I have been a disgusting degenerate for years. I have masturbated to some vile things, such as thoughts of my own mom. I'm tired, I don't deserve to live and I know thatI want to change, I just think that my personality is forever linked to my degeneracy, as if that's the only thing I'm good atIs there a way to let go of all of this and purify my soul?
>>41274439First step is recognize it, so now that you have started, don't stop. You need to pray, pray for>Being worthy to be answered>Wisdom to evade evil>Peace to experience this realmIf you ask for purify your soul, you will fall again and again, there is even more in this life, seek the journey not the goal
>>41274439learn psychology and analyze yourself until you understand truly and have the capability to help others.which is how you can give back to the world.i forgive you, human, we are.you need to find a way to contribute to a positive future for humanity where we are peaceful space explorers.for that we need to deal with ALL our shadows, our most degenerate traits.so what you do is good in a way, at least you are not shying away from the darkness, and ask what you can do.you need to build a future that is better then the now.
>>41274439There is no forgiveness. There is only what you do from this day forward. Act better, and you'll be better.
>>41274512>for that we need to deal with ALL our shadows, our most degenerate traits.But how can I deal with something as disgusting as lusting for my own mom? I did study a bit of Jung but I can't see a way to integrate such a thing
>>41274439Have you considered simply not polluting your soul? Not giving into temptation? Direct that energy somewhere else. Exhaust your body with fitness instead of masturbation. Exhaust your mind with knowledge instead of porn. Exhaust your spirit with joy instead of self-pity. You already know what you have to do, so do it.>>41274551I believe that you are not attracted to your mother, but rather a motherly figure. You simply got the wires crossed. Wanting love and affection from women is normal. You are most likely using motherly affection as a coping mechanism for a lack of intimacy. You are not lusting after your mother. She is just your only frame of reference.
>>41274729You do have a strong point, I shouldn't be polluting my soul. What about /x/? I've found it to be of great help on my spiritual journey, is it okay to stay or is it too dangerous if I want to stay away from things that could corrupt me?
>>41274792/x/ is safer than /v/ if you catch my drift
>>41274792/x/ is just a tool. It is solely up to you how you want to use it.
