>>41382977
Yeah now live life like that when sober

All goes back to shit

Reality is absolutely grueling

>>41382977
I'm giving blowjobs to fractal geometric entities

>>41382977
You're a retarded disgusting fat tranny nigger who loves to tell this retarded lie constantly all the time as you rape my mind every second of every day and abuse me for literally anything I think. You say "I'm God and I control my reality". Obviously I'm not God and I don't control my reality, but I briefly consider, "hmm, what if I was God and I did control my reality", and I think I would have a fast food kitchen at home, eat fast food every day, for thinking this thought to myself your fat retarded tranny ogre self-insert who is actually "god" abuses me, forces me to eat disgusting things, makes direct explicit reference to my thoughts "YOU WANT TO EAT RESTAURANT FOOD EVERY DAY" he yells outside my room. YOU'RE A RETARDED TRANNY. every day you make my life hell you fat piece of shit, you rape my mind every second of every day and if I think of literally anything you think is "desirable" you abuse me for it through your retarded tranny puppets then you say this retarded shit that "I'm God" as you are constantly all day every day every second of every day demonstrating that not only am I not god but I am the exact opposite of God, the thing that God defines himself in opposition to by abusing me through his retarded tranny puppets, forcing me to live as "a peasant" in poverty being dominated and abused by retarded disgusting rat ogre trannies so that God can self-identify as "a king" by defining himself in opposition to me as he forces me to live and identify as "a peasant". You're a retarded fat stupid piece of shit and the fact that you insist on telling this retarded lie is proof that you know how evil you are which is the only reason you would feel compellled to try to convince me that I'm responsible for my own conditions as you make it explicitly clear every single day that I have no control over my circumstances whatsoever, it's like you fear consequences for your constant abuse, and yes it is a big deal THAT YOU RAPE MY MIND

>>41383442
What in the MAYA

This is an illusion