>>41250185


>In case of urges:
- https://imgur.com/gallery/g4eGH

- Don't peek and Hold your breath for as long as you possibly can. The urge usually pass after that. If not, repeat.
- Horse stance or chair pose: Do it while clenching the abdomen and all legs' muscles, raise arms for extra blood flow redirection. Works both for killing erections or urges.
- Any physical activity.

On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones") and more.

>Advices:
- Mental Purity 1.1: Semen Retention acts as a bio-electromagnetic amplifier. Watch the quality of your thoughts because your inner state will get amplified and manifested. Lust is the Ojas killer. Do not engage with Lust.
- Mental Purity 1.2: Keep a journal as a tool for introspection.
- NEVER watch porn of any kind.
- Remove triggers from your life. Masturbation is a bad habit. Break that bad habit.
- Focus on achieving a goal. An art, a craft, competing, etc.
- Meditate and/or Pray Daily. Try a minimum of 5 minutes to start off.
- Exercise/Gym/Sports/Martial Arts. If it is something social even better.
- Good habits like healthy eating, water fasting, dry fasting, sun exposure and cold showers do seem to speed up the process.
- Sublimation: literally using the energy.
- Transmutation: changing the quality of energy to something different. (Surya Namaskara, 8 brocades, Tibetan rites)
- Avoid stimulant drugs such as caffeine or adderall

>>41250185
Previous Thread >>41224984

>>41250238
It’s always good to remember why /x/ is the most accurate place for this topic: semen retention is one of the clearest paranormal inducing thing of all the other topics discussed on /x/. It’s a sacred practice that has been the one of the main focuses in every major religion or spiritual practices. The mystical side of it is what we try to focus on in here.

Semen retention can be political issue too and it would then belong to /pol/. The porn industry is a tool made by the jews to deterioate the societies and corrupt the people. The porn works in ways that program new sets of behaviour in its audience and the audience is hooked to it because of its strong addictive qualities. The most important goal for porn’s male audience was and is the releasing of their semen. As we now know, the disadvantages of cooming are heavy: a man becomes less of a man, he gets sick and weak, his mind numbed, he will have impotence issues etc. Also his spirit almost dies.

Semen retention is beneficial to make one healthier and stronger, more fit, if you will. So the topic could be discussed on /fit/. Anyone looking for more ways to get fitness gains would benefit hugely from the SR.

Also the SR has so many other benefits that it could be discussed in the /adv/ board. These would be topics how it improves one’s social life, mental state, makes more time to be more productive etc.

But I think the biggest benefits of SR are something mystical in nature and the whole practice is fundamentally something very close to spiritual side of things. All the other topics in here /x/ are left far behind and SR actually makes this board of any relevancy. This is also known by the enemy and they make strong efforts to suppress, hijack, twist and end this discussion.

>>41250253
# # # THREAD HYGIENE PSA # # #

Starve the shillery.
No attention for them.
No replies.
Focus.
On.
The.
Prize.

(Pro tip > Hide shill posts: Click on the arrow next to the post number, click 'Hide', Comfy.)

Celibacy is an unnatural state for a young man. Go out, fall in love, have sex with women. Life's about experiences, and one of the finest pleasures is the tight body of a young woman.

Incels, who can't have sex even if they wanted to, and old fucks, who missed the boat, don't want you to know this.

Let's also be honest with ourselves. You're here because of your porn addiction. You're probably going to relapse anyway. Why not instead relapse inside the warm cunt of a woman?

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The /x/ Great Escape Challenge

No porn, soft porn, onanism or semen release until January 1st. Let's ascend together. Just (1) more day until the invite expires. Join in and take part in this spiritual event and go where you have never gone before. All /srg/ friends are welcome.

CWZeGK58

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>jerk off

>>41250185
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oby08eHpIOw

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still haven't gotten to that "intense urge period" yet but when i do ill be prepared

Will this work for women too?

>>41250185

can i fuck or get handjobs?

>>41250295
What is the app

Ok bros, I really need help. Somehow there is a 2nd personality in me that gets control of me in lustful moments and disregards all the things that I know about cooming without regard. I know it's not healthy physically, mentally and spirutually but this guy just laughs it off like the shills here do.
How do I get rid of this shit?

>>41250796
Lmao handjobs! Getting someone else to jerk you off. Jesus Christ, anon, get a grip (pun intended).

>>41251464
What about porn and triggers?

>Love is the Motivation Edition!
I'm doing it for love.

>>41251549
Love is the motivation
Grace is the mechanism
Joy is the inevitable

>>41251536
I mean, shit nigga, is someone holding a gun to your head forcing you to watch it?

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Speaking as a genuine Succubus possessing an anon, they will never do this disgusting practice of not cumming.

>>41251781
meant for >>41251464 , probably...

>>41250185
>>41224984
why did you space it

>>41252028
Because im a fucking retard millenial who cant computer I almost fuck it up every SR post I make

>>41250185
I made it one week without fapping and I was fucking suffering today I wasnt even putting my hands on it and I was about to cum myslef it fucking sucked I diddnt want it

Hello brothers. Feeling difficult due to stress causing pain and pain causing stress. I will get through it by praying to our Lord Jesus Christ and meditating. Thank you all for listening

>>41252413
anon how do you pray?
do I say prayers from the bible or should I just speak freely to god?

I don't believe in semen retention but neither I know about Magick...

You can't die by cumming, right?

>>41250620
day 250 or so for me, it's still hard to tell if i haven't noticed what an awesome year it's been and am taking it for granted or if it's all in my head. still girlfriendless and haven't achieved what i wanted though. lots of financial luck but it's a bull market for everyone.

>>41251318
Dis-cord

I can control my pelvic muscles so that I don't ejaculate when I cum. Not a single drop lost. Am I applying semen retention?

>>41253325
You're still cooming. Dumbass.

>>41253366
Then why isn't it called cooming retention? To be fair I just wanted clarification on how you guys view it. Because some eastern perspectives say that it is semen itself which has potency.

>>41253374
>Then why isn't it called cooming retention?
Because people are fucking retarded. "Semen retention" is just a combination of noporn,nofap and nocoom. The word "abstinence" wasn't cool enough so that's why we call it "semen retention".
>To be fair I just wanted clarification on how you guys view it.
>Because some eastern perspectives say that it is semen itself which has potency.
Did it feel like you orgasmed even though there was no cum present? If yes then you failed in my book.

>>41253477
>you failed
Interesting. By extension is the goal also to become asexual?

>>41251464
>Ok bros, I really need help. Somehow there is a 2nd personality in me that gets control of me in lustful moments
It's a symbiotic colony of bacteria, yeast and other microbes, and it lives in your gut.
The way to get rid of it's influence is through fasting, but that's too difficult for most .
The other way is to take specific foods and herbs that help breakdown and starve this parasite colony.
You can search the /x/ archives for "parasite pill" or "cosmic death fungus" generals for advice on this process.
For me, papaya is the most effective remedy. Also I take digestive enzymes

I'm a recovered alcoholic (yay). I was able to beat one addiction but I fell into another: gooning. What an insane drug this is.

>>41253639
try gooning on a high dose of meth for 16 hours. your brain will fry and it will create that short needed to break the cycle of pornography consumption, be mindful however that if you have decidedly erotic memories of ex partner, those will become your opiate

If I start semen retention, how can I ensure that I don't just fill the void with something else?

>>41254196
Just make sure you fill it with something productive/healthy V2GM0

>>41254196
>the void
Of fucking your hand until you feel like shit? Are you serious retard? Get a fucking life. SR is the opposite of void. It restores enthusiasm for all things.

>>41253617
everyone in the thread listen to this guy. after I did the gut cleanse he mentions my lustful thoughts went down 70% and depressive thoughts went down 99%. it works.

>>41253617
This is bullshit. I did a 40 day fast last year, the lustful thoughts remained.

>>41254388
Fasting in my experience will affect libido to some extent but will def not make you completely abstinent thought-wise. That's just ridiculous. I mean just look at India.

>>41254196
You aren't giving anything up, you are getting a lot back.

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>>41252449
>do I say prayers from the bible or should I just speak freely to god?

Both of those things are ideal. Whichever you feel compelled to and actually do.

I do both throughout the day but freely speaking to Our Lord God Almighty, The Holy Trinity in the name of Lord Jesus Christ is something I do more.

You have the ability to communicate with the Source of all Creation, Our Lord God Almighty, a being with a perfect & holy will that can legitimately alter the course & fabric of reality as He sees fit with His infinite power & supreme authority. There is almost nothing the forces of evil want more than for you to abdicate this precious gift.

Put upon Him any & all of your thoughts, concerns, cares, and/or joys. Ask of Him anything in the name of Our Risen Savior, Christ Jesus.

He is waiting for you brother

Can some enlightened anon tell me the metaphysical background of getting horny? I don't mean the times where it is obviously provoked by an outer trigger like seeing a nude body etc. I mean the times, when you get horny just out of the blue, without a particular trigger? Spiritually speaking, what causes this? Spirits, demons?

>>41254575
>Spiritually speaking, what causes this?
You desire for reunification with the One

>>41250185
Gonna jack off now anons

>>41254665
I'm curious what excatly you mean by that, can you explain in detail?

On day 20, had my first wet dream while retaining last night. Woke up as I was cumming. Huge load.

>>41253887
Ex meth user here, yeah I’ve been here. Masturbating to porn for like ten hours straight. Miserable, you’ll never feel more soulless. And I’ve heard of people live streaming their bating sessions while on meth for like 30 hours straight.

>>41255408
Also this is my longest streak, previous best was 18 days.

when i'm on a streak and falter and start edging, i start to give off a weird stench. once i stop, the stench goes away immediately. i can't really describe it, its just weird. and the stench is not coming from the dick btw. began happening only lately. what is this?

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day 40

>>41255704
built up smegma. you are ought to shower and clean your dick regardless of semen retention, anon.

Day 1. After a month of half-assedly doing nofap I need to start doing this for real. Also quit weed recently and starting daily meditation. Don’t know if I’ll make it but I can at least stop making such destructive life choices.

>>41255720
i clean my dick. the stench is not coming from the dick

>>41255734
are you indian by any chance?

I can never do this. I'm actively gooning. Send help

What's going on? The previous threads had more than 300 replies, this one is extremely slow

Next stop 30 days. Here we fucking goooooo.

>>41255704
I start to literally smell the smell of cum from my balls being full of cum. Is that what you mean?

>>41255896
The Weener and the cursed (in Christ’s name) JIDF group are currently trolling elsewhere. Maybe /pmg/ on /biz/ because they hate people buying silver in addition to retaining their life force.

>>41255974
>cursed in Christ’s name
You are no Christian

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>>41250313
this is why I think there's something to no fap/srg.

If choosing not to masturate isn't a big deal then why does it attract so much ire from some people? Why do the detractors that come in here and shit up the threads never speak like actual anons?
Also if these guys are shills and not just newfags ashamed of themselves who is paying them? Why do they keep coming back?

>>41255728
>Don’t know if I’ll make it but I can at least stop making such destructive life choices.
Just keep going, you can do it.

>>41256007
they want to believe it's harmless so they can keep doing it

its the damn phone guys...

>>41256060
this but unironically

Day 96. I'm not at my lowest point, but I'm not far. When the streak is clean, it's awesome. I can do whatever I want whenever I want, and I feel great. But there have been so many long, dirty parts of this streak that I'm starting to question the value of it. I get caught in cycles of peeking, wet dreams, and edging without finishing that can last for weeks. I refuse to give up though. I've made progress on a lot of stuff during the streak, so I'm not giving up yet. Advice would be appreciated.

>>41256007
>this is why I think there's something to no fap/srg.
Of course there is something to it, the entire "super powers" charade is made to demoralize and deviate attention from that fact.
>If choosing not to masturate isn't a big deal then why does it attract so much ire from some people?
People actually angry about it are people desperately needing to cling to their way of life seeking validation but it's their choice how to live their lives, the rest are just trolls and shills.
>Why do the detractors that come in here and shit up the threads never speak like actual anons?
Because they find fertile ground. And they could be actual llm bots.
>Also if these guys are shills and not just newfags ashamed of themselves who is paying them?
There are countless agencies that handle online engagement for various purposes.
>Why do they keep coming back?
If somebody is paying them, duh, if they are receiving the attention they crave, duh, or maybe it's just the way it is. Find a local community worth something and you will see the same thing happening.

>>41256087
>Advice would be appreciated.
About what exactly? This?
>peeking
peeking is mostly about keeping your mind and thoughts tidy, why do you find yourself peeking?
>wet dreams
wet dreams are normal, it will happen every so often for the longest time, then it will become rarer and rarer as you clean up your systems.
>edging without finishing
You are gooning, bro, that's not even an streak, you are just delaying the full relapse.

I will only take semen retention and its proponents seriously after I see them attacking the female book industry, and shaming females who read these books.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffvRhsViyIQ

Female gooners should be shamed in equal measure as male gooners. There should be massive campaigns against the book industry and the practice of reading in general.

Until then you will be treated as religious scum, and no different than porn addicts (females included).

>>41254575
>the times, when you get horny just out of the blue, without a particular trigger? Spiritually speaking, what causes this? Spirits, demons?
When this happens, check out your surroundings. Weird things will usually occur. Wfii data connections are less stable. Wireless keyboards mess up. Lights flicker. Occasionally the air will get colder. Smoke detectors or CO detectors will beep. I have no idea what causes it, but its some kind of entity. If you pay attention, there are clues. I call them demons and yes, they do attack you for your energy. They cant full-on attack you, but they can do small things like tripping you or causing well-timed accidents that can severely hurt you. Call me schizo if you want. If you jerk off, you charge them up. Jerking off never makes it better. Give them one meal and they want another. Maybe it's not the same for everyone, but I'm keenly aware of them.

>>41256209
>I will only take semen retention and its proponents seriously after I see them attacking the female book industry
I do not give a single fuck about women. These threads, if anything, should be a complete respite from femoids and their bullshit.

>>41256219
If femoids are not shamed, you are just a feminist who wants to shame men. How are you any different from them?

>>41256219
remember not to feed the shillery

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>>41253325
Technically it's still semen retention.
This causes a dopamine spike, but I think not the prolactin surges causing 2 weeks hangover, so it's functionally similar to edging.
I don't recommend it since when you spike dopamine you dull the other moments in your life, and mood swings result.
For every high there is a corresponding low.
The nice part about clean streak is the constant feeling of well being which you can't get riding the dopamine roller coaster.

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Day 11 bump

>>41256219
Right

>>41256209
>>41256238
>>>>>>41256219
There are no women here also bitching about women’s romance books has just become another grift like “modern gaming is le bad” that youtubers can yammer about for views knowing everyone already agrees

Fuck boys, I'm broken.

Had a massage the other day. Was totally professional but it was entirely nude and she was crazy attractive. She was extremely talented, never felt more relaxed in my life but then she asked me to flip over and I was completely uncovered and exposed. She oiled up my entire front and at a point started working on my inner thighs and I just had... nothing. No reaction, no arousal, didn't get hard, nothing.

Feel like this shit has broken my dick in a way.

>>41257596
if it was totally professional she probably wasn't sending any kind of seductive energy your way
not like those damn asian succubus whores at the AMP
they will casually brush past your balls and it becomes rock hard
stay away from those places
they will drain you for sure
be glad that you didn't get hard from a professional massage, it's not a sexual environment, no reason to get hard
congrats you are normal and good

>>41257646
I like your perspective. I do avoid those massage places like the plague, they disgust me. This girl was Swedish and ran her own business on her own, it was a comfy set up.

Thanks for the perspective shift. Probably says something about me that I expect sexualisation from every minor thing like that still.

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23 days soon. Had a couple slip-ups with peeks and edges but overall I've curbed my enslavement to lust significantly. Never discount any progress you make with this, especially if you're coming off of several years or even two decades of daily PMO. You can't let snags or even relapses affect you heavily because then it turns into negative reinforcement loops and this is how you spiral into gooned out depression. I've been there and done that several times at this point over the past couple years. This mastery of the self is difficult and worthwhile. Things are easy for me now but in a couple weeks I'm sure the urges will be dangling in front of me once again. The war gets easier but the battles can intensify. Never get complacent bros...

>>41256209
>Female gooners should be shamed in equal measure as male gooners
Watching porn is far worse than reading smut

>>41257707
Not for women, reading has greater impact in them than seeing. And as far as I know, 9 in 10 retentoors are doing it to get pussy.
You dont get pussy when the owner of that pussy is thinking about minotaur's dicks.

>>41254575
Nothing demonic. It's not spiritual either. It's an entirely mechanistic thing that happens out of chance. Getting randomly horny, random erections etc, it's a sign of good health. Young virile men are supposed to get horny

Lean into it. Learn to enjoy it. Turn it into a lust for life itself, as opposed to wanting to take it all the way and climax

>>41257729
>reading has greater impact in them than seeing
Wrong
Women aren't some magical mysterious creatures, they're just like us

>>41257707
Lmao you keep telling yourself that, hole.

>>41257744
I am a man, you dumb faggot

>>41257740
They have a different perception of eroticism, anon. Listen the video posted, the writer explains it.
As long as you dont shame them, you not getting any poussy. They will keep gooming for the minotaur, and call you "vanilla".

>>41257740
>they're just like us
no

>>41257658
>I do avoid those massage places like the plague, they disgust me.
good for you man, i'm jealous, those places draw me in like a moth to a flame, one of my weaknesses, makes SR much more difficult for me

>>41257729
>And as far as I know, 9 in 10 retentoors are doing it to get pussy.
maybe not the case
I am glad I can finally do SR after breaking up with my girlfriend a couple weeks ago, it was impossible with her because she wanted sex all the time and always made sure I finished, I was a drained and empty vessel
now I have no desire to find another girl because this is my chance to transmute and alchemize this sacred energy and use it to fulfill all my wildest dreams

83 days to go until you will have to retain even longer if you do not achieve gnosis, mating partner, etc..

>>41257798
Awakening within the dream, full lucidity and control over all outcomes is what I seek.

>>41257773
There's plenty of women out there who watch porn too, and if they instead read smut, it'd be better for them
The fact that they prefer being mentally stimulated, doesn't change the fact that visual hardcore pornography is still much worse
>As long as you dont shame them
Shaming women only makes them want to do that thing more, because they see it gives them attention. Women also despise feeling as if they're judged.
You know nothing about women.

>>41257812
so..gnosis
i am your antithesis by method of the flesh vector
in dalliance or otherwise consummated matrimonial rituall

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Bros, I draw porn for a living and it is the most soul draining shit known to man. It's also feeding an addiction.
I want out of this whole mess.

What do I do?

>>41257832
harakiri worm stall in deep space

>>41257818
You see, that's why people call you bunch a PsyOp. You dont want to shame women for porn addiction, but are fine in shaming men for it.
That's why you not going to succeed, it will only make the problem worse, as most if not all retentoors are on it for reproduction, they want to have kids and form a family. But the pussy will not be available if the women are not retaining as well, if they are addicted to book porn. The consequence? These guys will hear the call of nature, and will relapse back into porn, with even worse symptons. Enjoy being wrong.

>>41257894
Notice how you were unable to reply to any of my points?
Fuck off faggot. This isn't the place to bitch about women.

>>41257938
You didn't reply to any of mine, glowie.

>>41257951
You don't get to ignore everything I say, then expect me to reply to you, shill.

>>41257693
>>41257732
looks like quality posting is back on the srg menu, boys

>>41257773
So they are humans like us, just with a different perception. Both things are not mutually exclusive.
>As long as you dont shame them, you not getting any poussy.
perhapssss....get your PUA advise from another source.

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>>41257839
t-thanks...

>>41257596
She probably thinks you're gay

>>41258124
n-no problem anon-kun....

>>41257832
Stop drawing porn. This isn't rocket science. You don't have someone holding a gun to you head telling you to draw porn. You are putting YOURSELF into this trap and blaming others for it despite the fact that you're the one that set the trap and got in it.

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>>41250288
>Let's also be honest with ourselves.
I know this is shillery but
>Incels, who can't have sex even if they wanted to, and old fucks, who missed the boat, don't want you to know this.
that doesn't even make sense, they'd be desperate and would know the least for its actual lack of value. Then how would you know about life and what is about?

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>>41250185
jacked off to some serious femdoms, hbu anons

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After how many days and weeks do people start to experience more lucid and vivid dreams, and stronger astral projection abilities? Any awakened individuals here that can answer this? I just want to have something to look forward to basically.

>>41257832
draw something else lol

>>41258328
2 days

>>41257832
kinda hypocrite from me if I tell you to stop, I know first hand nsfw stuff pays the bills and some luxuries.

I'll be praying for you

>>41250320
based

>>41257732
>Young virile men are supposed to get horny
Young virile men are supposed to make something of themselves, establish a family, and achieve great things. They arent supposed to desire tranny porn and masturbation. The allure of porn and masturbation is counter-productive and leads to personal destruction. It's unnatural and runs contrary to the actual best interests of young men, which is why logically, something else is at work here. Lust plays no actual function toward the propagation of our species. It mostly hinders it. We have become a generation of men fucking our own dicks stimulated by electronic imagery. This being the case, its logical to presume something else (likely paranormal) is benefitting from lust.

>>41258571
Being horny doesn't mean "tranny porn" retard. You've just told on yourself.

>>41257832
people still pay for drawings with AI image generators available?

>>41257693
tripping up with edging after I wake up now
I wake up so much earlier and completely lucid and consequently lay in bed too long while awake

a clean streak is really the only way, the mood swings are torture when they strike
nothing about SR has been harder for me than dealing with these self-destructive thoughts

>>41258576
>Being horny doesn't mean "tranny porn" retard
Be honest. It includes some kind of degenerate porn.

>>41258591
Soul vs not

>>41259063
>>41258576
Way too many men confuse sexual arousal with a simple erection...

Powers are real

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Day 4.
The urges are strong, bros. These days I try to read or watch a scary movie. Any advice to stave the demon off?

>>41256215
Yo, it was insane reading this because you were able to put into words what I knew intuitively.

Whenever I suspect I’m being demonically attacked, all my electronics start buffering really badly and freezing, and I start having little accidents, like bumping into stuff or stuff falling over, as if the demons are trying to aggravate me. Crazy stuff.

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>>41259360
yes. you are crazy. demons aren't real retard.

I've been on 10 or so days on SR and today I got great news regarding my mother's financial situation. I also had a near death situation just a few days ago and not a hair on me was hurt. I think there's something to It. The thing Is, and this Is why I'm inclined to believe there might be something supernatural Is that since I started, I was sincere In my intentions with myself and with God to heal and to help others heal themselves once I'm In a better position to help. I've been very grateful for all the miracles and endless generosity He has extended me and my family. It's real, or at least I think It's real.

You should start fasting in any way you can while you do SR. The benefits for your health are so high I'm shocked Its not more widespread. Maybe It's a combination of both practices, but I noticed today that I can control to some extent the lust I feel when I happen to see something sexually exciting. I'm not fighting the impulse, but I understand that simple lust Is not what I really want. I think I ought to be scared by this, but I welcome It. I'm seriously debating If I should go full monk mode in the future, It doesn't seem that crazy to me know. I'm optimistic for the future.

>>41256087
>edging without finishing that can last for weeks
You might not be ready for SR. You're just larping at this point, you may as well goon to coom, and moderate your cooming to a rhythm that lets you transmute you're jing more slowly over time instead of going for a monk-level transmutation time table. Most of anons on here are just larping, you don't want to end up like them, waging an eternal battle against their inner coomer in a never ending war to "dominate" their sexual instinct. It can take people years to get to a point where they can healthily transition from moderated cooming to absolute semen retention. This is understood in hinduism where people marry and moderately coom in their 20's and 30's in conjunction with spiritual transmutation practices like meditation and prayer only to transition into celibacy in their late 30's or 40's where their energetic system is ready* to truly be abstinent. Going for absolute SR before you're ready just ends up giving you a psychological-complex-fixation that becomes a GIANT BARRIER in you're mind preventing you from meaningfully growing as a person on any moral or spiritual level.

just had a wet dream....never had that happen to me before
I think I actually full came, my dick literally hurt afterwards
dont think I have ever felt this low before, wide awake in the middle of the night
fuck man...

>>41259930
Once the subconscious is trained it will automatically wake you up during a wet dream when you're about to coom as a sort of "damage control" response and you'll be able to pull yourself out of the dream before it happens. It takes time to train that instinct and several explosive wet dreams will most likely have* to happen before you master this skill. good luck.

>>41259319
blood and guts
2 hours of HIIT/LISS is not enough
you need to train wushu under sifu

>>41250238
>>- https://imgur.com/gallery/g4eGH
Am I being dumb today or is the link fucked?
Also please advise me on how to stop relying on willpower

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Does anyone have any tips on how to stop having negative thoughts? Or at least reduce them somehow?
I have feeling that this is where most of my issues stem from. I've always been a cup half empty kind of guy, probably because of my childhood and all this shit.

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>>41257693
FREEZE! I am the 21 month retainer. Give me the source of your image!
>>41260105
The pasta above is a bit outdated. Here you go fren: https://imgur.com/a/nofap-anecdotal-evidence-g4eGH

Here's one of the last threads I baked with the better version:
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/41014315/#41014315

I'm not blaming anyone except 4chan for being gay as fuck. They reduced the characterlimit to the point every post in the pasta needs be adjusted so it fits.

>>41260405
>Does anyone have any tips on how to stop having negative thoughts?
Listen to me. There’s only 1 thing you must drill into your mind on a daily basis: You are not your thoughts.

Stand aside in your own mind and watch the thoughts arise. Are they based in fear? Guilt? Anger? Call them out as you observe what they are driven by. Let them dissolve. Eventually your mind will quiet down, and then you can start to replace the negative thoughts with positive ones.

>”Im just not good enough for this world”
Me: lol, that’s fear
Me: “I’m actually a part of this world and people love me. I’m very grateful for the things I have.”

1. Observe the separation between your consciousness and your thoughts.
2. Label the negative thoughts and let them dissolve without engaging them. Don’t reply to them internally. That’s silly.
3. Insert new, positive thoughts once the old ones start to weaken.

Good luck.

>>41260405
>>41260462
What this anon is telling you is very good advice, the only thing I would add is the subject of transmutation.

Realize that you're "negative thoughts" are habitual energy patterns lodges in you're psyche and that they can* be transmuted into positive energy, but it requires a multi-pronged approach.

I'm gonna assume you're talking about lustful thoughts since this is a SR general you're on, so I'll address it from that angle. If these thought's aren't transmuted they will stay lodged within you and will be the source for a great amount of misery in you're life compounding into making it almost impossible to retain(if that''s you're goal).

A lustful, or really any depressive thought(glass half empty), is a pattern that has to be addressed on the PHYSICAL and MENTAL level in multiple different ways. What this means is that when a lustful thought(applies to other thoughts as well) arises just trying to think about something positive won't always work effectively, many times it won't. Often you can try to redirect lust to thoughts of Divinity, God, Buddha, Bible or whatever and the lust will sort of feed off of you and try to pull you into its magnetism against you're will, and many times you'll fail. This is why physical methods of transmutation are just* as important as mental methods.

Mental Methods of Transmutation
>Mental Prayer
>Meditation
>Body Contemplation (Buddhist)
>Death Contemplation
>General positive thoughts about Saints, Sages, God, Scripture etc..
>Affirmations

Physical Methods of Transmutation
>Exercise
>Singing/Chanting/Verbal Prayer
>A creative endeavor, like making music, playing an instrument, or writing
>For more extreme cases of lust, VIGOROUS EXERCISE
>Reading Holy Texts
>Deep Breathing

One last note is that social company is the single most important external factor to retaining long-term.

>>41256087
You're on the right track, don't listen to 41259716
Dirty streaks are always better than no streak at all since you are training yourself away from orgasm seeking behavior.

Ideally you are not watching degenerate porn, since that stuff warps your brain. Peeking at just naked woman in moderation is okay (i.e. not binging for hours). Those who have a partner and practice SR with intimacy are doing "dirty streaks" which is a perfectly valid form of SR.

>>41260405
>Does anyone have any tips on how to stop having negative thoughts? I have a feeling that this is where most of my issues stem from.
Your feelings are spot on. I'm a first worlder and quite well of even for someone in my country. I basically have no outer or inner reasons to be depressed, nothing that threatens me, nothing that I lack, neither emotionally nor physically, yet I am a depressed fuck that constantly has negative thoughts he can't get rid of no matter how hard I try and no matter how many shrinks I saw or medications I was put on. It made me realize one thing: All my problems stem from just one place: my mind. Nowhere else. Being happy or unhappy, at least in my case, is literally a choice. I am trying to get my mind to change and to choose happiness and get rid of the bad thoughts. What best works for me is doing tasks or work that do not allow the mind to wonder off. However this is not a final solution as peace of mind and happiness is only achieved through a third thing, not in and of itself. My end goal is, having no bad thoughts and being content with everything while just sitting there and doing nothing, while idling so to say (and I don't mean in the sense of meditation, as meditating is also actively doing something). I wish you the best of luck and hope that I could be of some help.

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Day 39:
Had sex with a girl I've been seeing, I'm tired as hell it's like my energy was stolen from me.
I'm going to lock in, this time for real. My goal is to reach 3 months.

Very new on the SR thing, and all these trolls trying to demotivate me are simply making me more steadfast and motivated. its like a snake whispering to my ear "give up!" i will not. i may fail but i will get back on again. Fuck you.

>>41260733
>Peeking at just naked woman in moderation is okay
No. It’s not. Not even in your mind.
>Those who have a partner and practice SR with intimacy
That’s not really a thing. Pursuing women is delusional. Pursuing men is delusional.

>>41259063
No it doesn't. Notice how >>41254575
>>41257732
in neither of these posts, porn was mentioned. YOU chose to mention it out of nowhere. Most people don't get horny and immediately start thinking of porn.
You are fundamentally broken, and project your sick pathology onto us. It goes without saying, that being this broken is not horny. But simply being horny and virile alone is perfectly healthy. You confuse health with sickness because you have deep shame over your own sexuality.
Most men don't. It's called being a heterosexual. You should try it sometime, only faggots think of men with tits when they're horny.

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>>41260739
>meditating is also actively doing something
it can be both doing something and doing nothing, not doing anything. you haven't gone deep enough. meditation is not something you read about for fifteen minutes and then go "do" it every day. it takes constant daily refinement over decades. you can sit there and "work" on a dozen different styles, approaches, etc, or you can just sit there and just be, doing nothing. that's the hardest level.

The fact no retentoor shame the female who reads books proves SR is a feminist PsyOp, with the intention of bringing back the males into the dating pen.
For too long the globalists thought depopulation would work, and AI would replace the npcs. But the vax didnt work and many survived the mRNA injections, and AI has proven to be a paper tiger and not realiable to replace jobs.
Now they want the zoomer generation back into the dating pen. They want you to form a family and make kids who will grown into new slaves to the machine. Be reminded dating is a boomer invention and didnt exist a hundred years ago, when marriages were arranged.
Nobody here is questioning that porn is harmful, we know it is, but suppressing your natural urges thinking this will attract females is very dumb, specially when we consider females are also consuming porn and none of them are being shamed for it.
If you see a retentoor making excuses for not shaming foids, be aware he is a fed and is being paid to post.

You going to relapse. It is not a matter of if, but when.
And you will be forever a slave to the eternal jew.

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Ignore the shill who just posted.

Keep calm and carry on, gentlemen. You've got this. The entire world is addicted to sex and the entire world is unhappy, unhealthy and degenerating. Be proud of your decision to take a step back away from all of this and not join the mindless herd.

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>>41260892
Most people will not and can not live in monk/saint mode.
Expecting perfection is delusional, but expecting improvement is realistic.
Our civilizations when they were healthy held the attitude that Onanism was harmful and to be avoided.
This attitude can be restored, and must be restored in order for our civilizations to heal.
In this case don't let perfect be the enemy of good.

>>41260970
>You going to relapse. It is not a matter of if, but when.
>And you will be forever a slave to the eternal jew.
A weird mask off at the last second. You kikes are weird.

I don't remember how long its been, but every choice not to jerk it feels so good. My journey began through hating fecaloids. This hate became my energy to stop beating my meat like a dotnigger. Then the energy came from wanting to do anything but jerk off. I've no fapped for months at a time, this feels a little different.

>>41257693
>>41257732
>>41260462
>>41260552
>based quality posters uplifting this general

>>41260970
>You going to relapse. It is not a matter of if, but when.
>And you will be forever a slave to the eternal jew.
we are the knights who say
>N

>>41261123
>In this case don't let perfect be the enemy of good.
I fail to express how much I agree with that axiom yet at the same time when thinking back to when I was starting with this, I lost count how many times I relapsed and even fell on severe binges over what was initially a tiny "peeking"
This is not coming from a moral but rather a practical ground, if an anon has spent decades hooked to the pmo loop their very fucked up dopamine pathways will wreak havok over the tiniest "peeking", and it takes quite a while before their brains gets back to more normal levels.

>>41257832
how do you even do this.
arousal kinda kills my creativity, i don't even finish the piece or procrastinate and lose my interest to drawing in general

https://www.reddit.com/r/occult/comments/1o2xzc9/how_to_transmute_sexual_energy/

This reddit thread has far more useful information than this retarded general had in the last 3 months
I suppose though, that r/occult filters for serious practitioners whereas this place is riddled with retarded incels

>>41259930
dude i am so fucking flabbergasted. this night I also had my first wet dream. i dont even practice sr or come to x often. Last time I had sex was monday, was bad sex, wife not in the mood because of psycho medication I just rubbed my dick on her feet lmao. since then no cooming until this dream. from thursday to friday. I never had a wet dream. what was your dream like? was the woman white skinned with brown hair?
>>>/r9k/82760814

>>41261279
nothing in there i haven't heard here

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>>41259951
I think I was feeling this right near the end, it just came too late to stop it
such a weird feeling, like I was just at the brink of a dream and awake at the same time, never had a dream as lucid as those last few moments

>>41261296
yeah anon pretty similar situation overall, im a virgin though
I dont really know what to think about my experience
I regret that it happened but after thinking about it today its nice to know what im up against

>>41261472
kek

>>41261479
anon being a virgin is a blessing. me and my wife don't even live together, she comes over during the weekend only so she can see our son whom I have sole costudy over. she is my soul mate, she is the one i fully deserve, even prayed to god to give me an answer to my loneliness, but I have come to terms that I am not perfect either and therefore deserve this shizo affective psycho. sometimes i wish I could forsee the future and not have to go trough the mistakes I made. It would mean I'd still be a virgin right now, in my flesh, in my soul

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>>41261279
you need to go back

The reason you haven't got any superpooers is because you're not meditating.
>no no i swear bro she looked at me for 5 seconds i swear if i approached her bro i would have fucked her brains out and and she really wanted my semen but im a based retooner bro

>>41261931
Yes, that's right

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How do you guys cope with the loneliness? I feel like I'm using porn as a substitute for companionship, but I can't find anything to take it's place, if I don't masterbaute, I tend to sleep more so I can dream. This thing has plagued me for 12 years now, it's my only vice.

>>41261986
>I feel like I'm using porn as a substitute for companionship
That's like substituting a high end escort with a homeless thot on fentanil. Not that I recommend either.
Brother unfortunately nothing will ever replace the arms of a loving partner that you also love, if that is what you mean by companionship, but at the same time it will never be all bliss and roses all the time I can tell you that much.
There are ways to learn to live alone and even leaning onto that loneliness as a way of growth.
You might try quitting the porn thing for starters and see where does that take you, maybe you'll reach a better place than where you are rn.
I can promise you it only leads to very dark places.

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Touching my penis feels so good bros why does it have to *be so wrong???

random newfag:
>superpowers!!! how many days until I fly to the moon?
shill#1
>2 days at most
random newfag after a 48 hour long cold shower:
>fuck you it didn't work
shill#2
>it's because you are not meditating
random newfag after trying meditation:
>fuck you it didn't work either this sr shit is a lie
shill#1
>you are right anon, you are better off beating your meat
random newfag:
>TO THE GOON CAVE!!

>>41262082
Its not a moral issue, it really does hinder the body severely. dont think of it as being morally wrong, think of it as being genuinely unhealthy and debilitating to the body/brain/spirit.

Is it possible to cum from your ass after 6+ weeks of retention? any cases like this?

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Day 12 bump

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anyone have experiences like picrel? does SR help your prayers get answered? mine are mostly not

Before SR and at the height of my gooning phase (like 3+ hours) when I tried to go to sleep I started seeing demons shaped like people with melting faces . I always felt like I was being followed or watched at night inside my own house too. They might have even physically interacted with me while I was in bed. Anyway I retained for two weeks and all this demonic shit went away, thanks.

shill who wants this place to be a cult and doesnt want people to actually experience ascension
>that's a shill
>he's a shill too
>yep thats another shill
>you disagree with me? shill.

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It's difficult to resist your brain's bullshit, I already know that every time I do it, i regret it afterwards, and every time I resist doing it, I feel pride and joy. it's easy to resist the temptation in the first 4 days, but later on, the difficulty spikes a lot, it's like I can't read, do any work, or even entertain myself with video games or media, it's like a constant heaviness in the chest and fog in the mind. I think I used too many commas here, but eh.

>>41262177
I actually force myself to think about the post-nut feel and it makes me feel so bad I lose my urge

>>41262166
No supernatural stuff, but I feel extremely paranoid lately, in my own home, outside and even in social situations, but maybe that's just a result of modern society.

>>41262179
that's a good way to think about it. i always feel like something big and interesting is building up in my life on SR, and then that's 100% gone after relapsing. every time. so i try to remember that after the pleasure fades, i'll just be there left feeling like i wasted something very powerful

>>41262109
It is morally wrong though I am wanting to destroy my offspring my life-bearing seed for my own sick pleasure

>>41250295
Lmao
Cum spell closed.
Y'all gonna git
Your own
At the end
Of this spell
LunaLovesSol
Bossman Send

~2 puff spike~
GLOBAL ELF
HEAD SECURITY MODERATOR
K15 APPROVED

>>41260105
Ah fuck I didnt catch that. Im sorry anon, yeah the link is probably broken. I quickly wrote this thread on my phone at work

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>>41260965
Holy shit this picture is so low IQ low functioning it hurts …. A LOT

>>41262198
Ok then stop doing it.

>>41262150
yes though I only prayed to pass my exams at uni. if I coomed recently I don't talk to God at all

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Always know when you hit the right amount of days post relapse when you get this guys swag.

>>41261233
I think that building up your ability to resist temptation - resist binging and spiraling, is more effective than avoiding temptation altogether. Unless you live in total hermit mode temptations are unavoidable.
If you have girlfriend or wife you will also feel temptation to binge fornicate, and she might want to as well. Restraint is a muscle that must be exercised to become strong.

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Just went on a binge and my joints starting to hurt again. I actually don't understand how coomers function. It's happened too many times already for it to be a coincidence, i just dont understand how coomers are healthy? Honestly this binge has been kinda redpilling, ive had doubts but maybe the health aspect is the most important with SR. I just dont get it how my joints can start to hurt again so fast after a binge. coomed a few times this week but after cooming the second time today the pain kicked in. Well now im motivated to never coom for my health. cant get better motivation than that.
Still kinda in shock that the joint pain is coming from cooming.

>>41263289
sometimes it's the downsides of cooming that are more powerful reasons than the benefits of SR.

>>41258153
Im gay

>>41263289
Sperm is stored in the bone marrow

As someone that lives with an erectal dysfunction from nerve damage and hasn't fapped for 8 years by now since the lust is completely gone I can tell you that
>Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.
Is complete bullshit

>>41263289
Sounds like your deteriorating all over. Maybe the sperm you hold is truthfully poisoned nectar of the Titans.

if you drink your own nectar you could spell to attract a girl that would actually keep your sperm count low and then it'd ~b~ less poison in your cum button

Prostate check!!!

Do you have?

Do you bleed...

No?

Titans losing a grip of their system fluids,,,
Spell
Spell spell
Spell spell spell
Spell spell
Spell
What do you reload with?
Dark plasma material?
To melt the chakras root and stem?
Or fatality, spine ripped out of body

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>>41263289
i want you to know about piloting the EVA during astral delta

>>41263289
>Still kinda in shock that the joint pain is coming from cooming.
Yup this happens with me too, even my specific sensitive teeth start aching afterwards for a while.

>>41264288
Sheoul plague spread to those EVA clones too better be safe or you might go snip right quick! If you knew you know now that place was sexual. Sophias was as well for those that port in to hear the wind

>>41264369
P
L
A
G
U
E
Spell sung

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let us hold fast to our heavenly creator. let us overcome the judgements of this world and eschew the viciousness of life lost in identification with fleshly desires. We have been afforded a great gift.

>>41264543
Grows give you the gift with this transmit

watched porn but didn't edge or anything, don't make my mistake and keep your streak clean

>>41264685
Maybe go finger your anus and push the button if you can't handle yourself nigga

Been trying to limit my 4chan use recently
But just wanted to say that I reached the two month mark!
Haven't looked back.

>>41264740
Just fly in the realm 2 months ago?
Be safe lots of texhnoMeow flying around

>>41260965
Need it or keep it?

>>41262095
Many cases of connate quality occur.

>>41265165
NICE TO SEE YOU BILLY

HOWS THE NECTAR TASTE
IN YOUR MOUTH
ITS DIABLO

>>41265237
wow, a namefag acting schizo, there's a sight you don't see every day

>>41250238
>Avoid stimulant drugs such as caffeine
Why no coffee??

>>41260970
What women do is not my problem.

>>41263289
To much fapping depletes kidney jing. Low kidney jing can cause joint pain. Sunlight and fresh air can help rebuild it, along with cutting junk food and practicing things like Dragon and Tiger.

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>>41250185
Bold of you to think that a hand cone of shame will keep me from gooning. I have maxed out my kegels , all I need to do is stoop a lil so I can trap my balls between my thighs, then tense up and HNNNGNGNNG

>>41265265
Moot

>>41265331
Looks like
the zitty tittie committee
ship can in range.
BC pickup ship down
Cum spell closed
Ships blown up now
Captain took it down
For Valhalla

They were eating each other anyway
Black and red armor
Slurp went the brain
Drink deep judge
Your time has sung

>>41263960
Sorry to hear about your condition fren, but you present a very interesting case since only your dick doesn't work, sperm and seminal fluid function works just fine right? You can be aroused?
Did you notice any change at all in yourself once you were stopped?

I'm of the opinion that chronic coomers can benefit from retaining, but stretching it for years yields diminishing returns and unless it is done as some kind of spiritual practice it's almost useless. Addicts will see the largest benefits in the first few weeks and months.
As for myself, after 2 weeks my benefits are eyes not as tired feeling, little bit more energy in my body, I'm more alert. After that point it caps out, I've tried for months and it's just that really.

As someone that lives with an erectal dysfunction from nerve damage and hasn't fapped for 8 years by now since the lust is completely gone I can tell you that
>Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.
Is completely veridical

Pretty disgusting what Ive done with myself over the past four days lads. Im sorry.

>>41265928
During the alignment of the planets (level of rare) I can get an erection and it's not even due to anything I see or hear. It just decided to get up for some 10 minutes with no catalyst and then it goes to sleep again and are done.
So yeah, it still produces sperm but it's not used or fapped out so my pee gets murky at times which I assume is "the old batch" of sperm going out as a new was made but that part is me guessing.
In my case as it wasn't a choice that I made, I was just frustrated that a very basic, biological thing that is part of our species survival..Was now not working anymore. Other then that, no.

I'm not saying that a reduction couldn't be beneficial to some degree if anything you get more time to do other things, as before it happened I was more or less chronic level of fapping, 3 times a day or so. But then it had to stop so that urge and addiction died with everything else.
So perhaps you are experiencing benefits out of diverting your attention and focus on things that are more beneficial to you, maybe even sleeping on time as my routine before was 1 more before bed and then you get picky.. and yeah an hour or more had passed.

PPMS is a bitch to suffer through.

252 days or some shit. i can now say i am more miserable, lonely, and frustrated now than when i started

>>41262095
But anon, it really is far more effective when you meditate properly. That's how you get the spiritual benefits out of it.
Otherwise you just get physical benefits (if dirty streak), or physical and mental benefits (if clean streak). The synchronicities and magnetism require mental focus.
Also you need to go for at least 2 or 3 weeks before stuff starts happening, preferably an entire month.

>>41266406
I see, thanks for sharing your experience.
I'm trying to get to the bottom of what benefits one can actually expect from SR, because I've realized many of the testimonials linked here seem to be cherry picked and anybody speaking honestly about their lackluster experience is called a shill, cult mentality. Maybe it can effect people vastly differently depending on how often one used to masturbate and maybe genetics.
The benefits I've noticed are mild, seems to be a slight energy boost. I sleep for 8 hours instead of 9 naturally, and when I'm not regularly exercising I can sleep for 6 hours and feel rested. Perception a little sharper. That's it, no superpowers.

Porn is a weapon, make no mistake, but all the Jew weapons are slowly erosive to health and vitality otherwise the effects would be very noticeable unless regular, chronic use is performed by somebody.

Best of luck, PPMS sound like it sucks man, I hope it doesn't get any worse for you

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Interesting.

The biggest change for me happened when I stopped lusting entirely.

At first I did it through suppression, but after some time I realized that "lust" is not the original sexual feeling it is just my habit of "energetic direction" so to speak.

You become cleaner, and the world feels it. Furthermore, when you stop ejaculating in the most crude way (i.e. regular cumming), you start to direct that flow of energy up the spine, and the basics like gym performance, more energy, less brain fog etc are all apparent.

But more importantly, I start to gain awareness of myself not just as a physical body, but as a multidimensional being. Somehow all the quantum science knowledge of consciousness collapsing the infinite potential into a particular result becomes not just a thing to think about but "knowing". I simply start believing that I choose which reality I "manifest".

I also start to notice the "woman in the red dress" phenomena. Women that were previously unattainable to me (in my lower self esteem estimation at the very least) suddenly start expressing interest, start hanging around me in the gym, "drop" their phone near me so that their ass pops out right in front of me, girls with their boyfriends start to face my way.

There is an energetic element to this attraction that I honestly cannot explain rationally, and every time that I "bust", without fail, it all goes away.

Do with this info what you will, but for myself, it works, and this is true even though I'm on TRT.

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Day 35. Supposed "Ojas day", lol, but I feel worse than ever since I started.

The flesh is a real enemy. It's just as ferocious as the World and the Devil, with the added difficulty that you're permanently carrying it around and having to attend to it.
It feels like it's waging war on me until it gets what it wants. It started out with insane physical urges, now it has reverted to my fleshly mind making me feel as miserable and tired and sick as possible, all while dangling the "instant solution" in front of me.

Not gonna happen though. By the grace of Our Lord Jesus Christ, prayers and blessings for all the commited, struggling anons.
wagmi

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>>41265979
Be mindful of the time of moon and be extra vigilant around the full time.

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I stopped watching porn and began semen retention 9 months ago.

I feel as if I've been asleep my whole life.

I can't even begin to explain the changes that have happened in my life over the last 9 months.

Before semen retention I was depressed, lonely as FUCK, afraid of women and social interaction, and generally a big worthless fuck. Just 3 months into semen retention and my life did a complete 180.

Semen retention saved my life. Not joking. I was planning on helium-masking my way out on my 30th birthday. Instead I spent my birthday making love to a woman on the beach in Virginia.

You can laugh all you want, call me whatever name you want, but I am a new person. I have a wonderful girlfriend for the first time in my life. Everyone keeps asking me what I'm doing, why the sudden positive change.

I just smile and shrug my shoulders.

I genuinely believe that porn is one of the most harmful and dangerous things effecting young men in society today.
Cut that shit out of your life right now. Have nothing to do with it. It's poison.

Good luck fellas. WAGMI.

>>41266936
I've read this before

anybody experience frequent urination? I find myself having to get up to piss like 4x at night and it's not even a lot of urine, but feels like my bladder is going to burst
only on day 10 here

>>41266989
Yes, I also went through this in the beginning. It passed after the second week, more or less.
Did you used to jack off many times in a single day? I did, so I attributed it to it fucking up the "continence muscles" somehow, and readjustment.
It also caused me to want to urinate very badly in moments where I could not do so, which I took as just, even lenient punishment for my foul deeds.

I almost hit 365 days, but recently had a 4 day slip up ( once a night) . How does this situation work, How much of my gains have a lost realistically?

None of you niggers have real sperm admit it. Your cum buttons will be swallowed by someone that's for sure. Sperminal fluid lmao nice work around.

How the discord is going well, losing hope yet "zeros"

>>41266936
i'm in a similar spot, about 9 months "sober", but i remain lonely, afraid of social interaction, and feeling worthless. no one asks me why the sudden positive changes. i think my life in many ways is worse

>>41267060
45763478.535%√34
lmao who cares about the numbers bro, just keep going

Day 22 or 23. My ex came back 7 days ago, I'm blocked again now. I didn't break but she has broken me mentally, seems she didn't even want me to spill my seed she just wanted to sap my energy and break my spirit and honestly she has succeeded.

Not jizzed in ~65 days. I have still never felt the sensation of "blue balls" that people seem to say happens if you haven't cum in a long time.

Honestly I think it's possible a lot of these supposed negative effects are made up to justify porn use.

Looks like people are hurting for a squirting. 65 days huh? Who you saving your load for? Sebaceous fluid Mu thru

>>41266854
good, starve the astral parasites.

>>41267380
Do not engage with succubi . Forget she exists.

>>41259484
>demons aren't real retard
Literally every civilization and every religion throughout history has accepted the existence of such entities. Demons are absolutely real.

Bitches ain't shit
But hoes and tricks
Lick this Tip
And suck this trick

>>41267427
You get blue balls when you're at a high level of arousal, like you're about to have sex, and then nothing happens. I've never heard of blue balls from simply abstaining.

>>41267722
Not splode spell
Y'all don't have spermigenocide.
FH LSH
Ain't a thing in your bone marrow
Get woke
Ep in the realm
Files to be released
Oh so soon

>>41267596
it's called metaphor you child. but go ahead, keep blaming external "entities" for your internal weakness projected outward.
>every civilization and religion throughout history
also believed in blood letting, guess we should put that back on the table then? grow up.

>>41267722
>blue balls
fuck, reading these words sent me back to my teenage years, when i was making out with a girl for the first time. after like 10 minutes i got a weird feeling in my intestines that built up and started to fucking hurt and only got worse with time. at the end of the night the pain was so intense i could barely walk. got home, put 2 and 2 together and concluded it's just build up semen and busting one out would release the pressure. had a hard time jerking it because it hurt so bad and when i came it was literally with the force of a thousand suns and i released an amount of cum i had never deemed humanely possible. the human mind and body is truly something special. still fucking hurt until a few hours later, which i still don't understand, but it is what it is.

Anyone have a link to Perfection of Celibacy?

>>41267912
That actually releases demon
Chatty Allah Q
Ritual commence
Lilith send

>>41267024
no but I had a gf and we fucked daily, sometimes twice a day, also I've been finding myself edging like a retard with morning wood or in the shower and then snapping out of it and then being left with blue balls

I begin my journey today on a quest to completely destroy lust forever. Wish me luck. I'll see you guys on the other side when I have a year under my belt.

I’m on day 22, and I’ve had two wet dreams in the last 4 days. Didn’t think this would be something that would be an issue for me considering I’m 33. Anyone got any tips for stopping wet dreams? When the first one happened I thought it’d be a one off thing. But I just had another one this morning, which was 3 days after the first one.

>>41267722
i've noticed i can prevent blue balls by sitting there and imagining the area as relaxed for a few minutes.

>>41260965
I’ve been taking a class Gnosticism, and in the class we’re supposed to do exercises to dissolve the ego. This is the perfect picture for pride.

>>41261007
What is brahmacharya?

>>41250796
Serious question, why even get handjobs? They are boring and usually the bitch doesn't have as much experience with your penis as you do

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>>41268174
mine happened after I got into a habit of edging
I was mostly clean then every morning for about a week straight I edged after waking up
sometimes got close to finishing but never did
was a big mistake apparently because one night I basically busted a full load inside my shorts to a dream I'm not proud to have had, the disbelief it had even happened took a second to sink in
may not apply to you but I figured it might be helpful

>As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he
clean since that day

Oh no the men in black got me with the cross

>>41268174
>two wet dreams in the last 4 days
I have noticed much higher probability of wet dreams around full moon time.

People say to avoid sleeping on your belly but I get them sleeping supine.

I don't think they're nearly as bad as ejaculations from stimulation. I've kept track and don't get the same kind of hangover mood swings as with stimulation emission.
I'm pretty sure it doesn't contain much if any sperm - balls still feel full after.

I would say in terms of energy drain they are 1/4 of masturbation emission, and ejaculation from sex is 4x of masturbation emission.