In the semitic overgod? I don't. In gods, plural? You can talk to them.

>>41275368
He came down from heaven and punched me in the face one time

>>41275375
iktf

sometimes you gotta be smote

Seeing how fucked up the world is proves to me someone did this on purpose.

>>41275368
When I started reading the bible and following it by word. Obviously I'm not as dedicated now because I'm still here, but things started happening rapidly after that which I didn't except. I was agnostic before that, I started meeting people I didn't think exist, started experiencing things I only heard about, started knowing of things that I never believed to be true. The forbidden knowledge, demons, aliens, time travel, psychics, world dominion, the source. This is all revealed by our own capacity and timing. It opened my eyes and even though I felt pretty lost and confused by it all, I'd rather live on with this knowledge than going back. Life plays out like a movie, in my case, it keeps on going because that's my path.

>>41275624
larp

ancient christians would burn you for confessing that

>>41275650
Sure, religion is not my thing. I do however believe that discipline is the way to connect to God. The sins, which are described to be of the flesh, cause misery and distort your reality. I see it by the people around me who sabotage their lives by their own will. We all learn eventually.

The jews. You see I am a paganistic barbarian only kept in check by jewish mysticism.

I have not seen God, but I have heard God, or rather, many Gods. There are many entities that call themselves "God" that manipulate the spiritual energy within this world, all of them are horrific terrors beyond anyone's comprehension and are very deceptive.
They are real, but I would not bow down to them.

>>41275404
This. Only God could create something as wicked and fucked up as the material.

>>41275368
>What made you believe in God?
Step 1: exist in the world and experience reality
Step 2: understand what "God" actually is (I previously had a mistaken understanding of God, which was why I rejected the idea, but once I understood the classical theist concept of God it became obvious that it's real)

Basically, God is necessarily real, and if you don't realize that fact then it means you either don't have an accurate understanding of reality, or you don't have an accurate understanding of what we mean by "God". Because if you understood both of those things, you couldn't logically deny the reality of God.

>>41275368
When I didn't die. It was solidified when I saw others not die according to the.plan.

>>41275830
Elaborate on what is meant by God.

>>41275940
The foundation of existence.
Nothing needs to exist, nothing in the universe is necessary, it's entirely possible that the entire universe could have just not existed. So the fact that it does means that something must have brought it into existence, but that something cannot actually be a "thing" because "things" exist in the universe, and a "thing" could not exist if there was no universe for it to exist in. So, there has to be something that isn't actually a thing that caused all of the things to exist.
That probably just made it more confusing but it's really hard to talk about this stuff.

>>41275368
I can perceive him with sorcery.

>>41275957
Thank you.

>>41275368
I witnessed a keyhole event and was assailed by demons during it, thus confirming that Aryan cosmology is at least mostly correct. This also means that the Abrahamic religions are wrong and evil and created by the Adversary to drive us away from the light.

>>41275957
Absolute nonsense reasoning. Try again without recursion and circular logic. The thing that created us demands better of you.

>>41276019
What do you think of Jesus?

>>41275679
>kept in check
I'd like you better if you weren't kept in check.

>>41276027
He was real, he did real stuff, Jews deliberately twisted his words and lied about him to conceal the things he actually taught and create a religion for slaves. Their biggest success was just getting people to not actually think about Christianity and to just assume that uncritical belief = faith. Every single Christian always defaults to that and then expands on that assumption without ever examining it, resulting in some genuinely troubling delusions held at a frighteningly deep level of emotional attachment.

>>41276027
he's the antichrist

>>41275368
Being reincarnated

>>41276051
So in your opinion, was Jesus teaching the Truth?

>>41276071
nope

I searched for god and prayed alot, just when i was about to give upp god sent his holy spirit to me and i felt gods love and mercy for us, got saved and forgiven in that moment. You will know when its jesus you meet spirirually, you know he is holy and that it is jesus when you meet the holy spirit you know, you feel spiritually its god you meeting, hes love and forgiveness, ive been with christ and have met him strongly spiritually some more times after this, ive had some out of body experienceses, in one i was flying in a big tunnel it was puple and moving, it was so wide, you could see far outside the purple tunnel i was flying in, i felt i shouldnt be there and was just gonna yell for jesus but before i eveen had started yelling for jesus i instantly felt the holy spirit fill me upp then idk what happend probably got back in my body and kept sleeping. Ive been throught alot of shitt and have done alot of stupid stuff but jesus still loves me and i live by his mercy and put all my hope on him. Search for him and really mean it if youre ready to accept him he gladly forgivess you eveen tho whatever sins you have done jesus wants to forgive you and take your sins on himself when he died on the cross, his love is bigger than you can imagne he loves his creations were like his children. Search for him while he still can be found

>>41275368
Being called a gaytheist for the 100th time.

>>41276071
He was, but only tiny fragments of it are left in the Bible. The pieces are big enough to lead to other sources. What he taught was old, and nearly every word he spoke was to call the god of the Jews going ALL THE WAY BACK TO ABRAHAM AND JOB the Adversary/Devil/whatever term you prefer for the great evil that hates and corrupts mankind. He explicitly states even in the modern Bible versions that that god is not his Father, but as a direct consequence of their "faith" Christians have attention spans and memories too short and narrow to recall what he is referring to.