My soul was torn out of my body, I felt myself as a speck of dust on the carpet, which is being sucked in at enormous speed by a super powerful vacuum cleaner.That which was me then did not look like a physical body, I saw myself in third person mode, as if my eyes were behind my "body", I was similar to a grayish white haze, vibrating along the contours and self stretching like chewing gum. This picture is difficult to comprehend and understand, if not to see it with one's own eyes. But, I hope that some of you will succeed.I found myself in a small corridor where there were several white doors and there was a pungent smell of ammonia.I must say that at that moment when my soul left the body from the very beginning of this process and until its very completion I absolutely did not control the situation, my body and my gaze was directed strictly in the direction where it was needed by someone, but not by me.In the corridor I heard a distinct sound of hissing and electric buzzing, but I did not see the source of this sound, my body was carried through this corridor by invisible forces for less than a minute before I was stopped near one of the doors.My smoky body began to beat against this door as if asking for permission, although it seemed that I could pass through it.After a moment the door opened and I no longer saw myself from the third person, while I was heading to the chair that was in this room, with peripheral vision I noticed two pairs of legs in a sitting position, which were covered by a white dress, similar to the garment that Arab men wear, from under the dress protruded bluish feet shod in massive gray and dust covered sandals, which looked almost like stone. This ammonia smell in the room was felt even more sharply.
The body uncontrolled by me (I will emphasize many times that independently I could not perform any actions, everything happened under strong invisible influence) settled in the chair right opposite them, my eyes looked at the floor, I did not see their faces, but continued to hear this eerie sound, which now was almost a buzzing whisper.My gaze was finally lifted up.I saw in front of me two strongly built elderly men with blue and almost glowing skin, with shaved heads and with long gray beards that reached the chest, in the first seconds their heads were turned to each other, but did not express any emotions, lips were slightly parted and then I realized that the sound of electric buzzing comes from their mouths.They turned their faces and looked with a languid gaze straight into my eyes, their faces had obvious Middle Eastern features.I felt myself so small, insignificant and weak in comparison with them and their aura, as if I am an ant before Everest from which a gigantic avalanche is descending.They stared at me for several seconds and when the buzzing sound stopped I again experienced this feeling of being sucked into a vacuum cleaner, only this time at much greater speeds and a little longer. In the very first time I intuitively felt that I was being sucked somewhere down, the second time I was definitely being sucked up, into space.I found myself there in the middle of dark cosmic space, now I did not see even my smoky body, I am just emptiness.Looking around to the sides right and left I saw how through me at a distance of centimeters from each other passes a huge number of small glowing with beautiful silvery color specks of dust, to which there is no end visible, there was a strong but pleasant sparkling sound, like from a sparkler. If in that corridor and in the room I experienced a feeling of awe and fear, then here I felt surrounded by love and tenderness, I felt a very sweet and pleasant cold enveloping me all.
I write a lot about my sensations, but not everything can be told with words to convey their depth.I as if simultaneously was hugged and kissed by millions of the most magnificent, pure and desired girls, everything was so good, one beautiful feeling was replaced by another even more beautiful, then my gaze was directed down and I saw below me a bright blue ball with snow white spirals of clouds, dark blue oceans and sandy landscape, with clearly visible, thin and very beautiful glowing blue halo.The Earth from my height looked like a soccer ball which you look at from the height of the fifth floor or higher, intuitively it seemed that I am somewhere between the Earth and the Moon.I lost the sense of time contemplating it and as if synchronized with the sparkling specks of dust around, it seemed to me that right now in the moment I know everything that can only be known about this world, I had not a single question to any living or dead being, no curiosity.I began to feel how the initial euphoria subsides, the cold is no longer so pleasant, I am overwhelmed by a feeling of deepest loneliness and longing for the Earth, regret for some answers and actions, I understand that I want to return and fix everything, apologize to relatives and close people, but I do not know if it is possible now, from which inside it becomes even worse. It seems to me that I am dead and relatives buried me.I do not know how much time I spent in such a state one minute or eternity, but suddenly everything began to develop very quickly, I began to feel how my non physical body stretches, I felt that I am becoming the size of a planet, this feeling returned me to euphoria and intensified it that which I felt as my body rapidly flies towards the Earth.Here I pass from experiences in the state of soul exit or my "I" to what I experienced already in the real world in the first minutes after returning to the body.
With an involuntary scream and greedily swallowing air, as after suffocation I literally jumped up from the bed on which I lay during daytime sleep, all in cold sweat, with wet t shirt, hair and face from which sweat flowed, as if I was doused from a bucket. Never before anything like this happened to me.Not even a minute passed after I jumped up, not yet having time to come to myself I again heard the sparkling sound, only already in my head, right there two waves of light electric charge passed through my brain. I remind that all this already happened in reality.I saw images of bright red orange sky with clouds, as if filled with blood and lava, three white points in the sky remotely similar to stars appear here and there, form a triangle figure from points and rotate like a wheel, then disappear, when a huge green airship appears in the sky, which does not even look like a physical object, but rather like a hologram or plasma formation.Then I see different cities, crowds of people of different races, but predominantly European, all dressed like hippies, streets strewn with flowers, everyone is happy and rejoicing.I see beings that look like large jellyfish, but without characteristic tentacles, in the very center and inside their bodies there was a small dim white glow, the size of a match. They rose from seas, forests, caves and volcanoes and also observed, like me.
The image changes and I already see these people and beings engulfed in pillars of flame on scorched earth, where even the air is colored bright orange. Their skin burns and reddens, but does not burn completely.I see untouched by fire extraordinary blue black trees with fallen leaves, on each leaf is written a word in an unfamiliar language. I see how both people and beings crawl on the ground barely alive trying to reach them, but they are repelled and bitten by black winged snakes.It lets me go and in a borderline state between seeing these images and returning to normal state I hear an almost artificial thin voice, which hastily said "Da, jal" or maybe "Dad, jal" or "Dajjal". I am not sure.All this happened in early 2021. Much in my life changed after that case.I as if climbed out of hibernation... moving, wedding, birth of son, new house, new job and projects, I became interested in things about which before I did not even want to hear... religions of different peoples, science, occultism, UFO.Now I am again trying to rethink all this and find clues, perhaps, to decipher my vision, because I did not receive any clear instructions.In childhood I had several episodes of sleepwalking, I experienced sleep paralysis and several times was in lucid dream, what happened then is not similar to anything from this. In LD you control the situation, here I was just a puppet, which could not even direct the gaze where it wishes.The sensations that I experienced were much more real than in LD and even in real life. But the main thing in all this is what happened right after my awakening, and let no one believe me, but all this was real for me.
I am writing in a language that is not native to me, so I apologize in advance for errors
Thank you for posting this I read it and it means a lot to me
>>41512329Thank you for taking the time to read this bunch of text. I hope there weren't too many mistakes, as my native language is Russian
