How do you get your energy back after being traumatized by an energy vampire/narcissist/BPD?I feel like I've lost my spark and I'm just tired of everything. It's like my spirit has a hole and it's not refilling properly
>>41239699By knowing none of that shit is real in the first place, and growing the fuck up.That shit is only real in the second place, and we have countermeasures, so calm the fuck down.
>>41239699Are you sick or in pain? Because that’ll do it. Recalibrate your life priorities to conserve your energy as much as possible. It can be easy as NOT being on social media, or following mainstream news. Learn tricks to calm your nervous system as a bonus. I hear drinking salt water and then putting your barefeet on the earth is a nice way to do this. Humming is another way.
>>41239738>and we have countermeasuresWell wtf are they?! Because I’m getting a little suicidal lately. And you fucks aren’t helping at all, I just want to feel whole again to feel safe and remember what happiness feels like.
>>41239699You’re the problem.You didn’t get traumatized you only allowed yourself to expose your awful personality to others and they rightfully put you in your place.
>>41239788TKD and TND are quickly approaching motherfucker.
>>41239781You posted this before I posted this:>>41239788I was merely guessing you were the problem.Now I know.
>>41239798Good, then I’ll be just fine.
>>41239788Not OP here. How tf would you know. What is this moid habit of shoehorning their irl moid experience into other people’s business.
>>41239788>immediate DARVOthis is a cluster b demon lol
>>41239774>Are you sick or in pain?Does constant fatigue count? I can just barely do what keeps me alive.
>>41239841Someone learned therapy terms lol.Nah, it’s not DARVO. It’s the truth.I deal with people like you and OP in the psyche ward all the time.When someone uses nebulous terms like energy vampire then the issue isn’t their social contacts. It’s their own problems projected onto others.
>>41239877>gets himself access to vulnerable people when he actually hates themyeah you're an abuser lmao. fuck off.
>>41239892I’m a DO whose specialty is psychiatry.My h-index is 14.I’ve treated, at this point 20,000 people in my career.This is so common I’ve written articles on this presentation of symptoms as a facet of the patients projection.
>>41239927>I'm a cop so I can never be the bad guyThis is what you sound like to non-NPCs
>>41239943You cannot coddle the mentally ill and allow them to wallow in delusion.Op needs to seek help for this mental illness and not have affirmations from other mentally ill strangers online.This kind of thread is how mass shooters happen.Don’t allow insanity to be reinforced. Root it out proactively or it may just be your family targeted by deranged individuals.This is the online equivalent of the broken window theory.
>>41239699Your energy is being stolen by parasitic organisms inside of you. The reason you are feeling especially drained right now, is because of the Moon.Tonight (7th) is a 100% full Moon. These parasites, like all animals, have a breeding cycle that is tied to the phases of the Moon.Around the time of the full moon, they breed. To do this they need a lot of your energy and hormones. They have receptors on their body to consume serotonin, which they drain from you. They cannot produce it themselves.To get rid of these parasites, you can take anti-parasitic medicine, herbs, digestive enzymes, or try fasting.If you need more proof of this, look up "full moon + parasites"Thanks for reminding me, it's time for a full moon parasites thread!
>>41239969A perfect example of what I’m talking about.Except the parasite detox.I’ve written a couple of articles on the effects of gut parasites on the brain and emotions.
>>41239960you sound like an archon butthurt at neurodivergents tbqh lmaohow do you go from "I'm sad and recovering from abuse" to "this guy is universal threat! he has to be stopped reeeeee" I know you want to see all humanity be hylic golems but some of us just won't haha
>>41239781>I just want to feel whole again to feel safe and remember what happiness feels like.are you gay?
>>41240015They misspelled a few things there.It’s a man.He wants to feel his hole again.
>>41239852See if the fatigue is actually some aches and pains that discouraging you. Brain fog? Magnesium aspartate supposedly helps. Do a meditation with gateway tapes from reddit, reset that mind. Do the salt water/juice thing in my comment.
>>41240030brain fog/mental exhaustion. not really any pain. you know how tired you are at the end of the long day? that's how I am but the minute I just woke up
>>41239981People have noticed "moon madness" since Ancient times. Emergency rooms are at their busiest during the full moon. Dogs go crazy, sirens all night, schizo hobos yelling in the streets. It's all connected to gut pathogens and their effect on our minds and bodies.Parasites are demons, and demonic possession is heightened during the full moon.This does not clash with religious interpretations of demons, it actually agrees with it and backs it up with science.https://orthodoxlife.org/spiritual-discipline/moon-madness-or-how-the-demons-deceive-us/
>>41239699you cling to the traumalet go
>>41239804This whole site and now most of the net does this. It drives me crazy, I hate it. Subhuman level theory of mind.
>>41239877You are circumcised.
>>41239699How do you do anything? Nike that bitch.
>>41239788haha what a loser. ok buddy cold read op again maybe it will stick this time and someone will care.
>>41239927That's obviously a lie. Are you actually retarded?
>>41239781>I just want to feel whole again to feel safe and remember what happiness feels likeThen you'll be fine.
>>41239877you have to be a real piece of jewish shit to work in a psyche ward
>>41239803>I didn't know what to be more amazed at: the agility of their tongues or their virtuosity at lying. Gradually I began to hate them.
>>41239788Retarded trannies rape my mind every second of every day and terrorize. abuse, harass, threaten etc me for literally anything I think or do in private like playing video games. "My personality" is saying "hi" "thank you" twice a day. You're a retarded lying tranny. Right now this retarded fat nigger is raping my mind and harassing me for thinking about how the pretty girls on the internet look nothing like his fat disgusting rat ogre bitch wife because he tries to insinuate that literally any female in the world is "his wife" and accuses me of thinking about "his wife" if I think about literally any woman in the world, this then forces me to constantly think about how the women I'm looking at or thinking about don't like a fat retarded disgusting ogre (obviously), meanwhile if I fantasize about being attractive, including thinking about being literally myself as a 19 year old they threaten to "cut my face off". There's nothing about their behavior that is even remotely justified, they are evil retarded delusional trannies who believe they can use literally anything as an excuse to abuse me
>>41239960>You cannot coddle the heretics and allow them to wallow in heresy.>Op needs to seek help for this heresy and not have affirmations from other heretical strangers online.This is how you sound.
>>41239699Magik mushrooms
>>41239699You feel vulnerable because you are vulnerable.Fix the vulnerabilities. Reinforce your walls. Do self-care. All magic rituals are about building and reinforcing these mental structures.But all of that shit is for naught if you keep being actually vulnerable to the person. Doesn't matter how you align your chakras if you are in a situation where you CANT escape being berated by this person or something. The first magic spell in that case is Leave.
>>41240759Yeah, the tentacled n1gg3r is raping us all in the head. Such is this life.
>>41239699assert dominance via rape.works every time
>>41239738What is a sociopath?What is a psychopath?.>That shit is only real in the second placeoh so it is real?>we have countermeasuresOP is asking for those>>41239781>well wtf are theyLOL, Qanon has secrets but never reveals them.>I just want to feel whole again to feel safe and remember what happiness feels like.Start from scratch, something foundational is fucked up so you have to throw everything away and start from scratch. Whatever it is you know is wrong, you have to admit it.
Many ways but psychedelics and mitochondria repair nootropics is the easiest wayTake methylene blue daily and then a heroic dose of DMT, psilocybin or lsd on a day you don’t do MB. It literally builds new brain connections and heals your brain through redox(electron swapping)
>>41239699samei dont want to love anyone ever again
>>41244556one day you're going to get beaten to death
It took me at least four years and consistent exposure to God through Judaism, kindness in other people, and eventually the resolve to be myself again to get my full energy back. Those are my answers.
>>41244795>God through Judaismyou must be joking. the abrahamic deity is the most abusive narcissist of all
You are drained with it because your nervous system is between freeze and fight or flight. Most likely some combination of somatic trauma release therapy and talking therapy along with good diet, sleep and exercise will heal you. Good luck.
>>41244795>4 years of being jewishCould’ve just smoked DMT and did it in 30 minutes True story. I once smoked DMT and realized my girlfriend was cheating and made her pay rent before I kicked her out
>>41239699You make up a story in your head about it. Find a way to lie to yourself about it until you believe yourself. It can be anything. It could even sound really retarded like it gave you superpowers. It doesn't matter as long as you believe it. You'll get your energy back once it loses its power over you. You won't feel amazing every day but you'll improve in waves until you finally just forget about it.
>>41239699Went through this. It will take some time and self reflection, but mostly some reparenting. If you dig down a little you'll start to realize you consented to a person like that for some base reasons. Not that it's your 'fault' but more that you had some internal programming that made you susceptible to them. As an example, I grew up with parents who constantly berated me even though I was doing well, and so to some extent thought it was okay to have someone constantly criticize. You grow up thinking something's okay and you live it and learn the long and difficult way that it's not.Or because you're an introspective person who wants to glean wisdom and self growth, you take it seriously when people tell you you're wronging them or doing wrong. Etc.The way to get your energy back after getting sucked on like this is realizing that it's okay for you to not be right and it's okay for you to not be liked, and it's okay for others to feel hurt by you, and it's okay for you to not immediately run to fix it. It's okay to be you.And then when you're away from them, just take time to love yourself unconditionally, and to celebrate every good or even acceptable thing you do, like a loving parent would for their children. It'll take time but eventually your neurochemistry will pick up on the fact that you're a decent person and your good works and even acceptable works bear positive fruit, and you'll find it creates a little feedback loop that makes you stronger. Also, sleep well, be comfortable. Don't listen to people who tell you 'grow the fuck up', that's a repression tactic that prevents you from actually processing that growth. And then from that point on, choose to be compassionate to yourself and do the normie thing; stay away from people who demand growth or change from you, and only integrate what makes sense after a long term. Don't accept people or systems as your gurus.
>>41239960>speaks truth.
>>41245850>the people who get hurt are evil>not the ones doing the hurtingsome of you are archons in skin suits and it shows
>>41239699Walk 10km every day for at least a month (takes about 2.5hr)
>>41245784I love you
>>41245920Unironically this, get your blood pumping and get oxygen flowing. Most of the people on here probably need to do this.
>>41245920>thisAnd touch grass to ground yourself
>>41245905Yeah the glowies here are so obvious
>>41245920>takes about 2.5hrIf you're fat maybe
Are you by any chance the walking dead!
>>41240318>you have to be a real piece of jewish shit to work in a psyche wardAll psyche wards, mental institutions, and even companies that manage group homes are run by kikes. Picrel is one of many shitholes that allows parents to give their vax-crippled children to the government so that the kikes can keep the children financially imprisoned for life while farming them for tons of money and loosh until they die, all without ever seeing the outside world ever again.Here's a link to OPWDD's dystopian plans that were written and shilled by the kike Kerri Neifeld:https://opwdd.ny.gov/system/files/documents/2022/11/opwdd-2023-2027-strategic-plan-final-with-links.pdfAnd here's proof that Kerri Neifeld is a kike:https://www.igenea.com/en/surnames/n/neifeld
>>41239960T.faggit gang stalking pig
I'm diagnosed bipolar because I fought hospital staff in the institute. Mania sucks sometimes I just get mad out of nowhere
>>41239699thats a thing?is it a zoomer thing?
I meditate with the spirits a lot and just try to let them flow through. Seems like a hippie thing to do but your really do have to address your traumas before you can grow as a person
>>41239699I lament similar. My brother shot himself and I've not been the same. I was on an upward trajectory in the automotive industry, chased some ass to Texas, lost my mind. Whereas before, I used to be jovial and convivial such that I could get along with people, I now find people just naturally hate me. I haven't made a friend in a decade, been divorced 6 years. Ambition is gone.
>>41251903I’m praying for you brother
>>41245784Thank you, anon. Like op I'm also dealing with the aftermath of an abusive relationship (BPD).
>>41239699I just try to like "cultivate it " back up with the expectacion that I will come back to normal after that , but I don't think what I do might be a good fit for you anon , at least not directly.
