>>41382155
Its not a demon it's your own retarded choices.

>>41382155
Get a purpose in life, if you have that you can't drink

>>41382155
find a good WHY

Try setting goals related to non-alienated work; I don't know your situation. What are you waiting for? You want to see a shrink? Know that they'll put you on neuroleptics, on drugs even more toxic than alcohol. What are you waiting for? You're posting on 4chan trying to quit drinking, dude. 4chan makes you want to drink alcohol, it's automatic, that's just how it is. So first of all, shut down your computer and go outside. It might sound stupid, even completely unreasonable, but honestly, don't expect 4chan to help you come up with a rational answer.

>>41382155

Usually with your liver.

>>41382155
Pray to God for help, that is the only thing that worked for me. I spent 35 years as a drunk after being groomed in high school by kike stepfather.
Wrecked my motivation and potential.

>>41382155
if you were to personify addicition as demons.
then in my expierence you find some other demon that doesn't sap all your inner light compared to the current one.
you then keep trading off to lesser demons until you have enough inner light to banish it from your being.
for example.
i just masturbate and sleep to get over my cigarette addiction.
but man the internet demon seems to have alot of power these days.

Kratom short term...for real. Also order gabaentin from alldaychemist (very important). If you have those 2 things, you will make it through. Be careful, you might want to get a prescription for a week of benzos just so you dont have DT's kill you. Lock yourself in your house with someone and have them prevent you from going to the store. Remove all alcohol from the house. Plan to do nothing for 2 weeks. 1 month if you can manage that but that can be very hard to do.