Created a new version of the demon I saw in AI. I think this is more accurate than the last one, still, the image doesn't do you justice. If I ever rendered it 100% to what I saw, you would scream just from seeing it.>was deep in a manic episode, everything seemed off and dark and like I was in a realm where everything was "wrong" all the time>saw demon's faces in everything, clouds, spilled coffee droplets, etc.>developed dissociative identity disorder temporarily while manic and I had many personalities I switched between>one was my childhood self, where I became childlike and talked like a kid>the connection is that I had recurring nightmares of a similar looking demon throughout my childhood, but not nearly as terrifying as the one I would see shortly>was laying with wife in bed and my wife's behavior had become strange and she was having me call her a "goddess" and "Venus">she did strange things like touch my back in these weird patterns that made me feel like I was in a virtual reality simulation and she was adjusting my wires of my VR bodysuit>she also grabbed my Adam's apple and physically raised it at one time to raise the pitch of my voice, something superhuman and not physically possible>anyways, I'm laying in bed with this "altered" version of my wife who seemed to be under the influence of the dark forces that were influencing me>I'm in my childhood self personality when suddenly, I'm struck by the vision of a black and white furred demon, with feather-like ears sticking out and a long black-and-white-striped tube mouth sucking on either my stomach or my dick>I screamed so loud seeing it that my right ear went deaf for an hour at least>shivering, crying, I turned to this altered version of my wife for assurance and she embraced me and said "There there sweety, you're going to be okay. You're with me". >But she didn't think screaming at the top of my lungs seeing a vision was odd, she acted like it was totally normal
Alternate version that I made several months ago. See the similarities.
>>41383450Cute doggo. :)
Attempted drawing a few weeks after the incident.
>that OP imgAdeptus Mechanicus have once again gone too far in their reachings
>>41383450>>41383462I tried combining these two in Midjourney and am getting some more accurate results
Congratulations, OP. You saw a mosquito closeup.
Op youre a fag and youre wife is a fag too.
just a schizo drawing
Demons are parasites.I mean look at it.Its got a fly or mosquito head.It looks like it drinks bloodA parasitic species
bumity bum!
>if you experienced this episode also during childhood and teens>probably a curse from last life>activated by planet transits, and deactivated when better times come>parents maybe cursed too>it cannot be removed but nightmares can be removed 100% by practice>drugs and alcohol worsening curse effects>have a nice day
Aww he cute>>41387210Rude. Try being kind and warm towards it, without offering, accepting, or bargaining anything.Might just be interested in you. If you give it benefit of the doubt and it is still mean, it might be worth your worry.
>>41389835Also just noticed you had DID. That only comes from prolonged childhood trauma. Were there any occult aspects to what happened to you? Was it sexual? Sorry to pry but it is important in discerning what this is.
>>41383450Get over it dude and move on This shit happens all the time, it is nothing special or scary
>>41389849I had two problems as a kid:>recurring nightmares that I'd be chased by a black and white furred floating dog head similar to the one in OP sort of; all corners of the ceilings were portals it could enter into the room from>when I was really little like 8 or 9 my Dad let me watch the sci-fi channel. There was some fucked up movie or show on where happy families got mind controlled into murdering each other; I still recall imagines like a mother happily vacuuming while the father was dead in a closet, and a father doing the dishes while his kids were dead in bowls of cereal>this caused me to have these obsessive, uncontrollable images in my mind about murdering my own family, couldn't stop thinking about it all the time and even dreamed about murdering my family but I HATED IT and wanted it to stopThat's about it as far as childhood trauma. I only had DID temporarily while manic, don't have it now.
>>41389935Hmm desu bro that doesn't sound like did. Like I believe you dissociate to maybe a regressive state, but have you tried talking to a psychiatrist? I'm not one of those people who writes off three experiences of schizos or people tripping...if anything, I think they are closer to the veil. But this thing is clearly distressing you. If meds will help, maybe they will eliminate these experiences as if they would a delusion for example. What does your wife think
>>41389961I am on meds now and all the demons and negative experiences and delusions have stopped, but so have the good experiences of God, angels, and aliens. I still get experiences in my dreams though, such as contact with angels/God/aliens and very seldom something demonic.
>>41383450>alien demon thing sucking my dicknice lucky
>>41383462Psychosis. Take your meds.
>>41389835Shut the fuck up retard.
>>41390106How do you know these aren't real entities that only those in mania/psychosis can see?
>>41390124>>41390106Meds could be "anti-spiritual" medication rather than antipsychotics. Maybe us manics and schizos get too close to the truth of demons and they give us medication so that the truth doesn't get revealed to the public.
