The pleasures of the world aren't especially interesting to me, and the exploration of spiritual dimensions/ascendance/enlightenment aren't that interesting either. Put another way, I don't really have a particular will towards any one mode of existence. However I also really don't mind life, observing dualities, experiencing the nondual "electromagnetic" love that both moves and holds together all that is...Anyway... are there any here who feel similarly? Most people I see here certainly seem to have a will towards something, but other than a seemingly misguided portion of my life, I can't say as I've ever experienced such a thing very strongly.
>>41365593>93My, my. What an ironic get for a post of this nature.
>>41365593Not even the urge to understand everything?Thats my will
>i just love to get high on psychoactive chemicals
>>41365654To my estimation it's all inherently understood to the "self". All we do here is try to solve a rubix cube we rearranged for ourselves. Also I can't speak especially deeply on this but I don't think the higher aspects of the process of manifesting reality are comprehensible in and human-mind sense. But perhaps that's not what you mean by "understand".
>>41365670While I don't mind hedonism and partake to a certain degree, I can see it's emptiness. It's tired. I know this is a misguided ego statement, but humorously I sometimes regard even having to eat as a sort of Stockholm syndrome. Sure I enjoy the flavors the world has to offer, but if hunger wasn't a built-in aspect would I even bother?
