Hello /x/ I have an admittingly strange and odd request. I have a problem of having to deal with what feels like an immense amount of energy coursing through my entire body from time to time. It feels very potent and very dangerous and i'd like to learn more about it before jumping in head first and getting a stroke or something.From my very limited knowledge pool it sounds like it could be excess chi or kundalini energy. Is there anything else it could be and are there any recommended books on those subjects? I really feel deep down that I need to read up on what this is. My instincts tell me that if I don't know what this is and how to engage with it i'm going to get burned.
>>41401364Fellow immense energy person here. Mine also expresses with physical and social energy. I get out of bed in the morning with all the energy in the world to talk and do everything even before coffee. Lotta people hate that.Anyway, what you need to learn how to do is "drink from a firehose". You're right that you need to research this and get it figured out, but please don't see it as a problem. This is something you WILL be able to harness to great effect with less work than you think.A great place to start is unironically the yin and yang. A lot of people misunderstand those to begin with so a quick lesson is that the yin is the majestically silent, while the yang is the impressively energetic. Whether you see it as literal or metaphorical, you have an excess of yang energy and need to balance with yin. Finding the yang within the yin and the yin within your current yang is the key to controlling it.
>>41401364maybe just go see a doctor, sounds like a symptom of (hypo) mania. I used to have this issue and got diagnosed as a bipolar
>>41401379I also have chronic pain for the last 13 years. My energy feels different from the energy you get let's say from coffee. Oh yeah and I can direct it manually to different parts of my body.Feels more magical for lack of a better word(and I seriously lack a better word).>>41401387I have been to many doctors and all of them have been utterly useless.
>>41401393Right, I'm just saying your internal energy and physical energy expressions are frequently tied together. Given what you've said, more specific advice to you might just be to transmute that internal energy to physical energy so you can depressurize easier. Best of luck, anon.
>>41401364I get affected by moon. when it's full moon I can't fall asleep and just roll around in bed until I have to wake up but I don't feel tired at all but I still feel like shit because mentally I haven't slept at all.I tried covering my windows so my room is quite literally just a fucking cave with no light at all but it didn't help.for you it could also be the moon or maybe just atmospheric pressure high/low. try looking at weather when you feel it.astrology is "real" but at the same time it's just a quirky way to explain regular weather/planetary phenomena so most people dismiss it as bullshit
>>41401364I had something that felt like that before. Ended up training to the point of injury. Do you do no fap, physical training, yoga or meditation?
>>41401364neurodegenerative disorders are very common nowadays
>>41401424you have parasites. Do a parasite protocol. Full moon triggers their reproduction cycle.
>>41401364Biology of kundalini.comPicrel
