I can't take this anymore, my savings have almost ran out and i still dont have a job, soon i wont be able to feed myselfPlease why havent my prayers been answered? WhyAnons pray for me please
>>41512727Things will get better anon, no matter what anyone underneath me says.
>>41512727kill yourself faggot frog. god don't lurk in this board you faggot
>>41512727>Please why havent my prayers been answered? WhyAnon, I unironically shed a tear for you because of that. I know that feeling myself and I have no particular answer for you. I find it very painful that I'm in the process of inheriting quite a bit of money from a family who was unkind to me. The process is slow because of the asinine way the estate was setup so I don't have anything yet. If I had the money in my account right now, I'd answer this prayer myself. The world is a big place and strange things have happened to me at even stranger times. While I cannot help the way I'd like, I want you to know that I really do give a fuck.
>>41512727I'm light ATM, but if you are still struggling next Monday I will be happy to PayPal you some assistance. Just make another of this thread if it's archived.
>>41512727I will help where I can. I wont send you money. But I can do what I can to help you find work. Whats your physical status? approx location and prior work? is there anything you cannot or will not do?
Faith is being tested and the devil is opposing everything good. That's why the humiliation ritual is reaching levels of comedy.
>>41512804This is one of the most kind offers I've ever seen here. Some might be put off by your saying you won't give money but you're offering to give your time and effort. That's really fucking impressive on a site where we all act like our time is so infinitely valuable that we can't put a touch of effort into our shitposts. Money is easier to give than time, if one has it, as well.>OP, please take him up on this. You never know who is lurking. Maybe he's just a guy who is willing to split up some effort with you and help you out. Maybe he really does have a connection or two. You never know here until you give it a shot.
>>41512767>>41512786Feed a faggot a fish and he eats for a day, or something like that>>41512804I've just spent a lot of time studying on my own some computer science, even made some software i use on the daily basis that's not trivial to make but because i had an unfortunate life i do not have any education nor do i have professional experience in the field so i've been out of luck finding a job, now it seems im also unable to find any other job that wouldnt make me rope out of shameI just dont get it, i know so many people that are stupider than me that have good jobs or made it or had a good life and their parents paid for everything meanwhile i didnt had any of that and it's one of the reasons i wasnt able to make it, ever> Stranger things have happenedNot to me, i always lost because when you're poor it's easy to just accept it and live in poverty meanwhile you become more and more spiteful towards everythingIt's also hard to have any meaning to do anything because you know you wont make it either way, just the other time i made an application that would read the RASF (The Rapid Alert System for Food and Feed) and based on location would notify you if there's some shady shit going on near you or potentially near you because i'm paranoid but it seems it to be all pointless and my soul is just leaving meI dont need anyones money, i just need answers on why am i suffering like this, always losing, always hoping to make it, but every time i get put down
>>41512727>Then Jesus said to His disciples, “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat, or about your body, what you will wear. For life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storehouse or barn; yet God feeds them. How much more valuable you are than the birds!>Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? So if you cannot do such a small thing, why do you worry about the rest?>Consider how the lilies grow: They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his glory was adorned like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, how much more will He clothe you, O you of little faith!>And do not be concerned about what you will eat or drink. Do not worry about it. For the nations of the world strive after all these things, and your Father knows that you need them. But seek His kingdom, and these things will be added unto you.
Praying for you anon.I am in the same boat and worse.Savings running out and been jobless for 2 years, except i don't just have to feed myself, i have to feed my parents and afford my mother's extremely expensive cancer treatment.Don't worry, God does not answer in a way a human or a genie in a bottle does.God did answer your prayer without any shadow of a doubt, it's just that sometimes, the best answer to your prayer is beyond our limited perspectives and foresight.Be patient and no matter how dark things look, never lose faith.Already we saw in this thread the beautiful kindness from others, and hopefully more to come.Praying for you anon.
>groveling to the corrupt flawed demiurge tyrant who put you in this situation in the firstwhy are abrahmoids such retarded golems
>>41512836God is using this situation to build your character. People who have good lives lack humility and compassion for others. You never know, what you always wants could be around the corner.
>>41512727I'm in a similar position anon, have strength, God doesn't answer prayers, the story has already been written, you just have to live through it.
>>41512836Holy shit nobody cares, dude. Nobody will give you a satisfactory answer either. You just wanna trauma dump but you have 0 friends
>>41512836>>41513143Brutal but the truth, talk to chatgpt if you want to do this
>>41512836I started typing quite a bit. But it was a little broad and thats not helpful to you. You are EU? You are not forsaken. Wherever you are is exactly where you are. It may be for a reason, it may not be. Sometimes we must choose to picture sisyphus happy. It's so absurd that all there can be is laughter through tears. You have the skillset to start software contracting immediately. Or to start your own firm. You simply need to define a need, then highlight that to someone who is currently looking. take a look at contacts and tenders for your local govt. many NGOs, charities and orgs are looking for basic web dev contract work. Make a set of gig work profiles, start offering video editing, audio editing, coding and web dev. If you are desperate beyond desperate. Do the jeet needful, sign up to delivery and ride sharing, finance a vehicle and simply be better than your competition and selective in your service areas. you could go into events production work. apply to corporate av providers as a livestream tech or videoconference monitoring tech. you could do catering/agency work in hospitality. you could do crewing work for eventsyou could do labour hire you could do gig work with your skillsyou could start a recruitment company, leveraging the pain you feel. Did you know anon, that if you refer an employee to a recruiter, you can negotiate a commission or signing bonus? You could take money, to touch up peoples resume, consult, and then to blast out emails. for employees $250 for a job placement service. 3 month guaranteed interview/placement. (you sign these people up to the above)for employers $3000 per permanent referral pending trail completion and $1000 per non permanant staff. commision/middleman rate on providing agency workers (the ones who aren't usable elsewhere and beneficial to the brand you train and send out as temp agency staff) whats your savings at and whats your daily burn?
>>41513152>>41513143>>41513036if youre going to be pathetic. at least be the best at it. learn to demo thread faggoteers
>>41513206Nah fuck off. Trauma dumping woe is me bullshit isn't /x/ related you absolute faggot, even if it's coated with a thin veneer of christianity. Go make some real friends or hire a therapist or something
>>41512727Yo brother, chill, you get a good source of income in 14 days. Just hang in there.
>>41512727Jesus lived through being homeless you can do don't be a fag
>>41513354>hire a therapistI don't think the faggot has enought money to do that unless he decides to pay in blowjobs kek
>>41513354theyre at the stage of talking. youve got trauma and clearly dealing in other ways. when youre ready to talk, a therapist could pobably also help you with your lashing out anon. its clear you need resolutions too. the jannies will clear it up for freeits their fucking job. you on the other hand you all good? youre doing it for free for a reason my guy. whats up bub?
>>41512727you are in my thoughts, it will be ok.
>>41512727you prayers are answered brother, help is coming!I will pray for you brother, God loves you, Jesus Christ will give those who are athirst to drink from the water of life freely
>>41512727Look up "food banks near me" on Google also praying for you. Don't give up as long as you keep faith and stay on a good path a door will open.
>>41512727Do you accept the SF vaccine? If so, I will grant you salvation.
I don't care if I end up in a ditch rats eating my rooten asshole meat, I will NEVER learn "code" or maths, or cyber maths, Techbros ruined this fucking world.
>>41513548> t. 1%erhide that neck.
youtu.be/D5WPfZrKiFM (New Discovery Shows How To Pray 10x More Effectively In Half The Time)getwisdom.com/creators-recommended-daily-prayers
>>41517801>New Discovery Shows How To Pray 10x More Effectively In Half The Timeif its not a big ass megaphone i don't wanna hear it.
>>41512727Prayed for you
>>41512727I think thinks will get better.
>>41512727You need to raise your vibrationIt’s difficult when things are not working out for you How can you feel good and positive when things are not going your way?It feels like reality is gaslighting you But things are not working out for you because you are unwittingly using your God-given abilities against yourself You’re a manifesting being of light You have to transmute any negative thought energy into positive thought energy Once your vibration is in alignment with who you truly are, everything will fall into place in miraculous, unexpected ways, and you will receive the information you need to change your situation Fix the cause, fix the effectThat’s just how it works I had to do the same I would be in tears from the internal pressureAlmost overwhelming negative energy I would snap sometimes because of it and self harm Almost killed myself a few times I had to do this As a survival mechanism It was hard as fuck Feels cunty as fuck to surrender to the negativity and forcefully transmute it into positivity Like I said, feels like you’re being abused, like everything is gaslighting you and mocking you But it’s all there for you To help you break free form the mind virus and to rediscover who and what you truly are You have to go through it That’s the only way Choose destruction or choose life You always have the choice, as cunty as it may feel You can do this I love you
>>41512727Get out into nature ASAP woodlands/forest Remove your shoes and socks Breath deep, controlled breaths Imagine you’re breathing into your heart Release tension Thoughts are the enemy You are not your mind
