>inb4 schizo>inb4 low quality baitSo I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, mostly about God and my place in everything, and I believe I have come to a revelation. It would explain why I can't astral project, and why I don't feel connected to a lot of the world.I recently came onto the McDonalds Nephilim cannibal theory (which, by the sounds of some research, is far more credible than people want to admit), and it led me down a rabbit hole.I often practice visual meditation, and conquest to vanquish hostile, malicious entities across whatever realm I find, and the strings between. During one of these visualization sessions, I asked myself if its possible I could have been descended from one (a question I have asked in other ways, but not directly like this [my name hinting at me being the third antichrist, etc]).I believe one of my ancestors was a Nephilim. My name, family history, kind of points towards this in a roundabout way. I've always had that desire even as a kid, but I would obviously never humor it. I am a mutt of 4/6 different races (my family has a healthy eugenics policy).I am not a MacDonald, nor will I give my name, but it is something akin to "Lord of Knights, Creator of Faiths", and I am a third. Spoopy indeed.Honestly I feel like I discovered something about my family history that was not meant to be found by anyone other than me. I've had a lot of theories about religion that others are voicing out as truth over the years. Experiences I have, humanity as a whole takes years later. Ideas I tell nobody become public knowledge and accessible in the same timeline. Changes I want made to websites, forums, structures just happen without input.>Notice how this doesn't greentext on /pol anymore? 2 days ago I thought it looked bad.I come to /x to ask - What are the paranormal ramifications of this? What would you do about it? Would that put me in a special place spiritually speaking? Would this mean I am "the nobody"?>cont
The visualization session that led me to believe I could be descended from Nephilim occurred after I attempted to reach out spiritually to another user here who claims to be a Witch seeking separation, and a return to Christ. I would like to add I am a Pluriform Monotheist (a very hard path to walk).When she had appeared, it was just as a had passing all of my wards, barriers, and reaction nodes. Normally, nothing can even get this close to me without immediate and overwhelming action. I felt an odd, but familiar stillness holding my action while every method I have to protect me was screaming to slay. I simply asked where they wanted to go, and they obviously stated the impossible "Elysium". I told them that it was impossible, to which an immediate white blorb opened up and brought us both to what I have always imagined Elysium to be.Quickly realizing its not my time, I then proceeded to "dimensionstride" out of frustration that realizing I was not ready for the afterlife promised to me yet. During this stride, I realized all of my previously mentioned protections were borked. That's when I got intercepted by, what I presume to be, a greater demon of kinds.Upon realizing that I was unable to use most of my regular techniques due to ward shenanigans, I started "warming up", but then before I went to engage in the swarm I suddenly shifted "below" after ripping the ground (I had a shield around me at this time, which cut through the ground).Down in the pure black, there was a giant almost mantis shrimp like creature which I had slew with great resistance (brain was exposed u dum) then returned. All of the entities prepping to fight before just cowered while I was covered in bile. I then retreated to safety and made this post.From what I can gather, my location at that time was around the 2/3rd layers of hell, likely a pathway between hell and earth. Human spirits are not normally allowed beyond the 1st.
I believe another important point to add here (text limits) I was born through a C-Section. I've often felt like I either have no soul, or a direct connection to God himself.
I don't believe I'll get any replies tonight so I'll add this one last tidbit my adhd brain forgot to add in the last post.I've often found myself knowing things I have 0 right to know. Predicting things like Trump>Biden>Trump (with the Kamala Twist, but Biden didn't die). There are times where I'm waking up, answering questions I know were asked to me. Times where I feel, not compelled, but requested for information. Like, somewhere along the road, I figured out how to glimpse at the very libraries of Elysium through brief lapses and learned many a thing.I've had dreams where God, Lucifer, and I are all sitting outside of a Therapists office (yes, I did watch Lucifer and Lucifer going through therapy was a big theme at the time), but I also believe I was one of the first people to popularize the idea that Lucifer was performing Gods will at every turn.Often I've had visualizations where I'm battling Lucifer himself, or even acting as a mediator between the two. And to be clear, I have dedicated my mind, body, and soul to be used by God and God alone.I've often speculated that my family has some history that is supernatural, and that I specifically sit in a unique position among them. I often feel cursed, not just for what I have done, but for what others have done before, and for, me.Maybe this is a schizo post, but I'm really just trying to figure something out here and would really appreciate some input.
>>41399646read mu and Easter island if you're brown skinned. they are cannibals. also i feel theres cannibals in nordic race too if you're white
>>41399941Predominantly white
Hey OP. I am in a similar situation as you, I am a descendant of nephilim/fae hybrids and my clan has done some horrible things. I have strange physical appearance that shifts constantly and I only eat undercooked/raw red meat. If you are a descendant avoid pork and all fast food, you will awaken the darkness inside of you.I still believe we can choose our destiny in this life, and that our actions, heart, and mindset is what really shapes our DNA. To make amends for all the mess our elders made. Let's use this human life to live as an animal, and die as a human.
>>41401153>"mutt of 4/6 different races"purebloods never like half breeds, all the dormant nephilim genes in the world won't change the fact you're still a human. we have an easier time hosting the nephilim's spirits within us, this is true, but the idea is silly that "the antichrist" or some top tier authority among them would ever incarnate into a human instead of the bloodlines so carefully prepared.
>>41399646>>41399687>>41399692Born not from a woman [natural birth] but born by Man['s hand] and steal/ironShakespeare's Macbeth has a similar character that end defeating Macbeth's plans to power.With all thah you said before, maybe your task is defeating the antichrists.I believe you >>41399746>>41401251I believe you too.
>>41401251It's funny you say that, I actually have a pork allergy. It developed while I lived in colorado.>>41401264Take a look at all of the blue blood families today. Those two kept pure are genetically unstable (King Louis 7). I've met a few of them, and Genetically speaking I'm League ahead of them. The only thing they have on me? Access to resources and support.>>41401361I thought about that too. I've often stated that if I was born as an antichrist or a demonic figure, regardless I would still choose to pursue Eloah and righteousness. That being said, it is the place of Yeshua of Nazareth to defeat the 3rd Anti-Christ not mine.
>>41401418I wanted to hit back on this.Individuals, beings, entities - whatever you want to call them who openly and willingly practice Satanism never really made much sense to me. By acknowledging and accepting that they are greater evil forces such as Lucifer that act on this world, you are indirectly admitting that God himself is also an active force. You are then, through a logical fallacy, choosing the lesser of two powers. It just never made sense to me.
>>41399646so you say you have been doing a lot of thinking.and it just so happens that you came to the conclusion that you are a actually very special by circumstances of your birth. wow, yes that sure is surprising. it is not like inventing flattering fantasies is a common cope for people.
>>41401251I forgot to add this to my last post too- I noticed that whenever I eat undercooked the raw meats I feel.. strange. I've never got sick from it. I'm mostly carnivorous too, and discovered that is the healthiest diet for me. You guys chiming in with this stuff is making me start to believe my little Theory may have more Credence than I wanted to admit.
>>41401434Do you think I want to be a descendant from the Fallen Angels? My entire life I have tried to live righteously, I don't want to be demonkin.
>>41401445dude, you are by your own admittance a mix of many different races, in other words, a mongrel. i imagine it is more flattering to think of yourself as a being of angelic lineage, than accept that you are some favella mixture.
>>41401418>Genetically speaking I'm League ahead of them.No you're not lol, none of us here are. You're still human or hybrid at best, big woop you can channel one of them to access volatile occult info threatening pitfalls into delusions of grandeur, so join the club of washed-out isolated psyop'd anons who do the same and sit the hell down. We are never near as unique as we think we are.
>>41401448No I'm actually relatively proud of my muttness. Like I said, my family has a healthy eugenics policy. Typically we're expected to bed White women, but as an inheritor of an unbroken male line, I have a little bit of leniency. Like I said before, the Eugenics policy of other families leads to degradation and the lack of stability.
>>41401469it looks like you devote a lot of thinking into the specialness of your family and your genetic makeup and it therefore not surprising that you are drawn to an idea of being the descendant of an angel. whether its a form of compensation or just some idiosyncratic interest, i don't think it warrants any serious discussion.
>>41401466>thisI had nightmares every single night until the day I turned 18. I often feel like I'm being chased or watched. In these dreams, I died every way imaginable. I have confirmed the experiences I had in my dreams are similar to real life experiences. I've often felt a strange pull That makes me act a little differently than I would In that situation.
>>41401491In my past I used to think about it a lot more than I do now. Learning about my family history, the present, and everything in between can help an individual to learn what they're doing moving forward. It was a part of my religious studies, and when I found that one part of my name is a call to creating faith, that's when I really started to question things.I don't have one of those families that lives in Mansions, castle, or other forms of various exits. We are very segmented and independent by the nature of our existence. Even someone like me, who understands the greater principles of how we work, could not truly tell you how it works. Operational security and whatnot. I'm a little saddened by your dismissal, but I really think I'm on to something here.
Frenly reminder that the whole concept of nephilim is literally just the product of racemixing.Relative to some civilisations, Europe was divine and godly for centuries. At other times a specific nation or kingdom, way way back it was Kemet. Now you can't really tell, except that there's an obvious disparity between some races which is politically convenient to exploit, and a less obvious disparity between for want of a better word purebred races and mixed races.Nephilim is specifically about the offspring of mixed families struggling with the idea that though they may be part of two or more races, they'll never be whole, and turn to violence out of the mental conflict and the sense of solitude / non-acceptance that being mixed gives them.Even today, many mixed people say that they don't feel like they're either race or both. Total outcast, by their statements.Being neither white or black, because they're only half of both.That's besides the congenital defects which dominate mixed populations and were more than acknowledged in ancient times.
>>41401742Gensis 6:4The Nephilim are the byproduct of the fallen and humanity. I think you're right about them using the idea of Nephilism as an excuse to segregate people for political reasons, but that doesn't undermine the potential of my theory here.
