My psychiatrist said I have psychosis. I didn't even want to go. I just wish people would let me live how I want. They always want to involve themselves and I'm being forced to take appointments at hospitals.
The crazy thing is there’s literally no right answer, and it doesn’t matter what you do as long as you think it’s right.
Stop visiting him. Who is forcing you to such humiliation rituals?
I had a temporary drug induced pyschotic break that lasted a few weeks and it was unironically a very happy time in my life, maybe even the best. I was manic the whole time which is dangerous but it also cured my depression. I was like a whole new person and I thought I had finally discovered happiness. I was eating right, I quit all drugs, I was going outside and exercising, I LOVED myself, I felt fucking joy about life. at the same time I was also seeing and believing some truly batshit things. I was clearly not fully right in the head but compared to my normal, mega depressed defeated loser ready to kms state of mind it was better. take that information as you will. if I had the option of being psychotic/manic again, id take it.
>>41362534My dad forces me to and I live under his roof so I have to do what he says.
>>41362554Then move out. Live how you want to live. Nobody is stopping you.
>>41362650That would make me homeless.
>>41362650NTA but>just move out>average 1bd apartment in my area costs 1300/month>average entry level job in my area pays 2000/month (if youre lucky)so 700 a month to cover utilities, food, gas, insurance and whatever else you need. good fucking luck. even if you can make it work you will save absolutely nothing and have a terrible QOL
>>41362554Learn to lie, then. Play along, fake normalcy until he stops forcing you to do it. Never tells the truth to a psychiatrist. He is not your friend. He will poison you with jewish drugs which will damp your senses and sever your connection to magickal reality. Lie, fake and use subterfuge. I did this when I was in such vulnerable position.
>>41362708>so 700 a month to cover utilities, food, gas, insurance and whatever else you needYou wouldn't even be approved for the lease anon.The industry standard for real estate agents and landlords is that you earn 3x the cost of the rental so you would need to earn $3900 per month just to be considered.Any landlord that approves a tenant earning less than 3x is almost guaranteed to be sketchy.
>>41362713I don't like lying and I have to stay true to myself.
