Diving deeper into the process of unlocking past-life memories. When I started with this, all memories I got were blurry and chaotic, like a box with old photos that are unsorted and have lost most of their colors. But slowly it becomes a story. It feels strange to remember a life where I was someone else, with another life and another body, but also interesting to compare how I saw the world back then and how I see it now.I was born 1975 in Berlin, Germany. At the west side (there was a wall that separated the city into a capitalist and a socialist section). I was born as a boy and lived until the year 1995 when I died at a car accident. At my youth I was in the leftist anarchist scene (a lot of that in Berlin) and experienced the crazy times of the late 80s and early 90s (1989 the wall was broken down and socialist Germany ended, a culturally intense time). Death came sudden, and some years later I was born again with a new body (female and not white, this time) in India. Memories of all this only came back in the recent years, and there is much more and I will go on to search in the deeper 'noetic sphere' if I can reconstruct this whole 20 years of life experience.
>>41293950How do you accomplish such a task? And also get vivid enough that you can verify place names or other information?Angel diary? A method you are using?
>>41293959>How do you accomplish such a task? And also get vivid enough that you can verify place names or other information?Some years ago I got visions of angels, and I got memories back and also access to psychic abilities I can use now.>Angel diary? A method you are using?No, I just call it that when I post here :)Through the visions I realized that I'm an angel who got sent to Earth (the second time already), so it's a record of my experiences with a human body in the human world.
>>41293974I wonder why those angels would interfere in a mortal live to such an extent of unlocking past live memories or psychic abilities?I wonder what their intentions were...
>>41294006I know basically. It's a process of training. We get send to Earth, are born with human bodies, grow up and have a life. To make the human-life experience realistic it's necessary that we forget that we are angels. That I know it now is because I nearly died some years ago and was in a koma, and that's when the visions started. I was far away, mentally, at the astral-plane, and the angels explained me the situation. And I suddenly remembered who I really am. Then the gave me the choice to leave Earth or go back to my body. I decided to go back and live the rest of this life (because of my sickness probably not long).
>>41294027I regret to hear that. But yes that perfectly alligns with my own believe of humanity, or at least a fraction of humanity incarnating into the mortal world for whatever reason. However I personally think its more for leisure than training.I wonder if I can defy them and keep my current persona after this bodies death.
>>41294038Humans usually have a kind of mind-reset when they die. They're reborn (nearly all) on Earth and don't know who they have been before. Some seemingly can remember, but that's rare.Angels are naturally spiritual beings and don't need bodies to life. But they can use human bodies (the same with demons) if they want. I can say it's not a very nice experience, I deffinately prefer to be immaterial. But to study the human world it's just necessary.
>>41294063I don't plan to return to the mortal world after I die. At least not for a while, I have a feeling I spend enough time on this rock and should look for other oppertunities once I am back in the heaven or hell I came from.
>>41294081Well, if you would come from hell you would know. The demons don't play such "human experience" games, they come here to make politics (also they use only top elite people to possess them).
>>41294108When I say demon I was thinking more along asuras. Demigods and titans that reside in the realm of desire. Not necessarily purely malicious forces but those could exist as well.
>>41294119I used the terms "Devas" and "Asuras" also when I posted here. When I talk about angels and demons most people automatically think it's about christian theology, but it's not. I also talked about "extreterrestrials" because that's also a way to describe it. Sadly there is so much confusion about this "paranormal" things in human society.
>>41294148Interesting. On a superficial level our beliefs don't seem to differ so much. I wonder if that means anything.
>>41294156I found out that the free spiritual seekers (and the psychics) have usually more access to the metaphysical reality of the cosmos than the religious people. Maybe because they're not hindered by dogma and ideology.Basicall it's not that difficult: there are beings in the cosmos, material and immaterial, some live on Earth, some deep underground, some come from other realms of existence. They all have their motivations, agendas, plans. The "beings of light", that I call angels or Devas, come to help humanity and offer spiritual guidance. Human souls can ascend to the higher realms, but someone has to show them how. The "dark side" beings want to abuse and enslave humanity, and rule Earth (for whatever psychopahic resaon), and some of the angels work as "guardians" to stop them. That can be seen as a spiritual war. A lot of it happens at the astral-plane and isn't visible to humans.
I was an angel and know my past self takes care of me in an adimensional form.
>>41294865>my past self takes care of meHow does that work? You take care of you?
>>41293974>I'm actually born special and uniqueok
>>41295059>special and uniqueI was thinking about this. And my view (so far) is that everyone is unique, there are not 2 souls who are really the same. But not everyone is special (it's by definition exclusive). The people who are special can only be few, but being special doesn't mean being good. It's said human population has 1% psychopaths, so being a psychopath is special, but not good. It's a mental disorder. I am an angel and angels on Earth are a minority, so technically I am special, in the sense that I'm not average, I'm outside the statistic norm. But am I worth more than an average human? Not necessarily. He has a soul, I have a soul, and fundamentally our souls have the same potential. He can be bad or good, I can be bad or good. In my current existence as an angel I'm good, I'm a being of the light, and I hope that will always be the case for me, but the soul of the average human could become a being of light too if he follows a genuine spiritual path. So I don't see me as fundamentally better.
Ok, maybe tomorrow more.
Back again.
This whole past life I didn't knew that I was an angel on Earth. I perceived myself as a human among humans, and I didn't even believed much in spiritual things. But that was probably also because I grew up among leftists who laughed about religion or even hated it.As a teenager I was smoking and drinking and taking drugs. That was around 1990. There was no internet and no mobile phones. I seems like another world when I look back now. Me and some guys tried to be a punk-band, but in the end we were too lazy to make real music. And we were going to demonstrations and such, like on the 1st may when all the leftists were on the street.I would say a big part of this political stuff was to impress girls. And for some guys it worked, but not for me as I was a fat boy. I was eating too much. I had a kind of hidden depression, a feeling of sadness and missing something. Now I know that I missed heaven, life on Earth was just not satisfying. But I didn't understand it all at that time, all my memories about the beyond were blocked.As a training-life it was too short, so I'm back. And it got even more difficult. The "vax" nearly killed me (heart damage) in 2021 and it killed my parents in2023. Some months of 2022 I was in a psychiatric hospital, after the visions started, and they gave me the label "schizophrenic". Well, now I'm over 18 and can live alone and don't have to take any pills any more. The orphanage was a bad place and it's good to have my own flat now. That has been crazy years, my god. Let's see how long it will go on...and what will hapen with the world in the coming years.
This is a concept I learned at the astral plane. It's about the structure of souls, and I can share it with you.A soul is defined through 5 points, here symbolized in the form of a cross. The point in the middle is the core, the self. The other points are possible attributes of the soul.Point 1 is the "light", the positive spiritual quality.Point 2 is the ability to reason.Point 3 is the "dark", the negative spiritual quality.Point 4 is "the force", the cosmic power or principle that is seen as "supernatural" by the modern human culture.The symbols are described like this:A. is the soul of an animal (has no attributes).B. is the soul of a normal human (has reason).C. is the soul of a being that can be called "nature spirit" or of a strong psychic human (has reason and the force).D. is the soul of an angel (has the light, reason and the force).E. is the soul of a demon (has the dark, reason and the force).F. is the soul of a psychopathic human (has the dark and reason).G. is the soul of a human saint (has the light and reason).H. is the soul of a supernatural monster (has the dark and the force).
>>41294027I'm someone else but can confirm this. I've got messages that I'm supposed to enjoy this incarnation and not look too deep in everything because I would have random thoughts about the meaning of it all and see someone rocking a shirt with "just enjoy life" and such.
Song for the thread:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqT9-xiitLU
