>Wolves rip apart other animals just like tigers>humans breed cattle and slaughter them brutally just like pigs and birds>the creator doesn't to my knowledge do miracles for everyone unless it happens in private before you die>world unbelievable harsh>world goes back and forth between war to warThe two possibilities that make sense to me at this time is>Creator is harsh as fuck and evil>we're in a punishment realm otherwise known as a hell because we not our ancestors did something wrongIt's like we all did something bad before we were born to end up on earth, or the Creator is unbelievably harsh to so many life forms.
>>41512794Maybe you're just too kind for a world like this, anon. There could very easily be more to it, I'm not denying that, but this world where violence is the ultimate authority from which all other authorities are denied is a savage place for those who are sensitive and kind.
>>41512813>Violence is the ultimate authority from which all other authority is DERIVEDI guess phone autocorrect says I'm not allowed to have a vocabulary.
>>41512813But in Heaven people say animals get along and no violence and shit is allowed so that is considered good then. So earth is pure evil
>>41512794I think it's a learning realmA tutorial level We consensual asked to be here in order to learn somethingI think we are supposed to more importantly come to our own conclusions based on our perceptual experiences and learn from but not follow blindly the words of othersThe faith we need is the faith in ourselves because anything else is enslaving our identity to something elseWe logged into a game and chose a quest line for our own personal challenges and part of that game is we lose memory of the fact we are playing a game. A lot of things in this world just never made sense to me even as a child. Animals and other people around me always seemed to fit and understand the world and its nature much better. Preprogrammed almost...
>>41512821>People sayThere's your problem. You're more kind than they are and likely more sensitive. Stop listening to what they say and how they justify themselves. It will never make sense because it's not intended to be rational. They're only justifying themselves.
My issue is its a realm of tricks and tricksters and contradictions and fear Everything is imprisoning or a trap or a maze or escapism or a contract or a shackle or a psyop. Layered like an onion that extends both up and down infinitely with no escape. Fractals. And just observing that macro structure is paralysing in itself. But it also makes you want to break free, and then you conveniently discover a way out that makes sense that's appealing to you but this is a infinitely layered trickster world. So is it a way out or another trap?
>>41512794It's just how things are. You can fight evil and try to prevent bad things from happening and get a blessing from Gods.
