I've recently started feeling the need to cut the connection between Myself and the human experience again. The more i think the more i understand that everything my body experiences is just a distraction, clouding my vision and preventing me from observing the state of all things in peace. All physical sensations, feelings and emotions need to be removed from the equation to achieve the status of the truly neutral observer. I sometimes get glimpses into the real world but it fades quickly and most of the time it's under layers of feeling. Is there a way to change myself into the observer long term, even if just for hours at a time?
And what's next after you achieve that eternal observer state?
that's why ppl meditate.>become observerisn't that what thoreau and his friend wanted? the guy who let him stay on the lake, forget his name.
>>41360294Nothing. I just exist and that is exactly what i hope for everytime the feelings go away. There is a shift in that i become part of the earth and the universe like a tree or an ocean or bedrock in a sense that i'm part of the web of things that construct a larger thing and just that.
You are misleaded anon, embracing the human experience is the whole point. You will be old and full of regrets>>41360294Void.
>>41360325You're trying to explain nirvana to a christcuck biblethumper. I hear you and admire your pursuit. Meditation helps and less screentime. Most here are LARPers
>>41360334The goal here isn't to live as a monk in the mountains and abstain from doing anything human at all. That is actually the most important point, it can't be a shift in environment, it has to be completely mental, or the whole thing falls apart. The outside world stays the same, Myself stays the same, but the body changes to remove the feelings. Like if i'm looking at the world through one of those blurring shower glass things. I want the thing i'm looking at to stay the same, and i want me as the observer to stay the same but i want to remove the glass that has been there my whole life if that makes sense.
>>41360356>christcuckAnyone who uses this term should not be talking about nirvanna.
>>41360356Yeah i don't know what to call it because i can't see it properly. My vision is blocked by distractions and that is the problem. I wouldn't know anything if i had not experienced those peeks into the real world throughout my life, maybe 30 minutes total across a lifetime.
>>41360387You have more meditation to do.
>>41360387Fasting from thoughts throughout the day chips away at the beliefs and darkness which constitutes the ego. You just keep doing it over tge years, there's nothing else you can do once you are dependent on it.
>>41360288>I sometimes get glimpses into the real world but it fades quicklythis happens to me at the grocery store, albeit rarely i'll be pushing my cart and out of the blue, a massive burst of self-awareness hits me almost like i jumped into someone else's pov mid-stroll (not saying that's what it is obviously, but how it feels )
interesting
