I ask, do you think you will die on your saturn return? In my case, I'm sure I will. I tried to cultivate good karma by eating vegetables, but for personal reasons, I depend on my mother and grandmother for food, and they insist on buying meat and give me no other option but to eat it because it's the majority of the food they buy. I've been thinking about it, and it's very possible that I will die from bleeding, a heart attack, a fall, or spontaneous combustion on my saturn return.