I would like to start off with an apology for the grammar, yes I am capable of doing it properly I just don’t care and would like to describe my experiences as they come to me . Also apologize for the murky details as my memory is very horrible, whether it was because of these random events or what I don’t know.For some point of reference/story telling I grew up in Southern California in a middle class/rich neighborhood for reference I knew kids whose parents were Olympic athletes. To clarify we were still poor and my father worked 16-18hr days to keep us out of the ghetto. I was apart of the gate program possibly? I remember all the classic headphone shit, alone with a couple other kids for “speech therapy” yes we did do a little bit of speech therapy but I mostly remember playing weird games? doing stuff with headphones/ mental or hypnotic tests I guess you could call them? It 100% did not feel like speech therapy. I also feel like I never saw the maybe 2-3 other kids I was with anywhere at my school besides that little classroom, this one was actually set up like one, it was very small with a small elementary kid sized table by the door and a teachers desk in the corner with all the classic random classroom poster shit on the walls. I also have memories of a different middle aged woman that would wear a suit, I remember whenever I was with her would be in this somewhat hidden/out of the way random small room ( behind an auditorium/stage comparably to a random janitors room you would have to go out of your way from everything else to find ) I remember the size and windows was setup like a interrogation room sort of? Table in the middle against a wall, two chairs across from each other, those wide movie windows across the walls to my left and right ( I remember it wasn’t a mirror but it was either covered or some shit cause you couldn’t see out of them )I remember doing more mental tests/games here and I have this picture of her
at the table with the famous briefcase with headphones and listening to the gate audios . That is all I can recollect I have always been able to astral projection/lucid dream since I was young. For the past couple years whenever I try to/ it randomly happens I enter a dream/projection like state, as in I am fully aware of my “real” body and its surroundings but also a second body separate, it is like I am dreaming while also astral projecting at the same time and having sleep paralysis. Imagine you are astral projecting outside of your body but also having a realer than life “dream” the past couple years when this happens there is an entity that feels and looks like pure evil that torments me while I am in this state, I have been trapped inside of a house and been apart of a house fight that resulted in 5 attempted murder Charges, my heart rate never fluctuated the entire time, but that entity or thing instantly sends me into an almost child like fear, something primal, I can not remember word for word what it says except that it mocks me and will make me make promises to it, this whole time it’s like it is telepathically talking to me in its own horrendous voice, it also shows me horrible images that I can not look away from or block, imagine closing your eyes but the images are still there, I am not remember what they are but that it sends fear straight into me. Normally I am able to snap out of it and wake up shake it off,
except yesterday when it happened all the usual shit occurred, except this time I could feel it clawing at my entire body/ taking bites out of me, putting its claws or hand into my chest, this whole time I am in this astral/dream/sleep paralysis like state like I am projecting but something grabbed me and paralyzed me, I remember breaking out of the paralysis part and looking at my arm to huge gashes on my left forearm, and today I have what looks like a thumb imprint shaped bruise in that same spot. Anyways I remember projecting outside of my house in the dark and running down my street, seeing military vehicles/ random shit, stopping in this intersection sensing something and turning around to multiple of these same entities jumping at me attacking me I then wake up.I have had EXTREME leniency with the law and authority figures, I’m talking getting caught merging at 130 by CHP shooting flames and just getting a verbal warning, being pulled over 30+ times and only ever getting one fix it ticket. Cops will follow me all the time and then right when I think I’m gonna get lit up they change lanes and leave me alone. I have more shit but just wanted to hear the Bullshi x thinks about these.
