Biggest challenges I wanna solve: > changing the mental language like when I'm feeling grateful , I jump to "Praise X/God" , I just want to feel grateful and move on I don't know why this happens but , I've tried to leave religion before but I swear sometimes I feel what almost feels like panic attacks/anxiety? The claws are so deep within me that even the verbal/internal confirmation of leaving - is enough to trigger this. Whats funny is - I could not pray, commit sin, essentially be out of the fold and go about my business but as soon as I verbalize or commit to it , I get this despair.
>>41366238They brainwashed the shit out of you from birth
>>41366238get a really important career going and get invited or you can larp on discord with the rest of the footsoldiers
Speedrun blasphemy to quickly shed this mind parasite.
>>41366255ok , so what do I do about it? >>41366265what are you even talking about?
>>41366309nah be indifferent and read the bible for what it is.>Give me all your belongings and follow me.they guy wasn't angry, or shocked, or suprised, or flabbergasted to hear that, HE WAS SAD. And walked away with everything. Looks like someone edited/circumcised the words.
lmaoMass media -this place included- is anti-Abrahamic enough. You are already feminized and immersed in nihilism, surrounded by deceit, totally brainwashed. Techno-esoterism is part of the playbook; they want you to worship a goddess and larp as a pagan redditor. No need to be even more anti-godThanks to the Frankfurt school, the Rothschilds, George Soros, Karl Marx, and all the gnostic jews who control your mindLike what else do you want? Try ayahuasca and speak with the machine elves if you want; maybe that will help you even more. Other than that, it doesn't make any sense. You're like a fat kid asking for chocolate It's so ironic, your gnostic Jewish overlords want you to be an atheist or a gnostic esoteric cringelordpic related explains everything, it's a difficult read if you have a low IQJust check the catalog, 90% of the board is stuff like: succubus general, Ishtar worship, satanic apologists, etc