I dont give a shit anymore, I want to give out my life. I want to do a final act of love. I want to give my life to Jesus but its just lovely thought, how do I make it real? I dont give a shit about anything, just doing His will.
>>41412412u can sug mi sosig, i permiss u.
>>41412412Become a volunteer.Try not to hurt anyone.Think better of yourself; not highly, but kinder.The Bible says that Jesus kicked it with the lower class and helped those who needed it most.Go feed the homeless. You can join an organization, or just do it on your own time.Go buy a bunch of hefty bags and clean up the local park for the kids.Give some homeless guy $20.That final act of kindness shit is arrogant when you think about it.What are you, a martyr?No, you're just some fucking guy. KYS or don't; if you believe in the Christian God, a single act of kindness won't get you into the kingdom of Heaven.You gotta live life as he did.Just don't think of yourself as if you WERE him.That's a different type of arrogance all together.Stay up, G
>>41412547I agree with this anon. Find ways to make positive differences in people's lives. Not in the flashy bullshit United Way method, but in secret, and the Lord looking back at you in secret will bless you for being true to him and what you believe in. Don't do it to be noticed or money or for your own glory and it will remain pure.
>>41412547I have fallen for all the pride, I always wanted to be exceptional and I have ended up a loser, not even a decent person
>>41412412You're gonna have to work a little harder than that.
I work with a group that has to do with the cure to death. It seems to involve blackmail or did at one point. We are trying to get things to be as least harmful to public as possible. We are going public with information such as cooking antibiotic resistant bacteria at home that is not safe for public in it’s current state. You can read into it more on my linkedins, Eli Rossman, these suicides and shooters tend to reference it. Perhaps you can find a path that makes sense for you or get in contact with “god” better to find one. You should be able to talk with aliens I suspect with effort. We have tons of footage online I took on my own to help validate the seriousness of the situation.
>>41412666Delusion is a warm and dangerous womb
>>41412608>>41412580I guess I just cannot deal with my existence so I just want to disintegrate into something else, cease to exist
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>>41412684I understand. I feel the same way often. I can't help. Find something to occupy your time. Just distract yourself. It's what I do. I tried Christ as well. If he exists, he doesn't care to hear your complaints. Good luck.
>>41412412First off go to church. Non denominational churches are a meme and many won't be fulfilled by their routine of a rock concert followed by an inspirational talk. Id recommend going to a confessional Lutheran church, they have the most solid Protestant theology and focus on the gospel while still retaining historical traditions. If you'd rather go Catholic then feel free, Augustine churches are usually going to be the best. Psalms will always be the best read for any depressed/struggling Christian.>>41412547 offers solid advice. If you do that for a while and still feel like something is missing then I'd consider doing missionary work. It will give you purpose and make you feel alive. If that's too much of a commitment then id recommend camping. When you go into nature you realise how we worry too much about silly things in life. You will be in my prayers.
>>41412412Just shout out loud, "Oh Lord Yesua of Nazareth, I offer my entire life to you!" and it will be done.
The truth is God loves you but that does not mean he will make your life a fairytale this might be hard to hear but stick with me, no matter what trial you are going through you must keep fighting you must be relentless you must be strong God did not call you to be weak but to be strong and courageous it does not matter what you are feeling, you might feel weak, disgusting, unworthy but God did not die for the worthy, you might feel like you lack motivation but cast aside your thoughts feelings and motivations, you know in your heart God is there so be strong for him as he was for you, your feelings mean nothing, you must overcome your suffering but even still when you fall or stumble while trying to do the right thing and feel as if you have failed him like I and many others have, know this, he is close to the brokenhearted and he will not test you beyond what you can bear, and believe me you can bear a lot more than you think you can, even if you fail and fall his love never ceases, his love hasn't changed for you because of all your sins, but he wants you to be strong, to trust that he is there and forsake any logic feeling or emotion that has held you back. If you were the only person in the world he would have died for you, don’t despise the gift he died to grant you. God loves you he will never abandon you, trust me l have gone through similar to what you have trust me he is there and he loves you so be strong for him. I love you, God bless you!
>>41412412Give away everything you own except for some clothes and hygiene products and just roam from town to town doing odd jobs and helping with what you can then move on to the next until your end. Obviously no drugs alcohol or masterbation.
>>41412412Kill the other one
>>41412547>KYS or don't; if you believe in the Christian God, a single act of kindness won't get you into the kingdom of Heaven.>You gotta live life as he did.Yeah nail yourself to a cross to go to "heaven"
>>41412412>Pray. Ask God if He is real. Ask what denomination has the truth, and what His plan is for you (you will recive the answers for these questions gradually)>Read the Bible. Start with the New Testement before reading the Old. I would also suggest a study guide of some sort because, truth be it told, the Bible can be difficult to interpret in thr modern day.>Go to your nearest church this Sunday and after the service ends, talk to the pastor or bishop about yourself, your life, and your desire to join God in His kingdom. Keep going every week and try to attent chuches of diffrent denominations before you settle on one. Let God be your guide in that endevor.I pray that we shall meet past St. Peter and the Pearly Gates one day Anon. Amen.
don't you Christians believe that Jesus did all of this?Imagine being at peace without a single need and then saying "you know, I think I want to make it possible for children to be born with cancer."That is a special kind of neurotic evil.
>>41415803I'm not OP and I don't come to this site looking for solace but sometimes an anon makes an alright post that makes me want to not give up for at least one more day even if my instincts are telling me to run and throw myself off a cliff.
>>41412412the cross is the tree of death, christ carried the cross, the children of the devil exalt the cross. when you carry the cross your life will be hard, because the world will put you on the cross, but your soul is exalted.
