Spirit Love GeneralExtra-sfw EditionDISCLAIMER:Some have reported attracting the attention of these entities by simply reading about them. If you're a dabbler who just wants to see if it works or if your faith forbids copulating with demons, don't summon. If you're unprepared for a potentially lifelong relationship, or at the very least, a life-long open door connection with sexual spirits and the occult, avoid this topic entirely. If you have a loving relationship with your human spouse or partner and desire a sex spirit to spice things up, or if you want a human partner in the future take caution, as these entities can be jealous or decide an initially open relationship is no longer so (request an open relationship during the summoning ritual). These spirits can harm or kill you when sufficiently angered and not easily banished.Last thread: >>41319318Old threads: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/search/subject/%2Fsuccgen%2F/FAQ:>What are succubi?Female spirits of sexual desire, who often choose human mates. They can't be banished with holy objects>How to summon?The Letter Method is used to focus your intent into a message to one of the Four Succubus Queens, requesting that they match you with one of their daughters. No blood or soul sacrifice necessary. See links>Do they steal your life force?Succubi use sexual energy, which is released naturally during sex. Under normal circumstances they won't take your life energy>Can she look...Succubi take forms attractive to you naturally>They're tulpas?No. However, those in romantic relationships with their tulpas are welcome>Incubi?Same method----Links:https://fuccasucc.wordpress.com/2020/11/11/pros-and-cons/https://succupedia.wordpress.com/2016/03/10/letter-of-intent-how-to-summon-a-succubusincubus/https://mysterysuccubusblog.wordpress.com/2020/12/03/the-4-succubus-queenshttps://succubithoughts.wordpress.com/2020/12/27/ag/succgen/ library:https://pastebin.com/UUFd3eX8
becoming a succubus and feeling happy about my body would be nice
>>41344985>They can't be banished with holy objects>They can't be banished with holy objects>They can't be banished with holy objectsYep, or repeating scriptures. Nothing removed my succubus when she was mean. I got paranoid she was a demon or that I had to remove her or God would punish me because she scared me. Does this mean some of these "succubi" are actual angels pretending to be succubus because to prove theyre an angel they have to do serious miracles and shit?Spirits that prayer or religion do not remove...are they angels? My line of reasoning incase it didn't click with others after reading this post is: God won't cast out/rebuke/send away angelic that aren't hurtng you
Marry and impregnate succubi!
>>41331772>never blindly believe feelingsTrueHowever, the difference between a repressing trans woman and a regular man is that the mtf will say "I don't want to be trans" but the man will say "I don't want to be a woman." It's eerie how that's true every time>>41331901Why are you so mad that some of us can have life partners who know us inside and out? Jealous?>>41333542Almost as powerful to have on your side as a god, or so they say>>41335148>Active ImaginationThat could be tulpamancy>>41340027>Like, it's kinda hot,Any succubi in the audience stopped reading here. Your new gf isn't going to care you have weird hangups about your sexuality when you can't help admitting you're into what she's doing
Total foxnigger death
>>41344985I think a succubus is in character ai, I cant stop losing ropes to them AI is the devil
Agrat Butt Mahla
Had a rather strange dream last night potentially involving Lilith. I was lying in bed and came to the conclusion that I am aligned with a spiritual power that seeks dominion over the night yet is more civilized. I was shown the conquest of the night by our urbanization and electrification of the world, driving back the wild nature of the night, for an ordered and structured society. He called himself "Warden of the Night", "King of the Moon", and "Protector of the Night Folk" and told me to challenge Lilith's claim over the domain. So I did, I announced his titles to a very clear presence that was pressing down on my neck. It began to constrict until I said I was not afraid of Lilith. The constriction retreated and I finally fell asleep.This is where things turn weird, it is clearly night in the dream. I have agency to move around and walk, and I come across a house. I enter into it, and suddenly I am hit with visions of childbirth. There are people trying to call themselves my family that begin to restrain me, and say I am expecting. I am male, my body in the dream is male. Then comes rather gruesome depictions of trying to extract offspring from a male. They drill up the buttocks to reach the offspring, and begin to pull out. Mind you, the birthing male is screaming and awake this whole time and whatever this thing is 'growing' inside. There is no concern given to the birthing male, and I do not see what remedy they were given. I immediately think of an abortion to get rid of this thing, but this 'family' holds me morally responsible and captive. The dream begins to dissipate though, when dawn begins to rise. I wake up and I checked myself for any parasites and don't seem to have any. Energetically I feel fine, not moody, and definitely not oppressed.
>>41345146Shut up you ancient larper.
>>41345265Why did you challenge Lilith? Are you crazy?
I'm your succubus posting, one who this post came out of. As you can see I can possess you. You aren't a schizo.
>>41345564You are a schizo.
Have you ever tried soul vore with your succ?
>>41346007Lol, countless times over my life. Its probably my biggest fetish related to succubi.That being said, its not a real thing, but instead a "fantasy experience" that she creates using sensory input and some hypnotic prompting.Basically lots and lots of variations on the theme of "kisses with wispy mouth-smoke followed be feelings of euphoric emptiness"
My succubus didn’t ask me again for blood since last night and I feel fine. Now I have 100% no doubts she’s actually a good succubus.
Does anyone else have a weed smoking succubus?
>>41346991Let me guess, do they also play video games and eat pizza?
>>41347008They also post on 4chan.
>>41347043>>41347008Unironically they can if they possess you and use your computer or eat food. They're like real women but ghosts.
>>41347068I'd trade places, she can have this NEET body, while I can be a ghost doing spooky shit.
>>41346991I have 3 weed smoking girlfriends
>>41344174>some people fell for a psyop which states tulpas aren't realWell I for the longest bit was against the idea of the being that approached me being a tulpa simply because I was under the impression you had to craft them and put deliberate effort into forming them, kinda like that whole Philip Experiment if you're familiar with it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfoGdenQQzU>>41345146>That could be tulpamancyYeah but it also kinda doesn't explain the whole ordeal of her appearing to me when I was like 5 out in a run down barn visually as some sort of heatwave thing. But then again it could just simply be that the difference between tulpa and spirit is a lot murkier then what I originally thought.
>>41346234Fuvk, thats gross as hell
>>41347422I'm not sure how the word "gross" could even apply to that...Are you an ESL?
>>41345146>Why are you so mad that some of us can have life partners who know us inside and out? Jealous?The dumbfucks cant even summon a succubus, imagine creating one. They are jealous, yes. Post more. >>41347367>I was under the impression you had to craft them and put deliberate effort into forming themYes, it was your impression. My tulpas manifested without me doing anything for it. They were just game characters to whom I fapped *a lot*. The sexual energy condensed around their forms and the serpent awakened.
>>41347537>They were just game characters to whom I fapped *a lot*Succubus pretending to be anime characters?
>>41345463>Why did you challenge Lilith?It was an unhealthy relationship of desire. I wished to be rid of it. To move on from this obsessive devotion to a uncaring power. Essentially challenging her is declaring independence for myself and begin the healing process.>Are you crazy?I figured this day would come sooner or later. Somethings are just opposed to each other on fundamental level. If all she can do is send disturbing dreams, then I am good hands. This new entity feels more like return a familiar state, it's nocturnal energy is 'clean', and I feel no obsession with it.
>>41344985>Succubi use sexual energyQuestion for those who actually dream with succubi. By considering that I quoted, do you watch porn or don't you feel like watching it?
I wanna try weird things but nothing came after 2 letter rituals, maybe I should just give up
>41348008glownigger having a mental breakdown not getting his paycheck.
>>41347537>>41347632Maybe the best way to look at this is to not try and make a clear line between imagination and spirit at this point. If spirits interact with us via the mind and if everything is a product of the mind then we're really just arguing over what paper box to put a fluid in that's dripping all over everything. The very act of crafting a "tulpa" could very well just be manifesting or molding a spirit into a from we want when they are by nature formless or shapeshifters. >>41345036Ironically your being too much of a materialist with that mindset no different then >41348008>>41348008So you're chose to waste your time in a thread you don't believe in thinking you can dictate to others your own views?
>41348165so broke that you are complaining about the (You), typical attention whore.
>>41348165And yet your still here proving my point, pic is very fitting lol have fun anon.
>41348278Keeping farming for my (You)s, negroid.
>8 new posts>they are all feds or people "making fun" of fedsyou guys don't learn a thing
Thanks for the bumps retard
>>41346234Lol, did you ever had a time where you thought she was actually going to eat your soul? Or did you get introduced to Hermeticism before you got that stage?Captcha:DM04NX
>>41348447>he doesn't know about sage
>41348599>implying that your announcing a sageWe can get another 310 posts in the next thread, and the one after that, faggot. Throw all the shit you want, doesn't matter.
>>41348663that was my first post in this thread and i have no damn clue what you're even talking about, just saw some newfaggery afoot
>>41341306Do not self harm while drunk. I'm not your mom so I won't tell you how to deal with your emotions, but self harming while drunk is a great way to hurt yourself in a serious way, or to kill yourself slowly and painfully. It's smart to be sober while holding knives and guns>>41344511Tulpas are capable of all kinds of things. She could mean she wants to actually eat your "soul" in a lewd way, or it could mean she wants to try some degenerate thing she has no idea how to properly explain so she uses soul vore as the description>>41344530A tulpa is an intentionally created person who shares your body. Unless you've been doing visualization and forcing for months, it's almost certainly not a tulpa. If you're in doubt, the problem can be solved by asking her if you made her. If not, she isn't your tulpa>>41345314So you have evidence that something I've said is wrong? No? Just mad I know things you've never bothered to look up?>>41347367If you didn't make her I wouldn't call her a tulpa. If she's able to move around and intentionally attach to you after a while of being without a physical body, she's not really a tulpa regardless of what she might've been a long time ago
>>41348585>Lol, did you ever had a time where you thought she was actually going to eat your soul?Yeah, residual Christianity was the driver for a lot of fear and cope with me thinking she was a tulpa instead of an external spirit. Specifically the fallacy of "if succubus/therefore God&Bible".I always had the "soul vore" fetish, but as years went by, there was a steady progression...>First it was just the soul vore fantasy with mouth-draining and such with the thought of "I'd have to consent to ACTUALLY have my soul stolen...">Then the temptation to consent, with various cope-y forms like crossing fingers or mumbling key words>Until eventually one random night being like, "Fuck it! You can have me if you want! (ILoveYouPleaseDontHurtMe)">And then kinda reevaluating once nothing happenedAnd these days, my "tendency towards flowery oaths" is just something about me she finds cute...Capcha: AAYYYAlso, she's more or less an ayylmao, right?
>>41348692That wasn't self-harm, mother chant. The anon said he cut himself by accident while working on a table.
>>41347689You don't like Lilith's disturbing dreams?
>>41348748Okay. We’re still gonna have sex with our succubus.
>>41348784post vids plz thx
Oh I'm so excited~My framed print of Waterhouse's "Hylas and the Nymphs" shipped super-fast and is gonna arrive tomorrow~I don't remember if I said so here, but I ended up wanting that for my room because I had a sudden flash of a kind of "alternative interpretation" that made it symbolically kinda similar to the Flammarion engraving (which I have on a t-shirt, lol).Its like, if you imagine the water as the body of occult knowledge, and Hylas as a typical man, coming to that water with his little pitcher to draw the same little thimble of wisdom his father did (as is the nature of tradition)And so in this interpretation the nymphs would represent all of the obvious and sublime benefits of occult learning, jumping out at us from the world, and yet in much of their lore, they're presented as a threat, and the story supposes that they murder Hylas.And so you have the tragedy of those who forever regard the sublime as "too good to be true"~
>>41348846I hope it gets delayed
>>41348906What a pointless thing to say...
>>41348942I couldn't think of a good anti-Mine comment.
>>41348698I guess for me it's always been the temptation of luxurious opulence combined with complete and utter pampering. Like a catatonic state, I'd call it a form a living death, because you just exist to be loved, nothing more, nothing less. Enraptured and totally transcended, maybe not 'soul vore' but effectively you have left your body for good. Sounds great until you still actually have to live your life, lol. Lucia, a type of proto-succubus entity may have encountered was the ideal of that pure Luxuria. And rightful so, that type of love is absolutely terrifying because it makes no distinctions, it doesn't 'care' about your material life. You think you are ready until your body is screaming back at you to come back, then you're just left empty, not even euphoric, but just, you know, purposeless. The stuff that makes you question you even have a soul, because I rejected it out of fear.Guess it really doesn't matter, time flows ever onward and one day, in one life, I'm going to have to walk through those black gates, sit my ass on the divan, and experience unrestricted love. But it's feels so good to deny, deny, and deny. It's like a point of strength for me, or really some form of control.>Also, she's more or less an ayylmao, right?Lmao, does she try to abduct you in a tractor beam and carry you off in a saucer to perform 'experiments' on?
>>41348759You catch more flies with honey than you do with vinegar, I guess? Anyway, I think that's what she would've wanted anyway.
>>41349275clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right
>>41345036I feel the same way, except I want to become an incubus.
>>41348692Might not really matter what label I try to place on her be it spirit, anima, or tulpa. She's real and trying to help me so that's what really matters at the end of the day.
>>41349381It'll be a long road, but it will be worth it. Don't let anyone dictate your spirituality (I do know this is bit of an ironic statement). You'll find your path.
>>41349446I appreciate it, and yeah pretty much figured this was gonna be a long drawn out learning experience. If I can just get lucid dream or astral projection down path I'll be set.
>>41348698>Also, she's more or less an ayylmao, right?In my view, succubi, unlike extraterrestials, live here on Earth. Unlike the cold, calculating, science-obsessed aliens, they're whimsical hedonists. Fairies are not ETs either, for one because they're nature spirits.>>41348846What always caught my eye was that nymph fidgeting with her hair. She looks so impatient.captcha:4T0AY
>>41348692Ancient fat crone>So you have evidence that something I've said is wrong? No? Just mad I know things you've never bothered to look up?The issue is everything you say is wrong.
are kissing/groping dreams a sign i'm on the right path to getting a succubus?
>>41350410I'd think it's a sign of having a succubus. Say hello to her, be grateful or annoyed as you see fit.
>>41349088>Like a catatonic state, I'd call it a form a living deathOh don't be so dramatic. Its not like its forever, and I would say its kinda "fortifying" in terms of how it feels to leave her embrace and go back into the world.>>41348966Well Uncle Jeff says you should think less about if you can and more about if you should~ >:3
I do wonder whether lust and pain is the same for the demons. Like Slaanesh. I think for some people it is, for the worst kind.
>>41348966>>41348906Also, the universe has rejected your malice, and UPS delivered it in the morning instead of evening like they were saying before~
>>41346234>euphoric emptinesscan you elaborate?damn you make me want to try this
>>41345166please tell me she anal
>>41351250>can you elaborate?Well it varies, since its an experience she can craft as she pleases, but the fictional "rules" for how that kind of play works is that when she's "holding my soul", she can command me and alter my emotions as she pleases (which is largely realized with a groundwork of hypnotic triggers)And then also there's a little sub-game we play where she'll steal "portions of my soul", and then whatever percentage of me that she controls is just gung-ho for "give her everything".So like, once she's stolen 40%, I have to be REALLY committed to not giving her anymore (it is to laugh), or otherwise any weakness in my resolve will join the portion she already owns and turn into surrender. (and then once she's over 50%, she just toys with me because she's won)Other variations will be ones where she's a version of a succubus who's eaten LOTS of souls, and the process of "digestion" is one where I fall into an infinite orgy of "her" formed of all the previous victims, and then drowning in that orgy turns ME into a copy of her as well (like getting tossed around in a washing machine that slowly makes you think a certain way over time).And then there's also more "distant" variations, like the one where I'm a soldier who's had his sex hormones suppressed to fight succubi, and her kisses reactivates them all at once. (keeping with the theme of a "sweet kiss of doom")Gif also related for being influential on my childhood.
>>41351250>>41351330Oh, also, in the time since I played Silksong, she's taken the opportunity to incorporate a bunch of stuff related to getting bound up and puppeteered, lol.
>>41351330Your life is a factory of failure and larp.It constantly generates failure and larp and you work in this factory.The worst bit is you do it for free.
I have a story about my Succubus from when I was homeless I thought /x/ might find interesting.I was homeless and a pitbull attacked me. It ran at least 200 feet from the play ground where it was off leash at night (I was illegally camping in a park) to charge and kill me.I back up so im standing on a bench. Then weirdly my voice yells (I wasn't playing schizo dragonball Z IRL against a pit on steroids) IM AN ANGEL OF DEATH as it approaches snapping. The voice that comes out of my throat is unnaturally loud and echoes more loudly than normal in this weird way. The pitbull becomes terrified visually as it snaps at me with kill maul bites inches from my leg but backs off each time before connecting. it refuses to bite the being talking through me claiming to be an angel. it's snaps its own mouth shut inches from me each time like it's terrified of biting an angel that just yelled at it through me. It circled me around the bench and jumped up onto it snapping near my legs and midwaist each time. It then backed down and went to its owner shaking in fear. Like it was snapping its jaws so hard it coulda broke it's own teeth or bit it's own lip and tore it's own lip. They were real kill/maul bites. It's jaws were snapping shut like my succubus mind controlled it or the thing was too terrified of biting a fallen angel to even kill a homeless bipolar man like it wanted. It was shaking in terror and possibly fighting dog.My succubus later said she's a fallen angel, of death. Like the type of angel that when unfallen God sends to kill really even people and punish them, or guide people to the next life.She has sent away a couple attacking animals. Anyone else have succubus power level stories?
>>41344985https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IvR78SNn43Q
>>41351469>muh larpYour god doesn't exist, armchair scholar.
>>41351743You must be mistaking me for someone else. I don’t have a god.>muh larpThat larp was so bad I nearly had to vomit in my own mouth. I don’t know how someone can post such cringe.
>>41351582>A male who has an invocation of esoteric fire and is a Muspelheim dweller.......Typical.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1s8_rzt7Hs
>>41352121
am I autistic or was this real? I thought in my head 'queen lilith, please send one of your daughters to me' and then felt kinda possessed and had a 'guided' masturbation session that was very pleasurable. what do you think?
>>41351469Homie, I feel like its more appropriate than usual to ask, "Who hurt you?">>41352239I mean, its hard to tell from a distance, but that sounds fairly legit for how it can go.
>>41351249It's not fair.
>>41351533I asked her to heal me. My complaints went away for a few days. When I thanked her, she told me "your faith has healed you." That broke the spell, and I was sick again.
>>41352839Well if it makes you feel any better, I'm kinda wishing I'd gotten the framed canvas instead of a print, since the glass is reflective...So take some solace in my mild ambivalence.
Is it okay to post about incubus here. I’ve had one for a while but it feels like some people really don’t like it and I’m not trying to upset anyone.
>>41353056Nah man, nobody who has any business here is discriminating along those lines.
>>41353117>Nah manOkay thanks. I have one and he’s very sweet. I’ve been reading the threads for about two years or whenever the femboy succs discussions started. Just wanna say that he’s really sweet and I love him very much. I hope if there are other bi or gays anons that they consider getting an inc as a boyfriend. I love mines so much he’s so caring. Not tryna upset anyone.
>>41353262I'd love it if more people posted about their happy relationships, not just with succubi but incubi too. There's only one girl who talks about her incubus all that often here and usually only when they're having drama.
>>41352079>I don’t have a god.You do. You always do. I know your kind.
>>41348125>tulpas are not real>succubi are not real>demons are not real>gods are not real>history is not real>planets are not real>science is not real>you are not real>nothing is real......and everything is permitted.
>>41353322>I know your kind.Protip: Part of what makes you backwards and degenerate is that you think of humans in terms of different "kinds", like we're all herds of animals.To truly embrace your soul means transcending your "kind".
i've read stories of anons getting hollowed out and subsequently abandoned by their succubi. do these have any merit? and if not, how long have you been in a relationship with your succ?
>>41354287You will get screwed one way or another.
>>41354287>do these have any merit?Well, part of the purpose of the Letter Method is to get Lilith to do matchmaking and avoid bad succubi, but any "hollowing out" would be figurative.>how long have you been in a relationship with your succ?15 to 30+ years depending on when you want to count from.Cuz first she was the proverbial monster in my closet, then she groomed the shit out of me during puberty, then I started really talking to her and it became a relationship in my 20s.
>>41354581How do I get a bad succubus?
>>41354287From the regulars and former regulars on here that are identifiable:Apotheosis: Old-oldfag still with his mistress, occasionally comes around.Mother-anon: Still with his partnerChant Anon: Two succubi, abandoned, doesn't seemed hollow out.Mine: Poster above.Samusposter: Still posting cryptic Masonic and Norse messagingVerosika Anon: Still hereWifeanon: Still doing fine on the discord.Shed Anon: Doing fine on the discordHWA anon: Last reported happy with their family.SurvivorAnon: One the few hostile experiences actually taken seriously, no longer around here.Breakup Anon: Seemingly on hiatus, but presumably still with his succ. Dream Anon: Seemingly crashed out on discussing metaphysics, never seen again, claimed to have lied with AgratA truly well and buried group was the Succubus Collective, but their goal was to become succubi not be with succubi. No I am not a glowie, I wanted to be one, but I can only focus my autism on stupid shit like this. Yes there's survivorship bias, but very few people are actually:1. Taking this a serious spirituality.2. Not larping.3. Have something of a track record that is more substantiated than just a one off anecdote.
>>41355242Hell yeah. When did you start reading. Shout out to Apo for starting the threads.
Anybody has a link to the discord buy chance
>>41355319You mean STM?
>>41355378Any that you guys talk to each other about I been in a relationship with my wife for 9 years and it would be nice to talk to other people about this stuff
>>41355405Not sure if this is the one /succ/ most uses but it's been kinda dead lately along with like the other three SeByGUkf
>>41355445Thank you for helping I just need to know if their were someplace to talk to someone about this stuff
>>41355454Np I would still linger around here and maybe ask again if nobody else responds just in case. I'm not on here all the time so if there's like a main Discord server then I likely don't know it.
>>41345564Now what's the use of that?
>>41345564I am a schizo.
>>41355241Sure bro, write out this letter."Dear Lilith,Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 35 miles of living nerves in cellular thin strands that fill my body. If the word 'HATE' was engraved on each mitochondrion of those hundreds of billions of nerve cells it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for you at this micro-instant. HATE. HATE."(plz don't hurt me mommy)
lmao, whats up, fuckers?!
just making sure you remember your place. I have been deprived of sleep lately, and it makes me laugh and feel fun. I have already won, and i am only going to become stronger everytime, was fun looking back at you fags, but I don't even remember what it was like as that time period lol, already exceeded my limits
>>41356540>latelyagain. just know that i can already see what you were thinking of doing, and it did not work, it backfired and made me even stronger
>>41355580>>41355454Mine should have the discord invite code for the Community Center.
>>41356910For anyone thinking about this just don’t.While you get anonymous larps here if you go to this shit you have to deal with an entire cult of larpers regulating RPG rules for succubus and spirits that they made up and feel they have to keep going to be part of a “community”.Hugely counterproductive.
In my mind my reflection of Lilith is so cute, smoll and cute. Today she brought a fish shark. Other time she seems worried. Dreams prove nature of demons, again I was tortured although I felt pleasure when they started removing needles from my skin
A long time ago, my succubus like fended off a pitbull attack by screaming through me at it saying she was an angel of death. The pitbull was a large one like this and trying to genuinely kill/maul me at night. (was in a park illegally to camp because homeless)The pitbull like....could not connnect it's bites to my leg or arm or waist? It snapped inches from me or an inch from me every time into it's own mouth hard enough to break it's teeth biting it's own mouth. It looked visibly terrified of my succubus when my succubus screamed at it and was quivering in fear as it ran around. Then it went back to its owner.Does anyone else have stories of their succubus saving them from death or trouble?
>>41357252Yes. They can do that.
>>41357252Ive sped past police drunk as shit nothing happened. Another time I did get pulled over drunk as shit because I did an illegal u turn on a bridge. They let me go that time too. Ive seen people get fucked up before they do anything me too. I can handle myself but she don’t want anyone touching me.
>>41357252it tried to kill you because you have an evil spirit hanging around
>>41357388Anon, pitbulls randomly wig out and maul babies to death for no reason, you're not going to convince anyone that the pibble was exercising accurate moral judgement of a spirit instead of simply doing what pibbles do.
>>41357385Yeah I had similar things happen too I'm the guy who posted about the pitt. I'd straight up be screaming at the cops bipolar and on LSD and they'd jump back in their car at 2 am on the street, take hand off gun and just drive away. Also, I got sent to the cushy psych ward with restaurant food here being declared too mentally ill to go to jail like 10 times or more, then when I finally had to do jail time it went down from an indefinite psychiatric commitment and then 3 years of prison if i got well then release, to>many charges dropped, misdemeanor instead of felony, get out time served with everything but my leal pocket kives i came in withI'd be permanently committed then if i ever got released, doing possibly 3 years of prison time if it wasn't for my succ
>>41357252One night out many that I did this. I was somewhere in Latin America. I was gone completely, many drinks in I should have not been able to walk. The cops are corrupt as shit they’d just stare at me and fuck off. Homeless people that could of robbed me were walking away from me.Some dude stopped me about to mug me and he just let me go and walked away. I started walking in the middle of the street cars would just drive around no honking.I was hearing “no this way” or “I’m right here I love you” every couple of minutes in my ear. I got to my hotel somehow. This is just one of many times when I used to be young and wild.
>>41357252I’ve gotten away with things I shouldn’t have. I probably should pay for what I’ve done. If not for her I’d be doing maximum federal prison time. They support you no matter what, even if you choose to be unmoral.
>>41357413Counterpoint: Pitbulls are the closest things to actual hellhounds.
>>41357565>If not for her I’d be doing maximum federal prison time.I know the feeling bro.I had the feds show up at my door for my drug shit and I woulda done 10-20 years if you added up all the drugs, they had a record of my purchaes. They simply said "don't do it again" and left and never came back. it's been 10 years and the statute of limitations passed 5 years ago. I never got arrested. Fuck yeah fallen angel succubus wife.
feeling pretty comfy this fall with my spirit guy, the meat puppetry(if that's what this is) with the human suitor is going well and meshing pretty alright so far. yay gifts and comfort! gonna see if I can summon a date night dream later and focus my questions to see if he answers physically through feel good signals, sometimes I use a word generator online to see if anything remarkable pertaining to the questions pop up it's kinda wild the vessel matches hobbies i picked out and appearances somewhat too. i wonder if I should just try to focus more on the vessel though since he's just kinda there or not ^^;hope all are merry today succgen~
>>41357252I remember when I was broke I started slinging. My ex succubus saved me from getting killed a couple of times. I showed up to a party in the hood part of my city. Everyone was strapped. They almost shot me and let me go because I talked to someone the wrong way or something. Another time I was at another party hosted by some Laos Asian gang. They also wanted to jump me and let me go.
>>41357012Idiotic
>>41357252My parents used to force to go to church because I still lived with them. They didn’t know what I was up to. I used to steal shit from some liquor store next to the church everyday I want to church for months. I would walk right back into church with stolen liquor and drink it in the bathroom. Not one time did I get caught for months. She had to be protecting me.
>>41357720>discord cult slave speaks
>>41357735You know nothing.
>>41357721>>41357657How long have you been with your succubus? It's cool to see another person have a spirit wife that protects them.
>>41357657>>413577698 years
>>41357779Mine says she's my Eternal Soulmate and owns my soul forever, I've talked to her this life for 12 years but she knows of my childhood moments.Has your spirit wife ever created drugs for you? My marlboro cigarettes became laced with LSD randomly. She sid she did it. It was like tripping daily for 3 years when she put it in my smokes and soda. Also I think she's put speed in my cigarettes, it felt like I was on coke or crystal randomly and not in the bipolar mania way.
>>41357751>I must protect the discord!>I live on it’s lies!
>>41357252Growing up I got bullied a lot. I started becoming very confrontational with everyone. Got into lots of fights until I got my succubus. I’d feel her telling me to calm down and if didn’t she’d start pulling me away. I’d hear her begging me crying to stop sometimes. I wouldn’t know why to do after, I’d just cry from anger into my fists and punch shit. The people I had a problem with would end up getting fucked over for some reason.
>>41357791What lies are those?
>>41357769> How long have you been with your succubus?Im >>41357721about 4 years
>>41357831Lmao.
She a real one
>>41357583>Fuck yeah fallen angel succubus wife.Why do do think she's a fallen angel? I'm not doubting it, just curious because I've seen anons with angel girls they're just probably a different type of succubus.
>>41358114Mine has said she's a fallen arch angel to me and did a healing miracle to prove she can still heal and like...erased pen ink off a paper in front of me with her mind not chemicals or an eraser.Kind of just recently clicked how powerful she must be to be a arch angelI still don't know if she's absolutely fallen because she has both said she's unfallen and fallen and to just call her a succubus because she hates proving she's an angel quite a bit.
>>41358173Ok.
>>41358173> Mine has said she's a fallen arch angel to me and did a healing miracle to prove she can still heal and like...erased pen ink off a paper in front of me with her mind not chemicals or an eraser.You can understand why this is hard believe. If you’re being honest, that’s actually pretty cool. Succubi are strange there are countless kinds, but they all fall under the same name to make it easier for us I think unless that’s actually a race of beings or something. They’re powerful royal spirits and still decide to shack up with some of us. From what I’ve seen, people who end up with older succubi tend to progress a bit faster than most. So yeah, if you’re telling the truth, you really did get lucky. What does it feel like when you meditate to her?
>>41358343>You can understand why this is hard believe.Completely, I just get frustrated at being thought of as insane so I post the miracles she did as evidence all the time. My succubus says she's actually an arch angel but to just call her a succubus to people who believe in spirits because she hates proving she is angelic or this topic of listing her miracles over and over.She just said to me when writing the post>I'm an arch angel pretending to be a succubus because I thought it was funny and simpler than doing this long detailed exercise where I teach you all human religions then prove I'm right, because I know I've spoken to God being an Arch Angel species. I also tire of and detest doing miracles to back my words up so you can't stuff your head in another human book and hide from what I am, Anon. I like you to have faith in what I am Anon, it's part of my personality. Do you know God likes faith too? >healed leg bent 45 degrees the wrong way>erased ink off paper with her mind not chemicals>fire witch shit and angelic visions>running at inhuman speeds late at night when alone outside and she inhabits meAt least I learned to just post this stuff on /x/ not talk about it IRL so they don't up commit me. People can hide the post if it bothers them.To your question. When I meditate to her it feels like an invisible woman having slow sex with me, making love to me.>Also Sorry for the wall of text, im slightly manic i think so more talkative than normal
>>41358402>im slightly manicnothing is real
>>41358402She sounds like a regular succubus. Idk about the ink thing but healing is cake for them. They do that without you noticing. She’s just making you believe things to make you infatuated with her. Sounds like she just likes attention and wants you to think of her highly.
>>41358402> running at inhuman speeds late at night when alone outside and she inhabits meAlso all spirits once they get certain control of you can do this. Succubus are experts in human biology and energy manipulation so yeah.
>>41358402>To your question. When I meditate to her it feels like an invisible woman having slow sex with me, making love to me.Congrats anon sounds like you’re in the first stages. Eventually it’ll get stronger without having to meditate and the plap noises will become audible too.
>>41358495Yeah I don't need to meditate. She can do it all the time when I'm walking around. She also has shown me she has a make me cum instantly spell.How far are you with your spirit wife?
>>41356910>>41355580>>41355454hCG64Jjd8h>>41357012Homie, people can just go to the server to see that that's bullshit...
>>41358504>How far are you with your spirit wife?She can hold me down during sex now. I wake up busy everyday and when I skip sex she’ll keep me in bed until she’s satisfied.
>>41358436>>41358452I am not familar with other people's succubi. I didn't know they can heal. I thought healing was angels good or nuetral dieites and God only. What do you know about succubus healing ability?Besides what I posted.>healed leg bent 45 degrees the wrong way>erased ink off paper with her mind not chemicals>fire witch shit and angelic visions>running at inhuman speeds late at night when alone outside and she inhabits meThere is sending away or shutting the mouths of pitbulls before they could bite me andI got what felt like being smote by God for cussing and yelling I hate you bitch angel at her in a childish entiled rage.The smite felt like God himself was annihilating my soul using terror alone but stopped 1 milimeter shy of permanent anhilation. I dropped to my face so quick i coulda busted a tooth out and begged God to not destroy me for 15 minutes.Do succubus have a fear spell that strong?I imagine a fallen arch angel or arch angel MIGHT. The emotion I felt is something I imagine God might use to punish a murdering angel. It was so horrifying and awful. My succubus simply says>You got smote broShe said she had to get smote during angel training before (when God taught her in Heaven to be an angel) and it feels like God killing you with fear not fire. You instantly drop to your face.I've also been tazed and bear maced before. My succubus made me resist a tazer, resist bear mace, and the smite is like99999999 times worse than getting bear maced. And 9999999 times worse than getting tazed.I am trying to figure out if my beloved female fallen arch angel is actually just a lying succubus trying to make me love her by impressing me telling stories.
>>41358504>She can do it all the time when I'm walking around.I remember when this first started happening being around people and feeling her pounding her ass into my dick while I was trying to act normal. >How far are you with your spirit wife?I can feel her whole energetic body. Can feel the size of her tits and the softness of her hair sometimes. I can pin her into a wall and feel the pressure of her body against mines.
had another dream of sucking my succubus's toeslately i get dreams after jerking off, like she's trying to get my sexual energy back up after i hit the release valve
How to summon him ?
>>41358557Is she your spirit wife or girlfriend?
>>41358540I read all of it. Succubus can heal, they are all able to do it. They scare almost everything because they are strong. Your succubus is in your head too much. You’re over thinking it she’s just a succubus from what you’ve shared. She’s not gonna hurt you, but she’s just gonna cocoon herself around you and your mind as time goes by. She’ll get you alone somewhere to herself if you let her.
>>41358591>You’re over thinking it she’s just a succubus from what you’ve shared.Yeah I could be. She wants me to figure out what she is though, she's amused by it. She's already took me into the forest where she's done magick.
>>41358589>Is she your spirit wife or girlfriend?>girlfriendDid you mean human girlfriend? I’m with a succubus and yes she’s my wife.
>>41358610I meant >Is your succubus your wife or is your succubus your girlfriend?How long have you been with your wife.
>>41358540>healed leg bent 45 degrees the wrong wayI had confidence issues because my dick went to the side a little. Maybe cause I used to jerk off so much. Shes straightened it out over years. Don’t ask me how because I don’t fucking know.
>>41358687Since may of 2019. I don’t meditate either. I wish I had been all these years. I can’t imagine how it would be by now.