Hello /x/This night i had a long, vivid dream, which was extremely detailed.The weirdest thing however is how I seem to remember the entire dream - normally I just forget it allPic semi relatedHere is what went down:>be me (yes I knew i was me. I saw my reflection in the mirror)>be in bathroom>for some reason, i dissasemble the sink by ripping it out >find a hidden stash underneath, its Diamonds>Atleast I think they are diamonds>they are weirdly silver, pyramid shaped things, with engravings (no, not illuminati shit. the engravings made them look like gems or diamonds)>collect them all, run away>fear that somebody will find me>end up in some type of opera or cinema>weird, screeching women appear, im surrounded>all lanky and tall, relativly good looking - but they seemed off, aggressive>Their Faces are shaped like wheeping angels from dr who>Somehow end up outside, Diamonds are gone, feel bruised and beaten>Friends, Family and some people I just know from Social Media are there. Everyone detailed, behave like they would, speak like they would>we try to get back inside, everyone tries different plans>fooling the bouncer at the entrance, trying to sneak inside through the backdoor, etc.>have a deep gut feeling that something really creepy is going on inside>after several tries, we manage to climb into an unsecure window using some stuff lying around>unsuccessfull tries beforehand involved falling from very high piles of chairs and tables we used to climb inside>instead of waking up from the fall, i stayed inside the dream, which weirded me out even while I was still dreaming.>The fall felt real, I saw the ground race towards me when one time>a huge pile of chairs i was standing on swayed and fell to one side>A guy I consider a friend catched me, >I thanked bro and he said an inside joke only we both knew.>entire interaction felt real, with weight behind how i fell and was catchedPart 1/2 (?)
>we manage to get back inside>they had candels lit, like a sermon or ritual>nobody there except the angry wheeping angel women>the angry angel women catch us, diamonds nowhere to be seen>one of them (i assume she was the leader) restrains a different friend on a chair>She screams at him violently, they are both covered in blood>Was hard to watch, everyone was panicking and screaming>I cant describe how much blood there was, friend looked really disturbed>still dont wake up despite my heart going overdrive>cant run or fight, im frozen in place>everything goes blacknow for the part that got me scratching my head the most>the scene suddenly shifts>im in a house or apartment>its warm and nice, evening, winter or fall>one of my older sisters (i dont know which, they looked alike) is in the kitchen, preparing something>I sit in the living room with someone>Shes an older woman, 60 or 70 maybe>we both complain about our lives.>somehow, we talk about her dialysis - its not effective anymore.>deduce that she needs a new Kidney>somehow i knew she has a rare blood type and its been 4 years, no match found yet>The older woman was familiar to me, as if she is family or close family.>long, grey hair. Her right eye is dull and seems to be blind>We talk more, she correctly assumes i am/was depressed>admit to it, saying I used to be extremely easy to anger and violence >I usually never talk about this to people that arent family or close friends>she just nods and looks at me with both eyes, even though im sure her right eye is blind>wake up
I didnt wake up with sweat or anything. Just a normal morning.The familiarity and closeness i felt towards that woman was very vivid, and I immediatly wrote the dream down in a notebook.She was family, im very sure about it.After some thinking I came to some conclusions;None of my aunts or grandmothers have a blind eye, and certainly not needing a KidneyMy Grandmother on my mothers side is still alive and well. The only two relatives on that side of the family are my great-grandmother (who i never met) and my Grandmothers sister (also never met her)I really need pictures to confirm anything.On my fathers side, I never met any of his family aside from Grandpa. He was a mean piece of shit towards my father.My fathers siblings took his part of the inheritance, since then they dont talk to each other. We still live relativly close by though.Grandma on my fathers side died when i was 5 or 6, Breast cancer. I dont recall her face, though.I have a different theory though:My brother in law (married to one of my older sisters in the dream) lost his mother around christmas. She killed herself by hanging, out of depression. That was a year before they dated, so i never met his mother. Shes the only one else i think could be the old woman in my dream.Though, i never heard of her needing a kidney or being blind on one eyeHow do I ask my (extended) family for a picture of old, dead relatives without coming off as weird? Post your own weird dreams and sleep paralysis stuff involving relatives, even unknown ones.
>>41381706If you want some advice: write down your dreams, or record yourself describing them. Keep doing this and you will find patterns, themes. Write them down too.In time you will understand your dreams better.
>>41381747Absolutely. Ive been writing this one down immediatly after waking up.to add to the weird gut feeling i have; this was the first time i had a vivid dream, yet I couldnt leave.not because it didnt let me, just because i felt i needed to do something first.
> How do I ask my (extended) family for a picture of old, dead relatives without coming off as weird? Start a genealogical tree.
>>41381761good idea
>>41381673did the women just seem angry or actually violentand they only move when you werent looking?
>>41381673Dreams are more direct that you may thinkIf you went to the cinema you went to those "angels". It's not like they came to youSo you made that decision, a sort of gamble and you lost. The cinema is obviously those beings' "home". They took the diamonds fair and square you can't get them back. In a way it looks like you went to give them the diamonds and fooled everyone else with you. You also took an alter ego (perhaps a part of your genetics) there to get rid of them. Breaking into someone's home despite being given so many chances not to (the chairs falling). The way i see it those inside tried not to harm the intruders but you insisted. Because you wanted to Dreams are more direct than you think. If you remove all emotions and see events on their own. And there you have it. The old lady is either your life or your health
>>41381786makes sense when you see it that way, but im 100% sure i stayed me the entire time. plus, the angels were already aggressive when we first met and I got thrown out - I dont think i went to them knowingly or atleast not willingly
>>41381780nah they just looked a bit like them. >screaming >sharp teeth>short hair/bunsthey didnt follow wheeping angel rules
>>41381805No one said anything about you not being youIf you go uninvited to someone's home they will be aggressiveThe dream was clear, you got no invitationNow that i think about itYou probably paid them with those diamonds to get rid of that alter egoBut your ancestry was trying to protect that part
>>41381841Okay, I understand that better nowwhy did i pay for my alter ego to be removed? why did family and friends get involved, or were they part of that deal?
The diamonds represent precious potential and old wisdom, you stole it, your concious feels guilty about the theftthe angels are your own psyche, youre guilty and judgedthe familiar faces are just your own mind supporting you, your climb and fall are archetypes of striving for understanding and earning back your previously stolen riches of wisdomThe “angry angel” restraining your friend could represent your fear that exploring deeper truths.or maybe you havent earned your right to enter their home again, youre not worthy yet.the old woman could be just an archetype, her toxins being washed and the talk about heath is your wakeup call to do better. Opening up about your troubled past and woes is your minds way to speak to yourself.
>>41381850Perhaps they were helping you remove a part of you that is harming yourself/your life/your health
>>41381880>>41381960yeah its starting to make sense now
