Welcome to Divination General! Come here for readings and a discussion of theory/practice.Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Digital, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:https://pastebin.com/G42HmsUs>Recommended /div/ links and books:https://pastebin.com/sAkg9cMz>MEGA with Divination Books:https://mega.nz/folder/Jp8gQD7Q#om_2lEm1GL0qPIpSrQgrvA>Guides made by some of our readers:•/div/ starter spreads:https://i.imgur.com/mxpu4MF.png•Thoth's tarot and rune guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/•Hijinks' revised divination guide:https://pastebin.com/Gv10KZUA•A compiled Rider Waite card explanationhttps://files.catbox.moe/v6qayw.pdf>Useful tips before posting:•If you're a reader, post that you're offering readings and what information is required from the querent; the same goes for trading.•Look for posts to determine if there's an active reader, what's needed and before posting, check if they finished reading already.•Some readers will refuse to do certain readings - respect that choice. Do not harass readers if your query is refused/skipped. We do our best to maintain chill and good vibes.•Traders should respect that a traded read will be granted, as per an agreement of trade. Free readers have the option of picking their queries.•Bullshit queries get bullshit answers. Vague queries get vague answers.•Making an AQ (air query) by not addressing a reader, in particular, is possible but doesn't guarantee an answer.•Avoid making the same query repeatedly and/or to different readers in a short period of time, as this may lead to more confusion.•Provide feedback when applicable and be considerate to the reader. We're a growing community, many readers are starting and need to know what they are doing right or wrong. Let's help each other to improve.Previous Thread: >>41422419
Good morning DIV!IVE BEAT THAT GUY WHO ALWAYS COME HERE FIRST!
>>41428879Aq. How are things going for me today?
>>41429110Congrats~>>41429115>King of SwordsThings should go well as long as you keep a clear mind.
AQWhy is my professor acting like a bitch towards me?
My emotions are everywhere but my spirit is ready to burst. Looking for trades
>>41429147>9 of WandsIt probably doesn't matter why because what your goal is within reach. Just put up with it for a bit long.Hope ya don't mind me skipping posting pics of the cards, tried of having to jump from phone to desktop.
If only you knew how bad things really are.
>>41429173Thank you! I can finally see the end of this lol.Like she told me I needed to print something for my project and I needed to email someone for printing information. Then she said that the guy is busy and “he’s not going to hold my hand when doing it.” It’s fucking printing LMFAO, I had to go outside to laugh about that. Then I followed exactly what she said to do last week. She said that it isn’t enough and that “it should’ve been done two weeks ago”, I told her that I did emailed her about it. It’s like I’m talking to a child.
>>41429197Omg its the people from K-pop Demon Hunters!
>>41429173Wanna trade?
>>41429197Change is always inevitable.>>41429199Oof I know how that is, glad I'm no longer in classes lol. Though most my family is like that so... yeaaaah some people never grow up. >>41429219Sure Occult related ok?
>>41429235Hmmmm I don’t know much about occult and it does make me a little uncomfortable:(
>>41429235>199Oh so my friend waves at her and then my professor said to her “I don’t know you and I think it’s strange that you keep waving at me”. Even though my friend is the same major as me and my professor critiqued her work before.
>>41429264No probable. Hm maybe I can ask something a bit more down to earth instead.Q: Should I use accent markings or stick to a simple two tone look?Yours?
>>41429274Pff yeah that also sounds like some people I know, how old is this professor? Sounds like they're either getting too old for this or they just got a stick up their butt, likely both.
>>41429278Sweet! I’m gonna go out with my friend to shoot pool later and we’re going to a place with lots of young people, lots of pretty girls n stuff. I’m not chasing but also I’m open minded. Is this type of social stuff good or productive or fruitful right now? Starting yours
>>41429278Accent markings:Empress, king of cups, 2 of wands Two tone: Hermit judgement x of swords Accent markings undoubtedly; cards suggest some form of growth here in your visual expression. Like doing the accent markings might be a step toward furthering a craft.
>>41429312Nice, I would say that sounds fun but I'm a hermit and an empath and such things leave me feeling drained and annoyed lol. Also FYI character I'm reworking happens to be called Alfreda lol. >Queen of SwordsI'd say that's a strong yes so long as you are clear about your intentions and boundaries. You might actually have quiet a few options for encountering someone so the more honest you are the better the match will be. >>41429338Interesting, I've been experimenting with or without them. Basically ditched the stripes in favor of just rings or none at all.
AQWhat do I need to be aware of?
>>41429357What will the result of the interview i did be?
>>41429367>5 of SwordsHm well to me it doesn't look good. You might get what ya want at the expenses of something else and it might not be worth it in the end.
>>41429357Hey thanks! Yeah man I went out with a girl last night and I felt like I could be myself unapologetically but we didn’t really connect. But for the first time ever I didn’t feel nervous being myself around a pretty woman. And now I want to just go and talk to more people and connect and shit.
Hey girly popsI need some practiceBut alsoWhat does it mean when you've had snakes on the brain?I
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>>41429382Hey there. Can I ask you this please?>>41429363
AQWill he ever be back ?
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>>41429428That's great to hear! Yeah I mean it's intimidating but once ya get over it things get easier, just don't settle for anything that doesn't feel right. Also don't put up with any BS on their part either.>>41429431I've heard people in the past say it means you got an enemy around you somewhere but I've also read it can also mean a good thing or a change was coming. Kinda depends I guess.>>41429436Yeah I'mma go with a stick up her ass on that lol>>41429440>Justice Seek out truth and be honest with yourself once you find it. Alright folks gonna grab a bite to eat.
AQI have an idea for a side business doing the thing I like, but it's very unlikely for it to become my main source of income. I'd like to do it anyway just for fun and some extra cash. Will it be worth my time and energy in that regard? Will I find people to cooperate with, as well as clients for my services?
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AQWhat do I need to be told?
>>41429478Damn. That is deep and I think I know what it's talking about. Thank you
>>41429478some feedback.... you were wrong about a read for me yesterday....
AQ - Can I get a reading for how this full moon will impact me, please?
I did too little yet i spent my fuel
>>41429516Glad I could help>>41429518Oh well, sorry to hear it though context might help.
>>41429478>436LMFAOO
>>41429549eh I gave context. you pulled emperor for an opportunity yesterday night and it did not present itself. not even to take charge like you said. No one is always right. gl
AQ - what should I do to get my motivation back?Thanks in advance.
>>41429559>eh I gave contextWell I was referring to "your read was wrong" without giving any more info then that, I'm not a mind reader. Still sorry to hear it and I did say multiple times I'm a noob. Better luck next time.
>>41429584Will that *Thing* die eventually?
>>41429357Pls, did i unintentionally manifest that? is it directly because of me?
>>41429478Thank you for rhe insight! (My silly self thought it was something trying to reach out this year. But the change has been showing up for me alot.)>>41429501reversed 3 of wands reversed 5 of cupsreversed 5 of swordsSix of WandsAny kind of buisness is hard friend, even side businesses. Even if you enjoy doing it. This is a grain of salt to keep in mind. It's gonna be hard even if you like what your doing, and you'd feel trapped in (probably sunken time fallacy logic is what I'm feeling) Like you put so much in and you don't see growth right away so it doesn't feel worth it. But if you do it and you fail, you'd be alright. It's just preparing you for something better. Maybe somethings you didn't know you needed to work on. That will open you up and make you a little more flexible and open to share bigger ideas instead of just side hustling. And you'll come out glitter glistening in the end, able to reap the rewards of your toil and struggle.
>>41429478>436Honestly I think she thinks I’m dumb or something because she asked me if I understood what she was saying and that “he’s not going to hold your hand”. LMFAO.
>>41429597>The ChariotWith determination, yes.>>41429607>Knight of CupsHm going of what it stands for I say that's very possible, however again I am a noob and stress to anyone if it doesn't feel right or align then simply ignore it. But in that sense yes I do think we influence things around us a hell of a lot more so then we are aware. But still doesn't mean every read is correct and someone can easily just blow things off saying that.>>41429637NP, like some anons say it really depends what it symbolizes to you who is seeing it.>>41429643Sounds more like a pride thing on her end that or just rudeness in general.
>>41429668Hey anon might i ask if i will spend the new years with her?
>>41429584I had warning of an individual that was in a former friend of mine whom had bad intentions towards me -- disgrace and profound sadness was the end game, so I did the only sensible thing I could think to do; I went scorched earth and kept two individuals in my friend group. Have I removed the threat? Is said individual connected to the other two? It got pretty dicey there for a minute
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>>41429637>501This sounds very realistic and most likely is what I needed to hearThank you very much for this detailed reading
>>41429675>10 of Wands RXIt looks like a no but suggesting a release or a delay. Hmm.. maybe it means don't stress it perhaps?>>41429693That's pretty much how I've been with my "friends" some people are just out to use and abuse, they ant worth the time or effort of fixing.>Five of PentaclesI'm gonna say that's a no since this shows there is a hardship in store.
AQIf we got married would it have been terrible?
>>41429736If you still are around. What will be the key theme of my life for next year ?
AqWho is the blond girl I've been seeing in my dreams lately? I haven't seen her before but her face was very clear. What is the significance?
>>41429736Can I ask if the person I'm thinking of will ever come back?
AqCan I steal him away from his gf?
>>41429838>3 of Pentacles RXOh boy looks like delays or a need to work on your cooperation with others in order to get where you're trying to go. Work on your communication skills.>>41429851I got a feeling I know this but gonna draw a card for ya anyways.>The High Priestess RXI thought so. Time to start listening to your inner voice so some secrets can be revealed. Are you a guy by chance?>>41429873>6 of PentaclesIt's very possible if you are genuine and try to be fair with them.
>>41428879>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLQmxl_0VPIHe's a liar!
>>41429933Hiii can I ask something too?Will we get together or am I delusional?
>>41429736>693That's unfortunate. May I ask how to avoid this hardship? This individual is pretty will hidden. May I ask how to identify this person?
>>41428879AQcosmic punishment for a narcissist.
>>41429933I'll keep hoping. Please keep me in your thoughts.Thank you for the reassurance <3
AQWhy did he decide to just completely abandon me?I'll never find the answers
>>41429933>41429851I am male
>>41429944>Ace of Pentacles RXHm doesn't look like it, you had a chance but missed it. Sorry.>>41429945>8 of WandsA card of swift rapid action and communication. So I'm gonna say you're gonna have to do some detective work to weed them out. >>41429952That's the spirit, good luck anon!>>41429982Well you ant the only one who has this kind of thing happening since I also have a female entity appearing in my dreams who is typically blonde but she does occasional change things up. I don't have all the answers as I am still learning myself but give you got The High Priestess which is a card I always got from others when asking about her, I would strongly recommend you look into topics like the anima, the divine feminine, The Lady (Chris Bledsoe), spirit spouse, etc. Now when I say anima most are just gonna look at it from the angle of it being represented feminine qualities of a man psychologically and while there is nothing wrong with that, but I also have paranormal experiences related to this figure so I don't quiet think it's the mind messing with you. Start writing down your dreams and listen you your intuitions more. Think of her as kinda like your own personal goddess trying to help you.
Trading tarot.Will I hear anything good from her?
>>41429933How will my interview in an hour go?Will return with feedback
AQWill she have a decent life?
>>41430063>41429982Thank you and weirdly I started to write down my dreams early last month but recently stopped.
>>41430063>945May I ask you one more question?Do they spend a considerable amount of time at a local dive bar? This will help me tremendously.Thank you for the card draws
>>41430063Will GM fall in love with me?
>>41430065>10 of Swords RXHm so a turning point where the worst is over... but it can also mean cling to something painful out of fear. I'm gonna say since this is an interview it means you're overcoming something and this should be a good indication of a new start. Hope it goes well for you.>>41430086I'm bad about not always doing it myself because some dreams quiet frankly make no sense sometimes but I can tell ya there have been times she'd pop in between some or she might be there but I won't recognize her until thinking about the dream later on. It helps regardless even if you think it means nothing. But yeah definitely check into those things and keep an open mind.>>41430094Sure>6 of Wands>public recognitionI'm gonna say that's a yes. Good luck and you're welcome.>>41430110>Knight of Wands RX>a need for caution>lack of passionI'm gonna assume that's a no with GMAlright folks putting the cards away for a bit. Again I'm new to this so if they are off they're off. Go with what you feel is right anons.
Single pull AQI'm doing it right?
>>41430141>094My, my, my One by one till the work is done. May your journey through this life be pleasant.
>>41430190Yours as well lol
>>41428454Thanks again. I appreciate your readings.
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>>41429778You shouldn't ask loaded questions like this. You should limit your query to more like, "If X got married to Y, how would it have been?"
>>41430298query
>>41430306Will I hear anything good from her?Yours?
>>41414750Feedback: it's over, thanks for your reading.
>>41430141Will I date d again?
>>41430365I had stopped but I don't mind dowsing for you since it's a yer or a no question.>NoDoesn't look like it.
Aq. Is my letter progressing healthily and is my new plans with it good?
>>41430378Ty
>>41430402Your welcome, but again if it doesn't feel right disregard it.
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>>41430468Q?
AQ does my cat know she’s my daughter? She’s literally my daughter I love her like a human child.
>>41430507How is *i* feeling about me? their initial is the letter *i*
>>41430528>sun, 9 wands, judgement, 10 cupsOverall pretty good, they feel like they can have a lot of fun with you and escape from some of the hardships and tires of their life while with you. You exude a familial and almost childlike energy that is helping them to do some reprogramming and healing for themself subconsciously. You have the potential to be an important person in their life.My q is if I have anything to look forwards to soon?
AQ Will I die soon?
AQWill I became a film director?
AQHow much longer until i meet the one right for me?
>>41428879Hello anons, can somebody do a reading for me? Should I message C.S?
>>41430528> I told you I was a cat in sheep's clothing
>>41430468>>41430528>>41430573Anon? My trade plz?
>>41430746I’ll trade if you don’t cuck me
>>41430798Of course. My query is how will my date go on Tuesday? What's your query?
>>41430813My q is if there will actually be reprimanding now that G has spoken to about the violence?Give me about ten minutes, my cards are in my office
>>41430813Star, 5 swords, ace swords, king swords, chariotThe date itself actually goes well but there’s some type of mishap that happens either changing the time or place of where the date takes place. Just keep your hopes up and be willing to make some adjustments. But this actually seems to go well when it does happen.
>>41430840I'll trade. A general for four days starting tomorrow? Starting when you do.
>>41430821can you reword your query? I can do it right now
>>414308403 swords, sun, hermit, high priestessEventually but it’s going to take a long time and seem out of the blue. The best you can do is not wait on it, continue to go about life and don’t harp on the thought so much. Trust it will help en eventually but pushing it, asking for it more will push it away further.
I don't know what is happening to me lately but I've just lost the plot suddenly. I keep feeling like I'm being called back to something and I know it's not good for me
>>41430840>>41430906Sorry I didn’t realise another anon was getting youIf you still wanna do my q just asking for what good things are coming into my life soon>>41430904Will the people who have been violent towards me in my place of work finally be reprimanded now that there is new information on what they did to me revealed
>>414309132 of wandsking of wands rxfool 9 of wandsMany wands, I think that they may get fired, because of the 2 of wands and fool. But they will fight hard against the accusations, so it kind of depends on the mood of the person and whether you'll speak out on it. You need to show that it is in fact a problem.
>>41430901King of Swords, 9 of Swords, 5 of Cups, 9 of PentaclesLooks like a rough middle to your weekend.Start things off thoughtfully and carefully.Negative thoughts about things will get you nowhere.You may feel bad emotionally, but don't fight it. Feel your feelings so that they can pass more quickly into better ones.Things will be rewarding at the end of this time.
>>41430906Thanks.
>>41430840eight of wands rx two of coins rx temperance not for a while. all of these cards point to waiting and things being stressful for now.
>>41431010query? mine is what does F think of me?
>>41431021is F a girl or guy? and my query is just what do i need to know right now?
>>41431025F is a hapa girl
>>41431030alright, starting
>>41431025hermit, 5 of pentacles, ace of swords, king of swords, 8 of pentaclesYou need to know that being bored calls you to introspection and that calls you into new ideas about yourself. The first step is to overcome your thought of being just like those around you, thinking there's no point to seek after knowledge or wisdom. And that will lead you into different areas in life that will build you up a person.
>>41431021>temperance, page of wands, 8 of cups, king of swordsshe generally views you as detached and unemotional, at one point you seemed balanced but now you just seem completely stone cold, preferring icy logic over emotion. she thinks you could also be a bit depressive or just very distant (8 of cups.) she once saw you as more calming, in control, & full of bright ideas & youthful energy, but her opinion on you seems to have changed or hardened.
>>41430951Exactly what I was prepared for, thank you. You’re the 3rd person I’ve traded with today and the only one to actually complete your end haha.
Trading tarot for whatever method you offer.Will she be the one who commits for the long haul?
>>41431141Your query?Mine: >>41431142
>>41431142>>41431147Woops, swap those links around, lol.
Also trading if anyone’s interested
>>41431141>>414311479 pents, empress, ace pents, page swords, hierophant, tower, 10 wands Yes but there has to be some serious conversations about what it is that you want. You have to tell her you want this and see where she’s at. You both have serious changes and challenges to face in order to be each other’s person, committed long term. There does seem to marriage in the cards here.My q is how does my meeting with title 9 go today?
>>41431141Hi anonScrying for you :) >Hands held>Property, a small but comfy house>Long walks in nature >She shyly looks away Honestly? I'm getting a very strong yes, but she's very... Cautious and needs a long time to feel comfortable and ready for that. She may have some trauma she hasn't brought up with you out of fear of judgement relating to abandonment. Be patient, be supportive, she really likes you but she needs to feel s a f e. I do see this genuinely being a long term relationship after it's all said and done. Merely spend time with her now, hold her hand, go for a crisp and chilly walk in the woods, buy her a sweet hot drink.... You may literally buy property together in the future, it's that strong to me. I hope this helps :)
>>41430755Strong no indicators. C.S. whether it be a male, female, employer, school will not recieve the message well and in the present it will be best to rest on this message. Wait a little into the future when you have more control over the situation
>>41430643Yes but only if your desire is there strongly and consistently. There will be failure but if you give up and dont let it defeat you, you will achieve it. Maybe not as you imagined or how your preferences are but you can
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>>41431262q?mine is: is he my next bf?
>>41430612The cards point to hardships, struggles, battles, anxieties and fears but you will live long
>>41431198>>41431219Thank you both so much.>>41431198Sorry, phone call from doctor's office -- starting yours now.
aq. how do i handle f thoughts?
>>41431268did I mess things up with Izzy? how are they feeling about me?
>>41431292starting
>>41430520
>>41431268Empress Queen of Cups 10 of SwordsI'm sorry anon but it's a no and it will sting quite badly, could also read as yes but they'll cheat, spread is clear in saying the woman in the situation will get hurt pretty badly
>>414311983 of Wands, King of Cups, Moon REV., Wheel of Fortune REV.Planning well and honesty are the first steps to success.Generosity: support yourself before you can support others. Craftiness.Again: a focus on honesty. While not outright lies, there may be mistakes.Some bad luck. You very well may have to do it over again.
>>41431348Thank you, makes sense to the situation
>>41431292>wheel of fortune, 7 of cups, death, 4 of wandswouldn’t say you messed things up? at least not permanently. you just caused a major shift to happen which seems to be confusing or miscellaneous. but something has most definitely come to a final end. however, the end result shows union, peace, & good moments between you two. so all isn’t lost, the dynamic is just going to be very different.
>>41431343could you pull one more card for the query?
>>41431382I only do 3 but I can pull another clarifier sure 3 of Cups ReversedWant to trade again?
>>41431413sure.what will my relationship with him be like this monthq?
AQIs he pulling on my energy or am I just going crazy,,?
>>41431421will my mistake with them come back to bite me or are they feeling ok about me?
>>41431449starting
Trading tarot.Is the main reason she went cold and distant because of personal issues she needs to process / deal with?
>>41431421Page of Wands Tower King of Pentacles RxI read the tower as you telling them your feelings or how you feel about them, or at least taking initiative and meeting the bad outcome in the previous reads, I'm really sorry anon but they're not the one
>>41431449well i normally pull 4 cards but you only pulled 3 >king of wands, 10 of wands, 6 of cups eh, seems like it won’t come back to bite, you’re going to still feel the weight of it and it’ll still mess with you a bit but it’ll be fine
AQWill manifesting this show actually work or am I being delulu?
>>41431580HM I'll trade you 4 cards then, I do past present future but I can try with 4 as clarifier, want to do one last trade? I just want to know how they feel about me now
>>41431599sure. my question remains the same in terms of what’ll happen between us this month, especially since you pulled the tower
>>41431608q?
>>41431605Lovers Reversed Queen of Swords Empress 6 of Swords I took the tower as what would happen if you went through with trying to be with them, my take from the read is unfortunately not that much into you anon im sorry, are you in love with them? You're seeing it through rose tinted glasses and from those cards I feel like he's not as good of a person as you think he is, you'll move on to something better
Is Priestess of Waxing Moon here?
>>41431722are you a new reader?
AQWill he fall in love with me?
TradingNo occult
>>41431599they as in izzy..? >hierophant, king of pentacles, 6 of cups, ace of pentacleswell i did two different spreads for this but decided on this one as it seemed more right, seems like she sees you as a traditional, stern, stable man, perhaps someone with a lot of money/resources, luxury, and/or just very grounded & immovable. she feels fondly towards you, nostalgic memories of friendship, and she thinks things can still get better in due time
>>41431773Q? should I reconnect with arlene or annette? or bad idea. just 2 card each is fine.
AQAre people at work really conspiring against me and getting me sidelined?
>>41426327>>41426327For Priestess of Waxing Moon, here’s an updated version of feedback.After seeing your reading last night, I had a dream about the person that I believe you were speaking of.He was represented as the voice of a young boy lost in a forest, screaming for his mother. This took place in a snowy, icy, mountainous terrain and she was half-heartedly trying to find him. She looked exhausted and in need of assistance, so my husband and I tried to help in following the sound of his calls for an 1h+ and eventually gave up. Her demeanor seemed callous when we left — wasn’t thrilled about our departure.Someone’s likely got mommy issues.. When we don’t receive proper care in childhood, we can interpret it as excess when others are getting their needs met. Do you agree that he’s likely partially feeling his own hunger and projecting it onto me? I tend to have “explanation” or “psychic” dreams when provoked to look at things from a different angle.
>>41431787Sure, what's your initial?Mines is, should I still try contacting SR or WC about the car or neither? I'll post after you
>>41431860q?
>>41431840ugh sorry ask someone else half my deck fell somewhere im having trouble getting out lol
>>41431805Your query?Mine: Is the main reason she went cold and distant because of personal issues she needs to process / deal with?
One card?
>>41428879Tell me how I can destroy this simulation and free us all from this prison.
>>41431865How can I stop being a loser and actually get a life i ran out of copes and now I’m just some poorly socialized freak like genuinely
I can tradeQ: Why this contact ended that way? Thera was my fault? I want a clousure
>>41431793>King of Wands, Hierophant, 2 of Cups>8 of Swords, 8 of Wands rx, Page of Pentacles>3 of Swords, 9 of Pentacles rx, The Chariot rxSeems less like people are conspiring against you and more like you're frustrated that you're not where you want to be yet in your career. You're comparing yourself to your co-workers, who hold the kind of charisma and power you want, and who also have good relationships with each other. You're showing up every day and putting in the work, but the lack of acknowledgement is really skewing your reality here.
>>41431920Q
>>41431916Sorry, correction here. The Page of Pentacles is a Knight. I mistyped.
>>41431905Some physicists just proved this isn't a simulation because it is impossible to reckon quantum mechanics with relativity into a theory of everything, which they also proved to be the case.Sorry.
>>41431930anything good for me happening in the next seven days? u?
Doing Schizomancy,aka. ramblings from the Voices inside my head, in exchange for a poem or song.
>>41431953General for the month? Starting yours
>>41431916>>41431931Thank you. How will I get out of this situation? I have been considering asking my boss for a reassignment to one of two roles I have in mind.
AQWhat can I expect from the next 2 months of my life?It has been a hard journey so far brosThank you in advance for any readings
>>41431965starting
>>41431962How would you describe me as a person?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30eXKMfrVcw
>>41431962Hey Alari, what can the voices reveal for me in regards to Al, the entity attached to me? Sorry if my pick is pretty slandered lol not much of a poem guy.
One card readings... BUT the images of the cards are taken with a $35,000 camera.(I may be slow to respond because this is a large camera on a tripod.)
>>41431962Hi Alari!https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=h0JrKnBE3nI&list=RDh0JrKnBE3nI&start_radio=1&pp=ygUac2lkZSB0byBzaWRlIGFyaWFuYSBncmFuZGWgBwE%3D
>>41431962What's her feelings about me?https://youtu.be/P7YMI39sObY
>>41431973>10 of Swords, 5 of Wands rx, Page of Pentacles>The World rx, The Lovers rx, 2 of Swords rx>7 of Wands rx, Strength rx, Page of Wands rxRespectfully, you need to humble yourself and stop comparing yourself to others. A fresh start on a new assignment could be good, but you need to make that choice with a pure heart and not because you feel like you have something to prove to others.
>>41432000querry?
>>41431999I'll bite, whats up with me lately? Is this some kind of allergic reaction or something else?
>>4143199935k?? wow. thanks for letting me see what a 35k camera can do. sweet sweet trips as well.can I just get 1 card of advice to heed the most in general or right now or for the rest of the year. the right now answer gives me the most anxiety though cuz i feel like i got a lot going on rn. thank you
>>41432021Damn I got trips.What does M from P feel about me? Yours anon?
>>41431999I'm doing well on my practices?Thanks in advance, one reader!
>>41432021>>41431908this one or do you want a different one
>>414319532 of Pentacles Tower Rx6 of SwordsYou’ll be so busy trying not to fall off the wagon so to speak that you’ll have a hard time doing anything else
>>41431965six of coins rx two of swords moonExpect to make a hard choice this month about your finances and taking a potential risk. Could even be life changing.>>41432048I asked for something good. guess not.
>>41432008Thank you again. I am thinking about the reassignment because I feel incompetent in my current position, because I think the roles in my mind would match my skills better and might have more room for professional growth, and because I believe that the reassignment would be the best for the project if someone more skilled took over my current job.
>>41431962https://youtu.be/oysBcL4Mqck?si=3vXIhqijgg-_6SCJwill that THING im thinking of, disappear eventually?
>>41432032Why this contact ended that way? Thera was my fault? I want a clousureStarting yours>>41432036I can read for you after I make first read, ok?
>>41431999hello. i has a rocky day. am i getting back on track?
>>4143207732 starting
>>41431999https://youtu.be/NclU3sK1HCA?si=3l-6jgTq5t4cCos2did i unknowingly manifest ARCA? was it born directly from my subconcious? or was it a collective, manifestation? tysm
>>41432030>Tarot: 7 of Pentacles>(I feel like I'm running into this card a lot.)You're feeling restless because your mind is hungry for purpose. The 7 of Pentacles urges you to invest in growth: your skills, your talents, your long-forgotten passions. That anxious energy isn't a curse. It's a signal. A call to return to the hobby or interest you shelved years ago. Pick it up. Find nobility in the work and talents that you hone.
>>41432073No problem and good luck! It sounds like it's been rough for a year and I sincerely hope things start looking up for you at your job.
>>41431962https://youtu.be/Uoox9fpmDP0?si=G3RbKiuiSXet7igRCan I still rekindle my bond with the demons who took me under their charge? Or is it too late?
>>41431962I am feeling a rage towards an individual. How do I stop it from burning out of control?https://youtu.be/nhgEuhL0jxI?si=7XwJDZZ3fsiuwaGD
>>41431962https://youtu.be/lw_XFnk5kwU?si=DVMGsrSqgjhXS41OHow does TM feel about me? thank u
>>41431999Is there anything for me in this town anymore?
>>41431962hi alari, how are you? is anything good coming up for me? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XTC34Th9X4
>>41431962https://youtu.be/CWQNWbRiC6I?si=J5I_zzAHxQ821n9SWill I go to 2 hollis concert with my bf
>>41431999Can I just get a positive prediction homie, please
>>41432032>man, whips, tree, heart, shipThis person gives a lot of sexual energy towards you, but don't be fooled if you want something more serious. It can be romantic and intensive, but, he might disapear after he gets what he wants so keep that in mind. Dont give yourself right away, take your time. There's a potential to grow something more mature and serious.
>>41431999What does NO think of our conversations, and talking to me? I am female, he is male.
AQ I used to feel like I got struck by fate and my life derailed and now I’m living in the “bad ending” version of what my life was supposed to be but I can’t think of anywhere else I’d be in other than the sorry state I’m in. I don’t have a Q I just a read
>>41432035>Tarot: 2 of WandsYes, you are doing well on your practices—the two of wands is a "quiet nod" of affirmation. "Quiet nod" in the since that, while you're doing well in your practices, you're still in the early stages. It speaks both of practice and in vision. Given that you've correctly laid the groundwork, are you read to commit to the next stage?
>>41431991>This is my first time here, but they have spelt your name in the traffic>You can definitely fly with her, to her>I feel saudade>I don't walk without an engine>The age of darkness has passed, but she still enjoys some shoyu>Such a low effort bait, don't you think?>The smile of an angel after living hell on earth is heartwarming>Would you know about me if I were gone, or would the memory of me fade as soon as this interaction ends?>>41431995It's okay, fren, I appreciate your pick.>She was once free to go wherever she wanted.Jukebox: https://youtu.be/Yf_Lwe6p-Cg>Tokyo is a lovely place at this time of the year, but not in this day and age>Wind blows softly like a kitten's purr>Karate>Drop in the natality tax>He just spoiled the milkSomething about eggs I couldn't grasp>The construction of a new city southwest of here will bring new opportunities>>41432001Howdy!>Yes, she said yes, Captain!>Let's close our Amazon order>This computer is more advanced than the previous one, a successA knight riding a white horse inside a house, a big house, a mansion, but with wooden floors, I can hear the sound of its hooves on the floor... He looks like a Brazilian imperial guard soldier, some mountain or big hill nearby like picrel>Dulce sueños>I was silly and young when I was at your age. We all learn through our mistakes, Roberto>No, not you, not again, not this time>>41432004>You are asking for the wrong person, pal. Are you sure you want to know the answer?Voices are telling you to leave her alone. Sorry, I don't make the rules...>A mere vessel with a hole>>41432075>The capricornian devil isn't as easy to get rid of>Put some salt in it and don't do it again, Ikeda!>That pencil wasn't ready when I came here>Why do you keep looking at that star?>I ran out of coffee, shall we get some tea?>It's so funny how do we often stumble with the same thing
>>41431962https://youtu.be/5loAY27W5IY?si=cKgu9HeITa0RBtzyHi friend, I just need to know my next blessing, just a little positive thing to look forward to :)
>>41432178>2004 I know. She's very depressed. That's the only thing I can do right now. But it's not permanent.Btw are you sure your own relationship issues aren't affecting your reads?
>>41431962Is he pulling on my energy?
>>41432178>001You given me a clearly positive reading for once lol.. Thank you.
>>41431908>book, tower, mountain, key, letterYou are going to make a lot of work for yourself and at times it's going to be hard sometimes, but don't worry, you have the right tools to make it work. Start with with some education or courses - it will help you in your future, but also you'll end up in group of people. Take it as a training to be around other people, with time it's going to be a lot easier. Not only you suceed in making social progress, but also you'll get better in places like job where socializing can be challanging. Take your time and make small steps. It's not something that you can't learn.
Tradingno occult
>>41431999This one please >>41429959
>>41432206query
>>41432077>036 Alright
>>41432218Should I pursue E or forget about her?
>>41432077Sorry for the delay. 3210 of wands, knight of swords, hierophant, 2 of cups all reversedIn a sense I think there was a change of heart in a sudden fashion. Something was way too much to handle and hurtful. Considering the hierophant social conventions were not kept and as such I suppose the partner was offended. All of it gives very sudden vibes. You may have hit a nerve you were not supposed to. If you are the knight, you may have appeared insincere, vicious and a bully. At last, this killed potentiality.>>41432144It's a she. Thank you. Godspeed anon.
Trading tarot for tarot
>>41432093>Tarot: 7 of WandsYou drew the 7 of Wands: A card of defiance and resilience I'd love to give you a firm "yes, you're getting back on track", but this isn't a card of easy answers. You've stood tall against your challenges, and that matters. But survival alone doesn’t promise peace.Let me be direct: If you could come home today, content and unburdened, would it matter what happened? Would you rather be right? Or would you rather be happy?Unfortunately, the 7 of Wands doesn't answer it for you. It simply reminds you there's this is, indeed, your struggle.
>>41432224forgotyours?
>>41432224What will end the way I'm feeling right now? Starting
>>41432228Thank you very much, anon
>>41432233it is what it is. thank you
>>41432235starting
>>41432223>>41432205Here's your anon, I hope it was helpful
>>41432254q
>>41432259would you post yours first?
>>41431999how is my love journey going?
>>41432151Blessings to you reader!I hope I'll be ready, the world is a challenge, but the mind is the real deal.
>>41432235well anon, I don't know if you did something or something was done to youbut it isn't over yet, consequences are to come, for good or bad, that's all I can say
>>41432147>(I know I said 1-card but for a question like this drew more... and switch from Tarot to Lenormand.)>Lenormand: Clouds + Book + CrossroadsLike you, NO is uncertain how to interpret your conversations. It's not distrust—it's nothing malicious. He simply doesn't know what you’re aiming for, and truthfully, he often struggles to make decisions himself. Everyone's intentions are a mystery, and that ambiguity leaves both of you at a crossroads, waiting to see who turns first.
>>41431348Yo I got feedback for you. Meeting went well, and yes there’s some repetition here>You very well may have to do it over againThey’re going to have to reopen a new investigation on the ones they already closed. This is now the third investigation about these people harassing me so hopefully it’ll actually go somewhere this time. Since Tr*mp cut gender identity as protected from title 9 it has to go through a different department about hostility, harassment and bullying. Willing to trade again if you’re still here. If you can pick up anything else on this and where it’s going? The reading here >>41430951 also is about my situation. Thank you in advance.
>>41432178I don't listen to enough music to pull interesting selections lol. I'm rather boring in that regards.Feed back>That would explain me seeing external stuff. >Bro had a gold digger>Maybe but I ant going there lol>Another cat reference as well as the sensations she generally does.Half wondering if it's getting more sensitive or just some bad allergies or something. >Ah ok more hand to hand then weapon>Hmm not sure what to add to that>I noticed it the other day>Could be due to me eating eggs or maybe something about the cosmic egg?>Hm ok
>>41432298something was done to me let me know if you want to trade more >>41432224tower rx nine of wands king of cups rx two of coins rx It's smart to leave this be, this reeks of burn out and exhaustion from trying to make things happen. I'm not even sure anything can happen here. would love to trade more
>>41432314query?
>>41431999>>41431974Can you do mine? Thanks
>>41431999Is it a good idea to declare my feelings for her today?
AQWill I get to be able to love and help my family again soon? Will I be able to reedem myself with them? Will God conceed me that grace?
>>41432326>>41431908I’ll take a second opinion on this one, I don’t think it will be much different but I’d rather get a read with a RWS
>>41432324thanks
>>41432372I checked and saw that you don't have it in you. No need to return the trade
>>41432375trade again?
>>41432209>>41429959>I guess we're multi-card Lenormand now.>Lenormand: 36 Shuffle, Anchor, Whip, and Fox sit between Man and Woman on draw.I wish I could offer you a poetic answer for why he left—something layered, meaningful, maybe even redemptive.But the cards are blunt: Anchor, Whip, Fox. He was abusive. He is abusive. That's the pattern. The Anchor shows how long you held on, how deeply you hoped. The Whip reveals the cycle—pain repeated, not resolved. And the Fox? That’s him. Self-serving. Calculating. Dishonest.One day, the switch flipped. He decided he’d be better off without you. Not because of anything you did, but because that's who he is. Did he care about the pain he caused? No. Your concerns never even entered his mind.You won't find the answers in his silence. But you might find them in your own voice, when you stop asking why he left—and start asking what you deserve.
>>41432106>Uber ride, fair tradeMickey Mouse playing flue in black and white, and some fish jump out of the water and start to follow him, marching around the harbour>She said no before and bit my nose>Isn't she cute? Roll over one more time!>I'm not hiding, but I will no longer obsessI get a glimpse of a native american with a beautiful blue, black and white headdress>The plate is mixed, we don't know who is who>Advocate for the best winner, kiss the American flag at the fort>>41432096>Repressed teenage lust can do a lot, I don't blame you >Buy macarons next timeSeeing a moonrise at a desert beach, beautiful scenery>This can claim some favouritism on my end>Didn't you carry the right hat?>Let's go on a world tour, pack your bags, bish!>Too much noise from these kids and elders>>41432120>Gambling with insanity, aren't we?>Rising of sexual energy, this rage got an overload of primal energy, which doesn't come only for the individual, but some collective absorption of distant sources>Never, Trevor!>He was too low, the emperor was low>Good girls never win in these games>Ohhh number nine, number nine, number nine!!>I'm not flattered with this disingenuous discourse>listen to the pulse and breathe accordingly>>41432125>Curious and miraculous>I didn't know you'd be here this late, you've come so far...>Surprises and promises, promises>I want to believe in you>The Bruckner chapel>Remember my name, say it again, remember my name, Anton.>She traces the space alone>Tread with care in Dublin's place>>41432132Hi I'm ok, how about you?>I still remember your birthday>Do you still listen to that song? From our favourite record?>You'd better find another person soon, before that gate closes>I will leave my ring next to the hatAnd I'm seeing a brown cowboy hat and a silver ring left by the tableJukebox: https://youtu.be/eDwi-8n054s>No, I was just sick, I was just sick...>Tell Sophia I said good night but I was wrong about you.
>>41432389query
>>41431728Certainly I am!
>>41432408does she find me attractive or is she just horny? or both? Would she want things to move faster?
>>41432384we can tradegive me yoursyou already cleared my mind, I had strange signs about E lately, I even asked if she'd be the mother of my children and got a Knight of CupsI'll do yours, if you want, you can read if anything will happen between me and E in the future but if you think it's moot I'll do yours anyway
>>41432302Thank you for reading! Though I’m puzzled by >He simply doesn't know what you’re aiming forWhat’s there to interpret; what end goal is there to reach or aim for? Aren’t we just conversing?
>>41432415Now... A bit late to the party...Greetings despite that.
>>41431962Woke up just now with rock you like a hurricane playing in my head.How often is my crush GM thinking of me?
Trading tarot.Is the main reason she went cold/distant because of personal issues she needs to process / deal with?
>>414324032132 here, that's funny because i listened to fleetwood mac on the way to work today...i'm not sure what to make of what you said but its interesting. thnak you
>>41432418You can try. My query is if your read is about positive things related to the leo woman from Gd and if not, what is this related to? I'll do yours. Starting.
>>41432194>>41431999Sorry I forgot the songhttps://youtube.com/watch?v=RaC0_YWzzsY&si=0OBMiTKpgMT0j9LL
>>41432403>25 EEEEEEK that is exactly how TM sounds/is TYSM! your amazing alari
>>41432328>>41431974>Tarot: 3 of WandsThe Three of Wands brings a quiet promise: progress is coming. Not in dramatic leaps, but in steady, meaningful steps. You've planted the seeds, endured the waiting, and now the horizon begins to shift. In the next two months, expect small victories. Moments that remind you it wasn't all in vain. Each one will feel like a breath of fresh air, a signal that your efforts are finally taking root. You'll begin to feel better. More grounded. More capable.Do you not, already, feel the start of that progress now?
>>41432393Amazing reading thank you. I got hit with a cold shiver from this one.The fox makes perfect sense he is abusive. I know I'll probably never get the answers I need but I suppose that's life.Also beautiful cards
>>41432379In less than a minute lol if you’re not trolling just post cards and leave a query
>>41432420not the reader, but that maybe the issue? maybe to him it's not just "conversing"? (I could be wrong, take it with a grain of salt.)
>>41432440I don't understand your query please clarify
>>41432430Mine is a general for the rest of the month, let me know when you start
>>41432465Okay so you said consequences from your read. The one that you did for me. So I'm wondering if your read is hinting at positive things with the leo woman i have in mind. If that's what ends me feeling like this. If not what is it? make sense?
>>41432457this is what I pulled. Does she want sex or more than just that?
>>41432474ok starting
Open for readings.Smoke and Mirrors Spread. My best. Open for teaching, and discussion on theories of;>intuative reasoning >energetic fingerprints >summoning and Naming People with your heart, head, and their action>dream interpretation>technomancy>tarot/cards - meaning of cards, symbolism and BIDNIz practice>weaving/paving (which will end in me speaking of The Ruinous Powers)or any other esteroic science you want to figure out together.XXXFor a reading please ask NO QUESTIONS, ask those after the reading this is not a [queary] > [answer] practice.The spread does the work to deliver you the messages you need through me. And I formed the spread and it is wonderful and perfectFor a reading please offer me a failure of yours and any lesson you learnt from it. XXXNO QUESTIONSNO QUESTIONSQUESTION ASKERS WILL GEAT SKIPPED
AQWill my next project be successful? I've put a lot of work into it and am worried I'm just wasting my time
I'm up for a simple trade if anyone is interested.
>>41431999Will this situation that i want to happen, happen any time soon? Can i make it sooner?
>>41432452Thank you very much for the reading.Yes, I do feel the progress, I'm not in the pit of despair I was a year ago after a breakup, and I've been putting in the work in all that I'm responsible for, and as almost everything I put the work in it tends to work out, it's just that I feel that I've been getting denied love again, a desert I have to get through I guess.If it's not asking much, could you draw a card about love specifically?Anyways thank you very much, and have a good evening!
>>41432487my failure was not asking her out when i should've. I learned it's worth asking even if the answer might be no.
>>41432487i keep relapsing because of my shame and im learning that no one will remember it so i can let go of it.
>>41432134>Hell yeah!Jukebox: https://youtu.be/6Uxc9eFcZyMI guess this is it, the Voice was very excited!>>41432187A wedding gown by the beachThe sun kisses your faceYour hair, blown by the windA day of grace, a day to pertainMany, many blessings will come your wayA child in the cradle, later will embalmThe silent emptiness soon unboundSecond bundle of joy, tears will shedIt's a beautiful, healthy boy A new light will shedAn old car, a vendor's delightA beautiful home, your family abideSome impromptu poem lmao, wasn't expecting but here it is, fren! This is the first time, I guess one of my frens is inspired today.>>41432191Sorry to hear, anon. Maybe she needs a break and doesn't want to be disturbed.It would only interfere if you were asking about me, but it's not the case, so I trust what the Voices say, but you do you, fren. Having a second opinion would be better to clarify things for you. Best of luck.>>41432201Oh wow, nice! Glad to hear and sorry for the past ones lmao
>>41432487Got dumped a month after getting married.Taught me the ultimate lesson of the importance of independence.
>>41432472Working on yours now
>>41432489the sun9 of wands 3 of cupsyes, it'll be very successful and all the hard work will pay off
>>41432487My failures seem to be tied to trying to control things which can not be controlled leading to frustration and pent up anger but I've been learning to let go and if anything try to be as de-attached as I can be.
>>41432487Had a friend get angry at me and spread rumors I was a predator, taught me a lesson about dealing with people with mental disorders and how I shouldn’t take everything they say as gospel (ran myself ragged trying to be good to people with bpd for a time)
>>41432499>>41432512
>>41432487Hi- so I actually have a theoretical question (not a reading question) related to your teachings about dreams. Have you ever had experience with reccuring nightmares of haunted houses and encountering male olent spirits in your dreams? It's a reccuring problem I have, idk if you have any experience or knowledge in that realmOtherwise- for a reading >One of my biggest failures, was not accepting a job for a commercial gig. I was extremely sick with a fever when I got the offer, but I was fearful I wasn't good enough and already too busy, so I stupidly rejected it. It's very self inflicted, but all I can think now is how any opportunity is so valuable and precious to take.
>>41432522Thanks, this puts my mind to rest a bit
>>41432474>>41432485short answer is no, it's not what you're hoping to be, but the 5 of Cups clearly tells you not to blind yourself to opportunities
>>41431940you are wrong
>>41432515>62 :'0..... Fren...
>>41432487being unaware made me vulnerable
>>41431962Trade welcomed if you have a query will read it.do not pity mehitabeldo not pitymehitabelshe is havingher own kind ofa good timein her own wayshe would notunderstand any other sort of lifebut the lifeshe has chosen to lead. Source Uknown (page ripped from book. XX (20th) poem, page 77)
>>41432532temperancethe fool8 of wandsanon, i might be wrong but i get the feeling that you're being too hard on yourself or that you might feel like the world rests on your shoulders. you will get to be around your family again and show them you're trying to make up for whatever mistakes you made. but in the meantime, be kind to yourself. remind yourself that you have good qualities and you clearly care about your family very much. good luck anon
>>41432487I would say my failures is being afraid to step out of my comfort zone and achieving my potential.That not being able to easily find a partner
AQif I got to C's apartment this weekend will we have sex?
>>41432403SAVED TY
>>414325673 of discs. yes. use protection
>>41432487My failure was giving all my trust in who i thought was my friend, i Learned to not trust anyone at all and keep things to myself
>>41432483Yeah that’s nasty there I am 7 of wands 5 of Pentacles Queen of Cups 5 of Cups Reversed Clarifier: Emperor Reversed Just sex Trade again? My Q: did I get where I am because I fucked up along the way or is it something beyond me? I really try and look back at things but I can’t picture them going anywhere different or anything I can do other than be the 7 of wands and stomp my feet and wave my little wand around
>>41432487Bringing a business and spending thousands on something you will never do. Never do something you're not meant to do.
>>41432571holy shit...I hate to be the guy who asks a follow-up, but I need to know, since N will be there too, is it going to be a threesome?
>>41432588LOL anon, i was going to say "yea and its going to be a threesome" to be a smartass but with you saying that i guess there's a chance it will be a threesome
AQWhat impact do I have in society or in the grand scheme of the current paradigm?
>>41432515https://youtu.be/9Je95LfQkCw?si=WHBvBhldBCZdckgbHey friend Alari <3What's my next creative job opportunity?
>>41432472Knight of Cups REV., Queen of Cups, 9 of Pentacles, The EmperorLooks like things start off emotional.Manipulation? Unreliability? Fickle? Moodiness? Deceit? Idleness? Oh my.Well, the QoC says you shouldn't let that stop you from being open to receiving the healing and nurturing you need and trusting your intuition. Stay kind, compassionate, imaginative, and calm.If you keep at it regardless, you will experience accomplishment and a sense of having done so. Remember to practice gratitude for the positive things in your life rather than focusing on the negative.If you heed all that, the Emperor sees you ultimately dominating at this month.Overall, a pretty positive month, especially the outcome, even if it does get off to a bit of a rough start, as long as you handle that part well, persist, and persevere.
>>41432499>If it's not asking much, could you draw a card about love specifically?I switched to Lenormand again.>Lenormand: Mountain + Scythe + CloverThis is an interesting. The Scythe, one of Lenormand's few directional cards, is cuts in the direction it faces. In this case, Mountain—an obstacle, a delay, a sense of being stuck. Something that once felt immovable is about to shift.And what lies beyond? The Clover. A symbol of luck, lightness, and fleeting opportunity. It doesn't promise a perfect romance, but it does suggest that better possibilities are opening up. A chance encounter, a moment of ease, a breath of fresh air in matters of the heart.In short: A block is being removed followed by a flash of luck.
>>41432549That's almost a yes until the five of cups. five of cups can also mean at the end of this reading to snap out my current feelings as this will come to pass.... >>41432549three of cups rx world rx king of cups rx I really don't think so anon. Nothings going to happen between you and her that's for sure. It's time to move on.
>>41432588NTA but three of discs is a card about teamwork
>>41432461Good point, I mean, I wouldn’t deem them as superficial conversations either (if that’s what you mean). I like talking to him and I’d say the convos are rich, if that makes any sense. I just say “converse” because that’s essentially what it is
>>41432621thanks
>>41432403what will hapen to my conciousness after i die?https://youtu.be/yl346moAJcY?si=YxW7hd0w9SQjtG_L
>>41432634trade again? I think I know what your read means more after thinking about it...
>>41432670Q
Trading oracle.AqWhat could I be doing different?
>>41432507It's too late then. It's too late now. It's not to late in the future.It's almost funny yeah? Make you smile? Her laugh her, smell? The chance you wasted?The energy hear is apphrehensive and finished but, there's a flame still alive in you for what she meant to you. You know what you need to do, to realize your desire. That lesson you mentioned is so valid, and guides many of my actions, I jump the gun, I try, I push so hard. But all that walking in the wrong direction, won't get home. Sometimes its gently, the right way, as a good friend once told me. When things get quiet, inbetween the sighs and songs that remind you of her, you know the choice is a natural one. You know what you want, at least.And the cards wish you peace.Stay Safe, Stay Strong, Stay Silent.And let that silence scream when you look in her eyes a little too long.She might be taken, but your guns still loaded.Confuse her with attention, and hope.>It's worth asking even if the answer might be no.Unrequited love gives you cancer.
>>41432559Hi, thank you for your poem. I was actually considering asking you for a reading, but a general guidance would suffice right now, I'm kinda lost... I guess my biggest failure in life is being unable to enforce my boundaries and feel guilty when I do.Here's your schizomancy> Incorruptible>Oh, how beautiful, how beautiful is Sarah McLachand>Dad, dad, dad...I see a girl, probably having a nightmare, calling for her dad in bed>There is so sugar, I see no sugarcane>This will form a vision>The man who died was a dear friend.>Oaks, I walk around oaks>I'm sorry for your sorrow, but can we wait until midnight to discuss this?>The tea is ready!>>41432194>That was the back of my neck, but it's gone>Have you asked Alexander about it? You should talk to him.>He went straight to the straitjacketI think so, but maybe it has subsided a little, reinforce your defences anon! Be safe!>>41432317Nah it could be anything, fren, I'd enjoy listening to the stuff you like.Cats, cats everywhere, lmao, she definitely has a feline spirit despite being a water nymph, but the Japanese theme was very strong here.>>41432433Fleetwood Mac is really nice, maybe it doesn't make sense now, but I guess one thing or another would fit into something you were not thinking about.>>41432448Lmao really? Thanks for the feedback! You are amazing! <3
>>41432682Gen for the next five days? Starting when you confirm
aqshould I take the stranger's threat today seriously?
>>41432599>>41432677This. Query?
>>41432559Hey, this is a reply to you >>41431835
>>41432689ngl anon this shit makes no sense. seek help.
AQWhats my spiritual state rn? Is it good or bad? Will it get better?
>>41432690Thanks Alari - I think I need the straight jacket most of all
>>41432692Starting
>>41432430got sidetracked and completely forgot my badKing of Coins 2 of Cups 10 of Cupsshe seems happy in spite of everything, I'm not sure how close you are but I believe she needed some time with people that truly got her and she retreated back to them
>>41432747starting
>>41432759Query?
>>41432403>120>Rising of sexual energy, this rage got an overload of primal energy, which doesn't come only for the individual, but some collective absorption of distant sourcesThis really peaked my interest. I wonder what the distant sources are? Thank you
>>41432692Help, Trickster, grief, cat. All reversed. Self-reliance is what comes to mind. You may find yourself wanting to reach out for help or even assurance but you know when things are ok to let go of or continue evaluating. The theme of your next 5 may be balancing what people aren't doing vs what you conjure of them in your head.
>>41432682Ten of Wands R Five of Swords R Moonyou're doing too much of the same thing. try something different and make sure to let go n of any fear of the unknown.
Sorry guys, I'm getting exhausted. I'll stop now, but be around for a while if you guys need any assistance.>>41432551What? What did I do? O.o>>41432569You're welcome!>>41432645I like your query, but I'm too exhausted,d anon. Oddly enough, I was asking about it myself earlier, the same thing. I only got this:>The circumstances will depend on how you lived; nothing is lost, nothing is destroyed, nothing is created; the energy is always in motion, transformed, until the final glory, we are restored/returned.>>41432740Me too, fren, me too...>>41432787Feels like environmental, like things that stick into you like bubble gum and feed off adjacent energies, and now became this mass of convoluted negative energy. Have you tried a cleanse? I'm getting a sensation that you might be with some parasite in the lower chakras
>>41432508Wow that's such a simple and powerful lesson thank you for sharing!Your reading:Well it's certianly important for your mental health to do what you love.And you seem by these cards to be quite the artist. Maybe a wordsmith but you love colours. Maybe try writing and illustrating a funny, cute childs book about addiction with awesome motif's so the adults think its like super safe but super meaningful. Does that make sense? like the blowjob joke in DreamWorks; The Road to Eldorado. Something that reaches all hearts in innocence and old hearts in meaning. You gotta do something friend.Cause even now that you can let go the shame side and that's a strong strong move. A whole 12 steps could be written just about that. Even now that disconnection from others is going to move the dominos to the right but they'll all still fall because you've introduced apathy. At a time of stress the shame, and I use to be Shame's bitch, the shame is gone but so is the need to be clean for others and when you need it you need it I'm not judging you I'd even recommend use of your poison two days a month whether in succession or spread out so you can apply the balance you know you need between those who care and forget and your own pride. If you can control it, if you can temper it, you become its master and it becomes more recreational than medicinal. Small easy strategies. Its may be mind over matter but-This is also chemistry!And it is or isn't a medicine but you can't expect it to heal your trauma. The trauma you are very aware of is like, its become how you define yourself... You just want balance spiritually, but this cycle of binging then cold turkey is not working out for you.If nothing else, I recommend setting goals around the addiction, and developing rewards and inner praise.If you're proud of yourself when you defeat the demons, even despite the healing you need, that pride of seven days to seven MONTHS. Become that person.(Treat it as what it is.)
>>41432772general for November?
>>41432828thank you.
>>41432817>787What type of cleanse? I did a saltwater cleanse earlier this year. I should do another one
>>41432718Oh really? are you the anon who asked the reading? Because if not its not supposed to make sense to you it should only really make sense to them, even more sense than it makes to me.
>>41432857Yes I am dipshit. And it makes no sense at all.
>>41432866Go for a more structured reader then. Alari and Priestess are untethered lol, you should know this.
Who wanna tradem
AQHows my spiritual state or relationship with God right now? Is it good or bad? Will it get better?
>>41432885i gotchu tobias anon
>>41432838What impact do I have in society or in the grand scheme of the current paradigm?Starting once you confirm.
>>41432882I'm not chronically online here like you it's my first time here in five months.
>>41432888>>41432885im the same anon, what's your Q tobias anon
>>41432690It's mostly synthwave stuff and what few ambient ones I can find. Outside that I pretty much listen to just about anything outside of country and rap but even those have some exceptions. I really don't keep up with bands or artist in that field so I mostly just stumble onto things. >CatsYeah mostly just trying to narrow down the kind of cat now. It's freaky seeing an aetherial cat tail when your going to the bathroom out of nowhere, I nearly had a heart attack thinking it was a damn snake til it registered it looked furry. >water nymphI'm still perplexed about the water ordeal given her fiery look though, to be fair though that stuff I see does looks like a mix of heat and ripples from water at the same time. You ever see people try to zoom in on stars and see how trippy that looks it's kinda like that just no color and transparent. >Japanese themeThat could be a me thing since I love the anime art style or certain variations of it. The mention of kung fu surprised me since back when I made her character the first time I had envisioned it as something akin to a gladiator. Then again maybe I should look into yokai a bit more dealing with cats to see if there is a water/fire themed one.
>>41432619Thank you very much! Finally some good on the horizon thanks
>>41432882Not everyone likes listening to schizoid ramblings and people that should literally be inside of an asylum.
>>41432931where do you think you are? /div/ IS an asylum
>>41432895startingalso are you one of these anons online? if so could you reply with one of your reads? just out of curiosity
>>41432847That's a good one but the salt only removes it, you'd need a complimentary strengthening bath. But there are many ways to cleanse, even prayers too if that aligns with your belief, energy work such as reiki, nature grounding, incense burning... You can even do a visualisation during your shower, picturing the water coming as a golden light as it washes away any negativity stored in your body...
>>41432944no I am not online anywhere. I don't know what you're talking about, ill start your reading.
>>41432888>>41432904My Q is "PLEASE TELL ME IF MY PROFESSOR IS A SWINGER I NEED TO FUCK HIM BUT HE HAS A WIFE"Wanted to ask transmasc anon but I can't find him. Your Q?
>>41432918Cats and water are recurring things when I read her, perhaps that's how she likes to present herself to me, and it's always a black cat.If you want, you can shared them with me on discord, I'm always open to hear new stuff.
>>41431835I was saying oh boy in like Oh man This "SPREAD"lolNow as for the dream,The boy in the dream was taken from the reading because, you subconsciously and on some aware level connected that with child hood. It's a boy not a girl because that's the trigger but also to give you space between yourself and own inner child. From a young age you were rewarded from bottling feeling and arguments, and if you tried to explain to people they couldn't hear you. They couldn't listen. The connection to your husband is an interesing one because he is placed to help you but also as a gender connection to the boy, he older and able to protect and help you now. A real partner. But due to your disassociation between your Self and Inner Child it must be presented as male, it is the anima it is your logic being ignored, since you were young in favor of your smiling, silent, pretty beautiful face, which has only increased in fashion as you grow but that's not helpful what is helpful is1. imagine your husband as the boy, searching for his own inner child and with you there to help him2. imagine yourself as the child, with your partner there to help you. (KEY STEP)3. imagine yourself as the mother, doing her best to do her duty but its cold and she's been searching4. recognize both that you did your best, but that you can always disconnect from the emotionsThat's the place you're spiritually in right now. Disconnection, cold. But you have a good partner who will listen so max that out and hear him too.An important symbol in this dream is snow and a steep hill.The snow implies repression, disconnection, numbness, and the cruelty that comes from a need for recognition not being met. the hill is work that will be hard and difficult. Mixing them its about recognizing that you are older now and can be there for your inner child.We all got mommy issues lol parents do their best but we all got them and don't start me on the daddy ones.(Let the ice melt.)
>>41432956ayooo I'm here, let me ask! My Q - am I going to run into that youtuber again? 'PB' is his name starting
>>41432945Ok!I've been trying to meditate like I am surrounded by a ball of light. One time when I was doing it I saw a set of feminine hands rolling something of the ball and taking it away. I wonder if that is related
>>41432838>>41432955knight wands3 cupsace cups10 wandsall reversedbottom of deck is 3 pents ReversedYou should really be looking for assistance or some way to get help. However it seems you've been living recklessly lately and you won't be celebrating anytime soon, you are investing time money and effort into things that won't help you. Although it appears like you are putting down some things which are weighting you down. It seems like November will be a pretty crappy month for you, sorry for the bad news anon.
>>41432974It's been a black cat in my dreams as well though last night might be an exception but issue it it was one of those fragmented dreams where I was in and out so much. It's like watching something on an analog tv that's cutting in and out. I might have seen her with lighter colors but she typically appears most of the time human like.That and it could be based on who is seeing her, lot of readings come up with the Strength card in the past to so there's that whole lion/cougar bit to. I did originally base her off a tiger but never seen her take that form. That was mostly me trying to spice up a long before I was reminded she was an actual spirit. Ok cool if I run across something that's catchy I'll start sending stuff your way. Shoot me stuff as well, maybe I'll commit some artists to mind finally lol.
>>41432895I meant as in have you traded with anyone else?9 of Cups 2 of Cups Reversed Knight of Swords ReversedNot much of an impact but you'll be very content with your lot in life, reminds of those Russian anons shit posting
Twade
>>41433067No I haven't traded with anyone else, its my first time in these threads. Does that matter?
>>41433078no I was just curious, wanna trade again?
>>41433030Will you run into paul blart again?>the lovers and queen of swrds rx jumped outYes but there's gonna be some weird conflict like paul blart is gonna act super harsh and mean? Or maybe you will kek.
>>41432956>The world, death, the fool>king of swordsOkaayyy so... Not quite swinging YET, but there's definitely some sort of major change to the relationship coming where it's going to open up. Like, maybe they've experimented in the past, but there's a final aspect coming. Of course, this professor is going to keep locked and on the downlow, so you'd have to approach him after your time with him as a student is done (so neither of you get in legal trouble). Honestly, I think he fancies you, so you need to wait things out a bit longer. This coming period of openess is partially related to a quiet 'emotional divorce' in his marriage >>41433085hmmm interesting, I'm a girl so I'd probably be the meanie...
>>41433084um sure, I mean why not. Query? Mine is, what advice should I receive at these moments on where to go next in my life?
>>41433036Oh cool, how did you feel about that? Did it improve your energy?Also I'm being told that you should pay more attention to the places you pass by, I'm not saying that there's a threat there but just be more aware of your surroundings. And regarding that bad feeling, try to breathe deeply and count up to ten whenever you think about them or see them around. It's not a good thing and it's going to harm you the most, eventually I believe you'll be able to get over and forgive them and move on.>>41433052Aye cool, I'm off to bed rn but I'll send you something soon. Be good fren!
>>41433110Interestinggg cause he seems like such a wifeguy. Also yeah I'm playing the long game with him I don't want any trouble. I can have patience because I'm functionally aromantic like he's the only guy in four years that I've had real feelings for."Emotional divorce" sounds like me 2 weeks into any relationship kek.Good luck with PB and bully him for me.
>>41433134Cool, sleep well fren!
>>41433112could you clarify what are the things I've been investing that won't help me? and what should I pursue instead? You were accurate, I have been living aimlessly and irresponsibly, I've been rolling down rock bottom and I really see no way out of it I feel like I got fucked a while ago and been stuck ever since
>>41433146Hey nta but would you be willing to help me with a read/trade before I hop off for the night?
>>41432516I could frame that a victory...But good lesson.Its the hunger that keeps you going.But you cover it with humor.On one hand, yes growth is a gamble. On another healing will happen. Because you know you need it. But first you need to address your need from mercy from others, and serve mercy to yourself.Merci in french means Payment. Pro tip.Who you don't know you are, is a caged lion, and your the one with the keys to the cage. Play with the lion sure, feed him. But don't let him eat you.Dark humor will save your lust. Other people don't need to get the joke for it to make them laugh if you give the right delivery and smile, lol.(Seek loyalty before you buy the ring next time)
>>41432515>134Yay tysm
>>41433156starting
>>41433159Sure I can pull you a card, whats your question?
>>41433156Bottom of the deck: Lovers7 cupspage cups3 swords ReversedWhat you should be focusing on instead this month is finding a gf. Finding someone you can go on dates which will recover you from previous heartache. Go out and meet women anon (or men if you swing that way). You have a wide variety of people to choose from, go ahead and go on a date this month, finding love is your challenge.
AQHow are my human relationships doing? Will they improve? Is the one aspect of my life that seems fucked up, I cant relate
>>41433176Was just gonna ask how my relationship with my hiring boss will go at my new job? Met her today and we seemed to get along well.
>>41432561Thank you anon.
>>41432690That was fantastic, thank you, and thank the voices!Your not scared. And you don't need to be cause you are strong enough to handle what is coming. You can only control your choice, not others. Spin the wheel but circumstances are forcing something, crushing a hope, to death. The only way to save this thing is to fight for it, even though are a patient person because you look for motive not action, if you don't fight, it's over.And if its over despite the fight, if you lose the fight, hey at least you tried and won't look back with regrets but with a laugh, either way you will be fine because you seek reasons, articulate well when you want to, and you know your worth. Please, don't offer pity without recieving an apology firstChoice is yours, but if you keep chosing silence whatever it is that's causing you stress will end and maybe it should, but you still have a chance to keep it. Just fight. (Tackle the best, forget the rest.)
AQWhat good fortune is coming my way?
>>41433112Hermit Chariot 4 of CupsYou need to let go of cynicism and tread on and take more ownership of the things around you, let go of the bigger picture for now and focus on the things and people around you, you'll find the answer youre looking for
>>41433205the hermitknight of swords6 of discsyes, your relationships will improve. isolating yourself like a hermit is so easy, but you have to try and be bold like the knight and go forward with confidence in your personal relationships. as you know relationships are balance, and it seems like you genuinely have good people around you who are willing to help and give you the support you need.
>>41432866k maybe you don't know what you need to get what you want. A simple building back and forth, don't withdraw, and down't push. Balance, Back and Forth, THATS HOW YOU GET THE GIRL>>41432898sorry for misunderstanding
>>41433203very accurate again I have been trying lol, wanna trade for some sense of direction of where to look for it? If not then could you give me one card for direction?
>>41433134Pay more attention in a vibrational sense?I felt pretty good. Thank you for the advice.
trading scry
>>41433265Not exactly anon. You're off the mark again.
>>41433176Still there friend?
>>41433312query
>>41433011I perform dream interpretations as well and often use the Anima/Animus framework. However, it’s worth noting that some dreams fall outside this scope and I take this recent one as an example. I could be wrong, of course, since dreams are elusive and abstract, so nothing can be stated with absolute certainty.A good illustration would be when my mother once dreamt that I broke my leg and the school called — exactly that happened IRL a week later. This was neither symbolic nor a reflection of her own psyche.There was also a time I had to make a sudden decision. The night before, I dreamt of receiving advice from a lawyer on how to handle the situation. When it unexpectedly came up the next day, I knew exactly what to do. Again, this wasn’t an Anima/Animus type of dream.Then there’s dreams that sense the energies around us: people, spirits, their motives and actions. I have plenty of firsthand and secondhand examples of those as well.In essence, not every dream is meant to be taken as introspective, though most should be approached that way — even 95% of the time. Because of that remaining 5%, I’m often hesitant to interpret dreams for anons here. Dreams must be understood within the context of the dreamer’s own life and our perspectives as readers are inherently limited when we’re communicating through screens with strangers. It’s happened many times where I can’t quite tell the meaning of the imagery being described or it’s not making total sense until people happen to mention what’s gone on in their lives in the previous couple days.. all the sudden, click.That doesn’t mean what you’ve expressed should be dismissed, of course. I often use a similar interpretive template and your input helps expand my own understanding so I can be more useful to querents and myself perhaps.
>>41432528Total Ego Death. In chains you will find inner chaos. Seem's like random violence, seems like your outbursts. When you've had enough of being walked over you strike back.You see the answer to the rage, as understanding and pity but your soul wants risks and rewards. Something fun not submissive. Even if you lose you'll appreciate the fun of losing, the fun of taking a risk just to take it. You have a lot more tolerance than people give you credit for, they don't realize their own indescrepencies, so they don't see their slights to you and then when you blow up its like "But he's usually so patient!!1"And you are but you don't deserve to be pushed to far off a cliff, too many nudges just as bad if their too many in number. Coming from so many different directions.As much as you want to understand, seek to be understood. So nothing boils over, you shold have to hide how youre feeling if you have to you can always leave. And on some level you have left already. USE YOUR WORDS. (Alone we are strong. Together we are stronger.)
>>41433333description of my next sexual encounter? or you'd rather a different q
>>41433211>Ace of CupsOh wow that's a good sign and the card seems to match the predicament. I'm going to say it's going to go very well indeed.My question: Is what I'm wondering design wise possibly tied to the moon?>>41433318I am getting a bit sleepy though, are you wanting a card as well?
>>41433278for sure, let's trade again. Which one between these two choices should I take up, to kill time this winter, Phantasy Star 4 or Baldur's Gate II?starting after you confirm
>>41432487I may or may not be winning against my demons. The mind is a fickle thing. Interpretation is mutually exclusive until it's communicated. Reframing meanings even if you don't believe them for now can bring relief.
>>41433368starting
>>41433356Oh nice possibly looks romantic even lol You got >justice Looks like it’s something along the lines balance and truth.Justice is associated with the planet Venus and which represents fairness and balance also the zodiac sign Venus.Venus kinda looks like the moon but more red lol
>>41433354Wow that's a pretty accurate read Priestess though feel like my tolerance level has been dropping rock bottom lately lol. I'm trying to look at everything as a learning experience so I'm trying to go with the flow of things and pick my battles wisely. Funny ya bring up Ego Death and while I don't think I've had that per se I've been looking at topics that kinda of feel like they fall into that area or at the very least looking at the idea of self from a different lens given all the weird stuff I've experienced.
>>41433230Thank you Priestess...This gives me a lot to think about.I'm not scared, just tired of fighting, I want to rest and wish I had something worth to fight for,or the certainty that I'm not alone. I'm picking the silence because I no longer have power or interest to keep going, everything hurts.Thank you very much and bless you!>>41433307OK that's good then anon, just be safe ok? May God bless you!
>>41432533yep BPD is scariest, haven't done a psycho spiritual analysis but, have definitely dealt with that in others and it is fucking scary when they are mad. Esp if you don't know WHY lol/Your Reading:Wait to move, when the lightning stricks.You wanna fight about it?Wait. You are a bit too sane for my liking...Jk.It will seem like a risk because you can't control the outcome of the dynamic in question, but chaos will disperse when the light shines. No you can't control, it but it can't control you either!You can seek inner peace but I prefer inner justice. And maybe after putting in all the effort it looks like youre trying to hard or too deliberate but really you've wired your heart to accept only what it desires. To feed on its own blood. You make yourself happy, that's enough.And just having something in your life that makes you happy, is good and nice enough, just saying you deserve a bit more than waiting forever.I won't say you know what to do, cause that gets me introuble if the repression is too think, but if you do know - do it. And if you can't put the idea into action just yet contemplate its wisdom a bit more.(Lightning has struck, now your eyes are electic blue!)
Trading tarotWill she reconsider in my favor?
>>41433404Yeah the romantic bit was what hit me at first but it can also apply to the job as well but my impression was the start of romance.Venus eh? Interesting given it's associated with that might be telling. I tried to make the question not exactly occult since people tend to be uncomfortable with that and this is in regards to a character design but it is based off a spirit spouse. Also interesting you bring up red, she occasionally has reddish hair but tends to lean more blonde but she does wear pink and red a lot.
>>41433278devil Reversed chariotStrength Reversedbottom of deck: Ace cups ReversedYou gotta look for your date with someone you failed an approach with. Someone that you may have dated once or twice but it never went anywhere. Or someone you talk to but just haven't sealed the deal on yet. Its someone you would find unlikely, like you never expected to date this one chick or you never thought asking out this person would turn out to working in your favor. Go seek the unlikely, if you're mid or ugly, go and reach out for the really hot girl/ guy. you'll be surprised who would say yes.
>>41433464I also dabble and am familiar with the goetia so you wouldn’t have bugged me with that friend lol. I’m Actually reading a book now on consorting with spirits. But I tend to avoid occult questions as well because the div community tend to be spooked by them lol but yea that is interesting.I also had a typo and didn’t mean to type Venus twice, it’s associated with the zodiac sign libra
>>41432572Trust is said to be earnt. But true trust comes from trusting yourself. Loyalty to yourself before anyone else. Honesty with yourself, including the fact that you don't OWE anyone trust,.Don't jump the gun on trust. You are a very understanding person, but again you owe no one trust and there's such a thing as being too nice.Trust your gut, when your ready take the risk and trust again, it won't be a choice, and you certainly won't have to ignore the feeling like the time of betrayal. You act kind and I'm not saying your not but if you have something to say then, say it. That's the respect those you care for deserve, the truth. There is something in the silence for you. I scryed got "I was right"I think you were then, but the balance you give in any dynamic may not always be recognized which leds to you having to forgive people before they know what they did to hurt or offend you.(Trust is not a choice, reliance is.)
>>41432487Failed to have any kind of romantic chemistry with a man....>What I learned from it Idk, don't get bitter, it's not worth it? I mean A lot of other women still haven't had their first kiss yet...
>>41432555Trip fives. Good one. Excited for your read..Fight or Flight responcesAvoidant tendancies due to the betrayals.You know its your choice to act as you will, it will show who you are no matter what.But there is something gnawing at your mind. You handle it so well no one can tell your are slowly but strongly slipping into madness. You're holding it together so well, I'd hate to see what happens if the cap flys of and your hurt becomes will to hurt others. To share the emotional pain and spread physical pain. They won't understand if you do but maybe you could get a laugh out of it!Whatever the issue is bring it up before it brings you down. It will start a fight but its a fight you need to have.You deserve recognition and appreciation. Vunerablity is needed for growth but ignoring the signs is dishonesty to yourself, its wrong, a fundamental sin against the self and will wreck your relationships, on your end, if you allow it to continue. Take a chance, start the fight, you may even win.(The fight will be its own reward, let the blood, tears and cumm flow in that order lol if you like)
>>41432487Id like a reading of your still doing them!Could you touch on what the ruinous powers are?
>>41433559Will she eventually reconsider in my favor?Yours?
>>41433489I've not actually looked into goetia yet but am familiar of it but I have read Consorting with spirits, if you mean the Jason Miller book. Could of used a bit more material but still a good place to start I suspect. I'm a noob after all. But yeah yeah never know how a spirit is gonna react towards a reader, mine so far seems to have been alright with most except two occasions one of which I question if they were even legit. No worries on the typos I suck at typing and spelling.
>>41433386you there?
>>41432537So symbols in dreams can be universalFire - DangerWind - stressDrowing - emotional over exposureectYour actions in a dream are important too notice how you react to the house, how it makes you feel. Should have the same old fear stench with a car freshner of new replay perspective. I don't know who is contacting you via dreams, but start assigning arbitary meanings to the symbols. If you can remember your first time in the dream, anything in the house objects, dynamic with the malvoyant entities do you fight them? do you bargin? Ghosts I must assume signify old issues resurfacing with malice in the case. Things you wish you forgot, and maybe you made that wish come true but the bodies will rise from the ground if they have to to get the 20 bucks you owe them.The haunted house? does the setting change, is there now a sense of boredom mixed with familiarity?What are your options in the dream and have you tried creating options? repition in dreams is a tricky one definitely signifies something that needs addressing. sometimes I can repeat the same dream eight times and its horrible, in the same night and morning too. Also the house is somewhat symbolic of two things. 1 your old family home2 your future homethat's why the setting changes, because you haven't picked the new home yet.It speaks to a change in tradition, new stratgies, teaching your future children to not repress, not make ghosts. To live and demonstrate openess with your kids, in a new way a way you taught yourself not the way your parents brought you up. Houses usually represent safety but depends on context.Arbitrarily assigning meaning and value to objects should help you figure out the meaning a bit better, when interpreting your own dreams.OH QUESTIONare your parents divorced?that would mean your dealing with their stress of ruining your child hood with the divorce.It would mean youre afraid to commit and create a child, because of your past// ghosts.Fair.
>>41433604Yes it is the Jason miller book! I’ve read a few at this point but that’s where I’m at now. Have a few corwin Hargrove books (not a fan personally) and I read the Gordon winterfield book on the goetia and have had success following his way of working with those entities. The book that introduced me into the occult world and proved to me it was undoubtedly real was a book called “attract everything you want” by Carl Nagel. Followed his beliefs and practices to a T and they worked and left me craving more occult knowledge. But yea to be honest it’s been hard for me to invest myself in Jason millers writing.
>>41432487Due to my inability to deal with the horrific situation my life was in, and general paranoia i drove away/alienated myself from people i cared about.
>>41432565>"yOU THINK THIS IS A JOKE YE LITTLE PUNK?"<Lol yeah kinda doDoes your mockery make them angry? I hope so because its born of anger. Which you hide oh so gracefully beneath politness. All you can see is chaos and nothing makes sense because you haven't built self trust, and yeah looks like theres a girl out there for you, you'll find one, I'm sure, one you really like. One who gets your jokes and makes you laugh too. You might be scared of taking your shot but if you already found a woman, please let yourself have some fun with her, she can take a tease, and she can give it back! As well as making life easier.Making light is very important in your relationship try keep that candyfloss.And if it was easy would your fire still burn this bright for her?No obstacle can withstand a good joke.(Enjoy the chase!)
>>41433343very nice disambiguation of the art.Hope a baby doesn't show up on your doorstep but if it does I'm sure you'll take good care of it. How did you see the snow and mountain? do those symbols hold any value to you?The over tired mother was a very poignant character in the dream when I read it. Maybe there are people trying to get you to fix a problem, that only they can fix, putting the wieght of the responsibility on you?Hope no child goes missingI have also experienced exact truth non symbolic, in dreams, things that came to pass but my forte is not memory in dreams. Thank you the discussion it is wonderful to be able to expand our knowledge together.
Trading tarot for whatever method you offer.Will she eventually reconsider in my favor?
>>41433668It was ok but I was kinda expecting more since that was my first occult book lol. I did nab the pdfs from the old /OMG/ I think it was called? I just haven't gotten around to reading them all yet as I started looking at Psychic Witch. I'm mostly only doing any of this just to communicate with my spirit better until I can AP or lucid dream on command. I think she helped me do in once but I was caught off guard and ended up doing some Darth Vader mind force stuff that resulted in her getting shoved away before I even know who it was. Hoping I get another attempt soon or go lucid again via dreams. I'll give those other guys a look ya mentioned.
>>41433768I got cucked. im willing to do your query, mine is >>41433368
>>41433797Okay, I'm on it, 'cause getting cucked sucks.
>>41433768starqueen swordhermit2 wands10 cupsbottom of deck: queen pents ReversedYeah they will, you just have to speak to them and offer something good. I don't know if you need to butter up this person either with food, money or words but if you do, they will reconsider and lean towards your favor.
>>41433797Phantasy Star 4:>The Star, The Moon, 6 of Swords, 5 of CupsYou will have high hopes, but they will be but an illusion. You will want to move to a different game out of disappointment.Baldur's Gate II:>2 of Swords, 9 of Cups, 9 of Wands, 5 of Swords REV.This seems to be the choice you will find yourself happy with. It will prove a worthy challenge if you persist at it.Hope that helps. I also just checked Google Gemini to see how right I was, and it showed that Baldur's Gate II generally got more positive reviews, so there you go!
>>41433881Thanks
>>41433919thank you for keeping your word. The query might seem dumb to some people but its a whole lot more important than next gf queries.
>>41433935Sure thing. No one should get screwed on a trade, let alone twice in a row. And people need to make an effort to demonstrate that humanity isn't always such a hopeless, disappointing shit-show. Plus: your time is important, so it's good to give due thought and careful consideration to how you invest in it.Enjoy!
>>41433415I mean if your tired your tired. Its not your job to understand for others they have to seek meaning for themselves. Guidance is the best you can offer right?by ego death I mean your disassociation, letting go of the contol.The only way I know how to do that is let me heart turn to stone before it bursts. its burst beforeright so anywayWhen your ego dies it KNOWS its dead that's why...Anyway limits make power and if the limit is zero there's freedom there.Total Ego Death is honesty with yourself. Your probably a zombie anywayDw its layered new joke wisdom in three words.
>>41432178Hi i'm >991sorry for late feedbackthese are all gold....you have a beautiful mindand yeah I have to always be in motion preferably in a car or I put on some headphones and wish I was in a car pacing around. The age of darkness has passed but shestill enjoys some shoyu is very interesting. I've lived in darkness for 29 years, this 30th year a lot of positive things changed for me that I am trying to start a new age for myself with of something better. I always get baited by low effort bait -_- despite being aware of it. I will have to smile more to strangers, I love my smile now that I finally grown into it and i manifested having my half-sisters smile that i always wanted to have..ive have strangers compliment it and i myself love a smile more than anything in someone else. I don't think I fade in people's memories easily, even with small interactions...ill ponder more on what you said. I feel saudade all the time...thats why i yearn for death...my paradise would be relieving all the feeling by being somewhere with those that would cure that feeling.
>>41432099i used to be an art prodigy, i used to be a bodybuilder, i used to be the best writer in every class, i used to i used to i used to until i got hit by the car and the depression and years went by. thank you for your reading, sorry for late feedback.
>>41433676Stop waiting for them to leave. You want to leave, not them, and that's why they probably hate you.You have left before. Your absence, your cold sholder is your most powerful weapon. Cause you can take care of yourself if you have. doesn't stop you from taking care of everyone... Cause you know how healing patience can be. And you have that faith hope love and light flavor patience, warm and inviting. You are small light in the immence dark though."What are you pronouns?"> It not They. Hey next clear night can you do me a favor.Go out side and look at space you'll like this try count 100 darknes against each huge star and the stars are big and not just big, burning. And that's what you soul probably is.A burning star. You make your own heaven's and we talk about heaven its a catch on happy but there's night in the heaven's too. I use to get drunk on the night sky the void was my mother and looking at allll her children all the stars,Probably eternal, the stars.Anyway you will heal because you have a straight line from healing to understanding. When you know why or what or whatever you need to know to understand then your body lets go of the stress. Keep hoping. Keep waiting.(Until patience turns sharp, and wounds your heart)
AQ or tradeShould I go ahead and move now? Would it be good for my soul? Or should I stay and keep pushing forward here
>>41434228I'll trade you.Mine: will she make a move against me?Starting yours now.
>>41432487My failure is to not talking to people that I like. But I’m trying my best to be social right now
>>41434228>7 wands, knight wands, 8 cups, Empress>chariot, 3 cups, ace cupsIt’s the “big girl” decision to move, it won’t feel the best doing it but ultimately it’s going to be a really good thing for you and you’ll be able to celebrate and embrace new feelings of renewal and starting over fresh when you do. New friends and community to build as well. Again, the move will be difficult and you might have to get defensive and pig headed to the people who want to fight you about it, but stay headstrong to push through. You got this.If you’re trading, I’d love to know how my current spell is going. I got it going right now.
>>41434168hi :3
>>41434010>I mean if your tired your tired.>Your probably a zombie anywayYeah I'm feeling pretty tired lol not gonna lie.>by ego death I mean your disassociation, letting go of the contol.Ah ok well I guess I'm on the right path then. I'm pretty much trying to learn to throw my hands up and say "screw it, ant worth it">The only way I know how to do that is let me heart turn to stone Yeah I've been doing that for awhile but same time having to learn to tap back into it for spiritual stuff since I'm mostly trying to communicate with one I via dreams and as well as awake though not quiet as clearly since it looks like a heatwave. Don't think I want to down nearly 400mg of THC again just to see a more dense apparition. That level of anxiety was not fun at all, and the machines acting weird was trippy. >Total Ego Death is honesty with yourself. Well in that case I'm pretty much blunt as it gets. Ant got time for games with others much less my own self.
>>41434228Moving>The Tower, 9 of Wands, 4 of Pentacles, The SunNot Moving>The Wheel REV., 8 of Wands REV., 9 of Pentacles REV., The MoonMoving will be an upheaval, but if you believe in yourself, and let go of what's holding you back/there, you will find satisfaction and success.If you stay where you are, you will have bad luck, misfortune, setbacks, and other negative consequences.
AQIs it a good idea to declare my feelings for her today?
>>41434295how r u?
>>414342526 of swords, 6 of pentaclesIt doesn't seem like it. I think whoever this is, has moved on from the idea and wants something more balanced.
>>41433519You're very pretty, guys say sexy - I'm a girl I'll tell you its pretty even elegant. There's a hundred words for it but only you protray it as you do. And yeah that makes you feel comfortable sometimes but, can you be yourself as well as a work of art? maybe. I hope so and there's so much worth in being HAPPY and BEAUTIFUL. Even ugly laughs, and you can definitely make yourself and close friends laugh, I think you just left someone, Youre trying to embrace freedom atm, and so, well the end point is there are two Beth's in Morty and The Science Guy Mad Genius Granpa. Rick and Morty whateverbe the Beth you wanna be a forgiving wife or a space adventure who seduced her sister clone mom.The jump is easy if you treat life as a game or experiment. You can't control everything and both Beth archetypes are in you. The badass and the baby momma. The bitch and the blessing. Your mind was always free, they can take almost all of you until you can't give anymore. But they could never take your good ideas. They could never take your sarcasm. They would should have never tried to take your choices from you but you made the choice and when the world gets quiet, it is a comfort.Laugh at yourself you have to. Do something you'll regret forever, on purpose.But don't think freedom comes cheap. It's intrinsic in all life even the ants and birds and dinosaurs. It a choice and its boiled down to Will. Free Will.>Eden's grace.Still though after your heart heals in an eternity and a day what the chaos focus's on in the future is something worth the risk."Sweet Darling, we don't wanna see you cry"(Get Ready)
>>41434284Empress and page of cupsIt seems to be working toward some sort of emotional goal you have
>>41433746>very nice disambiguation of the art.>Thank you the discussion it is wonderful to be able to expand our knowledge together.Any time, thank you too <3 I adore your reading style. These threads were quite lifeless that past little while until you arrived — best new blood of the year.>Hope a baby doesn't show up on your doorstep but if it does I'm sure you'll take good care of it.I’d scream like the baby. Absolutely not ready for children yet lol. Getting there, perhaps in a couple years.>How did you see the snow and mountain? do those symbols hold any value to you?The snow had already fallen heavily, so this hints toward mourning the past — navigating through what has already taken place and struggling to do so while factoring in the social predicaments as well as the environment impeding movement. The emotional turmoil follows the same symbolic interpretation of the cold, cruel, grueling environment you outlined, paralleling how it feels/felt to experience unmet needs (physical or emotional neglect, punishment, isolation, etc.). This is very much correct, as far as I can tell. The deviation in our interpretations lies in whether the emotion is felt through an empathetic response for someone else vs. a purely internal, individual experience. It would be unlikely for us to draw the same conclusion here because of the lack of context you were given and that’s simply by the default nature of how dream interpretation usually works. Given only what I’ve illustrated in the dream, your interpretation is actually quite theoretically sound.Pt. 1/2
>>41434416Did I get my point across to her in an impactful/meaningful way?Yours?
>>41433746>>41434428Pt. 2/2>Maybe there are people trying to get you to fix a problem, that only they can fix, putting the wieght of the responsibility on you?Your interpretation here is also theoretically sound, and because I have context — yes, this is roughly the conclusion I’ve drawn. Whether I merely feel there’s a weight of responsibility or if it’s an honest reflection of reality or someone else’s distorted reality would be up for debate though. Dreams can illustrate intuition and/or emotion — distinguishing between the two is difficult. Basically, I can’t clearly determine which category it falls into because this is where my perspective becomes limited due to bias and not knowing this man very well. At minimum, I know that I’ve felt responsible for the well-being of another, perhaps giving unhealthy sympathy, and have been questioning that (i.e., walking away with my husband). Whether that expectation of myself has existed in the mind of another, however, is a different story. I can’t answer that perfectly, so the externalization is only a guess on my part.A similar emotion was evoked previously with a boy (we were teenagers) whom the man in question reminded me of strongly and I was left quite traumatized. I felt as though he were my son — poured more of myself into him than anyone I’d ever met — and it ended badly for me but very well for him. Breaking that pattern by unfortunately walking away, not making his well-being my responsibility when there wasn’t mutual loyalty, was actually my main takeaway from the dream. Again, it wouldn’t be realistic for the onus to be on you to perceive that. It’s very improbable without sufficient context.
>>41434191I see, so you think i should move on? Also that was a flattering depiction of what you think of me, usually i am told i am amoral by readers here when i ask...
>>41434433How does SO feel about me? He hasn’t responded in two days. Not romantic, he is my friend who I was talking about my crush and a project of mine toStarting
>>41434371I’m okay. Got some weird news today but I’m trusting the universe. Got trade cucked a few times today.
>>41434532i hope its not weird in a bad way. what's your q? i can trade real quick
>>41434433eight of cups, ace of pentacles, three of pentacles, eight of swords, three of swordsyes, u did. i think she has a lot of mixed feelings about it though, seems like you uprooted some previous thoughts she had and made it so that she cant see things the same way she did before, do not pass go do not collect $200 type shit. there are some elements of this that are painful to her, but then other elements that make her feel comforted and less alone and like there are some new and beautiful things to look forward to. i think maybe this was just kind of a lot for the poor girl so her brain is just on a bit of a loading screen as she processes and comes to her final conclusions.
>>41434339Do you think staying bringing misfortune has more to do with the history here or just the environment?
>>41434470Judgement, 6 of Swords, Justice REV., King of Swords, REV.I dunno... you might not have romantic feelings for him, but he could very well have them for you.I think this is an instance where Judgement literally means Judgment. He is distancing himself from you. He feels something is unfair, maybe unfair that you like your crush and not him. It seems he feels manipulated and/or angry.
AQAm I in a state of mortal sin?
>>41434583Confess thy sin son of cain
>>41434267I will help youPOSSIBLES LESSONS;- bravery brings happiness- being social has value
>>41434556I figured it was one and/or the other that was the driving force behind the misfortune, but even if it was stuff from the past and/or present, the reading indicated that misfortune would be your future regardless if you remained there.That's all/what I got out of the cards I pulled earlier.But I will pull some cards in a few minutes for you to clarify whether it was history, environment, or both. BRB!
>>41434631Do you mean to say misfortune would occur whether I stay or move?
to the reader that said she was going to ghost/get rid of me, she just hit me up to hang out tomorrow. AQ - are we gonna 'do it'?
>>414346926 of cups, pleasuremucho sexo in your futureo
>>41434428>>41434442damn that's wild your right I was working with the logical pathways. I didnt think to adress the extra character youre aware of.Makes way more sense now. I think if I look back to when I was first reading your dream his energy was there but I can't be sure of that. I thought of him as a symbol an archetype. If you feel like the boy was that teen, that's true on a personal level, dreams are personal, you figured yourself out well. The mother was the most interesting part. And there's now from my perspective, an air of like, comparison of both your husband and your highschool boo. He was lost and your husband helped you like, maybe you like a mystery. But I think it shows a sense of comfortate that you and husband worked together and could let the boy go. Because your barrier to the teen is detachment the dream was probably stripping that from you while keeping it in you to see if you'd look for the past within your husband or future with your ex. Does that feel applicable? thank you for context!
Readers on these threads are gay faggots who answer stupid queries. 99% of queries are best left untouched since the person asking should figure things out in a natural way, this is why they never evolve, because they constantly need readings for every decision.Say no to gay faggot readers who read every stupid request. Bonus info: you are all seeding your own demise in the afterlife by providing "readings".>t. old reader who no longer reads (reformed based) because readings are fake and gay and only gay faggots do them.
>>41434721you're gay. homo
>>41434459you might be amoral but that doesn't mean you don't contribute, it doesn't mean you're not a good person. It just means if you follow rules they will be rules with reason, you don't really need any rules when youre true to yourself. I do not think you should leave before your done I think you haven't tried the silent treatment before because no one likes it but it gets shit done so I like it. Non violent strategies. they can force your mouth open but can't make you speak.
>>41434733>gay faggot detecteda butthurt reader replied lmao
>>41434741your anus sounds more inflamed than mine will ever be
>>41434583if you don't know if you are in a state of mortal sin, then you are not, because when you sin you do it on PURPOSE.Assuming youre just in loveBut will say this much, Jebuz wubz yuu and carry your own cross.
>>41434743bro you've posted this 10 times, if no one has answered it by now they're not going to.
>>41434653Misfortune only if you stay. Now I'm pulling cards about why (history vs. environment). BRB!
>>41434745Nigga your anus gapes, and from the looks of your mom's anus, she gapes even wider too after she shat you out. stupid dumb nigga, stfu
>>41433375Just leave,you can absorb hate and turn it into humor, but under the surface your heart is broken because your partner is not offering balance in a way you can acceptJust leaveyou can't make someone love you cant make them care and can't make them act true.Fight about it all you want.You can feel the freedom and should have realized this on your own.You've been way too nice.You've forgiven way too many times.You've waited and waited for them to realize. And you can still laugh so you think nothings wrong.Something is wrong this love should not be a battle unless both sides are winning. Just leave.And you fucking know you need to heal. You're treating this relationship as a drug, and its not in the healthy fun way its in the hate your self and cover low selfesteem with humor. When they're gone do you even miss them or do you just feel free to be yourself??There is no fix you can do alone and you can't make them realize without leaving so at least pack your bags and give a kiss good bye but something needs to fucking change before your burnt out and create a reason to leave. (Just Leave)
>>41434721seriously, stfu
>>41434628Thank you so much !
>>41434703very muy bueno <3
>>41434738and a silent smile can do wonders and magic you'll see, tide is high atomic kitten.
>>41434721Do you never consult with people in general about any decisions you make? Does no one have a worthy perspective other than yourself? Seeking any form of external advice or viewpoint follows the same principle. Others can have information worth utilizing, but there has to be a willingness to act and it requires a resistance to unhealthy dependencies, as with anything else.>>41434716Apologies, getting too tired to respond. It’s late here. You’re very perceptive. I’ll leave with you that my husband is indeed a safe haven and has been a positive redirection for me. I hope to see you around in the future and have a wonderful day/evening.
>>41434721WHAT YOU DON'T REALIZE IS ITS A JOKEWHAT YOU DON'T REALIZE IS ITS AN ARTWHAT YOU DON'T REALIZE IS ITS CHAOSWHAT YOU DON'T REALIZE IS ITS HUNGER MEETING MEANSWHAT YOU DON'T REALIZE IS A FLEETING BOND HERE CAN TURN INTO TRUE LOVEKEEP YOUR HEALING TO YOURSELF AND LET US ROT. FEAR GOD OUR FATHER FOR THAT IS THE BEGINNING OF WISDOMfight me
>>41434836>>41434895>gay faggots detected
>>41434876night! catch you roundhappy for you two!
>>41434765Alright thanks
>>41434910oh snow balls?Butt fucker with a nazi grandad. go beg your god to fogive your sins as tell stories about life and love to each other. sure that'll make you innocent again. sure that'll make your righteous. sure that will make you good and smart and handsome like mummy wanted. wah wah go make your daddy proud by reading him the bibababable idol of your home to him in zest germiacicaniacaic
>>41434556Okay, so I'd say it's a little of both: history and environment... but mostly environment.
>>41434628It’s anon again and it’s like my professor told this other professor that I was shy. And I’m trying not to be also I gained confidence. But like I just like my quiet LMFAO. Like can I be a quiet person
>>41435069If you’re still here I can trade
>>41435158hi anon a card for you to gain confidence!walk with pride.Closed for readings now will check make sure I got everyone
>>41433542No longer readingCurtosy personality cardLikes to withdraw and will avoid conflict but emotionally detach. Trouble in seeing the light at the end of the night, but by morning you will be new. And free. AS FOR THE RUINOUS POWERSthe work for GODthey are slave kingsthey work for the devilyou can't fight them but you can tryin short: the fates!
tradingg
AQwhat sort of beauty do I posses?
>>41435568I’ll trade :3 what’s your q?
I keep getting 9 of cups over and over for a specific time in the future. Things will be good for me then, yeah?
AQshould I try to start a custom license plate frame business?
Is anyone trading?
>>41435795Forest Gump headass
>>41435802I’ll trade if you don’t cuck lol
>>41435807I don't cuck. This is serious business. Go ahead, what's your query and I shall tell you mine.
>>41435812I am dealing with discrimination and bullying in my place of work. I had a meeting today saying they may open up a new investigation on the bullying done to me. Can you pick up anything about this and what I can expect?And yours?
>>41435819Will A reciprocate my feelings for her or should I just let go of my expectations?Starting.
>>41435825>10 pents rx, 3 swords, 4 pentsYou should let go of her, there is nothing but heartbreak and broken hopes to be had. Perhaps you saw a family with this person some day, but she will leave you with heartbreak and you’ll hold on too tight in denial before it’s too late. Please let her go and you will find a new and better woman. This I clarified with queen pents and judgement. She will change your whole perception on love, it will be a huge renewal for you in romance and partnership.
>>41435803yeah and what businesses have you started? you ever created anything in your life other than the shit that comes out of your mouth?
>>41435849There’s movement, but it’s slow and somewhat murky. The situation hasn’t settled yet. You may get that investigation, but it could take patience and vigilance to ensure it’s handled properly. Keep documentation of everything. Your endurance (7 of pents) will likely pay off more than reacting to the erratic people (knight rx).
>>41435858boxachokolats
>>41435868forgot to add the cards:>knight of wands rx, 7 of pents, 7 of cups
>>41435868Thank you, appreciate it
>>41435872Thank you too.
anyone trading?
>>41435995Q?
>>41434721>Wahhh
>>41434721That you, Sun?
>>41435795Yeah do it bro
>>41433171Let me know how it goes, fren!>>41434134Hey, thank you for your lovely feedback, dear. I hope you're alright.You have a beautiful soul too, and I can imagine how sweet your smile must be, so keep smiling, especially to yourself!Regarding the yearning for Death, she will come when the time is right. Don't worry about bringing her close too soon; you'll have so much to witness before she turns up. Enjoy your wanderlust in this world.Wish you all the best! <3
New thread?
>>41436117Q?
