I think im aging in reverse /x/ or that my moral compass has slowly degraded overtime.Most normies start off bad and slowly straighten out by society standard, typically they mature out of certain behaviorsFor me i would say i was the opposite, these last few years i have no been the same, and im fully aware and conscious about it all and no matter what im getting worse and worse and more immature >i lost my virginity in my early 30's >i got in my first fist fight not long after>i had cheated on my first sexual partner>I stopped praying slowly to god and completely abandoned>i started taking drugs for the first time>i started drinking alcohol for the first time>I went to jail for the first time^All of these things i am experiencing in my 30s is things normies go through in their teens, how have i become so corrupted later? i want to go back, im not even recognize myself anymore, why am i acting like a teenager all of the sudden
>>41376753How did you end up in jailAnd what ugly whore did you lose your v to?Regret it?
>>41377141A career femcel who gave me pity sexHow did you end up in jaildrunk drivingRegret it?i have been in constant drama chaos for the past 5 years, that its snowballing and all the dumb shit gets more and more worse im spiraling and sometimes i think about how i use to be squeaky clean and straightlaced autistic retard and want to just go back to being my old self : (
>>41377507You sound like a basedfied faggot bitch
>>41376753That's more normal than you'd expect.>didn't strangle my first hooker at a truck stop until I was 48>now I do 2 a month in different states>and getting better at it
>>41376753>live in sin>become separated from God>wonder why you're acting like a godless animalMany such cases. God will forgive and heal you though but only if you repent and go to church if you're serious.
>>41377849Hail Satan!
>>41376753The normies I know who didn’t do this in highschool did it in college and it fucked them up, many dropped out, the high school party group kinda fix themselves up except for 2 who OD’d. Maybe you’re just having your college crashout now. >>41377507Sounds like you just need to stop, spiraling is fine, but you should learn to do so without it affecting things, don’t be drinking out in public, it’s that easy.
>>41377507lol why is it always drunk driving? Pick something more interesting like assault next time.
>>41376753I can't tell you what happened but I can tell you what's going to happen.You ain't stopping until you hit rock bottom and start having a new perspective on things. Could tell you to accelerate things or be quiet but that would be counterproductive. Good luck.
>>41376753you lived a little, you will be alright, i believe in you OP
>>41376753Just don't drink or dk dumb things idk. "Normal" is just some social bullshit that doesn't matter irl so you can just stop and probably be fine.
>>41377510>Soified over being arrested Jail literally isn't that bad. Steal shit from ur supermarket retard. It'll build character. >>41378328>Assault in modern America>Interesting Fully white states are real? Thought they were a myth?
