How do I wholly give my soul and mind to God, such that I can feel his warm guidance in the midst of my own proclivity to sin, and these cold sterile relationships with my family, this vapid degenerate squalor that dealing with girls becomes, and the parasitic demonic structure ruling us with governments and corporations?
>>41232947I specifically mean the Holy Trinity, the same god who is outlined in the Old and New Testaments. Yes I think he is real. No I don't believe in one specific sect above the others.
>>41232947I'm a very reclusive and socially awkward upper middle class American male who's dad made a decent amount of money through meme stocks. I wasn't raised religiously and I know about all other religions, it's one of my favorite hobbies that I spend hours on the computer studying.
>>41232947And before the /pol/tards chimp out yes I am white and no I have no Jewish admixture.
...have you tried praying with an honest and humble heart instead of asking 4chan?what the fuck are you doing guyI don't even believe in the trinity and I think you're being retarded right now.
>>41233013...I regularly do that? Are you low IQ or something?
Pride is the enemy of Christ, but don't confuse being humble with being self conscious or weak. You have to simultaneously be strong yet humble in the knowledge that the Lord has control of everything.
>>41233014>god won't answer>better go ask 4chan>gets told to be humble>responds with prideMaybe god doesn't want to talk to you.
>>41233020God doesn't communicate by voice.
>>41232947Listen carefully to the anons ITT. I will spell it out explicitly for you right now: spirits can speak to you through the mouths of your fellows. Listen.
And why would a perfect complete god "need" your soul?You're gonna get eaten by archons you abrahamic retard
>>41232947just put yourself out here bro
>>41232947I was baptized and became a disciple. Not infant baptism, when I was an adult. That's when I received forgiveness and the Holy Spirit. I don't have a church to point you to, I had a falling out with the leadership there who had become like the Pharisees over time. If that's the kind of thing you need, God will surely lead you. A group of believers is good to learn from each other, it's how it's supposed to be. Some believers think baptism's just a ritual. I can't recommend any other way since that's what worked for me, and Jesus and the apostles weren't too good to get baptized. The Holy Spirit was upon me before baptism, but only entered me at baptism. It's the experience of feeling full of love which is not from you, but from God, which is God, which makes obeying the commandments so much easier. All those life circumstances you mentioned remain the same, but the Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Wisdom in the proverbs, and can help you navigate them so much better.
>>41232947do to others what you would have them do to you
>>41232947>cold sterile relationships with my family, this vapid degenerate squalor that dealing with girls becomes, and the parasitic demonic structure ruling us with governments and corporationsUhm. God doesn't actually give a shit
>>41232947Cant do it without a clean body, this was told time and time again. Workout, stop drinking and stop fapping. You will change your whole dna for the better
>>41232947First you must accept what GOD has offered to you.He offered up Jesus so that all who have faith in him will live.Accept the ransom that Jesus payed for you.From that faith, good works will pour out of you.
>>41232947Jesus, in His ministry, calls us to repent - to change, to turn from all sin and wickedness. He also asks His disciples to follow Him. So start with these two things OP. In prayer, you can ask Jesus Christ of Nazareth to come into your heart, to forgive you, to lead you and to help you be the best possible version that you could ever be, with God's help and loving support, all the way.Read the Holy Bible - it is God's word. There is much debate around which translation and version (original texts were written in hebrew and greek, and there have been many translations since) but the King James Version from the 1600s is generally believed to be a fairly faitful and true translation.Here's an audio version of one of the Gospel's, as a starting point (NIV version). God bless you, your family, and all your loved ones, and all glory to God:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kt4rWLVAW5g
>>41232947Don't debase yourselfKeep the ten commandmentsStay mindful of the seven sins