Did you ever hope to be found or come across a real magical mentor of sorts? I know people throw around this saying "They show up when you're ready" but let's be real most of the time that's not the case and even if you find a mentor they might have weird motives. Even when I dabbled around, I only came across weird coomer sect mentors/gurus or those who want to make money and do it as a business. Many, many years passed and I was just left to my own devices and had to learn myself. I figure this happens to a lot of people.I know a really gifted psychic Lady from across the world (she is way to busy to teach) but she told me how she learned and honed through getting mentorship from her grandma who was a witch.
>>41414836My mentor is whatever I direct my attention towards at any given moment. My cat is my most powerful mentor.
No, my only Master is Jesus.A mentor can only steer you away from the truth.
>>41414869Christian men are so homo-erotic jeez
>>41414870Jesus is daddy. That's official church doctrine.
>>41414870My life is a long slow handjob from God.You can call it gay but I call it Ubermensch.
>>41414836>come across a real magical mentor of sorts?Only my main guide when I was young and he basically just gave a spark and example. He was a really noble spirit who didnt need words or control or presence to show the way. It was just obvious from the example in personality he set and what I remembered in that brief meeting. The rest was just personal work. The irony is that much of the "magical work" is just mundane work with a twist. The magician is a master of their destiny. How do you practice that? ...by learning how to gain mastery over your destiny and creating an ability from nothing. If youre familiar with things and unfamiliar with certain subjects, it's the unfamiliar where your work lies in making it so familiar that your spirit will remember it easily in the next life. A real magical tutor, what do you define it as? For me it's that gentle spirit across the veil who can cause effective change and emotional insight with effortless ease. That's a master of their craft. Would a magical tutor need to be physical? Not necessarily if you can keep your sense active enough and be discerning enough to filter lower realm fellas out. >know a really gifted psychic Lady from across the world (she is way to busy to teach) I doubt that that's her real reason. I was working 80hrs per week, taught students at uni, graded exams and played therapist for many people. People in asia work 16 hour shifts. Where theres a will theres a way. I dont mean to accuse or out words in someone's mouth, but a teacher teaches in a bounded and efficient time. It can also just be that she trusts you to find your own path. Magical teachers arent worldly. What do you really want yourself? If you had all the options you can imagine and some you cannot, what path would you pick for yourself and why?