Welcome to the Semen Retention General!Previous Thread: >>41539799All Previous Threads: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/search/subject/Semen%20Retention/>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.>Wet Dreams?They happen because you had a sexual dream and you coomed. Learn to be conscious on your dreams and stop the succubus.>What causes wet dreams?The causes are many: Illnesses, telepathic bad actors fucking with your dreams, excess energy build up, watching too much sexually-inducing stuff, lusting during the day, lack of an adequate transmutation activity, eating too late at night, excess nutrients overall, stimulants like maca, ginseng, ginger, excess protein, excess carbs, tight clothes (pajamas) for bedtime, bad sleeping posture (this varies, find the one that suits you best), going to bed with full bladder, exposure to hormonal disruptors via food (pesticides...) or body care products (soap, deodorant etc)...
>In case of urges:- https://imgur.com/a/g4eGH- Don't peek and Hold your breath for as long as you possibly can. The urge usually pass after that. If not, repeat.- Horse stance or chair pose: Do it while clenching the abdomen and all legs' muscles, raise arms for extra blood flow redirection. Works both for killing erections or urges.- Any physical activity.On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones") and more.>Advices:- Mental Purity 1.1: Semen Retention acts as a bio-electromagnetic amplifier. Watch the quality of your thoughts because your inner state will get amplified and manifested. Lust is the Ojas killer. Do not engage with Lust.- Mental Purity 1.2: Keep a journal as a tool for introspection.- NEVER watch porn of any kind.- Remove triggers from your life. Masturbation is a bad habit. Break that bad habit.- Focus on achieving a goal. An art, a craft, competing, etc.- Meditate and/or Pray Daily. Try a minimum of 5 minutes to start off.- Exercise/Gym/Sports/Martial Arts. If it is something social even better.- Good habits like healthy eating, water fasting, dry fasting, sun exposure and cold showers do seem to speed up the process.- Sublimation: literally using the energy.- Transmutation: changing the quality of energy to something different. (Surya Namaskara, 8 brocades, Tibetan rites)- Avoid stimulant drugs such as caffeine or adderall
It’s always good to remember why /x/ is the most accurate place for this topic: semen retention is one of the clearest paranormal inducing thing of all the other topics discussed on /x/. It’s a sacred practice that has been the one of the main focuses in every major religion or spiritual practices. The mystical side of it is what we try to focus on in here.Semen retention can be political issue too and it would then belong to /pol/. The porn industry is a tool made by the jews to deterioate the societies and corrupt the people. The porn works in ways that program new sets of behaviour in its audience and the audience is hooked to it because of its strong addictive qualities. The most important goal for porn’s male audience was and is the releasing of their semen. As we now know, the disadvantages of cooming are heavy: a man becomes less of a man, he gets sick and weak, his mind numbed, he will have impotence issues etc. Also his spirit almost dies.Semen retention is beneficial to make one healthier and stronger, more fit, if you will. So the topic could be discussed on /fit/. Anyone looking for more ways to get fitness gains would benefit hugely from the SR.Also the SR has so many other benefits that it could be discussed in the /adv/ board. These would be topics how it improves one’s social life, mental state, makes more time to be more productive etc.But I think the biggest benefits of SR are something mystical in nature and the whole practice is fundamentally something very close to spiritual side of things. All the other topics in here /x/ are left far behind and SR actually makes this board of any relevancy. This is also known by the enemy and they make strong efforts to suppress, hijack, twist and end this discussion.
>>41556811Day 9Heil Hitler.#tnd#tbd#tkd
im scared of bad luck
Day 3: I stopped overthinking or trying to do things in moderation, or trying to rationalize variables that could be accounted for. I placed a mental block in my mind such that it cannot even fathom the possibility of pornography anymore, much less desire it. An absolute refusal to entertain any deviation away. I will not succumb, not even to the succubi in the astral plane. I am a master, not a slave.
On day 5 of SR, day 64 of meditation. Sr would be a lot easier if I didn’t have a gf. We have duh seggs like once a week. I’d prefer to be practicing full on retention but I can live with this. As long as I don’t goon after sex. I always used to goon after sex. But I figured out how to have sex and not feel the urge to goon afterwards. The trick is not to initiate. If I don’t initiate I don’t feel the urge to goon after sex.
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>>41557081should it be technically called nofap, not SR?reading about sex havers is kinda demoralizing for more unlucky anons... and i used to flood that pain with dirty and cheap porn dopamine
>>41557081kys demoraliztion fag
>>41557130Are you a virgin?
>>41557153I was just sharing my experiences, please don’t tell me to kill myself. I struggle with suicidal ideation, and people telling me I should kill myself doesn’t help.
>>41557130No. Such a term devalues what SR really is, not to mention how inaccurate it is as this includes not even being with anyone sexually unless married and with the purpose of having kids.
>>41557081>has sex regularly>still goons afterwat
Day 21 of SR. Longest streak yet. Been doing this since 2015. Feeling confident but not much else. I don’t think there’s any benefit to doing this unless you’re also fasting because right after eating I feel nauseous/sluggish.
>>41557153We're meant to help them, not insult them. That is not the way of Christ. >>41557207Don't worry Anon, that guy is not to be payed attention to, just report the guy and be on your way.We here care about you and you are loved.God Bless you Anon.
>>41552508https://addapinch.com/the-best-chocolate-cake-recipe-ever/>>41553270Of course it's not up to me it's up to God, all i do is see the signs. You telling me you don't see the shift?
>>41557242>Been doing this since 2015Very impressive. I'm approaching my 6 month goal, which started out of the sheer curiosity to see if I had the discipline. I don't expect to feel like a wizard by that point, but I know I'll feel massive pride in being able to say that I had the fortitude to commandeer my fate as the ruler of my own destiny.
I drank wormwood syrup and my 9 years gooning addiction seems to be gonewhy is wormwood so powerful?
>>41557660because it kills parasites that control your apetite for food and sexor maybe noti never tried because the parasite in me keeps the memory away from me to try itwhat was i reading again?
>>41557228Idk man, I just feel like I failed to retain. Which is accurate and always ends in a full blown relapse. It’s not immediately after. But usually within 6 hours of having sex.
>>41557245Thank you Jake, for a name fag. You ain’t so bad.
>>41557081karezza and cupids poison arrow however i've not read the book or done any seks
>>41556811https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oby08eHpIOwFreemason explaining the spiritual and physical benefits of semen retention.
The No fap clean state manifest itself after a month clean streak (no edging, no porn).If you relapsed, start now and be whole by Christmas. If you didnt relapsed keep going. The clean state gets better and better.Good luck anon.
Here's the thing, if you're not ready to retain it's ok, God's not gonna punish you for it. You'll just punish yourself because lust will be leading you to do things that bring short term gratification but long term emptiness. And this pattern repeats itself indefinitely. Whether it's from images or from real women, lust never satisfies - you'll keep chasing that feeling in one form or another. Let's say you quit porn and now have a gf. Guess what? If you haven't dealt with internal lust, she'll control you in subtle ways so you don't lose her.But once you're truly ready, there's no going back - you won't need support from anyone because you have a tangible reason why you're not gonna indulge. Every day is a new day.
Backslid past few days after going 30 days without any loss of semen, at least the amounts I lost were very small, ai porn is a helluva drug prompting for the most depraved things you can think of, (((they're))) just gonna keep making it more and more addictive, must resist and bounce back with the help of the most highTemptation is all around us and usually starts small
>>41558326>God's not gonna punish you for it. True, satan wants you to feel unworthy of God when you backslide but the spiritual debt of sins past, present and future sins have all been paid for by Jesus so God doesnt love you less as long as you confess with a heart and mind intent on repentanceA lot of the Bible mainly wise advice to keep you out of trouble not only for this life but the next.When you goon and the initial dopamine spike wears off you start to feel shame, irritability, sore muscles and impatience with other people
>>41558326>long term emptinessmore like long term powerlessnessim like a discharged robot
>>41558432>ai porn is a helluva drug prompting for the most depraved things you can think of,It's not the AI porn bro, it's the lust burning inside of you. Once you realize you're just fapping to computational mathematics, the videos themselves lose power. AI porn is still just a low-level trigger designed to draw you in. Once you see through it, you'll realize there's nothing behind the eyes, the movements are robotic and awkward, and you're just projecting your lust onto a screen
>>41556811I was about to click on /gif/ and saw this thread out of the corner of my eye thank you Jesus
>>41556811I'll ask once more, has any of you in an extended SR experienced precum coming out immediately after peeing?Because I had never had such a thing and only after 30 days this began and I find it mildly strange, but I wouldn't be surprised if the prostate or bladder were adjusting to "normality" or something
>>41558994Yeah I've noticed a few drops of precum coming out when I take a dump sometimes. It's just prostate fluid it's harmless.
>>41556811Day 23. I have way more energy, motivation, and focus. I feel better and happier throughout the day. I'm still the introvert loner that I've always been, but people seem way more attracted to me. Random people come up to me to start conversations, and I keep catching woman staring at me.
>>41557786You're welcome.I gotta say that i appreciate your kindness and i hope the bets for you and everyone else in these threads.
>>41558590God bless fren. Stay strong.~70 days. Never gonna give up.Hope you all have another blessed day in which to retain, abstain, and obtain, my brothers.
>>41556811Holy shit I finally get it now. You can feel way more attuned spiritually through the power of semen retention. The mind fog clears, and you break out of the automatic programming.
>>41559485Good job fren, you're starting to get a proper understanding. Keep going, it only gets more interesting.
>>41559485>The mind fog clears, and you break out of the automatic programming.Funny thing is if you're living in lust you won't even notice the mind fog. Lust will be guiding your decisions and you won't know.>>41559499>Keep going, it only gets more interesting.Interdasting, give an example pls
>>41557081I'm glad i'm single now. When I had a gf she would try her hardest to make me finish even though i was on the path. They only care about their own ego brahs - you do not do this for a gf or anything like that, because it completely defeats the purpose of SR. You do it for yourself and God
>on 37 day streak (longest one yet)>wet dream>feel anxiety about my future for the first time in a while. >useto feel less motivated in the gym, or felt less charismatic after release too, but...>the effects have become cumulative in all aspects the longer I've been on this journey (healthy habits probably help alot)>day 1 SR: still go to gym and workout like a madlad, conversations are still often fun/easy/meaningful>back on day 10To me, the effects are subtle. But the more I reach 14+ day streaks (especially 21+day streaks) everything gets just a little better. Very excited to feel a 60+day streak
26 days. desu I want to edge
>>41556811The longer this goes on the closer I am to railing a hooker
>>41557081>day 64 of meditationGreat job anon. This alone puts you far ahead of most people.
>>41557081Redpill me on meditation, when should I do it? Early morning or in the evening at night
>>41559896I agree completely, we have a child together though. So it’s not something I can walk away from.
Came today. Feeling the shame that comes from cumming to a shameful fetish. How do i win against these fetishes anybody has experience with this?
>>41560380I can’t do it in the morning, I have a 3 year old. I do it at night a few hours before bed. Although I do believe if I could do it in the morning it’d really set me up to have a positive/productive day. I meditate around 50 minutes per day. It’s something that I never look forward to doing it but once I do it I don’t want to stop. How I feel during my meditation sessions is quite profound. I never made measurable spiritual progress until I started meditating seriously. Now it feels like something is shifting and waking up inside me. Every day I feel a little closer to being divinely connected. Like I’m attuning to the great dance of the cosmos. I feel like my ego is starting to dissolve. Like I’m becoming more loving and empathetic. I’m less likely to just spew hatred and more keen to when my ego is trying to take the reins.
>>41560688>Came today. Feeling the shame that comes from cumming to a shameful fetish. How do i win against these fetishes anybody has experience with this?It's alright man, whatever it is, there's a subconscious reason for it. Don't feel shame because that part of you just needs to be accepted and integrated as a part of you, and then that's when it can be neutralized. What you're doing when you shame yourself for feeling the way you do after you relapse is locking up a wild beast in the basement while it's asleep and throwing away the key. Then when it wakes up it comes trying to burst outside. What you're doing by neutralizing it is taking away its power by taming it, training it, and making it work for you instead of against you
>>41557094What is the deal with the white smoke rising from balls to brain thing? How is it supposed to work?
>>41558527My concern is that in a few short years you'll be able to create pro-tier porn scenes with endless variation including any female you want and with yourself as the star. AI is just going to keep getting more advanced to the point you can create infinite perversions which are indecipherable from reality. Plus VR. The temptation for lone men will be unbearable
>>41560853The reason why sex feels so good is because you're accumulating a lot of energy in your ding dong region - some call this a chakra, some call this a meridian, whatever you call it, it's basically one energy channel which energy can flow. But if you're constantly fapping that energy will get stuck down there and just like a dam, the energy will wanna go somewhere - either that's out through your peepee or up to where it can fuel your brain
>>41560890Oh you know what, ChatGPT predicts that we're gonna have holographic augmented reality porn complete with sensations directly stimulating our nerves, so imagine sex, but 100x more stimulating
>>41560688>How do i win against these fetishes anybody has experience with thisjust stop being a fag
What's the point of these generals anymore? They have been complete garbage for months now.
>>41560924Sharing of knowledge. Something you wouldn't understand
>>41560853Read the image above the post you reference.>>41557081You can transmute your sexual energy into higher mental capabilities through semen retention and meditation. You must visualize the rising of white smoke from your balls to your brain. I know it sounds strange, but just try it.
>>41560060Just focus on nofap it's so key, stopping wet dreams can come later.
>>41560992>You can transmute your sexual energy into higher mental capabilities through semen retention and meditation. You must visualize the rising of white smoke from your balls to your brain. I know it sounds strange, but just try it.Lust can be so dangerous because all the energy your brain accumulates gets forced down to your balls every time you engage with it. And once it's there, it's hard to get back up because when the body converts the energy to semen, it's just so thick and dense. Better to not lust at all IMO
How do I learn to meditate if there are people always talking obnoxiously loud around me? Can you meditate while listening to music?
>>41561154Go to a quiet place.
>>41561176There's no quiet place in my house. If I were to go outside every day, that'd be weird.
>>41561185>If I were to go outside every day, that'd be weird.Huh? If that is weird by your standards, then I don't even understand why you are contemplating meditation.
>>41561154Do you know what meditation is? It's just awareness. When you go through life sometimes you just go through the motions without thinking what you're doing - I'm sure sometimes you're scrolling through your phone and at the end of it you're thinking "where did the time go?" You can even meditate while scrolling your phone. It's just being aware, and with more practice, your awareness grows
>>41561201to add to this, know what happens when you're fapping and looking at lewd material? Your mind shuts off, your awareness dims, and all you've become is just something with an animal-like consciousness, feeding into an impulse - and that impulse just gets stronger and stronger, demanding to be fed more and more, while your mind just gets weaker and weaker, until you've become a shell of a man. Pretty soon your awareness will be so dull, that life will feel lifeless in between the moments you're either fapping or having sex, as you chase from next session to the next session.Yes porn may be free, but you're literally paying for it with your soul
>>41561194Lately I'm experiencing bouts of anger, can't sleep at night because I'm angry, snap at people etc. I just feel like it might help me stop getting lost in these angry or depressive thoughts
Meditation is the foundation of all occult paths. It encompasses a huge variety of things, as another poster mentioned at its core it's just awareness.But also specifically, awareness that your thoughts are not you. You feel the "distance" between you and your thoughts, your passions, various vagaries of the mind, and you can distance yourself from it. As you become aware of the thought, without actively engaging with it, the thought just goes away.Thoughts touch the mind substance and becomes a story, the story repeats into habit, habit becomes character, your character is your destinyWith meditation, you stop the thought from becoming a story. You kill the cancer at its root. True SR is impossible without meditation. By developing the discipline of mental hygiene through meditation, you are able to maintain purity of mine. Meditation is like lifting weights, the mind muscle becomes strengthened. There's no way around this.
>>41557660>>41557678Have you noticed any other benefits from it? What brand do you use and what dosage are you taking?
>>41557257>Of course it's not up to me it's up to God, all i do is see the signs. You telling me you don't see the shift?I saw you and another christfag spamming the last general so hard and ruining it shamelessly, and everyone just ignored you. General is back to normal now.
>>41561154You can be mindful 24/7, which is a type of meditation. Loud people around you provides a great opportunity to test yourself Ideally though you'll be able to find a quiet space. Perhaps at a nearby park. Silence allows you to enter deeper states.Think of a plant, and how it requires sunlight. Meditation is sunlight for your brain
>>41561448>>41561608Yes, meditation is essentially waking up to the "you" that's independent from others. When we're born we don't know what we're doing or why we're here, so we naturally look to others to show us who we are. You know how many modern women do practically everything for attention and social validation? While that might feel nice and comfy, that inner part of you starts to decay and lose power every time you rely on that. This is why many women after a certain age (once that attention slows, go crazy - because they don't know who tf they are without all that attention. Meditation is essentially strengthening that inner part of you. And you don't need a quiet place - doing things where your awareness is high, such as doing deep and mindful work, solitude, etc. is great.And the more you know yourself, you're more perceptive to others' subtle energies. This is why when people on here say women know when someone is a coomer - that's a lie. Most of them don't even know themselves. However, an awakened man can easily tell if someone is a coomer, and many times it's as easy as looking at someone's photo.
>>41561636A man who's a coomer is constantly drained of energy, lacks vitality, and has a depravity that can be seen in his eyes. Women don't need to meditate to recognise these things, they've evolved to assess men for suitability. They can sense a man who's spirit is ascending and their instinct is to devolve man back into state of irritation, aka more animal state. This is done for the purpose of creating a child
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>>41561448The Gateway Experience is guided meditation paired with binaural audio in the background to synchronize your brain hemispheres.Although it's purpose is not solely to meditate.It's to change your brainwaves to synchronize with the natural electrical field encompassing the planet and even beyond.In doing so, you can project your conscious at will as an antenna of sorts to perceive things far beyond what you would be able to normally.anon, you can download the tapes here:https://web.archive.org/web/20250221033710/https://mythicinstruments.com/gateways/
>>41561658>They can sense a man who's spirit is ascending and their instinct is to devolve man back into state of irritation, aka more animal state.Nailed it. >This is done for the purpose of creating a childAnd also a man in that animal state becomes predictable, and easy to manipulate
i believe in you all. don't coom. its spiritual death.
>>41561675I'm not giving them too much credit. You're just too blinded by your own prejudices, namely that you seem to think women can't be spiritual.You responded to my meditation posts with a bizarre comment on women that is irrelevant. This is because you think about them too much. You got a lot of work to do
>>41561689Never tried it myself but I've heard good things about it. It should be noted the CIA took an interest in this.I'd recommend this, or any guided meditation for beginners. But once you've done that, you have to go raw.
>>41561706No bro, I skimmed over your post thinking it was another one of those posts you constantly see on here. My fault. But I don't think women can't be spiritual, however, they don't have the same experiences that men go through, that's why awakened men can absolutely tell. And no bro, I don't care about them - but I used to, and I'm aware of many anons who were in the same spot I was - that's why i brought it up
>>41561706it's good to bring women up - because they are here to provide contrast. To show what you are not. You came to earth to wake up the divine masculine - that very awareness you speak of, which is the realm of structure, order, discipline. Facing solitude, doing the hard things in life such as working out every day, engaging in work, etc. If you engage in lust, pleasure, comfort - this is the realm of the feminine. It's not bad, because this is what fuels connection. If you enter this realm - you are a woman. And you can't know how much work someone has to do, or if they think of women too much - that's projection, simply because look what thread you're in - Semen Retention General. To deny that SRG and women are not correlated is just ignorance brah
>>41561723You brought it up because you care, anon. You could have followed up my posts with further esoteric discussion but you didn't.Men and women are different. Men and women complement each other. The intellect of a woman is much more firmly planted in the body and the Will, giving them many abilities. In old religions of Greece, Egypt, women were more likely to be oracles, priestesses, especially virgin women, they are able to sense things in their blood. Ignorant women, recognising these qualities within themselves, will often say men are less spiritual. Both are wrong, both are ignorant, and both have issues to deal with
>>41561769>Me: make post about meditation>You: women women women women>Also you: this is what awakened men think bro trust me bro
>>41561780>You brought it up because you care, anon.We're all here because we care about something. I do care about other anons on the same path - because I see myself in them. >You could have followed up my posts with further esoteric discussion but you didn't.I followed it up with how it relates to SRG. Many anons on here are doing it because they want to get a gf - feminine. Many on here are upset when they relapse because they think women can automatically tell - feminine (approval seeking behavior). And this isn't bad, this is just an inner desire to seek connection - which is in the realm of the feminine. >Men and women are different. Men and women complement each other. The intellect of a woman is much more firmly planted in the body and the Will, giving them many abilities. In old religions of Greece, Egypt, women were more likely to be oracles, priestesses, especially virgin women, they are able to sense things in their blood.>Ignorant women, recognising these qualities within themselves, will often say men are less spiritual. Both are wrong, both are ignorant, and both have issues to deal withI'm not denying how powerful women are. They are the receivers and men are the givers (generally). They serve as polarity. Men are big and strong but this is to serve the will of Logos and build. Women are smaller and weaker because their bodies are meant to receive and feel - which makes them stronger receptors due to their vulnerability. Inside of you is both a man and a woman, and if one engages in lust, comfort, pleasure, that "woman" inside you grows stronger at the expense of the "man" which is the realm of order, discipline, strength. And I'm not saying I'm there, the work is never ending.
>>41561805Projections and attacks represent a reactive ego. You absolutely have a lot of work to do. Best of luck
>>41561827Just remember you learned from me before you come here with those toxic positive attacks lil bro
>>41561821You've changed your tone. That's good. You're learning.
>>41561865SYBAU
>>41561858>>41561865I think someone learned something here
>>41561827>You absolutely have a lot of work to do. Best of luckPassive aggressive comment. Very feminine behavior.
>>41561780>Ignorant women, recognising these qualities within themselves, will often say men are less spiritual. Both are wrong, both are ignorant, and both have issues to deal withModern women don't go through the same hero's journey that men do in this day and age. In this life, that's just not the path that they're on... just how it is. And in ancient religions, women served as 'maya' for men - as a spiritual 'test.' But here you are talking about women, falling in that trap you said you weren't gonna go on. Weak
>>41561945>Passive aggressive comment. Very feminine behavior.Idk bruv "absolutely" is a pretty a pretty damn direct adverb
>>41561952What heros journey do men go through in the modern age? There's no adventure, no conquest to be done. Just the brutal reality of late stage capitalism and the decline of civilisation. The only journey I can think of is spiritual in nature.This is to say, the masters of this world that hide in the shadow has fucked everyone. You are completely clueless about these things. Women for example did have their own version of "heroes journey", you can see story of Psyche for example. Actually I'm just saying these things for benefit of the reader, I recognise these things aren't for you. You are unworthy.>ut here you are talking about women, falling in that trap you said you weren't gonna go on. >Talks about women>Respond to topic about said women>Wahhh you failed
>>41561977This my frens, is representation of a man who is already stuck in his own way.Hey man, best of luck
>>41562006>Noooo you have to bitch about women and how women are muh evil or you're stuck and and you're wrong wahhhhTime to leave mommys womb. Sorry women aren't the perfect princesses Disney taught you. But this sort of bitching is pointless. Grow up.
>>41562024LOL where was the bitching? There was just facts. The initial response was made in a way that anons can relate to - meditation with SRG which is revolved around women. But this is 4chan, maybe some people on here get turned on by things other than women, that's why you couldn't relate. So I don't blame you for failing to see the connection. Keep up the good meditation work tho, you're doing a great job KEK
>>41562064Did you consider that you hate women because you're a faggot?
>>41560959knowledge? perhaps in the archive.If the last one was relicuckery and trollcuckery 101 this one rn is inceldom 101. This entire "women are evil" "women are egos" "women want to take you down" "women want to corrupt you" cuckery angle comes from a highly immature and undeveloped male demeanor. It's the same shit you see in highly immature and undeveloped female demeanor (feminazism) when they say "men are entitled" "men are privileged" "men are abusers" "men are rapists" "men are evil".Bitch please, are you fags so holy and perfect men that even the best woman in the world is undeserving of y'all?What a bunch of shitheads taking so much pride in supposedly being keenly aware of the globohomo play and conveniently ignore part of that play is pitting men and women against each other so they never develop beyond mere adolescence. can't have goys marrying having families and working together in harmony, bro, that will stall our great work
>>41562064>where was the bitching?desu there was plenty bitching coming from all sides.
>>41561571We didn't ruin the thread, it got out of hand because not everyone ignored, some Christ hater was freaking out over us.>General is back to normal now.And for that i am glad because this means that the guy who was freaking out is gone and people have learned to embrace Christians instead of hating on them.See, i was right, people would either embrace God or the threads would fall. It's great and amazing that the former happened and i am so happy about it, i'm even so proud of you guys for being at peace with it.
>>41562176People embrace God, jake, just not from the Christian perspective.
>>41562176>>41562176Still here.Jesus was a schizophrenic.Mary was a whore who fucked a Roman soldier. Then cucked Joseph.Jesus was the Jewiest Jew of all, for Christianity's sole purpose was to BTFO the JewsEven your favourite, Paul, went around killing Christians for sport before he realised it'd be easier to fool dumb goy like you I will bring PAGAN ENERGY into this general and there's nothing you'll do about it. I will fuck your mind. You explicitly said you wanted this to be Christian only, and use the flowery language that all Christcucks possessed by the Christian egregore use.
>>41562184Well that's fine, but this does not go for everyone in this thread as the guy who derailed the last thread is still hating on Christ as seen here.>>41562196I warn you Anon, God has put people through immense pain and suffering over saying less blasphemous than this.I don't expect you to repent right now but when God lets you know just how terrible your life is without him just remember that as long as you're still alive you'll always have the chance to repent, and when you do inevitably face God's Wrath i hope you do repent or else you'll be going through such pain for the rest of your life, and when you die it'll be even worse.God Bless you Anon and may He have mercy on your soul.
>>41562394KEKUsing fear-based programming to manipulate. So predictable.I'll say it againJesus was nothing but a schizo Jew with a whore mother who's burning in excrement.Maybe one day you'll know how liberating it is to simply reach God without backwards dogmatic religiosity. Remember anon, words mean nothing. It's your actions that count. You can use all the words you like to convince yourself you're a good person. But the things you do in the shadows will come to light.
>>41562165>If the last one was relicuckery and trollcuckery 101 this one rn is inceldom 101.It's always been like that.religionfags are all perverts who preach because they believe it absolves them of the sin they committedFor incels, the appeal of SR is obvious. They cant get women, they feel inferior, they don't feel masculine, SR allows them to gain some self esteem because they can lie to themselves and say their state of sexlessness is noble.But this is how the mysteries work. Very, very few are worthy. Most get filtered.
>>41562413Anon, you hypocritical Jezebel, do you not read what you post? You talk to me with threats, even last thread you act as though you were going to put a curse on me, saying i have "51 days". How s that not fear and manipulation tactics?All i do is try to warn you of what's to come yet you refuse to listen and instead you stay comfortable in your pride and hatred of Christ.Now i ave another warning, one for everyone else in these threads. You are all aware of the spirituality behind semen retention, that's why we are all here on /x/. But here's the thing, this has made everyone in this thread a target of evil spirits who try to make you all fumble on your paths of SR give up your semen to weaken you all.And that evil spirit has possessed the Anon i replied to here. I called him a Jezebel because he is under the control of a Jezebel spirit.For those who don't know, Jezebel is a pagan queen of israel who married king Ahab and brought baal worship into Israel.When she dies for her sins the spirit of Jezebel has been possessing people all around the world to get people to stray away from God's Light by convincing them to indulge in lust, the very sin that goes against SR, and this is why the Jezebel spirit through that Anon is after these threads and is trying to put a curse on everyone here.He even admits to bringing paganism into these threads. Why else than to curse everyone here to give up on SR and fall back into unhealthy gooning?I give this warning to all Anons in this thread, keep yourselves spiritually protected and pray.Once i post this i will give everyone in these threads a prayer, including the one who is being controlled so that he may break free from the evil spirit haunting him.Stay safe Anons, and God Bless. God Bless you all for everyone here is protected byTthe Sacred Blood Of Jesus, i declare it in The Mighty Name Of Jesus. Amen and Amen. Hallelujah praise The Lord Almighty.
>>41562634Jesus was possessed by the Jezebel spirit when he had a gay orgy with his disciplesWhat kind of FAGGOT surrounds himself with that many men kek
I've noticed SR either makes you hate women or turns you into an extreme simp. Thankfully I am on the side of hating women.
>>41562666See how much hate he has towards Christianity? See how much he lashes out at followers of Christ? See how he slanders Jesus? See how he even has the mark of the beast on his post? A sign from God Himself of who's really controlling the poor soul making these posts.>>41562710Both are evil, especially misogyny. If you really want to do a successful SR and gain the spiritual benefits then you're going to have to reject both temptations and especially not be proud of of any of them.I don't even know how SR can even lead you to such temptations so i wonder what exactly is messing with your soul right now.
>>41563015>See how much hate he has towards Christianity? See how much he lashes out at followers of Christ? See how he slanders Jesus? See how he even has the mark of the beast on his post? A sign from God Himself of who's really controlling the poor soul making these posts.For all readers. This was him, in the previous thread:>either this general will only be for us Christian, something you are free to join and i will accept you when you do, or these threads will be gone altogether.See how twisted and deeply sick he is? Do you see his agenda here anon? This is what the christian egregore does to its victims, it turns them into gutless cowards.This is why you embrace blasphemy, and free yourself from the shackles of religiosity.
>>41563047>See how twisted and deeply sick he is?Whew talk about projection
>>41563015Christianity used to be a based religion that recognised women are beneath men. Your cuckoldry is the same cuckoldry that runs rampant in Western society and is seeing our very downfall before our eyes. Misogyny is not evil, it is the very life-force that keeps a civilisation alive and functioning. The second you give women any rights whatsoever and educate them, you are sentencing your own folk to death by a thousand cuts. I can tell you'd already do anything for a crumb of pussy and you'd cease larping as a true spiritualist retainer instantly if one was presented before your very face.
>>41563151All it takes, is a sprinkle. It immediately reactivates the deep rooted psychic mindfuck programming in the mind of the christcuck.
>>41563047I said that because that's how God works when anything becomes too wicked. It's either destroyed and/or becomes cleansed.>>41563237Anon, not only does Christianity forbid adultery but you yourself are sounding like you follow the likes of Andrew Tate. This mentality is not healthy to have and will only hurt your chances of having a loving family, but at this point i wonder if you even want love in your life and if that's true then you're living a sad life and i hope you're able to break free of the chains of hatred you're trapped in.
>>41563314>i hope you're able to break free of the chains of hatred you're trapped in.He won't, he among other posts here clearly are fueled by the fires of hatred and need it as part of their life force to feel alive. They will never reach true spiritual enlightenment, only a distorted version they can use as sword and shield to justify the malice in their hearts
>>41563248Idk what you are even saying here but your words in the reply below are obviously meant to offend, degrade, and genuinely be sick & twisted.>>41562666The irony is people who are obsessed with sex, power, & godlessness can't ever imagine loving relationships that don't have a romantic or sexual component. You know brotherly love. Its a reflection of your inner state. They guy you responded to below, his words were maybe wrong and likely in anger but not objectively obscene. >>41563047>>either this general will only be for us Christian, something you are free to join and i will accept you when you do, or these threads will be gone altogether.I'm not sure how you can't see the difference other than intentionally doing so because you have a vendetta. You obviously hate God but I tell you brother He is waiting for you. People in your state often become the most faithful Christians because when you finally experience His grace & presence it fills the void you've searched for your entire life and you are simply reborn anew. Betrayers becoming Believers. This is how God rescues people.
>>41563356I remember the last guy who posted this image got his post deleted. I hope you heal from whatever it is that's hurting you.
>>41563350It honestly brings me tears to see how there are people who are only able to do SR at the price of succumbing to anger.They have my sympathy.
>>41563391I'm open to becoming a Christian, but how can I open my heart to a loving and merciful God who behaves like a murderous genocidal maniac in the bible?No Christian I've ever spoken to has been able to answer for their own God's appalling behaviour
I got distracted by ZZZ(ironically) and haven't jerked off in a month, but I fear like my mindset is slipping again, I find myself peeking more and more. Hold strong, bros.
>>41563357I already have God. I just don't have your God.
>>41563414If you're on /x/, then becoming religious is just going backwards. Perhaps something like Rosicrucianism is good, or other things with greater focus on mysticism, but Christianity the way these moralising bible bashing christfags take it, is devoid of any real spiritual inner world.
>>41563414God's will is holy & perfect. Human comprehension can't ever compare. Imagine having the ability to see high-ordered consequences for trillions of actions occurring every second between billions of people. In addition, to also allowing free will from those people. God does exercise His judgment to destroy evil from time to time. >>41563465>RosicrucianismThis is a sect of masonry which is Kabbalah teachings at its core which is essentially Luciferianism and self worship as God which I've noticed in modern times people are often trying to initiate Christians into.
>>41563465>>41563465Not true there are deep spiritual experiences I've had personally through meditative prayer which is more of an Orthodox teaching. Many things I've read from their priests that I can corroborate. Some of which I mentioned in the reply below whenever it was asked in the last thread about supernatural experiences---As far as supernatural benefits, you can't separate SR from a spiritual nature and expect to experience those things.There is an energy flow that exists within the body & it can be cultivated for immense benefit. It is a cool & refreshing sensation but doesn't make you cold. It provides mental stimulation, uplifts mood, is healing, and requires the need for less sleep. Its incredibly pleasant and peaceful but yet still energizing. Its akin to cool conductive fluid plasma flow coursing throughout the entire body.I usually experience it through earnest & sincere meditative prayer to Lord Jesus Christ through the Jesus Prayer."Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner."It extends from my hands/feet & stomach until the flow merges together and then courses throughout the entire body. Interestingly its incredibly reminiscent of the Bible passage.John 7:38He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water.I found this passage after the first time I experienced it and was honestly blown away because it described what I physically experienced to a tee.To be fair, I don't understand it fully either but I know it requires more than just SR but not expelling your "spirit" is a integral part of the process.Faith and denying self in that manner is crucial.
stop giving christfags Yous, you idiots
>>41563414Here's the thing.>God allows men to rape womenMistranslation due to the Hebrew word for "rape" also being the same word used to describe sex without marriage.>GenocideOnly used for the most extreme cases where a society has become too wicked to the point it warrants the death penalty. It hurts God, but it's something He has to do to save every other society in the world.hat being said all the Christians who committed acts of mass rape and genocide on tribal cultures of other continents such as Africa, Oceania and especially the Americas were completely wrong to do so and they were acting not of God but of the ways of the Earth that deceived them into believing they were fighting for God, and that's just for the minority who thought they were fighting for God and weren't doing it for themselves.
Words words words. God doesn't speak in words, the ego does. Pic related. It's what you lose awareness of when you coom.
>>41563624Most people aren't ready for direct awareness of God. They require manmade religions, words of mere men, to mediate their relationship with god because the divine light is too much for them to handle. These are the Dark Ages after all, where everything is in a state of dissolution
Too many wet dreams... My morale tanked... I relapsed today... 7 weeks of no fap but only 5 days of SR so i'm not too mad. I jerked off in a weird ass place too. Lust is a strong enemy
>>41563314Not once have I mentioned adultery or supported it.
>>41562666>666 tripsBased God unmasking the demons.
>>41564426You worship a Jew. What's more demonic than that?
>>41564523Only a demon would take offense to a post like mine.
>>41564545The only feeling I have towards christcucks is pity. You can try to reply with a generic gotchaBut in the back of your head you'll knowYou worship a Jew, and your God is a jealous and wrathful war God
There are things beyond just SR but that is a non-negotiable. Retention is binary you either do it or you don't. Work to embody Heavenly virtues and rid yourself of the deadly sins. Truly try to cultivate holiness physically, mentally, & emotionally. Have unwavering faith in God and believe on Jesus Christ. Be reborn and baptized in the Holy Spirit. Faith is also another non-negotiable to experience the supernatural. Many physical processes to aid you are more on a spectrum of how well you do them and combat modern problems that affect energy flow within the human body.-Natural sunlight as much as you can.-Do grounding/Earthing. I sleep on a grounding mat.-Most people are nutrient/vitamin/mineral deficient-Don't consume foods that are ultra processed or laden with pesticides/hormones/anti-biotics. Opt for organic/grass fed/wild caught whole foods--The plethora of EMFs & RFs negatively affect/disrupt your natural EMF fields which should be avoided or effects mitigated-Air pollution and low air quality-Micro-plastics that disrupts hormones-One needs to detox heavy metals/parasites/mold on a regular basis at least once a year or as needed through testing-Opt for spring water or remineralized distilled water-High quality shower filter-Electrolyte balancing-Avoid drugs & alcohol-Get good circulation & and the lymphatic system moving/dynamic stretching/ walking or sprinting/resistance training-Don't live in a state of CHRONIC inflammation-Focus on restful deep sleep-Extreme trauma based mind conditioning through entertainment, MSM, and social media-Fasting and other forms of hormetic stress like cold exposure or saunaThere are so many modern factors nowadays that diminish your life force energy flow its definitely an uphill battle but can be overcome.The list could be much longer probably.
>>41564379No but you called Christianity beliefs "cuckoldry", an act of adultery, and i'm saying that Christianity goes against such wicked sins of lust.
>>41564805Also There are many "energy sources" for lack of a better phrase that amplify or affect your spirit. -Solar Radiation/Sunlight/Infrared--Cosmic Radiation-The Moon, stars, planets etc put out their own frequencies which impact you depending on their positioning at any given time and what their positioning was on the day you were born.-Breath Energy-Deep Nasal breathing through the diaphragm. I generally just do a basic box breathing system. Inhale for X seconds, hold for X seconds, Exhale for X seconds rinse repeat for multiple sets-Nutrition from food & organic matter we consume -Electrical energy potentials that exist in the atmosphere-100 volts every meter from the ground--I strongly suspect this is why ancient kings, priests, & pharoahs had crowns, scepters, & jewelry made of gold and other conductive metals to better absorb this energy. Gold is especially effective at conducting electro-static energy.-Paramagnetic energy sources from Earthing or "Grounding"-I.E touching your feet and/or body in a direct connection to the ground preferably soil-Sound/vibrational energy- Certain music, religious chanting & singing, or various instruments like bells & drums etc -Natural Energies-Being surrounding by living plants/organic matter or things like flowing water and waterfalls & quartz -Resonant Energy-Simply being in proximity with other living beings that are vibrating at the same frequency as you are. Something along the lines of you and other people (animals too to some extent) around you are simultaneously experiencing the exact same emotions. This can amplify in a positive or negative manner however.
>>41563624If God doesn't speak in words then there wouldn't be books full of His words, where He talks directly to people and send Jesus to spread His word.>>41563705As someone who follows Christ but not apart of any denomination i will say that Jesus was not sent to start a religion yes but there's no evidence that Christianity as a religion doesn't help people or doesn't help others get closer to God, in fact there countless testimonies of people managing to find God through Christianity.Is it 100% needed to find God? No. Does it help people find God? Yes.Different people have different ways to go about finding God and not one is more valid than the other so why try to look down on any of them?
>>41564196I'm proud that you managed to resist temptation for that long Anon. I know you will be able to go on for much longer and retain your semen until you are ready to have kids.
>>41564523And it was the jews who tried to kill Jesus and eventually got Him killed.The former He and His parents were sent to Egypt for protection and the later His life was attempted to be saved by a Roman.Both times Jesus was under attack by the jews He was being protected by two groups who were enemies of the jews respectively.Jesus is for everyone and God has made that clear through His plan.Not only that but you're clearly mistaking jews as a race, something that Jesus was, for jews as a religion, something Jesus was outspoken against and what got the jewish leaders wanting Him dead and eventually got Him killed.And all in all, Jesus has transcended, He is 100% God and 100% human and He is supposed to reflect the goodness of humanity as a whole, not just one race.Jesus transcends any race we have here with humanity, so He is for all. Including you as well if you just accept Him into your heart.
>>41564858>If God doesn't speak in words then there wouldn't be books full of His wordswritten by peoplewith agendasevery time we speak, every time we identify with a thought, every time we cast judgement, we are acting through the egoit's not possible to avoid this.
Day 22. Almost relapsed yesterday but managed to keep it in my pants. Also a lady I used to see everyday saw me for the first time in a year and she was thrilled and asking me a million questions. Aside from that nothing unusual. In some ways I find that people are actually avoidant and not interested in me whatsoever when doing SR. I don’t buy all these people talking about magnetism being stronger on SR. Only time I had interest from the opposite sex was like 5 years ago when I was watching porn all the time… go figure
>>41564858>As someone who follows Christ but not apart of any denomination and stuffGrats anon, you really are onto something. >>41564959>it's not possible to avoid this.Depends, if you are a human institution built around a book, yes, it's not the place to be. Nevertheless what you can do is not pay any tithe or attention to the words, rather what they arouse in your heart. I've read several non religious books where I truly felt God was speaking to me. To each their own though.
Here we go, a bunch of fags arguing about nothing.
>>41561821>> Inside of you is both a man and a woman, and if one engages in lust, comfort, pleasure, that "woman" inside you grows stronger at the expense of the "man" which is the realm of order, discipline, strength.This makes a lot of sense. I had a supervisor a while back that was a hardcore gooner. Would read erotic novels and him and his wife had an only fans. He was super feminine in every way. Very passive aggressive, very worried about how others perceived him. Would give the silent treatment if you behaved in a way he didn’t like. Would also try to use and abuse everyone around him. Dude was such a bitch. Constantly trying to manipulate everyone and everything around him. OMG this dude fucking suuuuccckkked.
>>41564959While i agree that the catholics have damaged the bible (This is why i agree more with Ethiopian beliefs despite me not agreeing with them 100% as well.) to say that all judgement and the thoughts we identify with is ego and no one can avoid is just pessimism and a bleak veiw of humanity and you don't even mention any specifics of how one can achieve this direct awareness with God, in fact the way you talk about it you're giving off the vibes that you believe even that to be impssible, and if that's the case all of humanity is doomed no matter what and that's just not true, never will be.Feels like you're views are really making God seem more complicated than He actually is.>>41564989>Grats anon, you really are onto something.I'm sorry but due to this being the internet and these are just texts i can not tell if this is sarcastic or not.>Everything you saidWell yeah, that should be obvious, God can speak through more than just the bible.The bible is both a history and educational book for people to learn more about Christ and His history with the world/ God is still able to communicate through other means.>>41564998Are you saying that Christ means nothing to you?
>>41564998Just ignore the shills. show no emotion. Don't reply to them.
>>41564989>DependsNo it doesn't. God is beyond our comprehension. It's comforting and easy to think of Him as a personal God, but that falls short of the truth.>>41565052>Feels like you're views are really making God seem more complicated than He actually is.lmao says the cult member who follows the writings of ordinary men. God IS complicated. Far above our capabilities to fully understand.My point is that the silent guide within (and the one without) is far greater than any man or his writings. He is always silent for He exists in eternity.
>>41564858>>41564989>>41565052kek at me, I didn't realize I was replying to jake. Fucking tree convos on 4chan-x.Anyway, jake, if you really found Christ while being free from any church denomination, you must know The Spirit of The Christ is not something you need to convince someone about, preaching about it is rather useless, they either find it or they don't, and it happens only when they are ready, not before. It's like wanting to force someone to experience epiphany or amida butsu, it just does not happen. PSno, no sarcasm when I said you might be onto something.
>>41565084>My point is that the silent guide within (and the one without) is far greater than any man or his writings. He is always silent for He exists in eternity.Anon, you are arguing with people who are mentally and spiritually incapable of understanding such things. You may as well be speaking an alien language. Take pity on them and move on
>>41565042While what that Anon said is partially true it's not the full truth.Every human is born with a masculine side and a feminine side yes (In fact so does every living creature but i digress.) it's the masculine that's the warrior side while it's the feminine that's the wisdom that's supposed to keep the masculine in check.To delve into lust is the masculine taking control and in turn, when the feminine is ignored, humans become more feral in their mentality leading to more and more depraved desires that leads to more and more depraved fetishes and gooning out of feral instincts while neglecting the feminine that tries to snap people out of their depravity.The masculine is strong but destructive and that's why it needs the feminine to control it and point its head in the right direction. Without the proper balance you get a world devoid of respect, empathy and compassion, the world we live in right now.
>>41565084>No it doesn't.Yes it does. >God is beyond our comprehensionI'm speaking about God as a whole. You are speaking about The Unfathomable aspect of God, awfully close to that of agnosticism. If you are angostic, perfectly respectable and that is all I have to say about it.
>>41565115>The Unfathomable aspect of God, awfully close to that of agnosticismYou're officially the dumbest person here. That is not agnosticism and nothing that anon said implied he was agnostic. Get the fuck out of here nigger.
>>41565088>you must know The Spirit of The Christ is not something you need to convince someone about, preaching about it is rather useless, they either find it or they don't, and it happens only when they are ready, not before.Bad advice. No one knows the catalyst for another person. In fact as someone who doesn't follow a denomination either, my very testimony was based on the fact someone else encourage me. A small part of my testimony below. It actually got much more wild >>41551662Also directly related to the thread some things I've found help SR>>41564805>>41564828
>>41565110>The masculine is strong but destructive and that's why it needs the feminine to control itright, coming back to the theme of the thread, SR, and male sexuality it seems, if your masculinity is destructive, you need to work on it, because masculinity is creative.
>>41557228Many such cases. Orgasms normally cause habituation between partners - lower dopamine response each time. This is why couples try to "spice things up" trying new things, because dopamine is all about novelty. It's a losing battle, however, which is why infidelity, porn use, etc. are the norm in marriages. Orgasms cause partners to irritate each other, initiate fights - it's the result of the dopamine and oxytocin falling, the hormones that are the foundation of your feelings of love. Couples who have more frequent orgasmic sex are more likely to break up than those who have less. After some years together nature intends for you to split and seek new partners to spread your genes - this is the evolutionary purpose of sexual habituation.Anons in this thread should read "Cupid's Poisoned Arrow" which explains this in detail and the methods to avoid habituation, as well as methods to increase bonding with your partner.
>>41565084>who follows the writings of ordinary men.I outright said the bible has been damaged by the catholics, what more do you want?And if you really want to be close to God yourself then you should indulge in the mockery of others, that's how one hardens their heart.>Far above our capabilities to fully understand.>God is beyond our comprehension. It's comforting and easy to think of Him as a personal God, but that falls short of the truth.And yet you refuse to explain any of this. You don't explain anything about this truth or why and how that this is the conclusion you came to and believe in.>My point is that the silent guide within (and the one without) is far greater than any man or his writings. He is always silent for He exists in eternity.Let me guess, you found out all of this from information another human gave you? Who in turn learned all of this from another human and so on. By your own logic even what you're telling me comes from writings from a human so what makes you think your human writings are any better or more true than anyone else's?I know Christ to be true as there's real world evidence and testimonies of how Jesus has saved people and done wonders in their lives through supernatural occurrences.How many lives has your writings saved? How many supernatural occurrences has your writings provided?And that silent guide within, that's The Holy Spirit. I listen to Him every day.>>41565103Do you yourself even understand what you guys are trying to say? Neither of you actually went into any detail so i can only assume what you two actually know of what you're talking about isn't much. I don't even think the two of you are completely on the same page because of how vague you two are being.
>>41565125>someone else encouraged me.bad advice, because yadda yadda, or putting it in your words, because I think what I know is true what you think is false. See what I did there?You can't experience divinity if not through direct interaction, you might have been encouraged to approach Jesus Christ but you had to experience it first hand. AND since now the theme from the usual suspects is ***I don't follow any denomination but*** it's time to look elsewhere,.
>>41565088>tree convos on 4chan-x.What?>Anyway, jake, if you really found Christ while being free from any church denomination, you must know The Spirit of The Christ is not something you need to convince someone about, preaching about it is rather useless, they either find it or they don't, and it happens only when they are ready, not before.>It's like wanting to force someone to experience epiphany or amida butsu, it just does not happen.Yeah, i know this well. I even know about casting pearls before pigs. I keep doing it because i guess i have too much hope in others. Is that not a nice thing to say? I honestly don't know.The reason why i stay on 4chan is because i know that there are lost lambs on this site but due to it's anonymous nature it's harder to tell who's a lost lamb and who's someone i have already talked to before so i keep trying in hopes i help someone, and it hasn't been all bad, i have managed to help people and meet new friends thanks to God and his guidance throughout my, for lack of a better term, 4chan journey, i even learned a lot.TL;DR i know God wants me on this website for a reason, i know it's working, but so far it has been a mixed bag as despite know i should be here i do not know specifically what i should do. Well, i have a few ideas, but i'm not sure when i should act on them, but that opens up some more issues too long for this post.>no, no sarcasm when I said you might be onto something.Thank you.
>>41556811Why is the pastebin full of books not included in the OP? That's the only useful thing here. The serpent power book and brahmacharya books contain everything. All discussion is useless, especially as it has now been reduced to gay religion talk.
>>41565175>I outright said the bible has been damaged by the catholics, what more do you want?Chill with relying on the Bible and fundamentalist Christianity. Verses don't help much either. It's ultimately not an authoritative work.>And yet you refuse to explain any of this.What? Read more carefully then.>You don't explain anything about this truth or why and how that this is the conclusion you came to and believe in.That would take hours to write out and you'd still be angry and in disbelief.>And that silent guide within, that's The Holy Spirit. I listen to him every day.That doesn't make sense and isn't accurate. You're just spitting out Sunday school words without really understanding them. Sorry dude. Leave the Abrahamic stuff behind. Find yourself.
>>41565134>coming back to the theme of the threadYeah, we should get back to SR. I do apologize for causing this thread to get off track.When anyone else goes after me for my faith i will just ignore them.I assume you're the other Christian guy so if you still wanna talk about Christ or anything else that would derail this thread i am willing to accept you as a friend on Discord if you have an account there. Let me know and i will share my username with you.
>>41564571You seem to have this strange obsession centered around encouraging men to masturbate. I dunno about you, but that seems more pathetic and pitiable to me that whatever distorted idea of Christianity you have in your head. What compels someone like you to be here every single thread to spread your coomer agenda? Do you get off to the idea that your posts may have contributed to at least one anon nutting because he saw one of your posts? Is that the highlight of your day? I truly dont get it, please tell me they pay you at the very least.
>>41560688Porn addiction is much like any drug addiction, the only difference is that the brain is producing the drugs when exposed to visual stimuli.It's normal for an addict to get into worse and worse porn/fetishes, because the only way to get a better high is to see what has not been seen before - novelty.Novelty becomes increasingly scarce the more you have seen, which leads to more extreme content.Realize that it's just the hit of brain chemicals you are seeking, no different than alcohol or nicotine users.The fetish/paraphilia is just something that got caught in a cycle of amplification made possible by the free availability of internet porn, and isn't something that you chose or want in your life.
>>41565188You specifically said don't preach which I stand by saying is bad advice. If it hadn't been for my friend encouraging me to pray I wouldn't have experienced the ineffable peace of Lord Jesus Christ wash upon me.
>>41565262You tried, coomer.
>>41565267>How do i winkeep going forward, takes patience for if you persist your physical, mental and spiritual systems will clear over time and it will go away.>a shameful fetishlove yourself bro, love yourself for real.
>>41565289>near instant replyYou really do live here dont you?
>>41564196>I jerked off in a weird ass place too.Weird as in a random physical place somewhere?
>>41565274I believe in Jesus Christ too but you have a strong cult mentality and aren't demonstrating any understanding of spiritual matters. Everything you and other guy write sounds like a door to door sales person wanting to talk about Jesus. Too vague, no spiritual details, no relation to anything practical, just wishy washy feel good words that lack any kind of real knowledge.
>>41565302>coomerjust stop cooming bro
>>41565318Why are you so mad though? Did I hit a nerve?
>>41565310> aren't demonstrating any understanding of spiritual mattersTheir preaching has nothing to do with God, the Divine, or anything like that. It's a lowly instinct of tribalism, getting people to join their hivemind. It's why the spam is utterly devoid of any personality. Fundamentally they do not care about your spiritual growth, they care that you live life under their doctrine. ChatGPT could do a better job
>>41565274>I wouldn't have experienced the ineffable peace of Lord Jesus Christ wash upon me.You can't talk like this to people and hope to make any sense. Do you know how many scholars and kingdoms have bickered over the "correct" definition of terms like "Holy Trinity", "Holy Spirit", and of course "Jesus Christ"? If you have any vague idea, then why would you come here acting like we're all on the same page here with understanding?>>41565338>tribalismAgreed 100%.
>>41565337There's no need to seethe because i told you to stop cooming bro
>>41562165The great work is within, it’s not tied to any individual outside one’s self.
My friends, I have made 4 days. To be honest, I don't feel much different.
>>41565393It's time to start meditating. You thought it was gonna be that easy?
>>41565393I'm proud of you that you made it this far. Good for you Anon.
>>41562604>> calling people that disagree with you incels Shill detected.
>>41565398>>41565403Thank you friends, I will start meditating. God bless you
Still no esoteric benefits mentioned by anyone in this thread.
>>41565420God Bless you too Anon.
>>41565425I heard the electric pinging of my brain's wavelength today during meditation. Sort of how it sounds when you do those binaural beats, but I haven't listened to those in about 3 weeks. it was complete monitoring of my mental faculties. Around ~40days sr
>>41565310>>41565345>>41565338That's the thing "ineffable" by definition means nearly impossible to put into words. In my general testimony I tagged below through earnest and sincere prayer. Truly authentic & genuine where I expressed what was burdening my heart to Lord Jesus Christ I experienced the intense peace wash over my entire body. It was unreal honestly. I was state of complete distress and then in a complete instant after around 30 seconds of unburdening myself to Our Lord God Almighty I felt a presence and sensation of peace and love physically expand from my between my heart and stomach area over taking my whole body. In the flip of a switch, I went from that distress to consolation by a force acting upon me. It was suddenly as if everything was right in the world. >>41551662Furthermore I've experienced many supernatural things spoken of by old Orthodox monks & priests through meditative prayer. The Jesus prayer which I detailed a bit in this reply but have went into more detail in older threads.>>41550765I have found processes or things that both amplify or diminish the supernatural effects I detail in that reply above in these two posts below>>41564805 >>41564828 I've found that once you cultivate life force energy it can be utilized through spoken word prayer, meditative prayer, or mudras. Synchronicities or God working in mysterious way upon, with, for, and/or around me seem to happen more often, information or questions I ask in prayer seem to be answered soon answered as I just happen to come upon the information in the seemingly most random ways. I lucid dream more often too.All are saved through faith in and on Lord Jesus Christ but when you truly repent, obey God, and seek to cultivate holiness as much as possible you can experience Him here on Earth as well. Lots to be said. I have written a lot out to eventually make a Christian Monk Edition SR thread as I've been doing it for almost a decade.
>>41565579>you can experience Him here on Earth as well.To clarify more, I should say:Anyone on Earth in the here and now can experience Lord Jesus Christ by going to Him with genuine repentance & faith in earnest prayer. Seeking Him in that manner exactly as you are right now! Furthermore by vigilantly obeying His commandments one seems to experience His presence much more often.May every & every beat my heart takes glorify the perfection Our Lord God Almighty, The Holy Trinity.
>>41565639>everyeach & every*
Daily reminder that you are never alone. Dont give up.
I keep my cum in my balls.
>>41561239>I'm experiencing bouts of anger, can't sleep at night because I'm angry, snap at people etcAs people mentioned before, parasites can cause problems pertaining to SR, but they can also make you emotional in ways such as being overly angry even when you have no reason to be. Definitely do a cleanse and fast. It'll kill many birds (or worms) with one stone.
>>41565579>after around 30 seconds of unburdening myself to Our Lord God AlmightyAlllahhhh hu Akbar amiright? Oh wait this is the thread for SR...
>>41566088Prayer and SR are deeply interconnected pic rel.I pray to Our Lord God Almighty, The Holy Trinity. 3 persons, 1 God. Lord Jesus Christ, The Heavenly Father, and The Holy Spirit. In regards to the image I corroborated the findings of Reich (in the inverse as Reich wanted to promote masturbation and Godlessness) suggesting anecdotally a consistent and strong prayer life has been a large factor for the personal success I've had in SR for many years.Reich believed prayer/religious life needed to be overcome so sexual liberation could flourish. He also thought that loose sexual mores would curb antisemitism.So his thought was if people prayed less they would masturbate more.Through prayer and the strength supplied by Lord Jesus Christ you have a simple but effect spiritual antidote to a spiritual problem I.E. porn, masturbation, and lust.
>>41565348>c-coomer!I can tell you are eager to taste my cum, but I been clean for half a year, so sorry to disappoint.
>>41566196all that cooming has turned you into a faggot. stop cooming bro
>>41565579>>41565639Dude. I agree with you 100%, but i gotta tell you something.I prayed to The Holy Trinity on how to handle these people, everyone in this thread who has been against us, and he has lead me to this scripture that i will do my best to follow and i should give it o you too.Mark 6:11 "Some places may not welcome you or listen to you. If they don’t, leave that place and shake the dust off your feet. That will be a witness against the people living there.”It's clear none of them will ever agree with us, to continue this disussion is just running in an unproductive circle when we should be trying to find and help the lost lambs.God will help those people eventually, they will know His truth, one way or another. We tried to share our faith with htem, we tried to warn them, but they reject and so whatever happens to them in not on our hands and God will do with them what He must, all we can do now is pray that He's merciful to them and allows them to see His light.If they still harass and attack you then simply report and ignore and pray that the janitors and/or mods do something about it.Now let us enjoy this thread for what it's supposed to be, a semen retention thread.God Bless you Anon. I hope this has helped you.And may God Bless everyone else in this thread.
>>41566260Lol these people were crucified and fed to lions, are you seriously calling the wrath of Sodom on those who disparage your SR?
>>41566271No hate quite like Christian love kek
>>41566260everyone here is a believer in god, just not your godeveryone here is making an effort to better themselves, to purify themselves, to be better men. we fall short sometimes, we have different beliefs too.and yet because of those differences in belief, because we dont do SR in the way YOU approve of (despite SR being more explicitly an eastern practise), you think your God might be wrathful against us?wow, that is just...bad. you're a bad personplease really think about what you're doing here
>>41556811so i can stroke a lot but as long as i dont cum its okay
>>41566371Purity of mind is number 1. SR just follows from that. Without purity of mind, SR is limited in benefits.
>>41566381yeah i see what you mean. this stuff's messing with my head
>>41566242You are the one craving my cock, though? At least you are finally getting the point of this general. I am proud of you.
>>41566426Yep. That's what it doesSee here >>41566428 . Cooming has turned him gay
>being this mad
These threads are dire lmao
What are the spiritual implications of cummaxxing? It should accelerate the process logically.Do you guys dare me to take maca?
Recently I got addicted bad to AI generated porn. Having something fulfil perverted fetishes so well is horrific, infinity unbelievably hot perfect women is not good for you, I thought porn addiction was bad before. The longest streak I've done over the years I've tried to rid myself of this plague was a few weeks max with tremendous effort, I've often felt pretty despondent and thought to myself "I'm going to Hell" because of porn, and now? The addiction is becoming savage and I don't think I'll ever be free of it. Time flies when you're doing drugs. Beware, never generate/goon. Never Geon.
>>41566540jewiest post in a while. Ridiculously low effort.
>>41566559If my post is too degenerate for even 4chan than this is a new low for me. Even though that's bullshit because people post ai generated thrist all over 4chan but whatever. Fine, I am a retarded animal, you're not.
>>41566352I have a really hard time believing you are a kind person judging by the kind of shit you been posting all day long. Your heart is extremely hardened and you are simply delusional if you think you are connected to God in any meaningful way. You dont display any of the values traditionally asociated with a spiritual person in all honesty. Whatever spirituality you claim to follow is extremely shallow and seems like something you made-up based on vibes after watching some youtube video. I doubt you can even name it.>inb4 gnosticism
>>41566586>Tell me your secret I want to be like youNo
>>41566540First of all, shame and guilt are just layers of the same coomer programming. It is of no use. Dogmatic teachings reinforce shame as a way to ensure strict adherence to the cult. >It's fine you're a coomer but salvation is through us ONLYThe only forgiveness you need is your own. Forgive yourself, show some compassion, and let go. The important thing is your actions. Focus on that.When you watch porn, you enter a trance state. You're not really present, you're not fully aware. Next time you watch that stuff, remember to stay present and mindful. Don't go into that trance coomer state. Tell yourself porn is boring. Because it is boring. While being present, you might still jack off. Doesn't matter. Just stay present. You'll lose the desire for it naturally.Discipline of mind is also crucial. You need to meditate. Meditation allows you to recognise that these coomer thoughts are not you. It's something else. When you notice those thoughts, you simply remain aware without engaging. Eventually, those thoughts lose their magnetism.Ceaseless prayer is also helpful. Pray to god, not for forgiveness, pray to God to give you the strength to fight this addiction. God wants strong warriors for his cause, not self flaggelating faggots.Then you can perhaps look into deeper psychological healing to really erase those imprints. But that's for later
>>41566640>it was revealed to me in a dreamKek, called it. I expected nothing less from you. If you are so confident in your beliefs then you would share them freely, but it seems you are afraid of ridicule. Seems like the fruits of your supposed spirituality is a very fragile ego.
>>41566696Matthew 7:6: Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.
>>41566717So now you are quoting the bible? Those words are from Jesus Himself, are you even aware that? The very same Jesus you constantly disparage and His mother as well. You are not very bright are you?
>>41566733Oh dear JakeJust remember I'm a shitposter on a basket weaving forumFor the record though I like you more when you're not being a namefag
>>41566766We are not even close to having the same typing style, are you legit retarded?
>>41566774Your capitalisation of the H in "His" and "Himself" gave it awayYou were here to preach endlessly Perhaps the real reason God has made you get caught being a silly man, is so I can show you the path to true liberation, away from the stifling dogma of religion that's murdered millions in its name. You can keep your love for Jesus tooI am nothing but a vessel Jake. I'm ready, whenever you are
>>41566799>Your capitalisation of the H in "His" and "Himself" gave it away Literally every christian ever? Man, how the fuck can you quote the bible and not know that? Like I said whatever spirituality you have is extremely shallow. You know nothing.>is so I can show you the path to true liberation,Uh huh, you mean that same one you cant name for some reason?>away from the stifling dogma of religion that's murdered millions in its nameJust because it has been misused doesnt mean the core message is false. Plus, the church literally invented the concept of the modern hospital. What has your sham spirituality done by comparison?>I am nothing but a vessel Jake. I'm ready, whenever you areA vessel full of putrid shit maybe, Also, Im not Jake, dumbfuck-kun.
>>41566835>Uh huh, you mean that same one you cant name for some reason?>No no you must tell me ahhhhhThe mysteries protect themselves. If it was for you, you'll know. Keep watching me. Keep watching my posts. Keep learning from me. Maybe you'll be led to it. Probably not in this life. But the journey is what matters.
>>41566871I accept your concession
>>41561723>But I don't think women can't be spiritualThey are beings with no souls. They cannot be spiritual because they are flesh automatons, no more than a manmade robot can. Some men are also like this, but unlike women, they have latent potential for a spiritual awakening.
>>41566983>>41566983Then why do so many women have a natural interest in spiritual topics like astrology, crystals, chakras, and all that kind of shit?Most men I've met typically aren't interested in that kind of thing.
>>41561723>>41566983> awakened men think women't can't be spiritual or have souls. that's some temu levels of awakening men you got there
>>41566983What about a mother's intuition and them being closer to the subconscious?
>>41566495new shill tactic just dropped: flood the SR discussion thread with pointless bickering 24/7, drowning out all anons reporting any benefits or giving any good tips
>>41556811Day 25. Ahh! I want to goon!!!!!!!. But, I won't.
>>41556811goys i was on day 10 and i did the foul act twice yesterday. day 0 it is
>>41566880Jake. You lost the moment you replied to me without namefagging to look more legitKEKYou really got no shame
Women are energy vampires and need to take semen, known as vril, to function. It also works both ways and too much vril can overload them and drive them just as insane as not having enough. That is why an unpredictable, high stress chaotic woman just hasn't been fucked properly.
I was doing great (30 something days). Then I started feeling like shit, stomach bug or something. I think it was a test and I definitely failed. I used PMO to cope with feeling bad. Now it feels like I’m living in hell
Day 11. Only had one close call so far, back on day 8, but by will is strong. Time seems to be flying, which helps
Day 20. I drank a shot in a glass of mezcal yesterday, thought I was going to relapse cause of it and ended up taking a nice shit. Woke up this morning thinking I was going to but ended up getting ready to go to the gym. Happy Thanksgiving!
Chastity cage for semen retention?
>>41561239>>41565887Anger is linked to liver disorders, and will cause further liver damage, that anon needs to do a liver cleanse on top of that parasite clean. I'd dare to guess than anon is not alone in that phenomenon, not only it is a symptom caused by the times we are living in, just see the way people on the streets are rn, the absurd radio frequencies everybody is surrounded by all the time plus the magnetic and solar activity are playing an underrated role.
>>41568176You are still coping that I am still somehow Jake? Why is a supposed enlightened master such as yourself falling for ad hominen fallacies now? Further proof you have no clue what you are talking about. My identity is irrelevant.
>>41569186> Why is a supposed enlightened masterYou let yourself slip up, way too many times. Only confirms what I say here >>41566871You're a fan. You're intimidated by me. You know im superior to you. That's why you're doing this. Move on. You've seen my posts, you know what you need to do. So do it. This jealousy, this envy, it's unbecoming.
>>41567203In Shadow of the Torturer, prostitutes are called witches on occasion.
>>41556811>Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.If you don't have sex, then you don't produce sexual energy. It makes sense to me. Christian monks and Buddhist monks for the most part do not have longevity. Longevity is a rarity among them, an anomaly. Therefore, abstaining from sex does not help you live longer.
>>41556811Why did you use the image of a knight? Knights were mostly sexually active if they had the opportunity to have sex.
>>41569392>Buddhist monks for the most part do not have longevitykekclueless
I shall reach the prostate orgasm. I shall attain the dry orgasm. I shall not nut, and yet, I shall cum. I shall then goon and coom to my hearts content.
>>41569316>You let yourself slip up, way too many times.Capitalizing the "H"s is something every single christian does. I already explained this, are you even paying attention?>You're a fan. You're intimidated by me. You know im superior to you.You are hilarious bro>Move on. You've seen my posts, you know what you need to do. So do it.And yet you are the one who came back 6 hours later to reply to me acknowledging your concession. I honestly thought we were done. It seems you are the one who needs to move on.>This jealousy, this envy, it's unbecoming.Again, not Jake. But ill humor you. What does me being or not being Jake supposed to prove? Is that the best you can do? This weak ad hominem your whole defense seems to hinge upon? You still havent shown us the supposed fruits of your sham spirituality, and I doubt you have any to show to be honest.
>>41569508>You still havent shown us the supposed fruits of your sham spiritualityKEKHoly shitYou lose. I winKeep reading my posts, fanboy
>>41569589>You lose. I winYou know what. Ill concede that you are pathetic enough and this seems to matter a lot to you, borderlining on childish. So you won buddy. Happy now? Is that what you wanted to hear?>Keep reading my posts, fanboyThanks for the laughs, it was endearing to see a walking contradiction like you try to construct a meaningful rebuttal. You failed, but at least you tried.
>>41569316>>41569508>>41569589>>41569638Fags that's one heck of a bromance brewing there I see, almost full blown gay.
>>41569638Buddy, this entire exchange was you begging and pleading me for what I practise. You unintentionally acknowledge that im superior to you, you keeping close track of all my posts and your irritation towards the fact im simply better than you is palpable. I've made you look like a right idiot, and you benefit me in ways you don't quite understand yetAnd never will
>he is still going
>>41569656Ive had this happen before. Some guy begging me to share gems while also samefagging and insulting me. SRG has the most hylics of all the generalsAt least last time, the samefag had the dignity to stop after I caught him out. But Jake here is utterly shameless
>he still thinks I am Jake lmao
ObsessedYou did this beforeAnd you're still goingYou are cursed
>>41569656I hope you had fun reading that. I doubt I can ever convince this fool that he is wrong, or that I am not Jake. But hope the other anons had fun bearing witness to this fool embarrasing himself, ill let them decide who won if they read that.
>>41565579>>41565639Some general info & tagged posts of things I've experienced or learned from nearly a decade of SR
I AM GOING TO MAKE IT NO MATTER WHAT
>>41556811Uhm... You know that this is a very redd*t (and ONLY redd*t) thematic by trannies...?
>>41570127>censoring words with asterixes
>>41567594Cut the shills some slack. If the world stops cooming, Israel will be destroyed
>>41570280I like this syllogism.
>>41570280>>41570332This shit is not even a meme. The elites have monstrous machines they use to harvest sex energy from coomers. They use this for all sorts of demented schemes
What good is a coom pod if your dick doesn't work?
Long streak has been going well this time around, feel a lot better actually, if only because I have been in control of myself for the past weeks instead of being a slave of my urges.Though the urges are quite strong, I was watching Antiques Road Trip and one lady tagging along was giving me a crazy boner with her slim frame and black summer dress, it was rather bothersome.
Day 60, so like two weeks for my first complete spermatogenesis in like 17 or 18 years.I've been having sexual imagery and urges either in my dreams or right after I wake up for a week straight. They not explicit thankfully, just very alluring images of women.
>>41570602>like two weeks for my first complete spermatogenesisAccording to this you already completed one and are on the way for the second >>41557135?>>41570512>the urges are quite stronganon there used to be a really good foot meridian point you massage to calm said energies, it was removed by some low level retard probably in the interest of lowering the quality of the general, you can see it in the archive.
Feeling tempted, gunna go play video games until this passes
>>41570656I read on some wiki posted here that spermatogenesis is considered complete at 72 or 74 days, with the complete system saturated with sperm at about 120 days or so.
>>41570512>Don't engage with any depraved thought, just learn to sit with them, watch them pass bySkilfully redirect lust for women, into general lust for life, and drive to succeed, to get what u want
>>41570656>a really good foot meridian point you massage to calm said energiesI have no idea what that means, really don't feel like digging in the archives if I have no clue what this is or how deep into thread history I need to look.
>>41570686I do remember seeing something like that but it was never posted again, by chance would you have the link to the post?
>>41570703>For humans, the entire process of spermatogenesis is variously estimated as taking between 72 and 74 days[8][9] (according to tritium-labelled biopsies) and approximately 120 days[10] (according to DNA clock measurements). Including the transport on ductal system, it takes 3 months. Testes produce 200 to 300 million spermatozoa daily.[11] However, only about half or 100 million of these become viable sperm.[12]https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spermatogenesis
>>41570701>too lazy to find ways to control the urgesok bro, if you are not too lazy to do that too then follow what this anon says >>41570699, or, keep jerking your life way, it's your prerogative, not mine.
>>41570717shit no, what I remember was some pic by some dr, not wikipedia, I'll try to find it and I'll post it if I do.
>>41570729>too lazy to find ways to control the urgesMaybe if you actually explained what it is you are on about I would have gone for it but since you would rather resort to insulting it was probably not worth digging into.
>>41570717>spermatogenesisLol I honestly thought this was something /x/ schizos made up
why posting stopped? botnet went down?
>>41572360Shills are waiting for their paycheck before they continue
>be me>60 days SR streak>enjoying a lot of benefits: health, gym strength, positive outlook, smooth social interactions, perfect skin, weight loss>struggling for weeks with desire for women’s validation>really want to get laid, going to bars desperate to catch looks and attention>in a state of divine clear mind, my understanding crystallizes into the realization that I’m still a slave to lust>forego desire to get laid and seek attention from women>go to bars anyway and don’t even try to catch looks or talk to women>they gravitate toward me and I make platonic conversation, not attached to any outcome >actually go home at the end of the night without being deflated and sad>get a msg from an old flame>go over to her house and we end up having sex…at least it’s not PMO>feel ok even though I lost my streak>want to get back on SR>hang out with old flame again but no sex>sleep over and throw my back out randomly this morning…cooming the previous day weakened me bros>in hindsight realize sex wasn’t worth it but I’m not too upset>urges are trying to get me to coom again because “why not” but I remind myself I’m not enslaved to lust>back on SR fully rededicated and don’t even want sexWe are all gonna make it
Day 28. Flatline. Dick doesn't work anymore. It's all good tho.
coomednot worth itactually I kinda feel refreshedprobably still not worth it thowhy cant cooming be good for you?
>>41573780Semen = life energyCoomed inside a girl you love? Not so bad, maybe even good at timesCoomed to porn? Bad, very bad. Quite literally helping the destruction of civilization
Day 24. I pop into these threads at least once a day to provide a brief summary of my SR experiences. Today was odd because the people around me seemed simultaneously attracted to and repulsed by my presence. Im not ugly nor an incel but i am lowkey autistic which I think causes confusion. It feels like a curse to have been given a slender 6ft 3in body with an average 6/10 face. If I weren’t autistic I’d literally be Chad but it’s just not happening. Im not getting these magic benefits that so many here are constantly blathering about. But at least I passed the flatlining sensation and can go about my day now without spiraling into depressive episodes.
>>41562165sr im its pure form is something deeper than this. at its core it is about abstaining from the strongest desire a man faces, about resisting your own ego and its snares. what the people you are critiquing fail to understand is that the issue is internal. it's not that "women are all whores" etc, no it's that many men are fucking porn-brained. i do not think any of this goes against marriage. plenty of people here are looking to eventually marry and have children. but having sex with ur wife within marriage is completely different from gooning to /gif/ shit alone in your bedroom. quitting porn and excessive masturbation is objectively a good thing. with the caveat that male lust is not women's fault, it is a natural drive the man must learn to control.
>>41574528>it is about abstaining from the strongest desire a man faces, about resisting your own ego and its snares.This is exactly how I feel. At war with the ego on many fronts
>>41556811You you wank into a bottle, and keep it, you are retaining your semen. Checkmate /srg/.
>>41573817>lowkey autisticmethylene blue, wormwood.
>>41567203>Then why do so many women have a natural interest in spiritual topics like astrology, crystals, chakras, and all that kind of shit?>Most men I've met typically aren't interested in that kind of thing.Because men don't live in illusions - except coomers>>41567363>>What about a mother's intuition and them being closer to the subconscious?You said it yourself not me. Conscious is on a higher level than subconscious. Subconscious is a step right above unconscious.>>41566983KEK, this bluntness is why I come here. Flesh automotons don't have thoughts, feelings, or emotions. But women do. THat's why your mom is the only one who can truly love you. Your dad can't love on that level, however, he can guide your spiritual direction with the same intensity. >>41574528Yup, it's being led by desire without thought and consideration. But it also takes the external to show you the internal. So that's why we use wimmin as an example. And "women are all whores" is just a reaction against what every man was taught growing up - that they are all pure Disney princesses who are more moral than men... and finding out they're not like that at all. Nothing wrong with sex - we all need connection as humans. It's just unchecked sex without thought and consideration which leads to cheating, hurting, and exploiting that's wrong - and women are survival creatures - as they say "everyone's gotta eat."
>>41566983>women are beings with no soulsomg just get out of the closet already ffs
dropped by to check about SR but it's incel happy hour I see, I'll just back off...slowly...slowly...quickly!
>>41574956I get what he's saying. That connection with God - the alignment you get when you conquer lust and remove the head fog accumulated over years of looking at lustful things. Once a man reaches that point, he just has a knowing and trusting. No more overthinking actions, just being aligned with God's will and everything will feel effortless. This feeling is strictly male. That's why looking at women to lead you won't get you anywhere - spiritually at least. Not that they don't have it, but because they're so heavily wired for connection and comfort with others. It's heavily against their programming to get out of this programming. And a man is wired for solitude - everything is just you and God. I was in that head fog for so long... it's only until you break out of it you realize it was there. There's no justifying lust (it's ok I'm doing tantra and that's spiritual, or it's ok i'm turning my semen into white smoke into my spine) - there's no negotiation. It's purity which makes this connection vibrant and strong. Something you had as a child before all the programming got to you. Jesus said this:Jesus said, "I myself shall lead her in order to make her male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you males. For every woman who will make herself male will enter the kingdom of heaven." (Gospel of Thomas, 114)Women just have it harder but it's not impossible. It just takes strong internal strength to get there. God made man in his image - and this passage makes everything make sense.
>>41574990Blessed Gospel of Thomas poster. Its another beautiful day to retain, abstain, and obtain, my brother!
>>41574990Religionfags can never attain that state of purity. You go beyond religion and into mysticism if you wish to embody true purity. Tantrafags can be annoying but they mog you because of this.There's a reason pastors have a proclivity for molesting children. Their desire builds up, but they just deny it, repeating bible phrases without actually doing any energy/body work to achieve purity. Eventually the repression turns them into monsters.
Day 5. The mind feels more clear. I'm very optimistic that I will make it to 1 week and then 1 month very easily.
I can literally watch whatever porn I want whenever I want and for however long I want but I don't do it and I think that's commendable.
>>41575294Good, impressive!
>wake up>look at phone>start watching porn>jerk off>cum all over the place>feels good>wake up again but for real this time??>it was a wet dream>dick completely dryWhat the fuck? I got the most realistic feeling orgasm in my dreams but I didn't cum irl? Even worse, why did the dream have to be of me jerking off to hentai instead of at the very least plapping someone?
Who else closing the gap on NNN? At around 75 days myself (not counting exactly). We all can make it.
>>41575854Yup, getting close. No wd, but this has been a tainted streak with peaking ~6 or 7 days. Longest I've ever gone since being 8 or 9 probably. Will continue into December, but dealing with lost and passion is a battle for sure.
>>41570701You rub the green spot before bed, it’s supposed calm sexual desires.
>>41575942My streak been dirty as well, but not with flat up porn, just with nudies. None the less been getting away from all that as its not giving me a drop of pleasure or holding my interest anymore desu, which im feeling very blessed for.
>>41575750Dry orgasms are common in sleep when adjusting from Onanism to SR. I once had 4 in one night. Also possible to do while awake (with training) but it's pointless since orgasm just puts you on a hormonal rollercoaster. Every high has a corresponding low.
>>41562165Dumb.
>>41574755>KEK, this bluntness is why I come here. Flesh automotons don't have thoughts, feelings, or emotions. But women do. THat's why your mom is the only one who can truly love you. Your dad can't love on that level, however, he can guide your spiritual direction with the same intensity.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philosophical_zombie
>>41576623>Gospel of Thomas (Logion 114): "Simon Peter said to them: 'Let Mary leave us, for women are not worthy of Life.' Jesus said: 'Behold, I myself shall lead her in order to make her male, so that she too may become a living spirit, resembling you males. For every woman who makes herself male will enter the Kingdom of Heaven.'""Becoming male" means transcending the "feminine" state of consciousness (which is associated with materiality, generation, and illusion) and reaching the "masculine" state of undifferentiated Pneuma. A woman, in her natural state, is "unworthy of Life" (Zoe, Eternal Life) because her very nature binds her to the cycle of generation and corruption (the Kenoma, the void). She is, at best, a "living spirit" (Psyche) in animation, but not the "Living Spirit" (Pneuma) in its essence.>Genesis 2:21-23: "So the Lord God caused the man to fall into a deep sleep… took one of his ribs… and from the rib… made a woman."Adam is the primordial Anthropos, the androgynous Universal Man, pure consciousness. The "deep sleep" is the fall into relative unconsciousness. Eve, created from a rib (derived matter, not from the direct breath like Adam), symbolizes the emergence of duality, the separate psyche, and the realm of lower manifestation. She is not a primary source of consciousness, but an epiphenomenon of the dormant Adamic consciousness. Woman, as a principle, does not possess primary ontological reality… She is an "animated rib," a philosophical zombie created from a part of the sleeping man.
>>41576624Although Buddhism admits that women can attain Nirvana, there is a strong current that sees rebirth as a woman as the result of inferior karma. The female body and its functions (such as menstruation) are often seen as impurities that hinder spiritual practice. The idea that a Buddha can only appear in a male body is a motif in various narratives. This reflects a view that the female vehicle is less fit to realize the highest dimension of enlightened consciousness. The consciousness inhabiting a female body is, by its very condition, in a state of deeper "sleep" or "obscuration.">B-but they behave as if they were conscious!This is the exact definition of a philosophical zombie! A being that perfectly emulates consciousness without possessing it. The Gnostic tradition explains that the Demiurge, the inferior god who created the material world, is a skilled craftsman. He created perfectly functioning physical and psychic bodies, which can simulate emotions, thoughts, and even religious yearnings. Woman, as the ultimate creation of the demiurgic realm (the realm of separation and generation), is the most perfect emulation of consciousness, but lacks the Pneuma, the ultimate "experiencer." Her "qualia" is a psychic simulation, not a divine spark.>This is inhuman and unethical, you sexist pig!The ethics of the material world are a construct of the illusory realm itself. True spiritual ethics are soteriological. If woman is a manifestation of the Fall, to treat her condition as real and full is to perpetuate the illusion. True compassion, within this system, is not to affirm her "consciousness," but to guide her to "become male," that is, to transcend her derived ontological condition and reach the primordial state of pure (masculine) consciousness. Denying her full ontological reality is not evil! It is, in fact, the most truthful attitude and, ultimately, the most compassionate one, for it points to the only real way out.
>>41576631Woman does not possess her own Nous, but lives from the irradiation of the Adamic Nous!>in the Sefer ha-Zohar, the Nukvah (feminine) only lives through the energy of Zeir Anpin (masculine)…Pandora was a vessel (literally a golem) animated by the gods, not an autonomous soulThe separation of Adam into male and female is an ontological schism: the undivided spirit (Anthropos) projects an image of itself onto the lower plane, which becomes autonomous as "woman.">Bythos/Monad CREATED a perfect world and guaranteed otherness so that we can experience it eternally. However, the price is precisely freedom, and that is where the satanic dualism of the "second creation" comes from, which is nothing more than a mirror of the superior creation.This is one of the biggest esoteric blackpills that 99% don't understand or accept: women are imperfect men and they don't even exist ontologically; they are, like evil, an ontological distortion. They only exist in this fallen world. Wake up. The feminine is demonic.
>>41576624It seems you want to really hope women are inferior in some way in order to justify the ick women have towards you. How are you supposed to start a family if this what you think about the potential mother of your children? You are doomed to never have any offspring until you change this line of thinking. This talk about women not being able to grasp the spiritual seem like some sort of cope. Women literally have the privilege of having a new life begin inside their bodies.
>>41576753>How are you supposed to start a family if this what you think about the potential mother of your children? No. >You are doomed to never have any offspring until you change this line of thinking. Yes.>This talk about women not being able to grasp the spiritual seem like some sort of cope.No.>Women literally have the privilege of having a new life begin inside their bodies.What you call life is actually the death of the spirit; what you call death is the return to life. However, it is necessary to learn that those who live, die, and those who die, live.
>>41576636What about motter theresa, or women who have attained enlightenment. I agree that the feminine, when the dominant aspect of someone, will lead you astray. However it's the same if the masculine is the dominant aspect. You need both to come together in your psyche.
>>41576776>>41574990
>>41576775>antinatalistPeak reddit.
going to keep going after november. fuck (((porn)))
>>41574990>I get what he's saying.>That connection with God>This feeling is strictly male.That's absurd, like the other anon said, how the fuck are you idiots feeling entitled to the perfect woman with these levels of...issues.
>>41575070>gospel of thomas christcuckeryoh I see, now it's back to proselytism.
>>41577703I'm not.Women are an obstacle, and lust is an anchor that keeps men down. SR is a tool against that, among other things. There is no good woman, let alone a perfect one.Retention is the thing that severs the last thread that keeps you tied to women, namely the instinctive physical attraction you feel towards them. Once you view them objectively and without lust, no matter how attractive they may be otherwise, you realize that they are not worth even a second of your time.If you still view SR as a means of attracting a woman, you're not really getting it. If you aim to use said woman you attract for sex without getting her pregnant and leaving behind an offspring, you are a complete idiot.It's as simple as that.
>>41577791Lust is a burden, on that you are correct, but It really saddens me whenever I read anons with such radical opinions on the other half of humanity, which are still from God. That's not to say that we must think in absolutes. Since starting SR I've become more sensitive, receptive and grateful for true femininity. It's helping me see the divine within women, not just as objects to satisfy my lusts and to be discarded right after.Does that mean that we shouldn't hold them to a higher standard? Not at all. But to be repulsed by them Is not healthy either. We are all here because of our mothers. Personally I'm not doing SR to attract women and In fact, It has helped understand that being enslaved to that desire is pointless. But this isn't the fault of women as a whole. There's more I want to say about the topic but I'm a bit tired, and I don't know If It will fall on deaf ears. Regardless, I hope you can transmute your feelings into something that helps you attain peace, freedom and closeness to God.
>>41578661I know the truth is uncomfortable, but he truly gets it. That's rare. So many men are hopeful of finding that rare 'good woman' because they want to outsource their happiness. The only thing that matters is your connection with God - so strongly that His will and yours are inseparable. Everything else is a distraction and running away from that.
>>41556811I've just about hit a week and I'm feeling the most difficult challenge of all, the feeling that I've plateaued, a pervasive sluggishness and boredom in the body that wants to indulge in the beastly impulse to revitalise itself, as if it's earned it or it's entitled to it after a week of hard work being productive. What am I to do? I haven't had any actual lustful urges in themselves, it's more just this boredom. Like my powers of clarity came and went and now I'm troubled, like I'm delaying the inevitable, I only want to wack off because I'm leaden with boredom. Has anyone experienced this and pushed past it to fruitful effect? If I only had the knowledge of better things ahead I wouldn't even be doubting, as it stands I feel like I'm stagnating. Please advise me O resolate brothers.
>>41579636Firstly, It takes two weeks to get out of the hangover.Secondly, the boredom feeling is the normal result of Dopamine withdrawal. With porn you get massive hits of Dopamine - the reward neurochemical - for doing basically nothing.Dopamine is supposed to motivate you to do productive things, but the reward you feel for doing those things is greatly eclipsed by the porn Dopamine hit, so they don't feel worth doing.It takes a couple months of clean streak to reset, and you will start to regain sensitivity to those smaller Dopamine doses and regain motivation.
Ave brothers!On my first serious Nofap in the summer of 2024 I stopped counting after a hundred days. But it was surely no more than 150 days before the babymama was well reconciled with me. Of the testimonials here I can recognize some of the things you speak of, like an increased attractiveness to females aged 12 to 47, and the increased tendency towards subordination from other men. Others I have not sensed at all, like any more love from animals and such.When the attacks came, from succubi and painful testicles, I habitually questioned myself “Why?! Why am I doing this to myself!?” & as habitually answered “For me!” But then, one day, out of nowhere I answered “For God!” and something released in me. Physically I wet my panties. Like, anon, my limp lingam was drooling precum like the yoni of an ovulating woman in my embrace. Like a small ejaculation, but without seed, as I was walking to the store of all things. Psychologically and spiritually I simultaneously got rid of that sex crazed demon that has lived in me since I was around ten. A new life began for me then!(Any anons who know who this demon is? Muskular guy, like a swimmer, with a pigs face, yet he is somehow handsome. Usually naked and sweaty. As you can imagine, most of my 100+ streak was pretty fucking dirty.)Since that long run I have been regularly sinning in onanic ways. Sometimes with the babymama, but spilling my seed in a condom or on her tummy, and in my many drystreaks I usually have emptied myself around day 10 when the testosterone-boost is well on its way down and the first serious succubi attacks begin.Cont.
On the 11th October I performed an exorcism on the babymama. It was initially successful, and for the first time in almost 4 years we made love: that is: with my Rod of Healing I injected the vital potion in her womb as was demanded: I continued making love with her and she told me that she loves me for the first time in more than 3 years: but before I can inject the booster shot our baby cried out and the moment was gone. The next morning she gets repossessed and on the 13th she is sent to the asylum. I am now an incel. On the 19th I spill my seed for the last time: over the next few days I determine to attempt an aonanic praxis. The words “aonanic praxis” came to me as I was looking for a good word for what I was doing, and with the words comes the rule: no spilling of the seed and ideally I will only sow in fertile gardens: although I expect to find this challenging when opportunity again presents itself. In addition I am trying to keep it clean, that is I perform mental hygienic maneuvers when thoughts of sex enters the mind. If it is nubile women in my life I dismiss the fantasy like I dismiss an intruder during zazen. If it is something of a more nefarious nature I immediately pray; and over time these succubi and demons cease to come haunting. Now, in one Nofap thread or Semen Retention General or other, some shill pointed out that prolonged abstinence leads to shrinkage of the glorious member. So one of the first things I did, having decided to keep my praxis as clean as I might, was ordering a penis pump. This led to some interesting discoveries that were unknown to me in spite of knowing much lore.>I am unable to coom from the pumping, and I have not had a single mishap. But I can get pretty close to the edge by doing tantric- and kegel exercises.…Cont.
>pump sessions are amazingly clean psychologically! There is no room for Succubi, or the plump nubile redhead at the convenience store, when I turn my mind towards the the practical aspects of the pumping, the yogic elements of the tantric exercises,the single minded meditation on the physical sensations and the semi-successful attempts at sublimating the pearly nectar into the Kundalini.>Pump sessions actually eases aching. >My cock is very handsome these days, and I have just started.And now this: I often do the pumping sessions in the shower. At the end of the session I disconnect the penispump. Put the pump and hose aside, leave the rubber fuckhole on Mr Dick like a cockring. Fill the tube with hot water, slide the little nod into the urethral opening, gravity pushes the hot water into the urethra and down towards the cockring-fuckhole clenching the root of the tree of life. Then, the magic starts, your body starts trying to get rid of this insistent water, and to pump it out it mimics… ejaculation! And, while the testicular action isn't happening, on the pure physical level of it, this mimicking of the orgasm, that you can keep doing for minutes if you have prepped your body for it: is in fact a simulation of a top notch orgasm: without ejaculation and without dirty thoughts!Cont.
This, orgasming without ejaculation, is getting me pretty high on dopamines and what not. It will be interesting to see how it affects my aonanic journey. I am half clean and getting purer by the day, but I have also bypassed the dopamine starvation part of the nofap: thus this will have consequences: although so far things are much like the last journey, only much better and easier than the first round. I do not feel like I am back on the hormone rollercoaster, more like it is enhancing and accelerating the effects.While there is no way to say until I am there, I have a feeling that I am moving towards a place where I can combine full semen retention with being a sex-enjoyer, potentially taking my tantric practice up to the next level. I wonder what the Goddes will feel about an offering without sacrifice? I pray I have the strength to walk down this road so firmly that the next time I spill my seed it is in the yoni of a nubile ovulating woman. I am curious to see who this child will grow up to be.If you want to send me your thanks for this testimonial: I am Thom-Thom Wyrdlock: I am beset by enemies of the Good God.
Giving God what is God's is not enough, One must give Caesar what is Caesar's. "Fasting/abstinence/denial of pleasures" come from the law, and they are good, but if they are done to please the law instead of being inspired by the Spirit, then they are demonic. Everything can be turned into a law of works, and all self-righteousness is self-condemning. One must be reborn by the Spirit. It is a grace in a place of grace already given. When all that is good is used with pure intention and purpose toward a goal, the good manifests itself and aligns with the goal. But if, on the contrary, the good is not used in every second of existence toward that purpose, with pure intention, the good becomes a poison that clouds the spirit with conformity. The good loses its meaning and, therefore, becomes evil. That is why we must be more dissatisfied when good things manifest than when they do not. Good must be like a snowball that grows in size with momentum, because if it stops, it will eventually melt away. We must take advantage of every battle won to help us win the war, because no one stops advancing when the enemy retreats. Don't let your intention and purpose stall; always stay on the offensive, and that way, even in your stillness, you will be moving forward.