Everyday since i was born something bad happens to me. Even people tell me all the time i have the worst luck in the world. Something always happens without failure. Every day i see god helping bad people who dont deserve the money/things they have. He makes their lives easier for no reason and made my hard. I found out the bully from school ia a millionare now with a family. Living nice. While me im looking for change to by a slice of pizza. After putting in over 100 work applications (i dont even know why i even try with my luck i will not get work). No car. No gf. No friends. No LIFE! And just when i think things cant get worse, they fucking do! Everyday one ups the day before without fail.Why does god answer everyones prayers but not mines??
>>41379716What's your astrological birth chart look like?
why do you deny the obvious? stop revering and groveling to the demiurge
>>41379786What is that?? Im christian i stay away from that stuff
>>41379879I have nothing to donate. I cant even feed myself!
>>41379716Lol same. I'm stuck and have no money or resources to make it work. I suppose I could pack a little and run away from it all, but my debt (that I took on only for the family) would probably be an issue.I am going to kill myself if it escalates further, I can't deal with this anymore. I can't deal with family, people, and life taking advantage of what little I have and waste my life away.>durrr take responsibility and change it!I wish I had the privilege to do so. A lot of people don't realize how much time and resources they have, even having a car and no debt will go a long way even if they are poor. Fuck me.
>>41379716I don't know. Every day I come on this board I see someone else with a complaint I've said to God myself. It makes me feel schizo. But maybe it isn't a coincidence. I really want to say something to you that will make this all make sense, but I really just can't. I don't understand why God hurts people who don't deserve it. I hope someday you'll get to be happy in a real and permanent way.
>>41379985demiurge golems are ridiculousbiblical god is obviously lying but here you are still simping
>>41379938>I have nothing to donate. I cant even feed myself!https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blood_plasma>If you are wondering how much does donating plasma pay, or how much does donating platelets pay, we have you covered. New plasma donors can earn more than $700 for a total of 8 donations.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJwdRxCZ3Vc
>>41380016I know He's real and he's been kind to me. I don't know whether or not I'm being tricked. Nobody can really know for sure. I don't know why you behave as if you have any certainty, as if such things are knowable to us.
>>41380033>If he must do that to afford to live he's living in a failed statehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Q7UbdMHGcMWell he won't get EBT with the shut down.
>>41380052He wouldn't qualify anyway I can tell by the way op types and presents himself that he's white and mentally ill but not in a way that would cause the government to give him free money. Just autistic and depressed, maybe bipolar.
No.41379716first off i'm causing it.i cause bad luck on those who sin heavilystop doing wehat ever is causing you to sinand stop it.then praysay just like thisLove, please give me your sons blessing to rid me of my sins amenand your bad luck will stop.as i hate it when the repented get hurtand btw.every day i want you to pray for a good day anon.and you bet your ass, i'll grant it.do it every morning. lazy ass anonand i promise you it will get better.slowly at first. got to test you our make sure you aint having me on. but after that it will get better.start now!
>>41380059larp elsewhere
>>41380058My friend I met in a psychward lives in transitional housing and gets EBT (doesn't next month)I personally have SMI for bipolar but haven't applied for benefits, and living with my mom I don't have groceries to pay.People should GibMax to stay afloat being neets. I personally want to get on gibs after my court date. As consilation to being a pawn to the system man*smokes weed*
>>41380076Well it's a humiliating and tedious process that is intended for minorities. The people who do it for you don't really want to do it for you. There's always layers to things like this, like it's technically legally *possible* for a white guy in his twenties with no severe disabilities to get aid from the government, but it's not likely. That's not really who those programs are for, despite the fact that their stated purpose is being for anyone who needs them.
>>41380104Goddamn. I mean good for you I didn't realize it was so easy. I would feel too guilty.
>>41380109Don't feel guilty. Most people on ebt aren't even vegan they're using it to pay for animal abuse. Boomers steal foreskins and young poor working people are funding their retirements. These boomers don't even have to touch the principle of the money they saved up because of social security and Medicare and stuff
>>41379716I feel similarly and assume this world is either run by the devil or it's a free-for-all zone where luck is the dominant factor determining how lives go. The weird thing is I've noticed a lot of synchronicities that sometimes make it feel like something is paying attention to me and that something is apparently able to arrange events in a very mysterious way, but the synchronicities never help anything or obviously hurt anything so I don't get the point of them. (Though I guess that's what you'd expect if it were just delusions of reference on my part).
>>41380121I don't know. I don't like the idea of it. I don't want to exploit the hard work of people with more integrity than myself. I couldn't do it and justify as spiting the boomers. As much as I loathe them, I still want this country to be successful and the people within to have economic prosperity. Termites work through the framework of a house one small bite at a time. It seems so little a single termite and the damage to the wood one bite causes, but if it goes on for long enough and there are enough of them the house collapses.
>>41380176This type of mindset is going to cause you massive amounts of needless suffering. You will NEVER defeat your enemies by obsessing over pilpul morality. The government prints infinite money that's how food stamps are funded. The only "negative" is it's inflationary meaning you getting free money allows you to buy food which slightly increases prices. Take the money you save from food stamps and donate to effective altruist charities
focus on the present
I never post but you should read the book of Job. He's a good man who feels punished by God and is accused of being sinful by his friends. Read the whole book but pay close attention and study God's reply when confronted by Job. Job was written for you in this moment
>>41380569Eh if you've really been in a horrible situation God's reply isn't really helpful at all. Nobody cares to hear him bloviate about how great and mighty he is. This is why so many people aren't Christian, because there are so many parts of the Bible- but especially and most egregiously the book of Job -where God comes off as a callous blowhard. I don't really care that God made everything, that doesn't explain why I'm suffering in that moment, make me feel any better, give me a solution or even any hope it will be resolved, or do much of anything besides annoy me. That's how most people feel about that.
OP, you believe that you have the worst luck. This results in you manifesting bad luck onto yourself until you change your belief.
>>41379716>Why does god answer everyones prayers but not mines??Because you don't have enough faith, you're a skeptic that doesn't actually believe in God. Retvrn to Jesus.Or at least that's what every single Christcuck will tell you, they have a perfect system:Prayer works -> god's miracle we all had faithPrayer doesn't work -> you don't have enough faith, duhThe fact that the outcome is random and prayer does nothing can easily be explained by the faith/no faith mechanic and since we can't read minds they'll just call you a non-believer if god doesn't answer your prayers lmao
>>41380600This so true but it’s hard to manufacture a genuinely good attitude towards life and the belief that things will get better when nothing in the real world suggests it’s true. And when you try anyway, you just feel like you’re being disingenuous and self-deceptive, so it feels kinda gross. “Today is going to be great”. But you know you’re lying to yourself. OP, you feel for real?
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>>41379716In this world you're seeing a limited spectrum of things. You were made that way. You were made to not ask questions about the mechanics of reality and other dimensions and the evil beings that live there and secretly control this entire world.Why would a supreme being make billions of people with the ability to experience pleasure and pain at the intellectual level of an ape that has just a little bit of God DNA if they were to just be humiliated and tormented for a whole lifespan? That's humanity and that's why everything is fucked.And you have billions of stupid retards actually worshiping the celestial faggot who forced us to be sodomized by our own food we eat on a daily basis when we shit.Actually worshipping him and making excuses for the human condition and the way this world was designed. FThat's cuz they're being groomed for a lifetime of generating profits for the matrix and ultimately reincarnation..
>>41380569That is a sick story about deceit and covenant breakingChristcucks keep trying to reframe it as wholesome where it is a deranged tale that outright confesses lies and covenant breaking by your false jewgod
>>41380627Not op but I understand this
>>41380637God isn't real, prayer is useless in literally every religion ever invented, gods never do anything cause they don't exist all rituals/sacrifices/prayers/attempts at miracles always have a random outcome cause they aren't real.Just admit we don't know who made us why we were maid, accept the gay big bang/evolution theory or don't. But sky daddy just isn't real or if he is he doesn't give a fuck so it's not the one from any religion that we have it's something else.
>>41380667 I can see other dimensions and I interact with the fairies on a daily basis.
>>41380680No you can't, you're a dumb schizo. I'd say take meds but antipsychotics are literal poison.
>>41379716> Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." > 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.> For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.> Matthew 28-30> Behold, I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction> Isaiah 48:10Isaiah 48:10 states that God has refined His people, not through the typical process of refining silver, but in the "furnace of affliction," indicating that their trials serve a purpose of spiritual purification and growth. This verse emphasizes that the challenges faced are meant to strengthen and prove their faith.Keep praying and read the Bible anon, you will get through this. God Bless.
>>41380709Can you stop gaslighting people into your Jewish death ritualIf Christ is the final sacrifice which perfects your soul then none of that is necessary
>>41380709>Keep prayingWhy? Praying literally does nothing. I know atheists who are doing extemely well in life and Christians who keep praying and get jack shit in return.Let me guess, if you pray and nothing happens you need more faith lol lmaoRinse and repeat until the random outcome is favorable -> boom, god helped you finally
God doesn't really function on the microscopic scale in which it would be answering anyones prayers; your competition is winning because they're genetically superior to you.The good news is that there is a relatively unknown archival system embedded within your DNA. You have have a very long tree of genetically successful past ancestors that you can somewhat swap to as a fallback failsafe system. But this system only triggers if you're able to summon the willpower to truly change. It takes a significant amount of committed sentience and mental energy to swap DNA. Your brain will literally be eating up way more calories than it usually does, for months, as well as the rest of your body as it recoils to the new format for living day to day life. It is what happens to fat ass losers in military bootcamp - when people that you'd think would completely fail somehow suffer through it and come out the other side a different person. Unfortunately, as you're already seemingly obsessed with blaming others for your insufficiency, it is doubtful you will have the energy to pull off the switch, and since you can't even find a way to feed yourself, the process would probably be cut short anyway.As others have said, find a food bank combined with all the other survival tricks. You don't even need to stay around civilization if your drive is high enough. Collect some warm clothes and study some hunting and survival technique guides for a couple weeks and just go survive by yourself. Take all the precautions to keep yourself safe of course, don't get yourself killed. My point is that, if you really don't want to be around beings that seem to be giving you bad luck, you could free yourself with a little wilderness vacation, and if you ever get good enough at it you could make it into a profession.Just try as hard as you can. There is no such thing as luck. Anything that is appearing as luck is always just some deceptive manipulation that can be explained with further insight.
>>41379716"God" didn't help you for the same reasons any entity doesn't help you and you typed the answers you were given.
>>41379716Long story short free will sucks and we are bound to it until we choose to follow the will of God, he is actually calling you out from the world and those you see with worldly possessions and riches are actually being rewarded by the god of this world who is the Devil, the true prophets of God have always lived rough lives in the wilderness (Jesus (think about how much he suffered on the cross and how he shares in our suffering and understands it actually connects you to God), John the Baptist, St. Anthony of the Desert, David being hunted by Saul and living in a cave (he went onto become a great hero who slew goliath and became a great king)TLDR God is calling you out from the world and out of sin but you have to choose to go towards the light instead of darkness because of the unfortunate nature of free will, sin, man's error and the fallen world we live in now after we were kicked out of paradise (eden)
>>41379831your god made the heavens and the earth. look at how complicated life is here, and tell me for real you think the sky is just for decoration
>>413797161) there’s no personal god blessing individuals 2) your mindset is manifesting your reality (stop being a little bitch and take control of the situation you want to change)3) imagine some poor person from a third world country reading your complaints about not having a Gf or a car and what their reaction would be. Do you have your health, no crippling disabilities stopping you from walking or wiping your own ass? Is it at all possible you might starve to death in the near future because you don’t have access to food? Count your blessings anon and stop focusing on what others have. Comparison is the thief of joy.
>>41379879>give us your money goy>we know better how to use it>do NOT help those in your community who might need it>we decide who needs helpFuck off
