continuing on since i never got the chance to respond to the gate mil guy.regular silver, nano silver, or colloidal silver specifically?also i know the effect of colloidal gold and copper via ingestion or skin absorption, but for purpose would they give us iridium or silver?also, how safe would it be to inject the substance? i remember a particular day they injected several students including myself in the back of the fleshy bit of the neck/lower skull, instead of giving to us orally, which is how they normally would.
bumping with some cool lego science bullshit
thats... weird.
>>41302469Shit bro that is weird
>>41302580it's a little to specific for a coincidence, that's for certain.
>>41302467Lol. based autist whoever made this
>Pink mystery juice threadNoice, you just made me recall I was part of that program, whatever the fuck it was, also kind of creepy how I do have a speech impediment issue (SLI, specific language impairment), and the text in OP pic feel eerie with how fitting it is with my own situation. But I guess whatever faggot who was judging me back then shat the bed with some (understandable) prejudice and assumed I was just a legit retard, maybe because they didn't take into consideration I was already struggling with awareness of my own self and the inherent dissociation caused by my attempt to reconcile the manifest self with the thinking self, which was always quite contrasting in my case due to how SLI affected me and my social interactions.While I don't remember the exact words, I do recall he (I just remember he wore a suit, which was odd given the test happened back when I was in like first grade or so, if not kindergarten, like ~30 years ago) basically waved me off quite dismisively which saddened me quite a bit, and may be one of the root reasons why I'm such a depressive sack of shit and was prone to self depreciation for decades afterward.
such a strong memory hole around these events is why they're so suspicious
>>41302469everything's been fucking weird lately, but yeah that's weird.
How many went to the science center?
>>41303264i did actually i also did do some speech class stuff due to a speech impediment i had to do that whole weird trying to see a card behind a cardboard blinder thing
>>41303264COSCI
>>41303237im still schiz'ed out by it ngl>>41303264i didn't but after my class ended or whatever they took me to some weird mil base w/ green barracks in the middle of some fuckass desert in texas. memories cut out soon after. some gonked shit- whatever the fuck they were up to.
it looks like methadone. I was given something similar at the dentist as a kid. Anyway, you GATE people just want to feel special really, really bad. Let me gues..you're all "AuADHD" too right?
>>41303518fuck off glowie
>>41302381This is retarded. You are retarded.
>>41303518>Hurr durr they just be givin u methadon, you retarfd attenshu seekarWhy the fuck would they give methadone/amoxicillin to children in school? It make absolutely no sense to give such types of medicine without reasons outside of a medical context. Which is the circumstances where I got into contact with it, I also remember how they always had me take IQ tests right afterward (those fucking triangle puzzle things where they gave you mishmashed pieces and tasked you with making a specific shape).Also amI the only one who is kind of shocked with how dead the thread is? They used to bring a lot more attention, I mean there arent even any of the pseudo schizo shills shitting it up.
>>41303237I scraped up a ball of dry hair from my bathroom floor, and chucked it in the toilet. I flushed the toilet and watched the dry ball turn wet and schlop down the drain. I walk around the house neatening up, and I walk back in, and the dry ball is there still floating, I didn’t make another one, there’s only one spot in my bathroom that collects hair and I was sitting down on the toilet so I noticed it. I flushed it again, quickly, and watched it go down, remarking to myself in my head that I should post about it on /x/, but not really considering it, “a dry hair ball glitch, ha”. So then I walk out and about my room for a few moments, and walk back in to the bathroom, and the dry hair ball is still there, a third time, mocking me. I flushed it, shivers went up me. It did not return after that, but it was a clear sign, something is wrong. Something is wrong.
I'm not going to complain about my time with this program, however, I guess it doesn't occur to some of you that many of the participants aren't allowed to get out of this program. Once you're in, you're in for life. Do NOT say that you weren't warned about possible retaliation for discussing classified information.
I remember having someone come into our class in second grade and give this to us from a big jug with a pump on top of it. I was also in GATE grades 3-5. I dont remember this specific pink drink during GATE but they would give us a special snacktime during gate classes that were typically a small dixie cup of "fruit punch" which was red and tasted like medicine, and a small cracker/ cookie thing that were square and individually wrapped.
>>41302381I went to Gate only a short time, it was not called that, but it was “a Montessori school that doesn’t have homework or classes but lets you learn at your own pace, but they were heavily testing for psychic ability, on the first day they had me do the cards, my mom was there the whole time. She laid them out in rows and collumns and pointed at one and asked what it was. I got 5 in a row wrong. And then she said something like “it’s okay”, and I said, “well I was supposed to get those wrong to make you think I can’t do it, because I’m told not to stay here, but then I was supposed to say, triangle, sailboat, X, dog, circle, and what you are doing here is evil and your punishment will be great, you serve the evil, you are punished now.” Something like that, and pointed at the other cards, she flipped them and they were all there in that order. She then offered for my mom to have me sent to a special facility “out west”, and that they’d be able to help me and I could work for them. My mom agreed at first but on the drive home I had another bit of info come through and I ripped into my mom for even considering it. I was young and probably was using words I didn’t know, did I? Anyways that lady up and died a few weeks later, turbo cancer or something. I think they had a way of activating your abilities, but doing so could be dangerous, so they gave the pink drink which lessened them, and if they “hired” you, they’d do a detox, or maybe not, who knows.
>>41304976we didn't sign contracts or NDAs, even if we did, we were minors and they would be worthless. IDK if you're a glowie or just a fear mongering retard but stop trying to suppress the discussion.
>>41304996>and a small cracker/ cookie thing that were square and individually wrapped.Holy shit, it was like a single saltine, I thought it was so weird because usually there are 2 saltines in a pack.
>>41302381Because it is a good conductor that does not break down as easily as gold in the body. Silver is used in cloud seeding too.
>>41305115I always thought it was fluoride, but OP says colloidal silver or gold, and you imply that lets them antenna you? Could it have been a mix? Weaken powers and let them beam you from far away.
>>41305157If we our energy fields are interacting with a bunch of metals in our own bodies, the environment, and other people than we are never really connecting to each other while technology can connect to all of us. Seperation of souls.
>>41305113i remember they were passed out from an unlabeled cardboard box also.
>>41304976i would say i was warned BUT I DONT FUCKIN REMEMBER SHIT after the first day in the barracks you fucking faggot- thats why im asking shit here to begin with. also if im still rly stuck in this program for life can they do me a fuckin favor and help me afford this EE degree so i can do my assigned purpose for fucks sake.
>>41305215i remember the vials of the pink shit being in a similar box. they injected it instead of letting us drink it after we got bad results.by the way- if any gate bastards are here, can you bastards fill me in and or give me some fucking money to finish this damned EE degree so i can do my assigned purpose? seriously this shit is impossible in this economy.-66
>>41305021>if they hired you theyd detox youwell if they "hired" a 9-10 year old can i get a way overdue payment?
>>41305342unfortunately i think they already pulled a small percentage of those who tested highest in precognition aside into other programs and the rest of us were tossed into society like a used kleenex. For me, I was offered initiation when i was 19 years old and turned it down. I've worked on a couple gov contracts in my life but I don't really think those jobs had any thing to do with my time in GATE. I'm sure they still have our names on some B list out there incase current psionic assets fail to perform their duties.
>>41305407ive gotten some weird offers in the past- turned them down like a damned moron unfortunately. maybe ill luck out and get a new one in the mail some day. been working on getting back onto the right path per program guidance. its been a bitch doing it with low funds and miserable life problems getting in the way though.
>>41305429it's funny you mention the offer by mail.
>>41305437oh? how come? the first mental image was a letter on the first cement stair at my front door haha
>>41305451were your previous offers in the form of officially sealed letters to your address from organizations who had no business knowing who you are?
>>41305486mostly from anonymous beneficiaries at my previous college. nothing fancy, only a small scholarship, and a few programs poked interest at me- as well as some folks and a handler forcing me to join the local honors chapter. i'm returning to academia soon since i finally will be able to afford it once more. its been about 6-7 years since i dropped out due to life hell. was going to go back, then the pandemic happened and i lost my job. rinse and repeat with life drama up until this point. stability hath returned at least. thats the most i can share without doxxing myself at least.pic unrelated, just wanted a visual cue to find my place back in this thread when i check up on it in a bit.
>>41305653also my field of study was aerospace and ee, then i swapped to anthropology, then back to ee and chemistry since i was placing half my hopes on getting the chance to intern with cern eventually which seemed doable.when i return itll be for ee once more.
Anyone else ever drink this stuff? I think it gives me psychic powers
>>41305215There was one kid I remeber that was always asking for more of the drink and crackers and was so proud to be eating them. I tried to be friends with him and he just wanted to do this board puzzle thing he was “really good at”, I didn’t even understand the game or don’t now, but they never tried to explain it, I just watched, it was a board made of wood with a lip around it, it almost reminds me of those puzzles where you try and fit all the shapes inside, but there was string and something else like cards or sheets involved I think.I had actually known him before and had been friends with him and he barely acknowledged me, it was like he was completely doped up and almost hyper autistic.
>>41305214Wasn’t there a big push on the chans for colloidal silver being heathy a while back?>>41305363As far as I know if you didn’t get sent away to a facility, you didn’t get “hired”, I also haven’t heard anyone who got sent away speak out, but I know it was a thing they did because it was offered to me. and only after a short time, other kids were in there for years and didn’t get sent out, that’s why I think they were probably wearing the ones who stayed and training the ones who got sent. But they could have been doing anything, not just training.
>>41305717tanegrams?
>>41305737i got sent away for about 1-2 years after the 6-9 months at the GATE program in the school i was also sent to. weird place. green barracks. first was in texas, other im not sure.
>>41305739Yeah, it was like a big version of that.
yeah we did buttloads of those trapezoid puzzles >>41305717>>41305739
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I remember everything about the tests and even the people I was alongside when I was sent to the language room.The zener cards, the puzzles without the instructions… all of it. I even remember when they gave us the pink fluid (they said it was fluoride) and immediately after taking the drink going through a guided meditation and having students in that suggestible state (we were 8) answer questions “anonymously”.
I think the b team, the term for the kids who weren’t selected were already “claimed” so to speak. What I mean by that is kids with latent skills but with a divergent outline for how the future should be shaped were “washed out”.
>>41307436maybe it's time we get a could ol' fashioned GATE thread
>>41308177tbf this basically is one already
>i know the effect of colloidal goldi highly doubt you do OP, regarding that neither you or any one else ITT mentiones it.no im not telling you either. try again next time with a more proper OP giving a qrd or tldrmaybe then i might tell you.
>>41309079i didnt ask about gold did i, dumbass? i had an ex who had some medication or supplemented shit with that and they explained it.who shoved a fat stick up your ass tonight?btw- the bit about colloidal gold is on the screenshot, if you're capable of reading it. i added it there.
stay ignorant thenas i saidtry again sometime without>a fat stick up your assyou might then get the answer(s) you searched for>actually insulting others because of their own incompetencesmany such cases, but the oracle remained silent
>>41302381hey, its me. cool to see you posted something back. what I was mentioning about those 4 metals is to refer to the fact that you can find them for sale online cheaply and easily. I didn't post any links to vendors to prevent accusation and to also prevent it seeming like a stealth advertisement.I want to keep it that way, but if you have any more specific questions, please feel free to ask.towards your OP question here about how to administer it- I highly advise only using water soluble, over the counter, and orally consumed products. this is the best option because you do not have the equipment necessary to scan your eyeballs to see if you have too much. I mean this as sincerely as possible- it is the same situation as when people take too much silverhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Argyriathe other metals do that too, but in particular, gold and copper tend to accumulate in the eyeballs. there are other routes of administration, but your best bet, in all honesty, is the following>pepto bismol>over the counter colloidal metal supplements>optionally, a plant derived liquid colloidal minerals supplementthe liquid mineral mix stuff is usually sold at around $30 a liter and will last you about 6 months. remember, this isn't magic, it most often is related to some sort of mineral deficiency in your diet. in youth, during the neurodevelopment stages, having these metals inside you ensures proper growth in the same sense that childrens calcium prevents problems later in life.luckily, in this situation, you are exploiting the natural neuroplasticity of the brain, and therefore the SPEED LIMIT you must observe is based on what can fit past the blood brain barrer (colloids can) and how fast your body can metabolize the neuroplastic rewiring. your brain will follow the "atlas brain" in the next stages, meaning whatever your DNA says to do, it will.I'll be around to post more.
>>41303027hey man, it's me, the glowie/spook in OPs picrel. I mentioned having speech impediments too. one of the cool things being done now is what we do here, speak through keyboards. that didn't really happen too often in history and it proves the original GATE hypothesissometimes smart people are boxed in by language problemsthere are super cool programs out there, like Dasherhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dasher_(software)which was obviously made for people who cannot use anything aside from their eye muscles to speak. eye tracking cameras and all that, but what people also don't talk too much about is how in that film, Genocidal Organ, that same technique is used for their "autocomplete" function in their heads up displays on the helmet. you'll notice he spits out an entire paragraph of text to his mission commander during a fucking behind enemy lines clandestine mission purely based on the fact that the human brain can simultaneously communicate on at least 10 semiotic channels.that is especially a problem with people who are misdiagnosed autistic, speech impeded, and other similar "he's just really smart" kinds of mental illnesses. usually, it is the fact that their child's mind is having a hard time figuring out a communications system with more capability than other kids.more or less clumsiness there, but the nutritional stuff is more serious, especially during the growth stages. part of the reason most people grow out of it is because of neuroplasticity.and look at us, speech impediment people just blathering on. interesting, the human mind.
>>41302469OP, if it makes you feel any more schized out, I am in the Gateway City. StL baby, #1 gun murder rate per capita in the nation mufuggas. it also has the most underground tunnels per capita in the nation, in addition to several installations of last resort (doomsday shelters), which is more than half the reason I live here at all anyway. AT ALL. I fucking hate StL. the lizard people living down there used to live at the cahokia mounds and the Arch is actually a scalar interferometer installed during the cold war and has been upgraded steadily ever since. the Callaway nuclear power station is the power source for it. secret underground power cables are ran direct and there are options to drop power to the entire metro to fire it off if necessary.oooh spoooky.
>>41304907>IQ tests right afterwardin OPs first post, when I mentioned all that stuff about nixtamalization, that was all about bioavailability. for example, if you wanted to get super stoned from thc edibles, one good way to facilitate that is to ensure the pH of the food you have it in is alkaline, better yet if it is mixed in with something like nixtamalized corn. this is closely related to freebasinghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_base#Freebasingyou'll notice the term "alkaloid" in that context, meaning the active ingredient to have the effect. it also helps to have a vasodilator like alcohol to speed the delivery. anyway, same as with the corn, it makes what is already in the corn more bioavailable. making a thc, hominy, alcohol drink with some potash mixed in to freebase it, with a little cooking and maybe some honey, does in fact make what would be considered a standard recipe shaman's drink.you'll notice similar alkaline pH range chemical reactions with the brain in discussions of DMT usage, including opiates when referring the thebane and orpavine as opiate alkaloids.anyway, in the context of GATE and your thing about IQ tests. recall what I mentioned in the first post, the quick delivery and observation of the child at school. having pepto there helps with alkaline bioavailability, coats the stomach inside, soothes their emotional worry, is pink, and masks the already nonexistent taste of colloidal metals in a drink. no one wants to drink a grayish red liquid not knowing what it is. the IQ test after was to check for chemical uptake and see if you "got out of the language box" either by speech, writing, tasks, whatever.the colloidal part is as OP figured out in his own research. those acidic versions, especially the ionized metal supplements are problematic for so many reasons. the colloidal versions are much more similar to what you would get in a normal diet, especially the plant dervied liquid colloid supplements.
>>41305663>aerospacecool. I was just talking about aspen hyper the other day on /x/
Wait, they made u guys do fluoride and flashcards and hearing tests in school? Damn we must all be superheros for the government! Or maybe they want to hunt us down like Jason Bourne! Man, my life sure is interesting when I spin it like this.
>>41302381Maybe you're getting worked up over nothing.
>>41309582There's quite a bit more to it than that. I first started seeing these GATE threads a few years ago. The first one I noticed had a picture of those crappy headphones in it and I started having flashbacks to those programs. The first tests I remember happened when the woman who was in charge took me out of class, put me in her personal car and took me to a different school.(This was totally illegal BTW.) This school had been a functioning elementary school at one point, but was now used as a schoolbook depository. I took the hearing test and maybe did some other things, but I can't remember what. From then on, I was in the gifted class. The first assignment was I had to plan a trip to a European country. I had to go through every step with minimal help from my parents and document what I did. I chose The Netherlands. I had to go to the passport office, ask about getting a passport and visa, document the costs, then arrange air travel for myself. No, I didn't actually go on a trip, but I had to go through the motions of going and document every step including getting a hotel in Amsterdam. I had to list the cost of each of the steps. I had other assignments, but that is the one that really stands out in my mind. I took 4 IQ tests in my life. I made 132,145,160 and the last one was not a rubber stamp IQ test, but more of an aptitude test with a variety of puzzles and linguistic sections. For this reason, I don't put much stock in IQ tests, because of the huge variance in my own scores. There's a lot more I could talk about, but it's so similar to other tales, you would likely be bored.BTW, I am currently homeless and penniless. I think the only way out of my situation is to start doing illegal or unethical things.
>>41302381learn how to crop you fucking imbecileI'm not reading this shit
>>41309630gonna give it a read, appreciate the link. you still talk like a glowie though.
>>41309862skill issue, need an ai bot to narrate it for you too?
>>41309582>acting like mkultra, mocking jay, grill flame, and the national school funding from the 1960s to selectively pull and train specific students all the way through the 80s never happened, giving precedenceokay glowie.>>41309850sorry youre homeless friend. had a friend who reported similar, they never left the school but a lady administering the hearing test pulled people from the regular classes to a car for what sounds incredibly similar to the normal gate tests. no clue why- but they mentioned their school was adverse to those programs and didnt want anything to do with it if they could afford to avoid it.
>>41309866actually, yeah that could fix the trainwreck of a shitcrop your sub 80 IQ ass came up withnot that I'm gonna bother with that myself though
>>41302381now that I think of it, you might find a quick discussion on this interestinghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vasodilation#Autonomic_nervous_system_controlin the other posts about all this stuff, I mention stuff in the recipe. remember, this isn't every single pink liquid fed to every child for decades. it is just what I was told during a professional conversation with persons more knowledgeable. I could've been lied to as well, but I doubt it. the reason being is some of the more challenging aspects of the tech. what do I mean?think of "ambient electricity" compared to "liquid electricity" in the same sense of water vapor in the air and water in a pipe. in your skull, there is a lot of "ambient electricity" because of normal neuronal activity. much of that is in fact "autonomous" which is sort of like saying "automatic", meaning it is the parts of your brain operating autonomously, not automatically. blah blah blah. what I am getting at is each of those 4 minerals, in addition to all the others you need in your diet, are affected by that "ambient electricity" in your head. that is the same stuff being looked at by the magnetic cameras in an FMRI machine people like Dr. Gallant use.when adding other ingredients, such as the supplements related to neutrotransmitters like Acetylcholine can be brought in to more specifically have a response. again, this isn't anything extremely different than what we already do. if you want more effective uptake of your supplements, it helps to have an alkaline feedstock, a vasodilator, and the stuff you want to "send in".particular to the 4 I mention, Iridium makes up somewhere around 5% of brain mass. what does it do in there? who knows, but when people are deficient, it affects their speech and thinking, in addition to sort of concentrating more in the forward (more evolved) parts of the brain related to language, decision making, and all that stuff which makes us human.1/?
>>41302469nice synchronicity indigo bro
>>41302381towards the use of copper and the others, they work in the same way with that "ambient electricity" emitted by your/our bodies. with this concept in mind, it is not too difficult for you to understand that with different minerals inside, they emit specific characteristics due to nature. for example, if you were to flow the exact same electricity in terms of voltage, current, whatever through 2 different wires, one copper and the other gold, the resulting EMF radiation would be slightly different, meaning a computer can pick it up. when using more advanced equipment compared to Dr. Gallant's, a better "brain map" can be made individual to the person, albeit at a much higher level of detail. I picked this video to describe some of the more advanced brain scanning machines in use related to our topichttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JO_EHceV9skhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nuclear_quadrupole_resonancethat approach uses something very similar to FMRI, except better that it does not require obscenely huge amounts of power and magnets to work. also the reason I bring it up is because that tech will very soon be within your budgets, meaning you guys can do brain scans at home and learn more about this. anyway, the point is that when taking each of those 4 minerals, and others, it pops on an FMRI and better equipment. for example, give a person some pink drink while under that machine and watch their brain activity change in realtime due to the chemicals entering the brain from the stomach, aided by an alkaline drink (pepto or similar antacids) for bioavailability and sometimes ethanol as a vasodilator to help improve it.you can imagine the other effects if giving a person, say, naptime medicationn and then performed the neurolinguistic programming with sound, video, smell, and all other sorts of stuff to go along with the trip.2/?
>>41310502anyway, so the point of all this is that people are susceptible to linguistic suggestion, and people are susceptible to chemicals in their brain. that linguistic suggestion has a structure, similar to the concepts expressed in Genocidal Organ to map our the language of a person, their population, and then develop a custom fit linguistic structure, words, symbols, concepts, etc... to elicit an effect.for example, the same neurolinguistic programming for 2 different people having 2 different life experiences will have 2 different of the previously mentioned "imagination library", and therefore require different NLP programs to have the desired common effect. if you want to program a sleeper agent, it depends on where they came from, their language, hobbies, interests, everything.George Bush Sr. was a neurolinguistic programmer before becoming president by the way. most politicians are natural at it. his son was too, but not a prolific or busy at it as his father was. his family, see Prescott Bush for example, in fact has a history involved in analog computers, different than digital. they transferred much of their knowledge between the two.so what all this is about for your GATE thing- the truth is that every civilization has an urgent need to locate, identify, assess, and if possible recruit intelligent children into important work. does this mean super spy shit? nope. does this mean doing their best to help kids along the way, half noble, half selfish? yes, because helping their language impediment is ethically good, and finding "diamonds in the rough" is something america is all about.at least they didn't do it this way, which is another option.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_LACanyway, all this is the limit of my knowledge on this. I didn't work this stuff specifically as a spook, but I got some NLP programming done on me and had to work with others who have had TONS of it done to them. astronauts too for obvious reasons.3/3
>>41310544also, GATE children were generally 80% left handed while the general population is around 10%. enjoy that.https://www.cia.gov/stories/story/george-h-w-bush-the-11th-director-of-central-intelligence/>Fun Fact: George H.W. Bush was one of eight left-handed presidents, but as far as we know, he was the only “southpaw” Director of Central Intelligence.lefties are more susceptible to it all, and also better at doing it. lefties are overrepresented in submarine crews, intelligence work, acting, writing, etc... so if any of you are lefties, please make note of that, since the correlations are interesting. fuckin' lefties, man.
>>41310583fuck. I posted before finishing up. ffffuuuuck.anyway, my claim is, having started all this bullshit as an answer is that GATE is/was a program which is mostly a good idea. it most likely gets abused from time to time and most definitely has ethical safeguards in place for that.in a military context, neurolinguistic programming is an extension of what GATE has as the core belief, that a person, especially a child, can have what amounts to a disability due to it, and for some fucking reason, fixing that tends to find exceedingly intelligent people. that doesn't guarantee anything about their possible future. my personal speculation is that it is related to precociousness.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Precociality_and_altricialityhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Precocious_pubertyon the basis that many of the awkward and clumsy GATE kids had a type of late onset puberty, or at least a stunted version. in that stunting process, hypothetically, it causes a sort of "slow cooker" process for the brain. excessively precocious children are correlated with lower IQ scores, while the opposite is true- children who spend much time with family and friends in conversation at a young age develop their linguistic, reasoning, and frontal cortex areas of the brain more than those latchkey kids always out running around. I suspect that because of that, any effort to get at that sweet sweet slow cooked brains of those kids is the goal.hatch their brains and see what comes out. a small amount of mineral diet assistance in the incubator helps. that's all I think it is.
>>41302381Lol, i am in a cap. But thanks OP, i did not see the rest of the thread. From a glance i gathered this actually helps speech impairment? So it made us un-retarded?I know for a fact i had severe speech problems in kindergarten they put me into a logopedical afterschool program.
>>41310610Appreciate the effortposts. I saved them for when i have time to study this. Thanks fren
>>41311415>effortpostsit takes two, my man. one thing I will say about whether or not you should trust the self-identified glowies online is that they generally lurk for something they know about and then infodump. those chuckleheads out there doing the bullshit about "guess my little clues" or "ask me what I know" is such fucking bullshit. they are fishing for new stuff in their topic to then take and pass off as their own at best, and at worst they are larping. they *never* translate to plain speak, nor do they show everything they can in professional terms you can get online.also, watch for the ones who fucking hated being a spook. spooks and glowies or whatever flavor and color are the most absofuckinglutely miserable people on this godforsaken planet.
>>41309890no one asked you to fix it, tard. thanks for bumping the thread with your dumb responses though
>>41310470But that's only the dry weight- realistically it's a way lower amount than 5%, no?from this study it seems as though they found none- or perhaps weren't looking at all for it.https://www.frontiersin.org/journals/chemistry/articles/10.3389/fchem.2019.00115/fullNot to say that it couldn't have an effect on the brain; but all the studies I've found state there's none to be found naturally occurring, especially due to how rare it is.
>>41310583>80%That's interesting, as a personal anecdote- I'm cross-dominant.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cross-dominance
>>41310610Also to add to your anecdote about precociousness, I do have an intersex condition which warped my puberty immensely. No clue if that really adds much to your speculation, but I suppose it can't hurt to mention.
>>41312897I finally found a singular study which briefly mentions its use potential in medicine. See section 4, and table 1.https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0001868622000458#t0005
>>41313015Forgot the damned screenshot.
>>41312815>u-um stop saying it makes me waahhhhhyou really should kill yourself whoever made this picrel is a dogshit person in general fuck you nigger fag
>>41313053Go take your Quetiapine, anon.
Here's another screencap of the relevant information thus far, for another else who wants it for future reference.
>>41312897>>41313015>>41313029I'll admit, this is right up to the edge of my knowledge here. to my understanding, we all sort of have an ideal mineral profile we could all possibly have. we are all familiar with the concept of iodine being important, along with the evidence of deficiency of it. iridium and similar ones like that show up in a similar way to slightly radioactive barium when used as a contrast enhancer for medical applications.towards whether or not iridium helps or harms, you will find also numerous studies towards how difficult it is to actually analyze for. my personal opinion towards why metals and minerals are not pushed more to the public is for situations like the blue skin man and people making up wacky shit about it. its not a big deal that damn near any metal in colloidal form will cross the blood-brain barrier, including those very dangerous situations where colloidal aluminum gets into the brain.https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10139039/the point is- having trace amounts of metals in your brain isn't anything new. hell, your teeth have minerals so specific to where you grew up and drank water that it is a forensic standard now. it has a lot to do with the radioactivity of it, mineral compisition, etc... it is also true that people who lived in landscapes where those minerals are nonexistent, the problems show.and that is the bulk of how they approach these problems. like the whole story with Broca and Wernicke's area. the way they know those are associated with speech and language is from autopsies of people with those problems. it is also such that over the years, various metals have been taken by people to varying effects. it is too damn hard to get the dosing right without turning your fucking skin blue/gold/yellow etc... and can cause something like jaundice. even at that point, you can live, but your liver function and other stuff is apparently tolerant to massive amounts of silver, not so much cadmium.
>>41313478I do take these supplements and I will be honest, I haven't seen or noticed any big changes. I get slightly better sleep since being more dilligent starting a few years ago, and I did it mostly on the hamfisted approach to apply a few things I heard over the years. it is over the counter, the bulk of safe colloid metals and minerals, has some obvious applications when used in preexisting medicine, and makes a sort of logical sense to me after reading as much as I can. am I experimenting on myself a bit? yeah, sure, but I also learned many other things in the conversations I had about this, and people more experienced in applying NLP in their work, specifically military, leads me to believe it enough.the things I stay away from are things like lions mane mushrooms. I have something against fungus in the body, and all you will ever read out there touts the massive benefits. problem is, anyone who has ever seen a brain fungus infection will think twice about praising fungi so much. not claiming it will get in there and grow, but mycotoxins are the 90% bulk of what mushrooms actually make, the leftover 10% is what we can eat, most require cooking.I grow my own herbs- snowdrop, valerian, and other sleep related herbs. snowdrop is interesting because it makes galantamine.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Galantamine#Researchwhich is something I will further claim that is used in more specific and rigorous NLP sessions. one for example is advanced SERE training.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Survival,_Evasion,_Resistance_and_Escape#Special_survival_situationsthey don't explicitly mention it there, but advanced courses exist such that the participant agrees to some level of physical abuse and torture to prepare and train for those possibilities. having galantamine helps during extended periods of sleep deprivation.anyway, where I am going with this is that I grow my own galantamine source because I do not want stuff like neem oil or pestcides in there.
>>41312974yeah, no clue on my end either. like I said, pure guess on my part. I was a latchkey kid, but also spent time around friends, but I think the problem was that it was not adult conversations. kids conversations are simple and stupid, and the literature which mentions how verbal stimulation during the neural growth stages creates a different neuron pattern under the microscope. I suppose it is more or less the body doing what it naturally does, similar to muscle growth. if in childhood, those trace minerals used during the neural growth phase are not there, then neuroplasticity later in life takes over and it can sort of be smoothed out a bit. complicating it even further is evidence that lefties and speech challenged children tend to do what is mentioned in other literature- their brain sort of just grows around it. it is common for people to re-learn languages with enough effort if their language centers are damaged, similar to how sometimes people can be surprised to learn that half their skull cavity is filled with fluid, yet they never knew until adult life or whatever, with zero noticable effects. either way, when lefties "become more dextrous" which factually means use their right hand more often, because sinister/dexter is left/right hands in Latin, leading some credibility to evil being left handed and catholic nun teachers swatting children who do it. similar concepts in music and band classes for kids- force them to do a wide range of tasks to exercise their brain into shape, literally. I believe it, especially later in life using my left hand less.blah blah blah. these meat suits we wear are some seriously well put together pieces of equipment. I am just bullshitting here on this part. I have no real clue.
>>41313515>lefties and speech challenged children tend to do what is mentioned in other literature- their brain sort of just grows around it.I did this to a T as a child, hell I'm in my late 20s and I still do it. Take what I can learn from and pass from the rest I suppose? As a kid it bordered a lot more on mimicry as that often including the negative behaviours and habits as a coping mechanism though. (I.E. Picked up smoking, certain hostile behaviours for defensiveness, et cetera.)Pic semi unrelated, I'm using it as a book marker so I can find the posts above it and read them more thoroughly later before I respond.>>41313493>>41313478But also, that's a decent example of a character I took on some similarities of- namely in terms of items in my GTFO bag and also expanded a bit of my interests for filled-aperture radio telescopes and the aerospace side of EE.
>>41313545>mimicryYUP.YUP.YUP.YUPPER.YUP.
>>41313545what was fun for me was learning the difference between schizoid and schizophrenic.the schi- part comes from the latin for cut, like scissors or science. the -oid suffix usually indicates similarity or things of the same sort, like humanoid or andoid. schizoid are people who are just sort of detached from everyone else. not a misfit, not an outcast. they can fit in, but are better off apart.schizophrenic however. phrenus is latin for breath, and sometimes mind. big difference. being schizoid is what /x/ has in spades. not so much schizophrenia, but goddamn if this place isn't a haven (heaven?) for schizoid types.mandatory audiobook btw.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bicameral_mentalityhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Julian_Jayneshttps://archive.org/details/originofconsciou0000unsepicrel. find an audiobook. 100% relevant to all this.
>>41313597dang ithttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Origin_of_Consciousness_in_the_Breakdown_of_the_Bicameral_Mind
>>41302381did they try to bring the pink drink back for younger gen?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRuzSmwqmiQ
>>41302381looks delicious
>>41313615nah it woulda been shilled harder, and the FDA wouldn't have immediately blocked it. also given how racist the newer gen has been, they'd never have used a black lady to market it initially, plus it would have been shilled wayyyyy harder and en masse- i.e. schools would be carrying it or something. not to mention, if they went that hypothetical route, it'd have to be post-testing, as it'd no longer be in a controlled lab setting, meaning the resulting fluid would be complete, and they'd have better incentive to push it way WAY harder.
>>41313579>>41313597Thankfully I'm caught up on those, as I was DX'ed with autism and told about likely having a schizoid personality, albeit not schizophrenic. Had a heart attack before they elaborated though lmao.I'll give those a read/listen too.
>>41313653>heart attackprobably stress, if it is at all a doppelganger situation for chuckles. I get my sick fucking kicks off of telling people the reason I got away from merc work is that I started shitting blood from all the stress and all the old timers were leaving. this was right before the time uncle sam decided to have troops marching on foreign streets in combat fatigues and red high heels, so most of us feel like we got off the titanic before it was too late.boo hoo. what it was though, we were all so fuckin frazzled from the work. I have never met the caliber of creative, clever, sophisticated, cool, surly, autistically miserable, and fun bunch of people in my entire life. still, it was normal for hearing about I guy you knew one time ending up suicided. I don't want to paint drama here, but what I am getting at is that I nearly had a heart attack from stress at age 35, and that is after narrowly escaping death by pure luck at least 5 times before and having zero emotions about those close calls whatsoever.stress manifests in weird fuckin ways, man.next question for the group is- who and why are you Sagittarians often times left handed autists who fit the profile of these threads?
>>41313738>merc workUS military or priv mil?Won't elaborate but I understand and relate to 95% of that to a T. Minus shitting blood or literal heartattacks- aside from using too many stims to keep running shifts.>sagittariansYou mean like, the astrological sign? I'm not.As for the rest, who fucking knows. I'm cross-dominant, not ambidextrous or a lefty/righty though. Something about how the brain works is severely impacted by dextrousness. I remember my handler in college forced me to learn crossdextrousness further than I already had for some of the side effects. Weird shit.>Forcibly learning ambidexterity can lead to changes in brain function and structure, as it may enhance coordination between the brain's hemispheres and improve motor skills. This training can also increase neural plasticity, allowing the brain to adapt and reorganize itself in response to new challenges.
>>41313768>US military or priv mil?both. started in submarines, ended up in afg in uniform for a while doing unrelated work, traipsed around the baltics on a sort of different thing, came back to afg a few times with different companies, etc... woke up one day and it wasn't fun anymore, decided I was technically homeless, and came back stateside. I fucked up the landing pretty hard, and now I just sort of tend to my plants and work on wacky projects like making ultrafine grind concrete.it was a different time, man. people were all over the place, you would share a bunk with someone you met 2 days ago, in a room full of highly questionable people at least 4,000 large. prison cots and loaded guns and fucking sick jokes on the bathroom walls. not to sound nostalgic, but those times are over, and the reason I bring it up is because of all the absolutely bonkers shit I would hear from guys. I hate to dangle bait for stories, but I don't want to overanswer. the point I am getting at is there is a completely different breed of human which exists and they are more or less the standard boilerplate autist who ends up figuring out how to unfuck themselves enough for others to either not notice or not care. 20+ countries, adventures, money, drugs, guns, booze, and all that shit.the most interesting of them all- linguists and semioticians.
>>41313846Despite switching back to EE and my own history of work, that's the kinda shit that makes me so interested in ANTH. Shit like that deserves getting written about and photographed and not forgotten.
>>41313859you would like thishttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blindsight_(Watts_novel)he released it for free and still made a ton of cash for writing it. research his background and credentials. essentially hard scifi related to all this. there is also a very good audiobook and demo film for maybe a feature length project.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_R55gdpgwQQ
>>41313859>ANTH?
>>41313941EE -> Electrical EngineeringANTH -> Anthropology / Archaeology
>>41313981you would've liked these guys. tactical anthropologists.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Terrain_Systemthey were cool. they snuck in a fucking saffron recipe to an intelligence report. this is the unclassified versionhttps://publicintelligence.net/human-terrain-system-saffron-report/https://info.publicintelligence.net/HTSsaffron.pdfthe command staff at ISAF hq did not like that one fucking bit. everyone thought it was cool and some of us even bought saffron to have it shipped out on military flights so we could have cooking nights at the canadian and us embassies in the green zone at kabul. they were cool, they had linguists too. used to get drunk with them and then go do stupid shit. McFate teaches now at the naval college or whatever. we never met each other, but the whole of the anthropological profession ousted everyone involved on ethical grounds from their decades of academic work and study.for what? being gonzo anthropologists and knowing the actual truth of how afghans live. tactical anthropology. super cool.
>>41314029also this toohttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synthetic_psychological_environmentit is the basic framework for making NLP programs. if any of you reading are interested, read the original NLP books, then read up on SPEs and think about how someone could abuse that to a person under the influence of hypnotic/psychadelic/etc... brain drugs.
>>41314091also, for you Forgotten Language fans out there, this is what they use when they talk about their simulations of the futurehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synthetic_Environment_for_Analysis_and_Simulations
It's scopolamine (which happens to put you in a suggestible state)
>>41302381lean
I found a resource for teachers about the screening process for identifying "Gifed" children. It's funny because it seems like they're just defining autism.
>>41313545Only a little more than a week now, right?
>>41317071>Only a little more than a week now, right?For what exactly?Picunrelated
>>41302381When I was in 3rd grade my teacher had me stay in during recess to talk to her. She explained that I needed to take some test, and asked me for my notebook to write a note to my parents. She made sure no one else was around for this conversation but it wasn't much of one, a conversation between an 8 year old and an adult. I suppose what they wanted was permission or something. Actually I'm not so certain I ever showed my parents that note.Anyways later that same year, they took a bunch of us out of class to the cafeteria for a random test. Including myself. I remember the test takers were mixed cohorts, I was nervous wondering why I am taking a test next to people ahead of my year. They said it has no right or wrong answers and you might not finish, but continue anyways.This test was like 200 questions long. The content I can't really remember, but it wasn't typically academic. They were logic questions mostly, spatial reasoning, progressive matrices etc you'd see on IQ tests. I've always rationalized that's what it was. I did not finish the test and I never heard back about a score. I feel like I got through maybe half of it. After that happened I kept getting recruited for gifted schools or whatever, but my parents always said no, presumably because we could not afford them but I don't actually know the reason.This was never discussed again, I was never tested again. I don't remember any drinks or stuff I think. I feel like we all lined up and cycled through for something, but I don't know what.I did later serve in the mil but absolutely nothing related to this thread was ever a topic. My GT was 141 for what it's worth. My dad and my grandmother both had genius tier IQs.
>>41320070Yeah we did cycle through for something before the test began. They handed us something. The lunch ladies did that. But I could not tell you what it was.Also, I remember answering all the questions on the tests and not feeling like I got stumped and had to move on. I just ran out of time. That's unusual in hindsight but I was 8 so who knows.
>>41312815I’m not him but I’d like it if it was bigger so it is easier to read.And thank you to the info dumping glowie. What do you mean when you talk about watching for the glowies who hate being glowies?
>>41305088 Yeah he’s a worthless Fed like faggot shill who should bite on a revolver and pull the trigger The pink liquid tasted a lot like Amoxicillin. That’s what it tasted like to me, and remember saying this isn’t right? Why is the school giving us medicine that was never prescribed by a Dr or approved by our parents?It was definitely some sort Flouride mixture meant to calcify our pineal glands weakening our connection to God (Source) and also lower our IQ, destroy inhibit our psychic abilities, and destroy our special gifts.Tavistock is behind it, which is the Israelis/Zionists/kikes who are satans puppets. Too bad for them, they’re all going to die horrible deaths which they deserve.
>>41320070anyone here have parents that didn't want them to skip grades? Also, I remember getting a standardized test with some of the answers already filled in but erased, I remember taking the test in the gymnasium area of the school, but it was the wooden stage part where the choir would sing in the back corner. Makes me wonder if me telling the teacher about it later was me failing the test, also I remember really hating my 4th grade teacher and its weird the 4th grade teachers assistant was a 2nd grade teacher that I used to have a crush on but I didn't remember her at that point and thought she was ugly because of having moles(not that bad looking back but I didn't recognize her which is strange) anyone else not have the best memory of their early childhood? I straight up don't remember most of my pre school and would cry when my mom was driving me and the roads would remind me of driving to the preschool because it would make me think of my friend. Later on I would cry about not having friends/had a very media inspired view of relationships where I thought people had to have a friendship establishing being friends before the friendship was real. Makes me wonder why my size is exceptional, why my memory isn't the best and why I would have dreams of flight at a single digit age, sometimes including my class. makes me wonder what the deal is and if I failed any tests.
>>41302469cringe..........
>>41305739tangrams
>>41320657>What do you mean when you talk about watching for the glowies who hate being glowies?I mentioned a few things about the stress levels here, the whole shitting blood thing. during my time, about 10 years ago, a lot of the old timers and talent were leaving military both in terms of enlisted and officer, including the ancilliary agencies like DIA. most of it had to do with the trooning out of everything, and also the fact that alot of those men (and some women) had been deployed overseas for 15 years straight at that point.we still have parades for some faggot boomers who did their draft time on some camp in vietnam for a year with their drinking buddies from back home and got to smoke pot the whole time.we got sleep deprivation for days, sometimes weeks, endless missions, endless headgames, suicides, divorces, spazzouts, all kinds of stuff. that guy who did the whole tesla truck thing at trump tower... I didn't know him personally, but I have seen like 20 of those happen to men I knew.burnout mostly. right around the time covid hit, most everyone fucked off. the army sent letters around recently to try and get people to come back after either kicking them out or them kicking themselves out. certain groups, like SF, are informally allowed to just leave whenever and come back within 6 months and not be deemed awol/deserting. lots of helicopter army pilots, warrant officers, started breaking their own legs to get forced medically retired because the army forced them to stay in past retirement. why? because the army fucked up and didn't recruit and train a new generation of pilots for their SF and ISR programs, and now they are scrambling. fuckem. they deserve it.shit like that is why.
>>41321391What careers are actually respected today and do you see them existing in 5-20 years?
>>41321494in terms of straight military type spook stuff, not domestic or political stuff, I see high altitude pseudosatellites as the next air dominance "platform". these drones are cool and all, but they can easily be launched and recovered from skyships which themselves are autonomously powered from the ground. boeing, raytheon, and everyone else are making these, both in rigid and flexible hull designs.full disclosure- some of those "blimps" are just elaborate covers for propulsion systems I heard about, but the words are just gibberish that I don't even remember enough to smash enough bullshit together, but it was nothing like the descriptions you get about UFOs and fucking mercury drives and resonant wave cavity bullshit. maybe that works, but it isn't what those drunken conversations were.what I am getting at next is the old gold standard- intelligence field ops. it is the most versatile place to be, jack of all trades, master of none, better to be good at all things than the master of one. blah blah blah, cheese aside, it is more or less 80s tv show MacGuyver type work. the old timer SF men I worked with were of that era, before the modern psychokiller SF blackops nutjobs we have today. the old timers would always have some sort of solution to a military situation which didn't involve the 5th most powerful computer on the planet being installed in Kandahar to operate as a test platform for domestic surveillance stateside.and that is the gist of it- get in the game towards aerostats (I worked with those in afg too, super cool), HAPS, neutrino tomography especially (Dr. Konstantin Meyr is a rockstar to some people), scalar interferometer weapons systems, and good old internet wiretapping via the whole NSA/snowden thing.if you like getting shot at while on the phone screaming at a geriatric old boomer from the SADM days to try and get a spyplane compute cluster restarted for an ongoing mission, then yeah.
>>41321551>MeyrMeyl. fuck.
>>41321551I want to be shot while talking on the phone, like in the movie Paybooth, where the sniper calls em and shoots em, but the protagonist doesn't get shot
>>41321621I met a guy one time who really liked shooting people close enough. as in, you don't actually have to hit them, sometimes you just have to hit near them, so long as your gun is big enough. fuck being a sniper, jdam their asses. often times, overkill in the headlines was the need to dump extra weight to fly back and not run out of fuel. sort of a 'fuck it' moment.getting paid to keep a list of where to drop leftover bombs is a pretty cool gig to have. sometimes we would blow up a bridge in the middle of nowhere just to make an excuse to get local afghan men out on a construction contract instead of having them make and emplace roadside bombs. the human terrain system people would think of stuff like that, instead of guys like me thinking it would be cool just to run a train of drones to follow him home and kill him in his sleep with some marines or whatever, just whoever was nearby and felt like doing it.lots of coffee. I nearly got phoneboothed one time just because I was being stupid and stood around in one place too long. not a ton of fun.
>>41314098Lol ok
>>41313859I fucking love anthropology
>>41313738Sagittarius is the black sun and the aliens wanna suck me off
>>41321551What do you think of Dyspraxia do you think its real or do you think most of the neuroscience stuff is just an explanation for brains experiencing vitamin deficiencies and heavy metal toxicity? I am asking because it seems that dyspraxia makes language learning harder for people but makes them a good consultant role because they can imagine all the little ways people can fuck up/have fine motor skills malfunctions while autistic people are more so a hyper fixation. I notice DCD and autism are often concurrent with some estimates saying it effects upto 1% of boys, I am curious what part of the brain do you think causes this error in fine motor skills.
>>41322177btw I am not in the military and when I was asking about careers, I was more so asking about civilian stuff that's AI resistant/whats a safe bet for someone who doesn't want to tear tendons and have herniated disks while also being realistic about AI replacing a lot of the white collar stuff
Kek
>>41322222Kek
>>41322177in terms of ai-resistant jobs and all that stuff, I have my doubts. for me, AI does not exist. we have imitation intelligence, but not artificial. it is like the difference between actual strawberry jam made from strawberries compared to the stuff which is chemically identical and made from a pile of individual chemical elements made in a lab. I don't think AI can become self sustaining, only ever being a 2nd place imitation of what we as humans do. sure, they can create a vast and complex data structure of their thoughts, memories, sensory data, emotions, and all that stuff, but I think there is something fundamentally different in the computational substrate which makes the difference.>Dyspraxiayou would like Echopraxiahttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Echopraxia_(novel)it covers a lot of the stuff that would answer your questions. that doesn't mean I know more than the same things you can read online about this kind of stuff, but language and semiotics are interesting to me. in the Blindsight book above, also by Watts, and also in Echopraxia, the whole alien invasion thing is built on a foundation of language and conversations with an alien entity. my impression of Watts' series is that if the original crew had just spoken honestly with the alien entity, rather than playing their little structured text probing word games, and just let turbo-autismo main character just chat with the ayylmao, it probably would've decided to not attack planet earth. it probably would've just chatted giga-autismo with the human and most likely would've gotten along.what I am blathering about here is that I firmly believe in the old timer ways of trusting a human, and only a human, to make decisions. digital computers, no matter how cleverly programmed, will simply never be superior to an actual human at their best. analog computers are a good help, since they are fixed function and are not so programmable as a digital.so, if you want something cool and new1/2
>>41322177>something newis to look into VLSI analong computing, especially the designs involved in self-arranging analog computers. this isn't DNA programs in the vaxx bullshit, this is extremely toxic organometallic compounds which can be made to be a sort of lego block system where they mix a slurry of them and pull out pieces of "computronium"this approach can make an analog electric computer similar to what you guys read about this digital neural networks. the whole matrix multiplication math bullshit being done on GPU farms can be built on a few analog computers, fixed function though, meaning you cannot easily reprogram them in the same way a digital computer can just load a new program in memory. ultimate tradeoff for compute speed vs. compute width.these are micron scale supercomputers running on body heat. notice how Watts' book describes that same tech. field programmable gate array computing is about to take everything digital over too. the idea is making a giant fabric of transistors and paint a computer onto it, pixel style. you can load up any computer processor ever made at the transistor level and run it as a realtime computer, not emulated. that same approach is applied to analog arrays too.when that level of compute power hits the market, especially when people start figuring out that a cell phone can fit on a grain of sand when programmed as an analog computer, things change.the AI bullshit we have now is chucklefuck kiddie games compared to what kind of pretend brain bullshit running on those kinds of computers, and quantum still has decades to go before it can compete with what I describe here.also programmable fibers.2/2
>>41305746Tell us more, the place they wanted to send me was t Texas, it was maybe Utah or Nebraska or something. I don’t remember fully.Relevanthttps://youtu.be/5EHkiCDOS7s
>>41322177>DyspraxiaI never really looked into it, but glancing at the articlehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Developmental_verbal_dyspraxiathat part makes sense with what I was describing above, where my speech therapy class had us drinking from hospital cups before practicing our words, doing tongue twisters, etc... the idea they explained was that as we do all these weird exercises, when we sleep, our brain practices them and grows into that shape. it wasn't that anything was wrong with us, it was just that when a baby learns to walk, muscles have to grow, and therefore have to be strained a bit to be repaired during sleep. in the brain, sometimes children don't "learn to walk correctly" when it comes to language, for whatever reason.maybe, as a metaphor, their parents walk like animals, so the child will too. linguistically, they will inherit grammar, phrases, accents, etc... which do in fact show up under a microscope, especially those persons who become schizophrenics due to verbal abuse, and only verbal abuse, as a child. also malnutrition, diet, natural disposition, genetics, and a pile of so many other factors.for me, what worked was figuring out how to express across 10 different channels. sounds big brained, but what it translates to is>>41313545>mimicrywhich is total turbo-autismo-schizoid behavior. I met men who told me that life feels like they are living in a glass bubble, watching humans interact with their meatbag bodies. me, I feel sometimes like a robot, especially when I get gray rage.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQWvja5XRa4I used to think I was like her, but when she described gray rage, it perfectly describes what happens to "people like us", especially with that NLP shit. my hypothesis is that people accidentally NLP the fuck out of each other, especially verbally abusive parents.anyway, the neuroplasticity thing means we can more or less rewire ourselves, but within speed limits and such. I don't care for nootropics.
>>41322412woops. wrong vidhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbzIdxoEI7Y
>>41322412what medicines do you think are good for us and what do you think are bad for us? Mostly organ damage perspective. What's the ideal diet?
>>41322672zero clue. not one at all. biology has always been a mystery to me, far too complicated. I don't know if you are japanese, so telling you to cheese it up would hurt your dating life.I mentioned above that I mostly tend to my plants these days and do stuff like ultrafine grind concrete. the best answer to your question is what everyone says anyway- the dose is the poison. watermelon is great, but too much gives you explosive shits. I grow my own food as much as I can on my little area so that I don't get insecticides, herbicides, all other kinds of nasty shit in me. that and fungi- I am 100% against using them in any therapeutic way, especially psilocybin and similar stuff like ergot fungus. that and nootropic supplements, reason being is that even in this thread on /x/, we can't even get a clear picture about whether or not metal colloids are 100% easy to see what and why they do what they do in the body, good luck trying to pin down the first, second, and third order effects of whatever cheap fuck industrial mystery chemical stimpack shit that you order from china to make sure your stupid little brain works better at solving corporate business puzzles at company incorporated. that and the microdosing shit is just stupid.eat animal fats, vegetable fats, less processed food, cheap meats in a slow cooker, a decent amount of bread or whatever, 1 liter of water a day, get stoned maybe once a month max, same with alcohol, and zero high fructose corn syrup. keep your vitamins on the up and up, learn about your family history of illnesses to prepare and adjust ahead of time (alzheimers soon at 60 for me), and figure out a low intensity cardio exercise program. I like bicycle touring, like with saddle bags and stuff. I ride the Katy trail in St. Louis probably a few thousand miles a year.otherwise, consult a medical professional in a formal, in-office clinical setting from a professional with a state mandated license. don't settle for anything less.
>>41309850What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck, this same EXACT shit happened to me like basically word for word. I didn't remember half of it until you said this. In same position. Wtf wtf wtf.
>>41322734I dunno if a believe that gate thing, but feel like some memories came back when I saw those headphones, the Zener cards, and the pink drink. It really made me a little confused now. I feel something like nostalgia, but it's more like I'm remembering what I shouldn't remember. I don't know, it's confusing. I remember that between 2004-2005 I had classes in a strange classroom where the windows were covered, I remember some things from that period but not completely, I just don't forget the apathetic women who led the classes.I've also had many near-death experiences, and most of them involved drowning.
>>41302469SPOOOOKY af
>>41323796yeah so I don't understand completely the obsession everyone has with the sound booths in the gate discussion. everyone who has ever gotten an industrial job has had to have a pre-employment physical, always involving a listening booth. all they are going is pumping in little chirps and warbles to see if you can hear them. they start a little loud, then taper off to a whisper, then it changes tone either treble or bass, then it tries again. you push the little button if you heard anything.I got high range hearing loss from working around machines for so long. if you ask, they will show you the little chart where people lose high range hearing as they age anyway. the booth is just a soundproof box. if I had pull more bullshit out my ass, I would guess that they were testing you to see if you had listening problems. I had terrible vision up to age 13 because I really thought everyone had blurry vision of everything farther out than the reach of their arm. I thought that was the reason people made telescopes and binoculars, because we have fog in our eyes which makes everything blurry. it wasn't until a teacher noticed I read everything 6 inches away that I actually got glasses.if I had to guess, the people involved in this stuff, not just gate, just the typical public schools being required to monitor students for sexual abuse, nutritional problems, sanitation, etc... in addition to their teaching duties. free testing for hearing problems was in our speech class, and a few kids had to get hearing aids because of it.tinfoil hat buttfuckers will then take something like that and say they were telepathically inserting mind control programs in the brains of those little kids. cool hypothesis, but those kids are borderline morons and often times grow up as such. speech and hearing impediments are often found together, especially when it is due to something related to the nervous system and malformed growth. fix one, fix both, sometimes with a hearing aid.
>>41323796>Zeneryo, check it.https://johnkreiter.com/the-groundbreaking-esp-research-of-j-b-rhine-and-the-revolutionary-zener-cards/look into that stuff. it was my understanding that Zener cards were not meant to see if you can telepathically read what is on a card like some sort of psychic. it was meant for you to read the person administering the test, similar to how poker players try to read the cards in someones hand just by looking at their expressions. if you have ever met someone who can do that after shuffling a deck and giving you some time to look at them, it is chilling. the real impressive stuff only matters when shuffling them, leaving them on the table, and then reading them before they are flipped over.Zenith radio did an experiment like that across the nation and got *surprising* results. I would like to see something similar on the interwebs, but it is just too hard to pull off without fakers.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electronic_voice_phenomenonthis is also interesting to me, since I think it activates the same circuits in the brain as schizophrenia, along with tickling Broca and Wernicke areas. there are some techniques in food fasting with sleep deprivation and sensory isolation tanks which depend on the human brain to try and extract words from the incoming audio signal to the ears. when a person is in a severely sleep deprived state (with something like galantamine to help), in a saline isolation tank, and after enough acclimation time (maybe an hour or two), then the extremely faint sounds come in. it isn't unusual to "hear voices" in that quiet ear signal similar to prisoner cinema.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prisoner%27s_cinemawhen under the influence of psychadelics on a multi-day empty stomach, no sleep, and no sensory inputs, the mind starts filling in those gaps. advanced SERE is similar, except they go the complete opposite direction with semantic satiationhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Semantic_satiation
>>41324045anyway, more blatheringthe gist of this is that you can most definitely influence the actual wiring of the brain either in neurodevelopment early in life, or with neuroplasticity later in life. you can deny all sensory inputs and get Prisoner's Cinema in your eyes, ears, skin, and every other input to your brain by it trying to make up a fake signal just to stay busy.in the opposite direction, using semantic satiation is often employed by isolating an individual for several days in a room with the lights always on, music always playing (always the same song), no sleep, cold/hot extremes, etc... then after a time, you take them out, tie them to a chair, put a loose ziptie around their next, put a bag over their head, spray them with ice water, and beat them with one of those surgical hoses they use on kids slingshots. it doesn't actually hurt, but the mental weight of it all feels like death, not to mention their clammy skin. after an hour of doing that while screaming at them incoherently in their mother tongue language, and then hitting them with some lukewarm water makes them feel like they are on fire.after about a month of that, spending a week awake, then in a wacky hot/cold lovetap situation with a rubber hose, it breaks people super fucking hard. and that isn't even getting to the part where we hang them by the arms from the ceiling and tickle the fuck out of them. seriously. we used to chuckle about what was happening to the fuckheads in Cobalthttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salt_Pitthe "torture" isn't all that bad, considering there were instances of security forces (usually women) offering up butt love to the prisoners. the point is, the human mind is extremely plastic, and people are absolutely wrong when they say"stick and stones, words may never hurt me"well, I can tell you that they absolutely can, and we can, will, and have before rewire your fucking brain against your will to force us to tell us what we want to know.
