I don't want to feed the demon of lust. But the alternative is a life of boredom and misery, which makes me depressed, which just ends up feeding the demons anyway. So what am I supposed to do? There's no one here to ask.
>>41250037>sex repressed Christian thread No. #429873952
>>41250042Thanks for the free bump, I guess.
>>41250049You're welcome bro. How you loose yourself from your chains eventually.
>But the alternative is [withdrawal effects]Huh?
>>41250052*hope
>>41250052>How you loose yourself from your chains eventually.What a legendary Freudian slip. You saw the image of Jesus and just had to ask that question. The mask always falls eventually...
>>41250067You seem to misunderstand, I already have thrown them off.
>>41250069Sure you did
>>41250073Who's the one who worries and obsesses over the number of times he jacks off in a week, me or you?
>>41250052You can't ignore the truth once you've found it. I hope for your sake that you never find it.>>41250054A withdrawal effect would be anger, frustration, restlessness. I'm talking about what comes after, when you've gained some control over yourself and you can choose whether to follow your instincts or not. Life without pleasure quickly starts to feel pointless, bland, empty. And you start thinking "so this is it? and then I die"...
>>41250079Why do you need to do something ? Action is conditioning. Why is it so important to jerk off for you ? Why is it so crucial? You're a slave pretending to be a man. The animal commands, you follow. No you will never mislead me, I can see right through it. >>41250091>Life without [ADDICTION] quickly turns into [WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS] and [BRAINWASHING]Boredom is a common withdrawal simptoms in all addictions retard. Go watch trainspotting
>>41250131>Why is it so important to jerk off for you ?It isn't. I literally barely think about it. It obviously is much more important to you than me. I can dedicate my thinking to things other than trying not to jack off.
>>41250131>You're a slave pretending to be a manIf you are a Christian you are *actually* a slave, and proud of it. I am free. You are like one of God's house niggers who thinks his massa likes him.
Do not believe that lust can ever be killed out if gratified or satiated, for this is an abomination inspired by Mārā.
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>>41250142I don't believe that. I'm saying that lust was the only pleasure I had left, and when I reject it, life becomes intolerably boring. Any advice for how to deal with this?
>>41250156Your brain is going through a period of sensitization again. You experience boredom because you have fucked up your brain with all the cascade of repeated dopamine. Don't turn a symptom into a philosophical problem giga retard. After some time you will start feeling pleasure about the smallest things you do.
>>41250156What is pleasure but a desire satisfied? So desire higher things. Shun ignorance, and likewise shun illusion.
>>41250037Heaven is a sweaty sex buffet. Remember that. Sex here just seems like a debuff due to all of the potential consequences surrounding it.In Heaven it is just all good.
>>41250037those feelings of boredom and misery are just the demons protesting within youwhen you give them what they want they go quietstarve them to death
>>41250037Get married retardNowhere in the Bible does it say that it's wrong for an unmarried man to look at an unmarried woman and want to marry herYou are not an adulterer if you bang your own wife
>>41250037>There's no one here to ask.Read this post:https://www.reddit.com/r/Retconned/comments/1m0px7o/attention_at_least_one_rapture_has_already/Alt URL (redirects to the post):https://www.truth-now.orgAnd always remember, this planet has no future.
>>41250169I always seek the truth, but you know what? So far it's brought me mostly just pain. It's been one slap in the face after the other.>>41250200That's a reasonable perspective, I like how you think. But unfortunately, there are people who have been fighting this terrible boredom for a lot longer than me, and apparently, it never stops. If I thought the boredom was temporary, it'd be easier to tolerate, probably. For example, when I quit sugar, the first day I was super angry for no reason. But I knew that was just a demon trying to get me to eat sweets again, so I ignored it and it went away.>>41250358I don't understand the significance of those links...
>>41250415Ignorance and falsehood have lead the soul to suffering; knowledge and truth shall lead the soul to liberation.
>>41250037>But the alternative is a life of boredom and miseryOP are you praying to the Lord for a wife? If not, why not? The Lord God almighty really does love and provide for His children, so in Jesus' name, it is OK to ask for a partner, but have faith when asking, and ask that God be glorified through such a relationship. Please bear in mind that sex within a loving marriage is what you should want, ultimately - and that takes time, effort and energy, and for you both to love and worship the Lord as a couple. God bless.
I was with only one girl till I was 23, it's definitely a more peaceful life that way
>>41250497That's what they said... but in practice, truth leads to suffering. Truth really hurts.>>41250523I'm assuming you still practice autoeroticism, or have you become a complete ascetic?
>>41250571Nah I fell off the deep end and started banging strippers and they ruined me. I'm 34 now
>>41250596Sorry to hear that. What do you mean, they ruined you?
You are bound by the limiting belief that abstaining from lust is boring. Change your perspective. See abstinence as an expression of personal power. Use the sexual energy to achieve a goal.
>>41250645I faked my dog's death one time to get with a girl once. Always with love in my heart for them working girls never paid one but you can't make a ho into a house wife. I'm settled down now and don't dog around anymore
>>41250139But you're a slave to your carnal animalistic urges. It's okay though, it's not for everyone. Not everyone is meant for the spiritual life.
>>41250069> You semen
