Not just you either it’s all over /x/ and it’s used by those who want to derail and dismiss the thread subject.

>>41212417
Ok then why do most intelligent mammals mate with only one partner for life?

>>41212761
>You faggots use this general like its some kind of stupid incel online social club
At least in actual incel spaces, they acknowledge that they're losers. On SR, they can cope by believing their inceldom is noble. Not just that, it's about dragging regular men down to their depths. It's why they're weirdly fixated on making sure guys don't have sex instead of focusing on the dangers of porn
We live in a time where it's easier than ever to have sex. Being an incel is just embarrassing. You cannot do SR if you're an incel because the sexual dysfunction that comes with being a failure male that can't get sex in 2025 is too great.

>>41214213
i forgive you

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>>41214113
>Everyone knows that after a while you stop having sex as much, it becomes duller, she becomes more picky and less enthused, etc. lt happens in most relationships from what I’ve been told.
Yes, this is the process of "habituation", described in detail in the book posted here:
>>41210080
It is possible to counter the effects of habituation by practicing bonding-based sex which avoids orgasm.

>>41214268
>It is possible to counter the effects of habituation
There's no point. It's just wrong to pursue women at all. This is cope for married men who don't have a choice.

The pursuit of the opposite sex will always end in failure. That which we seek in the other is already within us, and the idea that we can "own" or control the opposite sex is another result of the ego's desperate grasping for immortality and meaning.

>>41214220
Youre telling on yourself
>>41214244
>Nooooo da joos want me to have sex ahhhh
Kys

>>41213772
>What the fuck are you even talking about?
Right, that is the question, what the fuck are you even talking about retard, I replied to several posts mentioning the link between porn and homosexual fantasies and you immediately went on the defensive, gee I wonder why, yelling around how you are massively much more superior and enlightened, anybody speaking to you is just below your level, nobody but you has gone more than a couple of months.

The other anons are suffering from porn damage, you have brain damage.
Face your unresolved sexual issues or keep having homo wet dreams, your problem, not mine.

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>I should stop video games
>Long SR streak
>Naturally stopped playing
>I should really stop biting my nails
>Long SR streak
>Naturally stopped biting
>I should really stop slouching
>Long SR streak
>My posture has improved tremendously
>"Man I just want a few matches on tinder"
>Long SR streak
>Finally Get matches (but no success cause I'm still a spaz)
>Think about a girl I had feelings for a long Time hoping she contacts me one day
>Long SR streak
>Her closest friend out of nowhere contacting me
>"Hope my sister finds a nice bf and better paying job she deserves better"
>Go on a long SR streak
>She gets a boyfriend and a better paying job

is semen a genie and my dick is a lamp I rub to get my wishes granted? Is this how it works?

>>41214683
Are you like, setting an intention and praying/meditating/wishing for these things? Or are these just passing, wishful thoughts? Genuinely curious, anon.

The closest thing I've experienced to this is telling myself that money just appears to me or something, and then I found twenty bucks on the ground twice in a few days lol

>>41212799
I have to get an oil change it's over

>>41212546
>multiline post for maximum attention
are you schizophrenic?

>>41214818
do it yourself

>>41214213
>We live in a time where it's easier than ever to have sex.
Yep. It's just that 95% of men don't understand how to use the internet,social media to their advantage.

>>41215351
That's not our goal here and you've made it clear as to why: sex is cheap and easy. Even dating if we want to lower our standards a little bit, but again, that's not the goal here. You guys are better off chatting on a general dating forum than here. Nobody is desperate for sex, we are seeking well-being.

>>41214213
why so angry though?

>>41215474
Fairs

>>41212901
>seething Jeet

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>Thread suddenly dies after the shills BTFO the retooners
Was it really just 1 guy samefagging the entire thread? Kek.

>>41216188
If it was, he might be suffering a lot.

>>41213969
we see through your hateful bullshit loser

>>41215474
>Nobody is desperate for sex, we are seeking well-being.
Incels definitely are desperate for sex. It's part of their condition. As a man, you go through essential stages in life, one of which is losing your virginity. If you don't go through that, then you're going to develop a complex around it.
This complex you develop, prevents you from doing SR with your whole heart.
Ideally, yes, SR can be done by anyone, but unfortunately we live in a world that is less than ideal, and that includes a primitive biological need for intimacy. It is only when it is fulfilled, then can we look towards higher goals.
The incel reads redpill content online about the "true nature of women" and concludes that its not worth pursuing women. This is retarded, and obvious cope. Only once you actually have experience with women, can you possible come to that conclusion.
Many men conclude, that there are good women out there. SR purifies them and enables them to attract good women, who also select for pure men. You'll notice, when such men post their desire for a good woman to make a wife, the snivelling little incel immediately jumps to discourage them, and sabotage their lives, because the snivelling little incel is a jealous little loser that does not wish for men to be happy.
Part of our wellbeing is dealing with our desire to seek intimate relations, and fulfilling this desire with the right woman is perfectly acceptable.
More than anything, the incel hates the fact that there are many spiritually adept men who do have wives. The incel thinks its one or another. But the incel is wrong. You can have both.

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I'm getting sad for no reason in the first five days of the month or so. I'm coping with chocolate right now. Day 61, btw. I've been doing daily prayers, meditation, calisthenics, no refined sugar until today, and no caffeine.

>>41214777
Trips checked.

Also when you don't spill the seed you can ask the universe anything you want.

>>41217084
>Only once you actually have experience with women, can you possible come to that conclusion.
You can't have experience with a woman without sticking your dick in her.

>>41217211
thanks sperg

still doing it, roughly 3 weeks. gotta keep it for good this time. we can do it bros.

>>41217157
Thanks, anon, maybe I'll ask It a lil something. Maybe..

>>41217084
I'm here as somebody who has had casual sex, short term relationships and one long term relationship and my opinion is that while girls and women can be fun, they are not worth it.
I want to think it was different before, that the calibre of women in generations gone by were better, but I do not truly know. They definitely weren't as brain fucked as the ones nowadays though.
Forget about companionship and real connection. I never found it, I fooled myself into thinking I did for a time, but it was not genuine.
A good woman can be many things, and the modern woman has very few of these qualities.
Im not entirely closed off, but I'm not pursuing a relationship right now, I'm focusing on developing myself because it's the best use of my time.
The other option is trading so much time, energy and money for a lackluster relationship and a sex life that gets dull after 2-3 years max.
Incels that hasn't had the experience do lack perspective, but that doesn't mean they are wrong in their conclusions, for better or for worse

>>41217150
engage in some hazardous and high risk undertakings
meditate on Methuselah × Ian
etc

>>41214184
She is, you are just too uninformed to pick up on it. If you were aware of DeRougemont's ideas about Chivarlic Love, you would know he attributes this form of poetry and prose to hidden Manichaenism/Cathar beliefs which were encoded into 13th Century popular culture after they were suppressed by the the Catholic Church's Albigensian Crusades. Everything Marnia Robinson discusses is exactly what Cathars believed. Cathars swore off the pleasures of the world and took vows of celibacy in order to escape the shackles of the King of the World (demiurge). Women, particularly, played a large role in this process. You would need to be familiar with all of this to actually understand what she is saying.

How long does it take to heal my astral body from this awful affliction? 3 months?

>>41217084
>incel incel incel
You need help dude. This is a community for SEMEN RETENTION. It is NOT meant for general dating advice and how to attract a woman into bed. It is not meant for complaining about incels. You've been told this so many times now and you're still here seething. Stop it faggot. Nobody cares about your shitty opinions anyway.

>a man MUST have sex with women until he's burned out before trying SR
Nah, I'm just gonna continue to retain, transmute, meditate and read. You're hyper fucked focused on women and sex. There's so much more to life than that and everyone can see you're a monkey brained imbecile who's far behind most anons here in the course of spiritual evolution.

i really wanna pull open some amateur spread ass porn where you can that hole of theirs.... but i know what it leads to, just loss of semen and sorrow

>>41217368
why should anyone listen to you when you've literally only been in one ltr, just shut the fuck up dude. go get some experience

>>41217084
>wall of incel talk.
>>41217903
why should anyone listen to you when you literally speak like an incel?

>>41217689
>This is a community for SEMEN RETENTION.
Honestly it's coming across as many things, SR is often not even a part.
Too many religious schizos are too quick condemn other men just because they got 'tripped' by a woman, and/or project even worse own inner demons into the thread, just that on its own is enough to attract reddit level of trolling.

>>41217689
>You've been told this so many times now and you're still here seething. Stop it faggot.
I've given up with these projecting soi faggots spamming INCEL INCEL INCELLLLLLLLL in every thread. I used to post receipts from my degenerate sexaholic phase with timestamps of the women I've been with, and they still never shut the fuck up. If you tell them that actual incels can never be retainers because they just talk about women all day every day and are just the opposite side of the sex-addicted normie coin, they'll still find ways to gaslight.

If these shills can't convince you to beat off, their next step is to convince you to go out and have sex with sterile used up modern females who offer nothing to the male experience. We are literally in a sex addicted pussy worship matrix, and these fags will do everything to try to pull you back into the fold of losership if you try to escape by working on your fitness, health, mental clarity, and financial aspects by retaining and focusing on yourself. Dont even reply to these people. They're just fighting against their own souls that are constantly screaming "you can do more, you can BE more" in their ears.

>>41217658
It depends how clean your streak is. My first 90 days, I was smoking, doing kratom, mental edging, etc... and I didn't feel a single benefit. I'm now on day 10 CLEAN, and my body feels like it's constantly buzzing as my aura comes back online. Full of energy every day, not skipping any workouts, and random people are walking up to me to make small talk (this never happened before in my 29 years of life). Quality over quantity, that's why you shouldn't focus on the days. It's ok to track, but focus on purifying your mind and body, and your astral body will quickly catch up

>>41217900
keep strong anon. its always a quick hit, but the result is long lasting. its really never worth it.

>>41217150
>I'm getting sad for no reason in the first five days of the month
Tangentially related to this post >>41212854
Imo ... you need to consider the source of sadness and how you respond. It's a phenomena many experience on SR. You feel an emotion external to you that doesnt make sense. It doesnt naturally come from you. Your response? Do exactly what will lead you to a relapse (sugar, coffee, caffeine, etc.). There is a logic and pattern here, but many refuse to acknowledge it. Call them demons. Call them Archons. Call them whatever, but they can influence your decisions and they (for some reason) want you to feel anguish and they want to drain you.

>>41217150
Typical flatline. Your brain throws these gay little tactics your way every now and then as a trick
>wtf I thought SR was supposed to give me energy?
>might as well crank one out
Just imagine how shit you'll feel when you relapse, that keeps me going. 60 is too far to turn back man. Dig deep

>>41218095
why are you trying to prove yourself online, though? that seems a bit weird. and i'm not saying that to put you on the spot, but if you've done things, you don't need to prove yourself here online, brother

>>41217658
> 3 months?
Try 30 months and then some.

>>41218198
I said I used to when I first joined, I no longer reply to them. I've accepted that coomers will always be attracted to these threads to come laugh/cry/seethe/edge/bait over their own lack of self control. I understand it's foolish to engage with them now.

>>41218198
Stop feeding the troll

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>>41212080
Simple as

>>41218185
Ah yes, the demons told me to drink a cup of coffee and then I just went on a binge just for the sake of it, it's not that I made the unconscious or subconscious choice of doing so, it was the demons, responsibilities and free will just flew out the window and

the devil made me do it.
https://wikimore.private.coffee/wiki/en/wiki/Trial_of_Arne_Cheyenne_Johnson

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I just relapsed on day 11. My previous streak was 101 days. Fuck. It is what it is.

>>41218284
Way to miss the point. The point isn't the coffee drinking. The point is the emotion that leads to behavior, that will lead to larger behaviors. You feel sad. Why do you feel sad? Why at any specific moment do you feel any emotion? Where does this emotion come from? That anon's post struck a chord with me, because its something I've experienced a lot. Everything is going well. No reason to not be happy. Suddenly, I begin to feel unhappy. Then I start to desire the things that I know won't lead to greater happiness and will only drain me. Why would I desire to undertake an action that won't help me or make me feel better. Archons is a reasonable explanation to me.

>>41218351
Don't psych yourself out too much. You have a good foundation and probably shouldn't feel too bad other than beating yourself up mentally. Just hop back on the train and DONT GOON

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Just hit a 30 day clean streak. As a part time NEET I just had a good job land on my lap out of nowhere.

>>41218654
yea but you're missing something ethereal and mystical about the position you're in: if you fuck up and lose your big fat load via porn for example or something, everyone will know at your new job. you are literally fucked. i hold the position that if one is to do sr, do it for life. otherwise you're walking around with a fraudulent image of yourself. you'll be at what like 45 days+ at your new job by the time it starts or whatever which is huge on a clean streak, so you have a fat sack right now, and the moment you lose it? oh look at that fucking dickhead, who's that retard again? he must not be feeling well today... he looks under the weather and his energy is all janky. so what are you going to do? fuck it all up and empty your big sack to porn and end up a clown at your new job?

>>41218654
God bless brother. I need to clean up my streak, although im around 20 days its definitely not a clean streak by far, and i notice it does make the difference.

>>41218691
clean streaks accelerate progress. this is undeniable and every anon in here that has done monk mode can attest to that. it's night and day difference. it accumulates very quietly but extremely quickly

>>41218688
>witnessed
this is so true it hurts

>>41218700
checked for truth. working on cleaning up my streak lately. one day at a time.

>>41218688
>if you fuck up and lose your big fat load via porn for example or something, everyone will know at your new job. you are literally fucked. i hold the position that if one is to do sr, do it for life
Spot on. It's the downside to all the magnetism and "superpowers." You can't quit SR if you start. I lost a job 5 minutes after a relapse. After another relapse, I ended up in the Emergency Room. In its essence, it's magick and a form of sex magick and its a double-edged sword. It's not all fun and games.

>>41218786
I also noticed things would take a negative turn when i relapsed. Also noticed that you cant quit once you really start, even when you relapse repeatedly you still gotta go back to it. You get into a "flow" with it when your doing it right. When you break that flow and relapse the pendulum swings back on you hard sometimes.

>>41218716
thank you, and don't hold yourself super guilty over it anon, it's fucking difficult. i tend to go through phases myself. one day at a time is honestly the foundation of my clean streaks. if i think too far ahead the direction of my thought patterns gets wonky and i'm more in danger of messing things up if that makes sense at all. one day at a time i agree

>>41218232
Sincerely the only thing worse than trolls at this point is the retards blaming their deeds on just about everything but their own free will. I drop by this thread ever so often in the same decreasing manner as its quality, and I can't help it but to understand why so many call nofap/sr a cult.

>>41218852
>even when you relapse repeatedly you still gotta go back to it.
that's why it's so insane. it really is chasing the dragon. if for example you're edging to porn, you are absolutely chasing the dragon and that's it. it's just a never ending chase. it is only a chase for something through a computer screen. it's a fake reality

>>41218950
>is the retards blaming their deeds on just about everything but their own free will.
do you have any examples at all to support this?

>>41212799
>>41218688
Ok I've no idea where is this super retardness is coming from but, no, women won't notice you just busted a nut unless you did it right before talking to them and you still reek of coom, this is every bit as retarded and pathetic as the anons saying in the last thread that people around them notice they "are SR" and that it makes people uncomfortable, it makes women afraid...
Well no shitheads, nobody cares about your intimacy unless you go around telling everybody.
Quit being so cringe.
>>41218711
>this is so true it hurts
No it isn't, lmao, grow the fuck up and stop feeding trolls trying to guilt trip the unsuspecting, shithead.

>>41218998
>no, women won't notice you just busted a nut
He doesn't know, does he?

>>41219019
he certainly does not, anon... and i feel that now may not be the best time to tell our friend there the truth on that matter because it may just be a bit too much for him to bear....

>>41218950
>retards blaming their deeds on just about everything but their own free will
Look nigger. You are welcome to believe whatever you want. I have experienced this first hand. The luck thing is real. I thought this shit might just be in my head too, but the amount and intensity of negative stuff that has happened after relapses (family member had a heart attack, lost two jobs, ER room visit) made me believe. I am literally afraid to touch my dick now. And yes temptation is a thing. Demons are a thing. You have a responsibility to live a clean life and not be influenced by negative beings. But make no mistake, creatures exist that feed off your misery and will do whatever they can to make you miserable if you choose to listen to them.

>>41219019
>>41219028
do not fall for the psyop that women know anything outside of infantile wonder..which is to say women know almost nothing of the real world, they exist almost entirely in their own mind. Men certainly do know however..

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>>41218786
>be very afraid goy, you better do as I say, perfectly or you will suffer the consequences.

it is not what you think you know, it is what you can prove in court
and my violence is much stronger than yours

>>41219019
Fuck off you simp

>>41219019
not even remotely. goodnight frens.

>>41219153
goodnight nigger

>>41219057
but then you have to consider where do wet dreams fall into the equation? what about trimming your pubes? do you not touch your dick when you pee? (i don't if it's at a urinal or toilet) clearly there's an equation then at play in the universe for degeneracy through one's own genitals. but then why is it that there's been no discussion on an actual equation? there's only pothead shroom retard theories from all around, but where's the actual fucking numbers? wouldn't it be nice if we had an actual equation to work with here so we knew when a shitty event was on the horizon?

>>41219175
see >>41219137
all you need to do is make sure that your AT field will wreck anyone who challenges you, regardless of the perceived / reality of situations

>>41219183
fuck off to somewhere else you attention seeking woman

>>41219188
kill yourself tranny nigger faggot

reminder anons that when you yell out 'big fucking butt' when you get the urges to start cranking on your big pecker, just don't. it only leads to loss of semen. you get dopamine of course in the process, but at the cost of a degraded mind and loss of semen. you tell me if that's a good deal or not

>>41219175
WDs are from mental edging. It means you've been entertaining lust, getting sustained hardons, and playing pornos in your mind. Not touching yourself and pursuing thots is just 50% of the equation, the rest of the battle is the one occurring in your mind.

I know it's really tough and it's something I struggle with sometimes, but it is absolutely a skill you can learn to build. Thought replacement techniques are a must. Also pro tip - a pack of ice can quickly put out a horny fire (and icing balls also increases testosterone)

>>41219260
i would recommend to check yourself just after rousing from sleep and during periods of transitioning brain wave states

ah yes, another dipshit that thinks wet dreams are just a gust of wind or some fucking bullshit. it's a literal loss of semen if it isn't just precum. it's like i'm in a thread with literal retards with caretakers

there are two types of women, dead women and dying women

>>41211678
why the fuck is colonel sanders giving a semen retention lecture

>>41218786
Holy shit

>>41218998
>Ok I've no idea where is this super retardness is coming from but, no, women won't notice you just busted a nut unless you did it right before talking to them and you still reek of coom, this is every bit as retarded and pathetic as the anons saying in the last thread that people around them notice they "are SR" and that it makes people uncomfortable, it makes women afraid...
>Well no shitheads, nobody cares about your intimacy unless you go around telling everybody.
>Quit being so cringe.
All living things can feel the difference in your energy after you've spilled your seed.

There was a guard dog who I passed every day who would only bark at me in the days immediately following relapse.

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>>41220280
>All living things can feel the difference in your energy after you've spilled your seed.
That's what we call "micro expressions". There's no energy change, the only thing that changed was your mind.

The normies that don't experience benefits never believed in SR in the first place, along with the lack of concrete evidence, their MIND has convinced it's placebo. Their micro expressions never change because of that. Food for thought.

>>41220427
>using homosexual anime pics
>anti-paranormal on /x/
Niggerjew go back

>>41220267
yeah it's shit but definitely not holy

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>>41220427
>There's no energy change
Biophotons are a thing. Wilhelm Reich was the first to study them. When you come, your body's mitochondria kicks into overdrive and makes these things. When you crash after coming, you stop emitting them.

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>>41220523
>using homosexual anime pics
Anime site.
>homosexual
So what's straighter? Talking about your semen with other men on an anonymous forum? Who are you fooling?
>implying "Retention" is paranormal and not /fit/
Watch your tongue. Do you want to be kicked off another board? Sit the fuck down when im lecturing you.

>>41220523
Sorry for realitychecking your delusions with actual science.

>>41218226
cheer up, this recent wave of schizos and demoralizing shills have made you look good.

>>41220427
Dogs don't have good eyesight and this was 40-50 feet away. You could argue that my scent changed and that's what triggered the barking.

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>>41220870
Im in good spirits fren. Also, do not seek validation from others

Conclusion on nofap as nonbeliever or strongly against. There is theory I have and that is energy changes landscape of your awareness aka simulation change for those of reddit kind.

Here's my take on changes in my perception and mental realm.

Pre nofap
1. Extreme loneliness
2. Girls don't notice me
3. Relationship with friends on zero
4. Depression and supreme anxiety
5. Skin is ruined form constant blisters
6. No eye contact

Now from super natural realm
1. Dreams are of desperate loneliness
2. Very deep view on life as if I'm already dead
3. Chest feels empty as if it has hole
4. Extremely pathetic view of oneself

During nofap no porn
1. The very first thing I noticed were women making deep eye contact, girls turning back looking at me more (never happened in my entire fucking life that's why I'm writing it as first)
2. Loneliness became not only enjoyable but I'm like child who stares at sand and finds million new things to do
3. Friends and sleeper contacts suddenly contacted me one woman which I was hitting on wrote at 2am how it's going. (Drunk or honry)
4. Depression zero anxiety zero absolute zero of negative feelings
5. Confidence absolute
6. Self esteem and view of me went from pathetic to narcissist to look at myself as only important person ever to exist

This happened naturally, I did not push anything or thought anything.

Conclusion: nofap repairs mental landscape damaged by social media and trauma experienced through life. It's not magic as you bend reality however the pros out weight cons (honry). So, not touching your penis for some time indeed gives you that manly edge which is necessary in business and dating. If you are mentally damaged from constant shame and humiliation (incel trope) it's worth giving it a go before you take away your life

>>41221024
How long before you noticed the positive changes?

>>41221187
NTA but for me it was like three weeks

>>41221187
From day 5 you start to feel it in two to three weeks up to month you are full gauging some sort of unknown power. I have achieved lots of mental states in my life including nirvana which lasted for minute. Nofap energy is akin engine which wants to explode and doesn't care about it's interior or exterior. It's wants to smash into anything be it mentally or physically. It's deep masculine power.

>>41221024
Nice Reddit theory. Now go out and actually read about retention and spirituality because it’s wrong.

>>41221328
Okay buddy, it's my objective observation with no spirituality bullshit. Scientifict evidence as they say

>>41217368
>but that doesn't mean they are wrong in their conclusions
Maybe. Maybe not. The only real proof of that, is through experience.
Reading testimonies of men such as yourself, and others, doesnt really compare to actual experience.
Many men have sinister agendas. They are jealous and resentful that their youth passed them, and wish to pass that onto others.
Only through experience, do you realise, actually maybe there's more to life. Without that experience, there'll always be an itch waiting to be scratched, preventing you from ever doing celibacy with your whole Self.
>>41217689
>couldnt actually argue with any points i made
And im gonna continue to tell incels, they can't do SR properly unless they've had sex. Seethe little bitch
>>41221024
Solid writeup. You are skeptical, and the only thing that gives you proof of anything is experience. This is a great foundation for any spiritual pursuit.

>>41218688
>Jealous NEET seething someone got a job

it's like you clinical retards don't understand that if a woman can sense when you're full, then she sure as fuck can sense when you're empty too. some of you fucking jackasses act like they only know when you're full

>>41221307
shut the fuck up moron. it's not straight masculine energy, it's both masculine and feminine

>>41221341
>it's my objective observation with no spirituality bullshit. Scientifict evidence as they say
You're on /x/, moron

>>41221368
>And im gonna continue to tell incels, they can't do SR properly unless they've had sex
I'm an incel and I've had sex. Incels are awesome. Everyone here is awesome except for you and anyone else who blatantly goes against SR.

>>41221368
you're the only projecting incel here, just stop talking already. it's wildly annoying