I've tried to become a "real Christian" but everytime in say in songs or words when priests talk about how God "He loves you" I simply don't have that kind of connection to a male father. Like I don't feel close or any close love. Personally for me I could have a greater sense of that with a divine feminine type of thing. Does that mean I'm just fucked or what? I'd appreciate all opinions. Thanks for your time.
>>41371865I put pussy on a pedestal, I want to eat pussy soooo bad, i'm suh a desperate thirsty nigga.
>>41371865I take it you didn't have a good relationship with your father?Did you at least have like an uncle, male teacher, or brother you were close to?
>>41371865Well, im Orthodox Christianity elders, monks, priests and saints all remind people that Christ's love is actually above the imperfect love of a father or mother one earth, it's above both, very different than some modern warered-down Novus Ordoite papist interpretation or prot one. Anyway, you should seek an ROAC, GOC-M or BOSVR parish, they're the only both valid and non-heretical ones. You can call them with the numbers on their websites or look for FB pages
>>41371865Love is self sacrifice
>>41371865Your dumbass is still anthropomorphosizing a transcendent all-being. Even if its called a "Father" its not a man. And the Divine Feminine isnt some soft titty warm hug its chaos, intense grief, and wrath like a black ocean. You're not "getting it" because youre trying to put a person shape in a God shaped hole son. Its not a fucking person. We just dont have the appropriate language to describe it because its TOO BIG
>>41371865Pray the rosary. Pray for the intercession of the Blessed Virgin Mary. She is not divine herself but leads us to Jesus through her intercession.
>>41371865God is neither male or female, you fucking faggot.
>>41371865you'll be begging for daddy before SHE is even done with youhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MPHyR92MQic
>>41371865Sophia worked/works for me. All the Jesus/God stuff only really came together for me after I'd devoted myself to her. I learned to perceive her in synchronicities, and I would just thank her for caring enough to show me cool stuff. It's led to incredible things for me, which I want everyone else to have too.
>>41371865Same exact story here - tried the Christian thing for like 15 years. Eventually I kinda figured God Jesus whatever didn't want me, and I explored other deities. I finally settled on Lilith, I am her devotee and she gives me the feeling of presence, being listened to, and love God never did. My theory is that when we're born, we're chosen to be the children of specific deities. Most are chosen by the 3 (or 2 however you count it) Abrahamic gods, and people like us just simply weren't chosen. Explore other deities anon
>>41373823>Its not a fucking person. You're sort of right in your post, but this part is wrong; Jesus Christ was a man - truly man, and truly God.OP the Lord knows your struggle, and many others have the same problem - start a relationship with Jesus; look at what He did, what He said. Know Him through His word, you will start to understand His way, His feelings towards us, His creation. God bless you and blessed by the living God forever. amen.
>>41374335The Lord doesn't lie, and would like all to come to repentance, to humble themselves.You need to humble yourself, instead you look to have your ego inflated, to be prideful, which the demon you follow is all too glad to provide, if it means leading you astray, away from the truth, because then you'll only ever know lies, and you can be manipulated by whatever lie they feed you. Lord Jesus, help this anon.
>>41374335I was really big into Eris for a while after I left the church. I kinda put the lessons I learned with her on the back-burner for a decade or so, but she's still a part of my faith as an avatar of "lower" Sophia.I've been kinda curious if Lilith fits there too when she isn't just a stand-in for an anime body pillow.
>>41373823Basically this. Cataphatic theology without apophatic theology is idolatry. It's not like the emotional love that one feels. It's not dependent on anything, no location, no time, no beginning or end, no change, no divisibility, no limitation. Not the emotion love but the source of it. You don't feel it, it's your very being.
>>41371865Why do you think God is male?Who is God having sex with?Male and female are concepts that makes sense here on earth because species need to procreate. What sense does this concept make for an entity that is pre-existent?
The "Nature" of God as Father, Son and Holy Spirit is much more real than anything in our universe. Actually it is the ultimate reality while our universe is just made up by God. He put some aspects of His self into his creation.
>>41376280and yet God gave birth to existence. That is a very female thing to do.
>>41371865You don't have to feel anything. The highest love is from the will and not feelings
>>41376349He didnt "give birth" like human woman, you absolute retarded nigger. He created the heavens and the earth.are you jewish by chance? you guys are well known to have shizophrenia issues
>>41371865I don't view God as a father. It's the aspect of me that's half asleep and writing the script.
>>41371865Convert to Dual Seedline Christian Identity.
>>41371865You've actually touched on a big issue with Christian doctrine. This is the root of actual Gnosticism, not the meme crap that is spewed across this board on a daily basis. The early Gnostics observed that Fathers' (mens') love tends to be much more conditional and transactional, and that the Holy Trinity of Father/Son/Holy Ghost that is typically considered to be three distinct male components would be unable to create life. Thus, they believed the Holy Ghost/Spirit to be feminine and matronly. In most human experience, it is our mothers that are the most unconditional in their love for us (abusive or neglectful relationships notwithstanding), and thus they believed that there must be a Holy Mother. You see elements of this even in Catholicism, with the worship and reverence of the Virgin Mary.Without that unconditional love, we are not whole individuals and develop insecurities and fears. You're not wrong, but you've stumbled on an old road that has been deliberately hidden for a long time.
>>41376534Created and gave birth are the same thing. That is just a semantic argument you're making. And no, I'm not Jewish. Nor am I what you would call Christian because that religion was corrupted by Jewish falsehoods. Christians tendency to focus on the Ten Commandments (Jewish) rather than the Beatitudes (Jesus) is one example.
If you're not sure the Bible is the word of God watch: youtube.com/watch?v=9l5ZEsXjNVI1 Cor. 15:3-4: “For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:” How to know you're saved: youtube.com/watch?v=EAtR40sue5MRomans 3:23: “For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;”Jesus Christ is God who has come to earth from heaven in the flesh. He died as a sinless sacrifice for the sins of the whole world to save you from eternal hell, the punishment for your sin. He was buried, then resurrected and is now in heaven. John 3:16: “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” Romans 10:9: “That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. John 10:28: "And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand."God wants to forgive you, but you have a choice: Either choose this evil world and be punished along with it, or choose to submit to the will of God and be saved. Your own deeds, no matter how good you think they are, can NEVER justify you. You're corrupt and need to be saved. Romans 5:9: “Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him.” Salvation is by grace through faith in Jesus Christ, in what HE did for you. Only He can wash away all of your sins with His blood. Salvation is a gift, it can't be earned. Do you choose the righteousness of God or your righteousness? Heaven or hell?Eph. 2:8-9: “For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.” youtube.com/watch?v=yS78mFJcvhQyoutube.com/watch?v=_VRT2FFXntc
stop gaslighting yourself into a jewish abuse cult lol
>>41379767Move Mt Everest to Washington DC in the next 10 minutes or be proven a faithless fraud
>>41373823>We just dont have the appropriate language to describe it because its TOO BIGAngels are basically super advanced quantum machines. Human beings are basically quantum machines. But we exist at a bare minimum of consciousness. And that's why humans are so fucking retarded. They're just not locked in.Once you get a good grasp over your mind, you can bring yourself to doing shit that you never thought possible. Now I understand where megalomaniac psychopathic type characters come from and why they're so successful. They have tapped into the minds resources and have a thorough understanding of the matrix/creation and how to exploit it for gain.
>>41373823>>41379897retarded christcuck glazinglet's do an experimentdo you think ch*ld rape is bad? yes or nowould you include ch*ld rape if you were to create your own universe? yes or noyour creator has a lot to answer for
>>41379917I am post ending in 97.I am not a big fan of this creation either. But the point still stands. The creator uses these gay, useless advanced machines to prop up its shitty reality where we suffer and die! :D
>>41379917Im an occultist nice try tho anon.
>>41379829If that's how Jesus wanted us to prove our faith in Him then there just wouldn't be enough mountains in this world to move. I don't think anyone understands that verse that way and you don't either, so what's even your point?Do you have an actual reason for denying the gift of salvation? The word of God says that salvation is not based on your works, like proving that we have enough trust or something like that, but by just trusting in Jesus Christ and what He did for us, not our own abilities.Eph. 2:8 "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:9 Not of works, lest any man should boast."Romans 11:6 "And if by grace, then is it no more of works: otherwise grace is no more grace. But if it be of works, then it is no more grace: otherwise work is no more work."Galatians 2:21 "I do not frustrate the grace of God: for if righteousness come by the law, then Christ is dead in vain."Galatians 2:16 "Knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the law, but by the faith of Jesus Christ, even we have believed in Jesus Christ, that we might be justified by the faith of Christ, and not by the works of the law: for by the works of the law shall no flesh be justified."2 Timothy 2:11-13 "It is a faithful saying: For if we be dead with him, we shall also live with him: If we suffer, we shall also reign with him: if we deny him, he also will deny us: If we believe not, yet he abideth faithful: he cannot deny himself."John 3:18 "He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God."
