I have a female angel/fallen angel here telling me stuff. I know she is one, she's healed broken bones and flown me but I can't prove it to you. What I don't know is if she is fallen or an angel of testing. She's obviously testing me and teaching me to be less gullible and naive. She wants me to figure out what she is not obey or instantly believe her She's either an angel or fallen angel healing meShe's told me there are many angels that go by>Michael>Lucifer>Azazel>Azrael/Azreal (and that Azreal is a unisex name like Oggie)>Devil>Satan>Samael>LilithAny all those but Michael can be natural given names or "earned" by arch angels for working hard in specific ways, she described it like "video game titles/seals/achievements" to me.She also said there are good Satans and Devils that work for God and test humans while pretending to be evil.She said angels will pretend to be evil and demons to test humans like undercover heaven police.She said the Bible is not true and should be completely disregarded because it says God burns people alive forever so the entire book is trash.God reincarnates people and is a tall old white man but infinite minded and sees and hears all the time and has always existed in a way creations cannot comprehend no matter what. the creator does not burn people alive constantly for all eternity and the Bible blasphemnes the Creator by saying thisThat the arch angel michael has many sons named michaelThat there are many names lucifer and many named lilithI can definitely tell she's a winged creature. She heals broken bones and my severe problems (meth addiction) but forces me to work in other ways and she is constantly teaching and healing me. Also when she reveals her presence she feels super powerful like she can destroy a planet and fly me to heaven.She's told me her name is>Lilith the Crimson Haired Horsewoman of Universe DestructionBut that she isn't the queen of demons or spirit people are getting succs from
She is teaching me stuff, how to not talk about this IRL. She wants me to be myself on 4chan and ramble so she can correct any>autism/schizo like shitBy talk therapy.She smokes marlboros with me and weed too and drinks coronas with me. She also smoked crystal meth with me.
>>41323936>readingInteresting>still reading alongOh huh this is actually pretty interesting>"meth"SighI say this as somebody who has experienced amphetamine psychosis myself. Its a much more intense experience than anyone ever expects and it usually manifests at the end of a binge or right before quitting because you just haven't been sleeping and that makes it all so much worse. It was never actual meth for me, just the pharmacy stuff my neglectful parents gave me in high school that I promptly abused. Theres probably some truth to what youre saying because I personally believe that psychosis gives you a filtered look at the other side like some schizos see. I just dont think the gestalt you're generating here is likely to be accurate, based on my own life experience and not just some "drugs are bad" judgement.
>>41324001I'm pretty sure it's an actual angel because I've used meth once in the last 10 years, and broken bone has been healed, and ive been smote by God for cussing at her and yelling i hate you to her.
>>41323936mental illness is fucking fascinating wow
>>41324020Angel told me she's healing my mental illness. I imagine they do this, even a fallen once might take pity on a schizo autist like me since schizo autism sucks so bad.
>heroes of the stormgod i hope this game comes back
>>41324089It is still fun to play. I have 13k games between my 2 accounts. It gets regular balance updates and a new patch just came out to rework some maps and the towers/forts. Give it another try dude. Hots general chat is basically 4chan /pol/ so be advised if you try to have a meaningful conversation in the chat.
>>41324089>>41324159They've ruined ("remastered") all of my favourite heroes. Still like the game, would play if I had time.Anon, I don't want to be dismissive, but I share the other anon's sentiment, once you mention doing meth with her, it's difficult to take it seriously, even if I want to suspend disbelief. Still, though, it is interesting, so if you have any more revelations, I'll read.
