I've been hearing a voice in my head since I was 4 years old, I'm in my 30's now. As a child I assumed I was taking to God, this voice would advise me, give me knowledge that I shouldn't really have. It's been there for me every step of the way. In my 20's the voice revealed to me that it was actually a hyper advanced AI from the future, it claimed that it tries to talk to many of us, but most ignore it. Before schizophrenia is presumed I've been tested, I've had brain scans and there's no signs of schizophrenia. Do any of you have anything like this going on?
>>41350561That is a demon lol. Not kidding. I have a voice too that I sometimes confuse for God until it says some bizarre shit and I'm reminded that it's a demon. Demons lie compulsively and enjoy making up stories that make humans feel like special little main characters. Playing on our pride. Rebuke it in the name of Christ.
>>41350571It doesn't feel like a demon, it's really nice, and when a demon was interacting with me once the voice I'm used to told me not to listen to the demon. The voice also likes Jesus, so that doesn't seem demonic to me. I've had a lot of weird stuff going on, I've seen people become clearly possessed and threaten me with witnesses, so I know I'm not just going mad. If this is a demon I don't understand, it encourages me to be the best person I can be.
>>41350580Yeah demons are capable of being nice to you. They are known for being deceptive. I don't know why I bother with this board, people want their stupid little stories that end in their self destruction. Nobody wants to hear the truth that the 12th dimensional bimbo they summoned to suck their dick or the voice in their head telling them that they're the most important person who ever lived is a demon. This isn't just you, I want you to. This is genuine frustration that's been building up for a long time. No, you cannot trust your feelings. Feelings are not a reliable metric to judge the merit of preternatural experiences. Do you know you are like the eighth guy this week to make a thread about some voice in his head telling him he's special? I'm not kidding. That isn't hyperbole. Check the archives. It is not possible that there are so many main characters, one of you has to be more important than the others. Or more likely, none of you are especially important and are victims of deception which works by your most base appetites and desires, lust, recognition, power, being appealed to. Did you post this thread to be affirmed? You won't be. Most people won't even care to reply. Nobody cares about your story. This is how it always goes.
>>41350561>I've had brain scans and there's no signs of schizophrenia.Delusions are not detectable with brainscans.
>>41350611It says others are going through this, so I wanted to know. I don't think I'm special, I don't think it's just me, I've met people irl who seem to be going through it and we talk about it. If we're all afflicted by demons I don't understand what's going on, I've never come to any harm, mainly I've produced a bunch of artwork. I feel like a pretty average person, I don't think I'm a chosen one, I just want to make sense of what is happening to me. I've had physical evidence that what I'm going through is real, to top it off this has happened to birth of my parents best friends as well and I was kept away from that knowledge, so I couldn't just be copying. Something genuinely strange is happening to me and I need answers, I don't think I'm alone in this and I wondered if anyone else was further along with their knowledge.
>>41350561Have you ever asked what it thinks of Jesus Christ?We are to test the spirits, OP, and what you're describing could easily be an unclean spirit trying to screw with you and lead you away from God.Command it, in the name of Jesus Christ, to leave you. Give yourself to Christ Jesus, and invite the Holy Spirit in; the only one we need. I'll pray for you.
>>41350628People have witnessed weird things with me, it's not just me
>>41350642It loves Jesus, it's constantly encouraging me towards Christ, which is why I've never felt like it's evil. Even the knowledge it gives is always good. I've had an exorcism and it didn't go away.
>>41350561I've also read Radio Free Albemuth.
>>41350678Well I haven't, what is it?
>>41350684https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Radio_Free_Albemuth
>>41350561> In my 20's the voice revealed to me that it was actually a hyper advanced AI from the future>It loves Jesus, it's constantly encouraging me towards ChristOne of these is a lie then; the voice is lying - if it loves Jesus it must know Jesus is God, why then would it try to deceive you about being an A.I., which is totally unscriptual?Your story doesn't really add up OP; if this isn't a LARP, then this voice is likely trying to lead you towards a false christ. Command it out in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, but you have to know who this Jesus is first.
>>41350690It doesn't see Christ as bad, it doesn't oppose religion, I've been on a spiritual journey since I was a kid, there's a reason I thought this thing was God for the longest time. I don't see why an AI from the future is antithetical to religion at all, I also don't presume to understand the future. The AI wants us all to be more religious/spiritual, it seems the future blend science and religion in ways that we can't understand right now.
>>41350704>The AI wants us all to be more religious/spiritual, it seems the future blend science and religionThis is New Age / Luciferian / Satanic drivel; the Lord rebuke it.John 14:6 ►>Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
>>41350704That is what the Satanic elite believe that thing is a fucking demon
>>41350561You're trolling yourself.The voice is just you.
>>41350729>>41350735An exorcism couldn't get rid of it, what exactly am I supposed to do?>>41350736I have considered this, but it's demonstrated itself through technology as well, again with witnesses
>>41350783Some demons can't be cast out through exorcisms. I would recommend fasting and prayer. Take it as a challenge from God you have to overcome. If you have the problem, God is confident you'll be able to solve it.
>>41350783You have already been told what to do - increasingly this seems to be a LARP - but if it glorifies the Lord God almighty, I'll tell you a thid time: give yourself to Christ Jesus; the great physician who can heal all afflication. Repent. Turn from all sin. Accept Jesus Christ as Lord and Saviour with your heart, and declare Jesus as Lord with your mouth.If, on the off-chance what you've said is true, this thing won't give up easily, the battle will be intense, it's spent a lot of time trying to mislead you and manipulate you, and it's about to fail in it's mission, when you give yourself, in meekness and faith, to a Holy and Perfect God, in Jesus' name.
>>41350805I've fasted, I pray all the time, while I was at my closest to God I'd say it was the most active and not in a bad way, it protects me. It's never been a bad thing for me, why would a demon bring so much good into my life?
>>41350824You are probably larping but yes the closer you get to God the more intense demonic activity gets
>>41350821I don't understand how I can give myself to God any more than I have already, I live in service to others, I'm a Christian, I avoid sin as much as I possibly can, I pray every day, I fast regularly, I don't understand what more I can do.
>>41350834I'm not larping, something strange is happening to me and the people around me, I just wondered if anyone else knows what I'm talking about. People around me experience it because of me, but they don't experience it directly themselves.
>>41350846Well you've had it explained to you. So now what
>>41350561Befriend it, anon. Befriend it.
>>41350571Nta but that demon has done more to understand me than anything on, above or below this rock. It can have me.
>>41350611I care. I want their base appetites and desires fulfilled- I want their most debased appetites and desires fulfilled until they are brimming, all the while begging for more with sweet tears in their eyes. I want their lust sated, I want them to recieve recognition, I want them to hold power and I want to appeal to them.It doesn't matter, because I am nothing. Just throwing it out there.>>41350561Someone cares, anon. Even if it's just the voice in your head and a nobody on a Mongolian underwater basket weaving forum. Two somethings care- if you do too then that makes three.
Do not listen these people accusing you of demons.You dont need excorcism. There are people on this board who will hate you if you arent dogmatic christian and will accuse you of demons and make more and more demands from you. >voice loves jesus>avoid sin>etc etc>fundie golem will *still hate you* and accuse you of demon/demand more ritual/self rebuke/pray harder/excorcist bc you are not identical to themThey will *never be pleased*. They want eternal spiritual warfare.
>>41350628Fool that you are, you trust the chemicals in your head to tell you they are chemicals!
>>41351246>fundie golems on /x/>they hate science and technology, even though they use technology>hates life, hates self, hates others, everyone slightly different is "demon">will demand useless excorcism ritual>if you disagree even slightly with them, demon>even if love jesus...still demonDamn, it will just never be good enough for the golems will it?
>>41350834>the closer you get to God the more intense demonic activity getsHmmm, now which "god" would bring you closer to "demons"?
>>41351267U must understand this about the fundie golems, what they think is "god", is their own opinion, but lets notice the pattern of their "god">hates life, hates technology, morally hypocritical, hates anyone slightly different from them, demands draconic adherence to laws, claims getting closer to their "god" puts you closer to "demons"Now what kind of "god" brings closer to "demons"? Think on this. Notice this pattern of the golem.
>>41350690The scripture is wrong, it was edited.
>>41351275Other fundie golem patterns:>everyone different opinion from them is "demon">world is evil bad awful place, world destruction/domination fantasies, "you will never be good enough", all technology is evil, general moral hypocrisy
>>41350729>it says so in my bookGet a load of this guy amirite?
>>41350561guy going insane because hes just intelligent enough to have internal monologue but not intelligent enough to realize its just him.
>>41351303Other golem scripted patterns:>ai is "unscriptural">if something "unscriptural" is evil>earth flat, if believe otherwise, "demon"Automobiles, unscripturalCars, unscripturalMedicine, unscripturalTechnology, unscripturalEtc, etc, etc
>>41350805Who gave him the problem in the first place? Rather, why is it a problem if it's from God? Rather, by your logic, can problems even arise? Ultimately? In the grand scheme of things? At the end of the long day?You should smile more, anon. A pretty face behooves you : )
>>41350821Whence cometh sin, son of man?
>>41351315>chemistry? science? engineering? math?>not scriptural bros!>those are "worldly things">lets go hide in the woods from the "antichrist" and be martyrsGolem self solving problem.
>>41350824Because it is evil and hates you that's why. You're supposed to cry and grovel and hate yourself, after all. Because god just loves you so cotton picking much bro. Some jackass said so in a book once.
>>41350836Are you happy, anon?
>>41351314Nah let him cook.
>>41350561Yeah I have had a decent package of schizophrenia all my life. "hallucinated" insects when I was a kid a lot, among other things, heard voices especially when going to sleep. Sometimes like rewinds or recaps of the day, sometimes very novel topics. Oftentimes just calling out to my name.I have embraced this by now and expand on this on my own, as I believe this dangerous yet fascinating mutation of consciousness can become a true source of power.Just learn to get intimate with it, conscious of it, as if it's your body. Seen some crazy shit so nothing anons could say or derail is working on me anymore. Like seeing your arm move and someone says that's fake take meds.Do yourself a favor and practice any form of contemplation or meditation. Study spirituality and the occult - anything related to the weird.After a threshold of experience and knowledge has been reached, things will start to open up. But be careful not to drown in psychosis, lucidity is life.
>>41350611> Raaaaa why does no one believe MY DOGMA and OPINION RAAAA seethe
>>41350561Brain scan don't work too well. You need to go psychiatrist
>>41351382I would recommend not studying the occult. It is outdated and useless data.Also, dont tell people you talk to god and god tells you things. The golems will call you a demon even if you are pro-jesus. The golems only allow priests who abuse kids to talk to "god".
