the deepest part of my soul feel a general hate for well , everything pretty much . What do i do? the core of me just absolutely HATES everything, from the sky to the stars to the sun, everything on earth, everything, i just hate it. What do i do?
Do you have childhood trauma?
>>41360265There are spirits/entities/deities, or whatever you're comfortable with, who have had the same experience as you. Try to reach out to a benevolent one. They can be the most extraordinarily compassionate beings once they identify with your pain.They'll probably want you to become a healer of some sort, so just be aware of that.
>>41360265What opinion do you hold of yourself?
>>41360265That's your ego.
>>41360265Your Spirit is awakening.
>>41360265close your eyes. You are free.
>>41360331eh kind of.>>41360351neutral.>>41360922ok>>41360991>try it>still not free at all, nothing changeswhat gives ?
do you hate yourself?
>>41361035ignore this. >>41361008>neutralyou're neutral towards yourself and hate everything else. nevermind I don't want to help you, as you hold yourself to a higher regard than literally everything else.
>>41361043i guess so, i mean at least i know i dont want to exist whereas literally everything else is forcing the experience of it on me , so yeah, i hate it
>>41361089nah bro, you're just upset that reality doesn't cater to your every whim. get your head out of your ass and smell the real roses. Life is beautiful and you're a fool not to see it.
>>41360265Stop thinking so much. You are too aware of your powerlessness.
>>41361149i must be a fool because no i dont see it, i cant, it is very very ugly and horrible to my view, im sorry, its just horrible, terrible, man i hate it. The thing is, i know that even if reality did cater to my every whim id still hate it, id still hate it all so darn much , i cant stop hating it all so much
>>41361326you hate that you hate things. kinda funny.
>>41360265What lead up to this?
>>41360359Starve the ego, feed the soul
>>41361346yea>>41361388nothing, i just woke up and again had to feel / see / sense all this stuff i didnt want to, so i started crying and punching myself in the head and made this thread.
>>41360265
These aren't your thoughts. You are picking up someone else. Focus on the present. You are helping everyone by concentrating and letting go of their thoughts.