Man, this year been so rough on me. I know i'm not alone but man... I'm tired, like a lot. Surgeries, sick parents, diseases and all eating my soul away. I don't know why i'm subject to all that, but i strive for a better future. I did a surgery for the second time this year and its coming back again, i'll have to go through all the process yet one more time. I'm young tho, but i did at least 8 on my whole life, and that's not even everything that drains my energy.Being meat is so hard.
>>41372732But you are not meat. You are soulMaybe look for a more positive outlook than buddhism
>>41372882You can tell me all day, but afaik, there's a whole movie being played every single day and i haven't figured how to stop or how to detach from it yet, so this has no meaning to me at all
>>41372840this pepe is literal Buddhism. No attachments = no suffering.
>>41372907Course i can tell you. But you gotta walk that stroll yourself. Do you care to know?
>>41372997I've been trying for a long long time. Go ahead.Meditations, mantra, less eating, less judging, more compassion, empathy and so forth, the list goes on.I'm still subject to suffering, part of, moving with it. And most importantly: feeling it all. It's linked to my being somehow. You see, i sit in a car and i feel pain, or in my chair at this very moment. My tendons scream. Not easy.
>>41373049Sounds like you got a great sensitivity. Have you practiced dowsing or telemetry?Anyway...>Meditations, mantra, less eating, less judging, more compassion, empathy and so forthAll this is really good, anon. SeriousBut, its still the external practice. The external, practical manifestation. Its not that you force yourself through these practices and you attain devotion to God. Rather, try cultivating devotion to God first and those practical applications will manifest by themselves and become natural. Krsna teaches that first subdue your mind and the body will followNow, i would suggest you find sadhu sanga. But this is kali yuga and real sadhus are rare to find. Still, you should pray to Krsna to give you the chance to meed real self realized souls. Since you are familiar with this i assume you might be indian or have studied these doctrines(i'm not indian) but ive spent some time reading. At least try to look for a temple or church near you and serve there and try finding souls on the path. Doesnt have to be vedic. But i usually avoid buddhism simply because the theology is not, i dont adhere to the philosophy of nirvana, anicha, shunyata. I like my religion to have immortal soul and spiritual world to go to
I don't wanna call you a pussy or say there's worse out there but sometimes you should actually consider how much worse it could get, even if you're homeless and on drugs lol. To some extent, no, it does not get better, there are things you need to handle and how you handle them is how good things are. When you're parents die, idk don't lose shit. My mom died when I was 20 and ruined my credit and I really should have already had some money saved for when she died
>>41372732>I think things are hardso the problem is thought
