For a while now I've had this "energy" that I've felt with me. It's undeniably feminine but will shift forms, sometimes taking the face of a fictional character, sometimes she's a video game (like the entire game), sometimes she's the sky itself. Who is she? She's very loving.
She's influenced by your environment and should be purified in form but its essence may be genuine. Its essence might also be a result of the world more than yourself but you could only know by purifying your interaction with the outside world.
>>41406006The only way to know is to ask her for her name and other symbols.
>>41406006Similar experiences, start keeping a dream journal and record as much as you can recall. If you get a name ya might want to keep it to yourself out of respect.
>>41406006It's your soul. She can heal and protect you, but she can also hurt and kill you. You're supposed to save her, but does she want to be saved? You won't know until it's too late. Appearances can be deceiving.
It Kelly AKA lord farquod AKA judge dredd
>>41406006goddess of the void
>>41407357Been wondering about that, there any good bits to read up on this kinda stuff?>>41407400This related to the Inanna threads by chance?
>>41407405I don't participate in such threads, but one could draw parrellels to the holy mother, ianna, ishtar, aphrodite - etc. it is the 'source', our shard that connects us to the pleroma, we all have access to this void.
>>41407400Can you elaborate a bit on this?
>>41406813What's the best way to do this?>>41407357How do I save her?
>>41411526Integration of feminine energies, receiving, listening, relating, increase your compassion and EQ nigga
MOTHER
>>41406006it's a dude, you're gay
>>41412346No it's not
>>41412346You fags sure do love to project lol
>>41411526https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orpheus_and_Eurydice
Sometimes I become a female and have sex with black menIt feels bad, manTHERE'S A TRANNY INSIDE OF MEI NEVER LET YOU SEEI KEEP IT CAGED BUT I CAN'T CONTROL IThttps://youtu.be/fJuhrUWJk_U?si=SMtnNgH8U65U7Nee
>>41414538SO STAY AWAY FROM METHE BITCH IS HORNYI FEEL THE DICK AND CAN'T STOP BOUNCINGIT'S SCRATCHING ON MY RETUSSTUCK IN THE CLOSETIN THE BATH
>>41414599I HATE WHAT I HAVE BECOMETHE PINK HAS JUST BEGUNI MUST CONFESS THAT I FEEL. LIKE A JANNYI FEEL LIKE A JANNY
>>41406006She is the anima.
>>41406006Noice
>>41413948>entity references videogames, the sky, anime, and labubu that's a tranny
>>41416820Aw shit, pack it up guys. Game over man, game over. I knew western games were gay as hell but wasn't aware big titty anime and very the sky it's self was gay now... damn.>>41414538Probably this guy's fault>>41407390Or Rachel Zegler.
>>41416820>labubuso we're just making shit up now for our strawmen?
>>41406006I've had this exact experience OP. Turns out she's a fallen angel or a succubus playing pretend to be liked more in my case.
>entity references anime and videogamesthat's no woman
>>41417191>>41416820samefag
>>41417191Women now constitute 46-50% of gamers depending on measurement, many of them adopt masculine personas online to avoid harassment, and especially many of them avoid speaking for the same reason.
>>41417216and none of them would be caught dead haunting some fat sperg from /x/, it's definitely a MAN, baby
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>>41417188Ancient Taoists believed that succubi could appear as blue orbs or take the form of a beautiful female. Energetic vampires, maybe? Sounds crazy, but you never know...
>>41406006its ma
>>41417222>it's definitely a MAN, babyGetting all excited thinking about it eh fag?
>>41417188How did that end?
>>41417253the manifestations are too frivolous to point to anything divine or even a real entity imo
>>41417275The succubus telling me not to be so gullible that God is talking to me and female.
>>41407418I see, so kinda like your own personal goddess if I'm reading that correctly?>>41412228Is the whole Integration bit played out in dreams via wedding or sex by chance?>>41417253Interesting, I've seen a blue orb. Kinda looked like one of those ghost fireball things.
>>41416820where tf did i say labubu>>41417191never said anime either>>41417259no
>>41418286why not?
>>41418294it is 100 percent not a hindu thing
>>41414630i kekd so hard I lost my Zen. fuk u anon
>>41418286It's just some retard putting in half ass effort via making shit up on the spot
>>41420764be more nice to the OP
>>41420796>Projecting on OP like a fagThat's directed towards people like you faggot. Nigga can't even follow reply chains correctly.
>>41411526>the best way to do thisThe next time you feel her presence, talk to her. That's all what it takes. You seem to have no problems receiving.
>>41407405>Been wondering about that, there any good bits to read up on this kinda stuff?Pretty much every ancient religious text and fable talks about her. But they use different names, describe different sides of her, the things she does, both good and bad.She's not always portrayed as a goddess, she could be disguised as a princess, a regular woman, a young girl, a lover, a wife, a witch, a fairy, a prostitute, even an animal. Depending on what the story is trying to teach. There's so much stuff to read, it'd take you more than a lifetime.And there's a dark side to her. Don't try to meet her until you know exactly what you're dealing with and what's waiting for you on the other side. She's very powerful and extremely dangerous. So many people have made the mistake of thinking it'd be all fun and games, blinded by her beauty and promises of eternal life. But fell under her spell and lost everything.
>>41421795>goddess, princess, regular woman, young girl, lover, wife, fairy, & animal.Yeah I've pretty much seen her those ways as well as a ghost, a being made out of moving patterns that change, blonde hair, dark haired, red head, brunette, hair made of golden fire, etc. Never had bad experiences with her though, maybe it depends on the individual?
>>41419385That's just because you're not a Hindu.>>41421842>a ghostYou might want to think about that when you're researching... Why a ghost? Is she in the afterlife? Did she die? Did someone kill her? Did she sacrifice herself to save someone?>Never had bad experiences with her though, maybe it depends on the individual?You might be one of the lucky few that she likes, but more probably, she's hiding her dark side from you. She's quite picky, you see.
>>41422938>Why a ghost?I think it's in relation to some joking around I did with a friend and she used that image around that time when it happened. I don't think shes ever been a living person or the soul of someone who has passed on based on readings. >You might be one of the lucky fewI don't think there's anything special about me, it could be simply be that I am open to the idea of a spiritual spouse since I would prefer something long lasting over some fling or short terms relationship. It really could all just depend on the individual and their outlook. If someone is suspicious or scared going into something like this with that kinda mind set then it'll play out that way. But who knows, I'm no expert and just going off instinct here to be honest.
